Before what we have now, we were just friends.
Now you are mine, and my heart belongs to you.
We are together, sadly it won't be forever.
But since I've known you, I know there will never be another like you.

I look into your eyes, such beauty I see.
I look into your beautiful eyes, I never want to look away.
To be with you, is to have happiness in my life.
To be with you, I wish it could be everyday.

You lie on my lap, safe in my arms.
I hold you in my arms, never wanting to let go.
You say I love you, just the way you look into my eyes.
The only regret I have, is someday I will have to go.

We don't think of the future, we think of the now.
For I will leave you one day, I fear I will leave you in tears.
Don't cry now, that is far from now.
Until then, I will be here to wipe away your tears.

For you, I would do anything.
Anything to make you happy, as you deserve the best.
I'd give my life just to make you happy, so you wouldn't feel any sorrow.
To prove my love for you, I'd undergo any test.

I think of her everyday, though she is not mine.
I can't get her out of my head, for that I am glad.
Though she has broken me twice, there is still love.
Since she is not mine, I am sad.

We talk for hours, I never grow tired of her sweet voice.
Just the sound of her voice, can brighten my day.
I close my eyes, I see us hand in hand.
If that could ever be, it'd be the best day.

I've heard her tears, I've heard of threats.
I'd make her happy, so her pain and sorrow would end.
When she cries, I feel sad. When she threatens, I worry.
When she is happy, only then can my heart mend.

I don't care what others say, I don't care at all.
She will always have my love, even if I don't have hers.
She is always in my thoughts, everyday.
The thought to leave her is not mine, it is all of yours.

I'd die for this girl, I'd give my life for her.
Some look at me funny for that, they ask if I'm sure.
And as somepeople know, I'd kill myself for her.
I mean after all, I still love her.

In times of sadness, you'd make me smile.
In times of lonliness, you'd be there for me.
Whenever I was with you, I'd get this special feeling.
When I wasn't with you, in my mind you were still there with me.

When I would see you smile, I'd get warm inside.
When we would hug, I'd never want to let go.
When we would walk together, I loved every second of it.
When you ended it, a tear started to show.

Everyday, you are on my mind.
Everyday, I would always think of you.
A smile came to my face more, all thanks to you.
This feeling I have for you, I wish you only knew.

I'd skip clcass, just to be with you.
I knew I'd get in trouble, it didn't matter at all.
I'd give anything to be yours, even stay here in CO.
you know, I think for you I started to fall.

When you were mine and I was yours, I was O so happy,
But when you were near him, I felt it shouldn't be.
When it was ended, my heart started to empty.
Though you love another, I wish you'd be with me.

It started as a crush, and got a little stronger.
Now that I know you more, I feel as if it's love.
You might not have felt it, but I sure did.
I was glad that my friend, he gave me a little shove.

I still want to be yours, but your mind is set.
I'd give anything to be yours; I feel like I need you.
I love you voice, I love you presence.
I will feel happy, when I think of you.

I wish you felt this way too, but I guess you won't.
I wish I could make you change your mind, but then I fear you'd hate me.
I'd give anything to be yours, anything at all.
I'd like you to be happy, I guess that's why you're not with me.

I hope one day, you and I can be.
I want to be with you, I wish you felt the same, too.
All'z I can hope, is that we'll be together.
I don't know for sure, but mabye you do.

I want you to do what you feel is right; I want you to be happy.
Your happiness means a lot to me, even if I'm not yours.
I wish the best in your future, mabye I'm a part of it.
Until then, I can only hope to be yours.

This anger within me, this anger and hate.
This other feeling I have, this feeling of pain.
Driven mad, driven crazy; my mind corrupts.
The tears that fall, I feel as if I've been slain.

Take my pain. take it all away.
Release the pain, release the hate.
This pain is too unbearable; how excruciating it has become.
Is this the answer, is this my fate?

Blood stains the sink, blood stains the floor.
Is this it, am I going to die?
I feel light-headed; the world seems to spin.
No, it does not end. For reasons I don't know why.

I look up at the ceiling, my wrists throb.
The pain I have, it still lurks about me.
I slowly get up and ask myself, "Why?"
I look into the mirror shards, is that me?

I clean up the blood; useless rag it is now.
I wipe my tears away, blood now on my face.
I look at my trembling hands, more anger and hate within.
I want my life to end, I feel as though I'm a disgrace.

I clean myself up, I tend to my wounds.
I look at myself yet again, I ask, "Who am I?"
I sit in a chair, head in my hands.
Now I realize, I cannot yet die.

This time it's unlike any other, for this time I am not alone.
I am happy to have you on this special day.
All my past years I've been alone on this special event.
I will look forward to every future Valentine's Day.

In the past I used to dread this day, because there was no one with me.
I used to be sad and so alone, but now that I have you I am not.
I used to be in the corner alone, while others were with others to love.
Now that I have someone with me, I will always love you a lot.

Now that you're in my life, this day is a day to loook forward to.
Now that I have you in my life, I will always be happy on this day.
Now that I am no longer alone, I will always have someone to love.
Now that I have my own Valentine, I will never feel lonely on Valentine's Day.

My heart fills with love, for the first time.
My mind which was once dark, begins to fill with light.
My hatred of my life, it now ends.
My love of her, won't end for day or night.

Her voice, it fills me with joy.
Her laugh, brings a smile to my face.
Her tears, bring a sadness to my heart.
Her pain, brings a tear to my face.

The love we share, it has no end.
The love we share, it will never break.
The love we share, none can kill it.
The love we share, our hearts bound by a stake.

My once saddened heart, now feels lifted.
The pain once within, now ends for the first time.
The hatered within, still lurks about myself.
The sheer darkness, now brightens just in time.

The pain within, only one way to end.
The deeper the better they say, it always felt so good.
Tha pain within, for the first time it's gone.
The blood-stained razor is gone, now it is understood.

The feeling of joy, now pours into my heart.
The feeling of love, the best feeling ever made.
This happiness in my heart, I've never felt it before.
My reason of living, it will never fade.

My life before, I felt it had no point in it.
My life no long ago, I felt it should end.
I feel as though I have meaning, all because of one person.
I feel this love inside, I never want the feeling to end.

Lost and confused, no clue as to whom, what or why.
Sometimes I want to cry; sometimes I just want to die.
Walking alone, thinking a thousand thoughts at once.
Accepting failure; hi, my name is Dunce.

Pondering observations, questioning if all is intent.
Thoughts racing madly; all seems hell-bent.
Walking through life with no clue as what to do; I am so confused.
Feelings of pointlessness; torn up, thrown down, used and abused.

Sitting, fake smiles upon my face; try to please all I know.
Sighs and cries, smothering my heart so as not to show.
Trying to neglect old urges, not as easy as it looks.
Nothing can compare to my feelings, no movies, songs or books.

Why do I try? Should I not give in?
All everyone does is just live in lie and sin.
Cast out from society, who would bother with me?
Some say they care; reasons I cannot see.

Everyday I question my existence, yet I continue to live my life.
Wondering if I'll ever have a child, or a wife.
Feelings of truth, feelings that are false; all seem alike or the same.
Trying to figure out what I'm feeling; trying to place a name.

Tears continue to fall, life no longer shone.
Losing life, losing the one my heart used to own.
Once my heart was happy and light, now cold and dark like stone.
Here I am; I am all alone.