bleak-distortion's Poetry
all was written by me, Rafael Montoya, if it's too harsh for you that's too bad. because I write what's on my mind, and what comes out of of my hand, if you have a problem, don't read it then.

In Exile Of

***yes it's the one that alot of you have been waiting for***

In Silence, Litanies of the dry bones, burning.
Bitterness, shines through, like light piercing inky blackness,
Shed faith like dead skin, tormenting,
The darkening skies above bleed as if god himself,
Snuffed in his slumber in an eve of ashes.

Betraying ensues, senses entrapped,
An erroding swansong of bitter masses,
Chaos reigns, as humanity enslaved,
Assemble at my call, enmasse!

I alone am standing amidst of neon glow,
The thoughts inside fermenting,
My rotting soul, it burns and festers,
Tempting this entrancing sililoquey,
Cast from bleeding lifeless,
I tempt the kingdom of heaven to crash and burn into the ground.

They Torment me so,..
My heart bleeds with song for her…
Shades of lives once passed…
Hearing her screams as she's taken from me!!!

Unto the end, alone I've Cried her name,
Sold my soul, as the sky bleeds black rain,
Forelorn in eternity leave my dying victim right here!

Evoking my once burning spirit, bereft of shades of life,
Who's tales is worth the bloodlust spent and the seconds as churches burn?
Thickening as the story ensues,
Construed, the bastard preaching to the world lies,
For the call of 3, the vices 6 cast forth a worldof ever burning scorn,

I stand alone at an alter in flames,
The crypt, surrounding me the dead of those long forgotten
And In dreams, upon my throne, shant be overthrown

Storm the gates, and crumble the walls,
And in the end, it's god who falls!!!

Revelations Of The Enslaved

*hope you enjoy this one, this one's actually really new. but it's def. one of my new ones that i like*

I'm born of darkness,
visions of the unknown,
from a realm of chaos,
we wander alone,
bleak and unforgiving,
I'm cold...

Madness, blindly consumes me,
she calms the pain, takes it away...

Flight, and venture the skies,
she learned my name,
"belial" she calls, "come to me"

Revelations of the enslaved,
blasphemies make a mark,
and burn the church to the ground,
my will be done

Mock the cross, a symbol of false hope,
they took her from me, took her into their tainted light,
tear away, and destroy every trace of their god.

Behold my spawn, child of evil,
cast upon the world, bring on the apocalypse,
sold your soul to me, judge not, what you know not,
Spread disease, like the plague of humanity!!!

Into The ForestOfEternalNight

*This one's title was inspired by 2 different things, the first part of the title is from a song by opeth entitled from into the frost of winter, which is the bonus track off of the orchid album, the band continually remains a constant source of influence, and the vocalist Mikeal Akerfeldt (excuse the not putting the correct letter for his last name) was an influence at what started me on vocals. the forest of eternal night is the name of the forest from the playstation 2 game castlevania: lament of innocence I'm a huge castlevania fan. But however this one wasn't written for either of the what inspired by the title, but other reasons*

Come with me, beyond the trees,
this vast forest, it calls your name,
tempted by the welcoming scent in the air,
i am here, always waiting for you...

the full moon rising, stained in shades of red,
light reflecting from your face, radiantly.

light the way, through this forest,
something is lurking, in the night,
searching for what has been missing,
what's lurking, it is I!!!

We danced on these hallowed grounds,
wolves approach, never making a sound,
they howl at the moon, a haunting chorus,
they sing the song, for you

the winter night, calling,
you look around, a mound of dirt,
it's where i stood, in my place,
welcome to my final resting place

The Reaper Stands Beckoning

*this is the final version of this poem, hope you enjoy*

4 Voices whisper, lament of the world,
damnation conspired, validation in darkness,
heaven will burn, and crumbles around me,
soul tainted in evil, but this task that i see.

Into the cemetery i call to my victims,
and like a fly, I smother their life,
the time of burning, the jews!
it shows in turning events, it's your turn to die!

