I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH TO APOLOGIZE TO SOME PEOPLE I GUESS I'VE HURT/OFFENDED IN THE PAST. I STILL HAVE MORE TO APOLOGIZE TO.
I GUESS I REGRET YEARS AGO BEING TOO WILLFULLY-IGNORANT AND NAIVE ABOUT *NOT* REALIZING HOW POLITICS (as full of shit as it truly is...and torturous too) TRULY *IS* FUCKING IMPORTANT TO *NOT IGNORE*.
#WakeTheFuckUpBonebrains. -_-
THE TENTACLES OF POLITICS ACTUALLY GO A *LOT* FARTHER INTO EVERYDAY LIFE THAN APPARENTLY MOST PEOPLE ACTUALLY REALIZE (and to compound it and make it worse, The Know-Nothings do NOT even *want* to learn).
+ Government Politics, Military Politics, International Politics, Office Politics, Gang Politics, College Politics, Hollywood Politics, Police Politics, Hospital Politics, Command Staff Politics, Rank-And-File Politics, Social Politics, Family Politics, Industry Politics, Corporate Politics, Religious Politics, Church Politics, Sexual Politics, Masonic Lodge Politics, Musical Band Politics, School Politics, Starfleet Politics, Pharmaceutical Politics, Circus Politics, World Politics, Media Politics, Criminal Politics, City Politics, State Politics, Cult Politics, Development Politics, Propaganda Politics.....#WhatElse? #PassItOn.....
The One Thing You Are Most Proud Of? FINALLY GETTING MORE AND MORE THINGS IN MY LIFE FUCKING DONE. THE MORE I GET DONE, THE CALMER AND HAPPIER AND MORE FULFILLED I GET AND FEEL. FACT. ;)
Single Most Memorable Moment? HM...DUNNO. FIRST TIME I GOT TRULY STONED? FIRST TIME HAVING INTERCOURSE? FIRST TIME KISSING? FIRST TIME APPRECIATING NAKED BOOBIES? FIRST TIME AT A STRIP JOINT? JAMMING ONSTAGE AND RIPPING IT UP IN SOME BAND OR ANOTHER? GETTING TATTOOED? PERSONALLY-TATTOOING MYSELF? FINDING OUT AN EX-FIANCEE WAS FUCKING AROUND ON ME WITH MY SO-CALLED "BEST FRIEND" ? -_-
The Drink Of This Year? BLACK COFFEE. HEH, SERIOUSLY. I HAVE DRANK SO MANY DIFFERENT KINDS OF COFFEE OVER THE YEARS BUT I HAVE NEVER REALLY LIKED BLACK COFFEE EXCEPT FOR SOMETIMES MAYBE 2-3 DAYS IN A ROW BUT NOWADAYS FOR MONTHS I ACTUALLY FINALLY DRINK IT. I FINALLY LIKE IT.
Get Any Scars? YEAH. TATTOOS ARE ALSO COLORFUL SCARS, RIGHT?
Your Favourite Song For This Year? DUNNO. SO MANY.
One Moment From This Year That You Want To Relive..? DUNNO.
One Thing From This Year (good or bad) That Will Always Stay With You? DONALD TRUMP AND HIS GODDAMNED, PAINFULLY-STUPID, SHITBRAINED CULT FOLLOWERS HAVE *REEEEEALLY* SICKENED THE FUCK OUT OF ME.
FOR LIFE. -_-
I ALSO REALLY FUCKING HATE HIS SHITTYASS UGLYASS VOICE SO FUCKING BAD EVERYDAY MORE AND MORE. -_-
One Time You Really Cried? HEH...WHEN I BROKE-UP WITH THAT EX-FIANCEE YEARS AGO. EMBARRASSING.
ALSO, MY MOTHER IS CHRONICALLY-ILL. SHE'S BEEN CLOSE TO DEATH A FEW TIMES IN THE PAST. -_-
CLASSICAL MUSIC TOO ALSO HAS SET ME OFF THUSLY BEFORE. HA.