In a river of blood, a mountain of corpses,
my vicitims tonight, of sweet blasphemies,
as the vatican's burning,
i smile, my face smeared in blood.
Slit the throat of the liar pope,
YOU'RE NEXT GOD, TO DIE!!!

Crumble your kingdom, and burn down your castle,
rape your angels, and tear down your throne,
behead your son, and slaughter opposition,
the skies are raining, rain of your blood.

Drink wine from the skull of an angel,
enslaving humanity, bite the faltering heart of jesus,
stone your prophets, for they are liars,
consuming the light, and plunge it all into eternal darkness.

Bastard christ, fuck you and your lies,
you were born to mislead and then die,
then die!!!

All in all, the reaper stands beckoning me,
bring about the end of the world,
and we crash and burn!!!!!

The Necromancer's Illumantion

Graveyard in a glow of green, spirits arise,
wisions so black and grey, in fullmoon's grace.
her voice echoes silently... in dreams.

Treacherous seas, block the way,
to luna's sweet serenade,
my fogging visions blinded by light,
and the haunted song... her call!!!

Dead resurrected, pulse pain inside,
serenity lost by the one's who died,
through the forest, pazuzu's winds breed rain of liars blood,
halted, within bereavement, sinners we are, in christian eyes...
THE PARASITES!!!

Samael and lillith, dark king and queen,
belial spoke to me, as i knelt at baphomet's throne,
nergal and legion, possessional blood,
unbless my kill and damn him too hell,
Chthulu bide my weapon, handed down to me by lucifer!

Thunder crashes in the sky, riders marching forth to war,
assemblance, to a holy war, unimaginable,
my sword held high, beheading priests,
perfect in symmetrical patterns,
bloodlust fulfilled, reveling in their screams,
spell bound, ensnare their dream,
enemies hanging from the trees,
your christ is denied, i drink blood red wine from an angel's skull,
in victory, war cries howl at the moon,
as the vatican is burning!!!

under the glow of moonlight

i'm awaiting the day, I claim her as mine,
she calls me from a far,
i see her face in my dreams, so sweet lucidity.
Vividly, tormenting me

we kiss in a moonlit graveyard, a cemetery i nightly haunt
her beauty chilling. as though seen through new born eyes
stand by my side and rule with me, eternally we shall dream

Cold skin of mine, i wander endlessly,
frosty dusk, stand amongst the trees,
watching, twisting the story,
growing darker and darker,
blood that runs from the corpse now hanging,
this hallow shell of man, formerly living,
claimed his own life for her

She will never know.

My tormented screams will go unheard,
by all that live, with nothing left to give
Down trodden, it consumes my sanity,
something she will never know.

She is mine, i will rise from death to claim her,
everything is blinding, all my senses betraying me.
losing all hope, i stand in the shadows watching
as lightening rips across the night sky,
lights the way to the end of it all!!!

THE END OF IT ALL!!!

Coming ever closer, envelope me,
under the glow of moonlight

Prisoner Of The Flesh

Awaken, Arise, I’ve made my return,
Triumphantly over death’s kiss,
Travel through the storms of life,
Make my way to set me free!!!

Ever blackening the skies,
Confessing only to bitterness,
It grows inside as an evil darkness,
Confined here, I am bound by FLESH!!!

Tempted by her, in my dreams,
Her voice only, beckoning,
Vilest wishes, strange sighs and screams,

I’m entwined in her sweet embrace,
I plant my seed, and bring forth the ancient evil!!!
Lilith smiled down on me,
Luna comes to me, as the black goddess,
I am her lover cast away!!!

Brothers laugh, the creatures hunt tonight,
Taste of blood, a hunt for victims,
Oh, the sweet apostasies!

Churches burning, god is falling,
Contradictions gone up in flames at Satan’s calling

Confine me in your flesh wound prison,
And I will escape,
Her Voice is welcoming in depravity,
Awakened, I am standing in the cold,
…Of shattered dreams!!!