Naughtiest Thing You've Done
? HEH. I GUESS HAVING SEX IN A LOT OF DIFFERENT PLACES. EVEN ON A SLANTED ROOFTOP AT MIDNIGHT UNDER A BEAUTIFUL FULL MOON.One Time You Really Felt Like A Failiure? AGAIN, THAT HORRIBLE BREAK-UP. I GUESS I LET HER DOWN. I WAS ALSO ONE OF THOSE SHITTY, IMMATURE, DRUNKEN, UNBEARABLE, RAGING-BITCH, ENTITLED DUDES; EXACTLY LIKE THESE RECENTLY-ARRIVED (to GW), ULTRA-NEGATIVE "VF" TOXIC BULLYTROLLS. -_-
IT'S EMBARRASSING TO RECALL MYSELF AS I WAS BACK THEN.
I HAD TO GROW-UP. -_-
BUT YEAH, THOSE HORRID LITTLE ENTITLED BITCHASS SUBMALES REALLY NEED TO QUIT ACTING SO TOUGH AND QUIT BULLYING FEMALES HERE IN GW.
-_-
BUT THEN AGAIN, TOO MANY OF THESE VERY FEMALES ALSO DON'T SEEM WISE-ENOUGH TO HAVE ALSO BLOCKED THESE SHIT-COMMENTING LOSERS BY NOW, *I HAVE NOTICED*...SO AFTER A WHILE, I MYSELF ACTUALLY START TO FEEL FUCKING STUPID IN ALSO EVEN INTERACTING WITH THIS SHAT-ON PERSON (that keeps allowing the shit-talkery to come in).
Fallen In Love? YEAH.
Have You Stayed In love!? YEAH.
Done An All Nighter? YEAH.
Murdered Someone And Fled To Mexico? HA...NAH. NEVER.
HOWEVER, THERE *IS* ONE POOFWORTHY SHITBAG LOSER HERE IN GW THAT, IF EVER SOMEONE SOMEWHERE TERMINALLY *DID* DO SOMETHING TO HIS BULLYING, RACIST, MALICIOUS, LITTLE, ENTITLED, PRIMATE, "EVIL", SORRYASS EXISTENCE, WELL, I CERTAINLY WOULDN'T CRY FOR HIS LITTLE "BULLSHIT INCARNATE" BITCHASS. -_-
NOPE.
#NoSympathy.
Honestly.. How Much Money Have You Spent On Random Crap? TOO MUCH.
I'M NOT A RECKLESS SPENDER ANYMORE THESE DAYS, THANKFULLY. NO IMPULSE BUYING ANYMORE.
Last time you blocked someone on social media? HA...I BLOCK BITCHES ALL THE TIME FOR VARIOUS REASONS.
SOME PEOPLE I ACTUALLY *TRY* TO LIKE BUT SOMETIMES IT JUST DOESN'T WORK-OUT, SO I BLOCK THEM, OR SOME OTHER PEOPLE I JUST EVENTUALLY 'HIDE' FROM MY FEED.
YOU TRY BEING FRIENDLY, BUT SOME OF THESE STANDOFFISH BITCHES WITH-A-STICK-UP-THEIR-ASS NEVER EVEN BOTHER FAIRLY-RECIPROCATING YOUR COMMENTS AND INTERACTIONS, SO WHY THE FUCK AM I EVEN BOTHERING WITH THIS FUCKING TIMEWASTER OF A PERSON WHEN THERE ARE CERTAINLY FAR *BETTER* AND KOOLER PEEPS?
-_-
"Do Not Write Much To One Who Only Replies Very Little." -proverb
Funniest Moment
? OH, I DON'T RECALL. I DO SEEM TO RECALL SOMETHING FUNNY ENOUGH, HEH, BUT I DON'T RECALL IT SPECIFICALLY RIGHT NOW.I HONESTLY JUST REALLY DON'T LAUGH HARD ANYMORE THESE DAYS LIKE I ACTUALLY USED TO, ADMITTEDLY.
THAT'S SAD. OH, WELL.
Someone That You Really Miss? MY GRANDPARENTS.
SUZY. DEEJAY. LISA. CHELA. BARBIE. JOSIE. SHARI. DIANA. RUCKI. OTHERS.
HA. XD
Any Real Real Bad Mistakes? I DRANK BOOZEDRUGGAGE OFF-AND-ON FOR 7-8 YEARS.
UGH.