Scatter the ashes of time,
Ensnared in a crypt of a rotting soul,
In the end… I stand alone!!!!!

discord

I… want to see the sun fall, I want eternal darkness, to come envelope me,
I stand behind the madness ever beckoning, waiting oh so patiently,
It calls my name, drives me insane!

I am the godless one, born into a darkening world so hateful…

Sit in your defiled earthly tomb, of sickness and of gloom,
Triggering the end of all humanity, in darkness lamenting,
The bitter soul you’ve become, you’ve lost your way,
And as time is passing, you are betrayed!!!

Make no sense, and carve my face, into the wall,
I stand here bleeding, screaming for the entire world to hear me,
I struggle through the madness, this fortress of sin.
My one desire…

Will come in the form of apocalypse, fleshed in her kiss,
Her face so sweet, though through a crimson shade,
I see her… SHE FUCKING HAUNTS ME!!!
Welcome us all to a newer level of delirium,
Open your eyes, as you cast a shadow, and draw a breath,
For it’s your last, and you’ll understand it in the times to come…

Immortalium Diabolus

*this is yet again another one of those that's about vampires. so enjoy*

From a memory, I arise, from my grave,
a crypt, buried deep in hallowed ground,
I've slept so long, in a world so cold.

Winds blow, faces change,
but i am here still the same,
the aria, the chorus of the night,
death forsaken, eternally young,
no child of god, no child of the sun!!!

We meet 'neath the moon, in an ever haunting nightmare,
with blood to spill, my victim still to die,
the night is young, and we live forever,
nothing more with a soul so decayed.

An in my mind, senses betraying,
i drink the lifeblood wine, what's yours is mine.
and your life i claim, the world set ablaze,
No more to fear of the sun, no more, in my deadly reign.

We rule the night, we watch you die,
we are as one, bastard children, not of the sun,
run in terror into the eternal darkness,
This world is mine, this world of flames!!!

portrayal of the atrocities

*this one's full name portrayal of the atrocities, spoken, the title bar didn't fit the last word of the title. But anyways, it's inspired by naglfar, old man's child, and nevermore. But enjoy*

Misanthropia, courses through my mind, bearing an unrelenting burdon, drop to you knees, screaming!!!

Listen to me, the heart is disillusioned, senses numb, hidden, yet not, your life is vailed in lies, shrouding me, in my discontented. Obliterating, and scars form on my face, my mind rots, depravity, lack of stimulation. My condition, a steady decline.

Self sufficient to a fault, falling further from moonlight's grasp. Hellish tormention, revelates as 4 walls closing in. Pacing back and forth, to and fro, in my hole in the wall... though I scream out, "there is no fucking god here!!!"

Her voice, a haunting and tormenting nightmare, sleepless nights and neverending days, moments creep by so slow, forgotten when I was thrown away. Mind falls apaer, demons of the blue, play tricks of despised, and with hidden meaning, I call to you...

Downtrodden, in my eternal plight, feeding of my soul, midst this realm's downfall, though sick, in bloom, her scent all consuming, ravenous wolves surround, grasp for my hand, clasp it close never letting go.

Betrayal by lust, forelorn, left in the center of the hateful eye's scorn. Leave me to burn, fore to punishments that I do, I do for you and I!!!

Sleep well on your bed of stone, rule high from your porcilane throne, through my screams, a distant echo, a life no longer there!!!!!

Eyes glazing over, spirit too proud to be broken. Left to die, alone, in a world of ashes, a spirit, a spectre looms over me, 'neath the coming moon, of a winter's solstace. Notations in my mind, purge me of my faults, no secret or lies between us, I curse those vile bastards, blind sheep of the cloth!!!

BAPHOMET, guide my words, such sweet joyful blasphemies, insanity sets in, with poisoned forked silver tounges. Begging for more, longing for darkness, electricity in the air, flows through me.

SATANAS, grant my every dark wish, help me slay, my infernal enemy, my sword, bathed in blood, of fallen priests!!!