FUCKING HORRIBLE.
EMBARRASSING. -_-
Someone You Have Come To Hate This Year? TRUMP AND HIS GODDAMNED DUMBASS CULT ZOMBIES.
-_____-
AND I GUESS THAT HORRID, INSUFFERABLY-ANNOYING, LITTLE NAZIMONKEY, "STUPIDITY INCARNATE".
"WORTHLESSNESS INCARNATE".
"DUMBASSITY INCARNATE".
"SHITBRAINS INCARNATE".
"INSECURITY INCARNATE".
"TINY VIENNA SAUSAGE INCARNATE".
HA. XD
Your Lowest Moment..? DUNNO.
I GUESS WHENEVER MOM SOMETIMES GETS PRETTY SICK. I HATE SEEING MY DAD SAD AND DEPRESSED TOO. -_-
Your Highest Moment (naturally
) ? ACCOMPLISHMENTS. MANY OF THEM.I FEEL BETTER AND CALMER WITH EVERY NEW THING I GOT DONE. HAPPIER.
Have You Broken Something Valueble? YEAH. I THINK I FUCKED-UP A CONCRETE TRUCK I WAS DRIVING LONG AGO, BUT THE CONCRETE COMPANY I DROVE FOR BACK THEN NEVER REALLY LOOKED INTO IT AND ALL I CAN DO IS GUTSENSE IT.
SHIT. O_o???
Had Your Heart Broken? YEAH. BUT I'M MORE HARD-HEARTED THESE DAYS, SO I'M USED TO IT. HA. XD
Made Someone Cry? YEAH. I USUALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO.
BUT I DO FINALLY KEEP MY BIG MOUTH SHUT MORE THESE DAYS NOW, YEAH. I WISH I KEPT IT SHUT MORE WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER. -_-
Broken Someone Else's Heart? YEAH. I FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT. SERIOUSLY.
-_-
Created A Real Bad Awkward Silence..? How? YEAH, I GUESS.
I GUESS SOMETIMES I'VE CRACKED A DUMB JOKE OR SOMETHING AND NO ONE LAUGHED. XD
Have You Left The Country? 3 TIMES.
Did You Learn Any Really Valuble Lessons? MANY.
"The Smarter You Get, The More Ignorant You Realize You Truly Are." -proverb
"A Lot Of People Reach A Certain Age And They Don't Think That They Have Anything To Learn Anymore." -proverb
"If I Ever Offend You, Let Me Know. It Is Not My Intent." -Jeri Klesel
One Moment From This Year That You REALLY Want On Film? DUNNO.
MAYBE COSPLAY OR ANOTHER DANCE VIDEO.
Have You Had A Near Death Experience? YEAH. A FEW.
SOME YEARS AGO, I WAS STUPID-ENOUGH TO CRUISE AROUND SOMETIMES WITH A SEXY STONER WOMAN I WAS VERY FUCKING ATTRACTED TO IN HER POWERFUL, SOUPED-UP RACER CAR.
FORTUNATELY, I NEVER GOT KILLED BUT MONTHS AFTER WE QUIT DATING, SHE THEN GOT HIT BY A TRAIN FOR BEING A STUPIDASS STREETRACER.
(I actually am NOT a streetracer at all)
FORTUNATELY, SHE DIDN'T DIE BUT SOMETIMES, VERY SEXY WOMEN CAN ALSO BE *VERY FUCKING DUMB*. -_-
IT'S ACTUALLY AN INSULTING DOWNGRADE TO DATE SOMEONE LIKE THAT. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? I KNOW BETTER THAN TO BE LOWERING-THE-BAR.
EMBARRASSING...
-_-
ANOTHER TIME, SOME LITTLE SHITBAG, RACISTASS, ENTITLED PUNKASS PULLED 2 SCREWDRIVERS ON ME AND MY POTHEAD PAINTER BUDDY, BRIAN, IN AN APARTMENT THAT WE WERE GETTING READY FOR NEW TENANTS.
I STUPIDLY ACTUALLY LET HIM GET TOO CLOSE TO ME WITH THAT FUCKING SCREWDRIVER (very fucking dumb, I know), BUT I THEN QUICKLY SNATCHED THE FIRST SCREWDRIVER OUT OF THE PUNK'S HAND AND THREW IT AWAY THEN I PUNCHED HIS CHEST HARD WITH BOTH FISTS AT THE SAME TIME, SO THEN HE GRABS A SECOND LONGER SCREWDRIVER FROM HIS TOOLPOUCH THAT HE WAS WEARING AND COMES BACK AT ME AGAIN (this is when I suddenly Went Volcanic: "WHO IN THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE FUCKING WITH, BOY?!?!?!"; My Death Metal Roar suddenly came out) SO THEN I QUICKLY PULLED BOTH MY HAMMERS FROM MY FRAMING TOOLPOUCHES THAT I WAS WEARING (at this point, he actually turned to then chickenshitly-whine to Our Boss about my hammers, who was hiding in the kitchen and actually NEVER even came out to do anything about the confrontation) AND HIT HIM FUCKING HARD IN THE CHEST AGAIN THE SAME WAY BUT THIS TIME WITH THE HANDLEBUTTS (I tried to knock him down to the floor, and he flew back pretty good but he still reached down to the floor with his hand and caught himself so I warped over there fucking fast *AND KEPT HIM SCARED*) AND FUCK, THE STUPID DENSE DUMBASS ACTUALLY CAME AT ME A THIRD TIME SO I HIT HIM EVEN HARDER AND HE HIT THE WALL HARD.
(I actually tried to make a big hole in the wall's sheetrock with his flying back but I guess he hit a part with a stud behind the wall. Oh, well)
HE THEN FINALLY GOT THE MESSAGE THAT THE NEXT TIME I WAS *REALLY* GOING TO BEAT THE UNHOLY FUCK OUT OF HIM.
CONTINUOUSLY.
I SAW THE FEAR IN HIS EYES (I've seen the fear in other guys' eyes before, and even in some cops' and deputies' eyes too; FACT.) SO HE FINALLY SHUT THE FUCK UP, HE TUCKED HIS TAIL BETWEEN HIS LEGS AND WALKED BACK TO THE KITCHEN TO FINISH INSTALLING THAT GODDAMN DISHWASHER.
-_-
"Get back over there, boy."
I WASN'T SCARED. I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE. I WAS ACTUALLY FUCKING DISGUSTED (I was actually Fucking Stoned. So was Brian).
I REALLY, REALLY GODDAMN HATE ENTITLED RACISTS. I HAVE *NO LOVE* FOR THEM.
-_-
Out Of Body Experience? MAYBE?
One Life Changing Moment? A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, I SCRAMBLED FUCKING FAST UPON WAKING-UP AND SEEING A GODDAMN FIRE RIGHT ABOVE THE WINDOW.
FUUUUUCK...I TURNED INTO "THE FLASH" SO FAST AND EMPTIED BOTH EXTINGUISHERS ON IT THEN I RAN OUTSIDE AND USED THE WATERHOSE ON IT. THEN I CALLED THE FIREFIGHTERS.
I'M NOT USED TO FEELING PANIC. YEAH, I WAS ACTUALLY FREAKED-OUT, I ADMIT. IT TOOK ME MONTHS TO FINALLY SNAP-OUT OF IT.
Was This Year Happier For You Than Last Year? YEAH. MOM HAS BEEN WORSE HEALTHWISE IN YEARS PAST.
Go On.. It's Gotta Be Done ;P .. Rate This Year Out Of 10. HM, 8-9. HA.
Been Arrested.. Or Come Close? 3 TIMES: 'PUBLIC INTOXICATION' THE FIRST 2 TIMES (that's embarrassing), BUT THE LAST TIME WAS GENUINE, "OFFICIALLY-OPPRESSIVE" BULLSHIT.
SOME BITCHASS KAREN MAYBE CALLED THE COPS ON ME (I was just out Walking My Sister's Then-Neighborhood; it was a lovely day that I even smelled flowers I passed by. I was doing NOTHING to anyone), THEY SHOWED UP, CUFFED ME, THE SECOND LOUDMOUTHED, OLDER, COCKY, WHITE, SHITBAG COP THEN ARRIVED (the first hispanic younger cop that stopped-and-cuffed me actually was NOT a bitch) HE ESCALATED SHIT, I ACTUALLY THEN DETERMINED TO DO *SOMETHING*, SO I SCARED THE HOLY FUCK OUT OF HIM BY PSYCHING HIS ENTITLED MONKEYASS OUT (I will never ever confess My Secret Psychological Tactics. Nope.), AND I ACTUALLY *MADE* HIM GO INTO SHOCK.
HA.
BUT BY THE TIME THE YOUNGER COP WAS FINALLY GOING TO TAKE ME TO THE MAGISTRATE (Official Bum Rap: "Unlawful Carrying/NightStick"), THE OLDER ASSHOLE COP WASN'T SO MOUTHY ANYMORE. NOR COCKY. HE FINALLY GOT SERIOUS WITH ME. I KNOWWWWW I SCARED THE GODDAMNED SHIT OUT OF HIM. XD
Have you ever seen someone with a very sexy body but you didn't find their face attractive at all? HA...OH, YEAH. THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW TIMES WHEN I'VE SEEN/KNOWN SOME FEMALES WITH HELLACIOUSLY-SEXY BODIES AND I DID NOT FIND THEIR FACES PRETTY, ATTRACTIVE, NOR LOVELY AT ALL.
TRUTH.
MY SISTER HAD A FRIEND, TAMMY, AND TAMMY HAD A DAMN GREAT HOT BODY...BUT:
HER FACE...DAMN.
I TRIED MANY TIMES TO CONVINCE MYSELF, I GUESS, THAT SHE WAS AT LEAST CUTE FACEWISE...BUT:
*SHE LOOKED EXACTLY SOOOOO MUCH LIKE A WHITE DUDE I ONCE KNEW.*
DAMN.
-_-
A DUDE.
I ALSO ONCE BUMPED INTO A YOUNG WOMAN FOR A BIT AT A VACANT APARTMENT THAT I WAS DOING "MAKE READY" ON, AND *DAMN*, AFTER TALKING WITH HER FOR JUST A BIT (I quickly noticed almost half her face and neck I guess were badly-scalded by Hot Water in the past), I QUICKLY NOTICED THAT SHE HAD A GODDAMN *BANGIN'* HOT SEXYASS BOD.
OH, DAMN. =
FURTHER, I ALSO NOTICED THAT SHE SEEMED TO KNOW THAT SHE *CERTAINLY* HAD THAT VERY GORGEOUS BOD.
HA. XD
Have you ever been on a blind date? If so, how was it? UGH.
ONCE.
SHE WAS FUCKING *BAD*, I FOUND OUT SUPERQUICK.
FUCKING PATHOLOGICALLY-DEFENSIVE.
OVER *EVERYTHING*.
UUUUUGH., I COULDN'T *WAIT* TO TAKE HER FUCKING UN-GODDAMN-PLEASANT ASS BACK TO HER HOUSE AFTER THE BANDS FINISHED PLAYING, SO I DID JUST THAT (at the concert, we bumped into a group of her friends; she was so unbelieveably-rude and immature that she did NOT even bother introducing me to them. She just kept turning-around every now and then and rolling her eyes at me. Her friends actually did not seem like jerks; rather, they only seemed curious about me but I didn't sense Jerkiness from them. After about 20 minutes of being blown-off, I got fed-up with her and as soon as I could, I slipped-away so that I could enjoy the function ALONE, as I always do anyway. It was only then that I actually quickly started To Have Fun. Ha. But unfortunately, after the gig was up, she actually found me. Wow. *FINALLY* I meant something to her? ----- "I've been looking all over for you!"..... -_- ).
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#NeverWannaSeeYouAgain.
#YouShouldHaveGoneHomeWithYourFriends.
#ForgetEvenMeTakingYouToDinnerAndMovieNow.
#YoureHorrible.
#Ugh. -_-
Got Yourself Into An Awkward Situation? YEAH. UGH. I HATE THAT. EMBARRASSING. WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I STILL HADN'T YET LEARNED TO KEEP MY BIG MOUTH SHUT; CERTAINLY AROUND OTHER PEOPLE. I HAVE SOMETIMES SAID THE WROOOOONG THING IN FRONT OF THE WROOOOONG PEOPLE BEFORE.