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26 Apr 15 5:17 am  

My job isn't the best, but I like it.

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08 Apr 15 2:25 am  

I know I can't be the only one who feels that.

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08 Apr 15 2:23 am  

Not in the sense that it's my fault. Like it's been mirroring how lonely I've been becoming since 2011.

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06 Apr 15 7:16 am  

Sometimes I feel like GoneGothic has gone downhill will my life.

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20 Mar 15 6:36 pm  

I haven't woke up in a good mood or even content in weeks. Every morning I've been waking up from bad dreams.

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17 Mar 15 10:04 pm  

Another one of the worst feelings ever to me is knowing that I've worked too hard for too long to better myself only know that I'm failing people.

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13 Mar 15 6:17 am  

I still love her, but I don't wanna love her anymore.

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10 Mar 15 11:01 pm  

I'm ready to cut my ties to her.

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07 Mar 15 8:33 pm  

I need to get out of this city.

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12 Feb 15 1:16 am  

It all went downhill from there; the depression stage hit (which one of my friends recorded), that guy outside in the blue shirt tried to get us in trouble and I had to take a long walk home around 1:30 am, but I didn't walk alone.

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10 Feb 15 2:50 am  

Anyways, everyone should know what I sound like, but this is what I sound like when I've had too much to drink. My friend recording the video had a little to drink, but the shakiness wasn't from him drinking, he has cerebral palsy.

Unfortunately this device I'm using doesn't let me use an embed code.

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10 Feb 15 2:38 am  

My face sure lit up seeing all that snow.

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24 Jan 15 11:47 pm  

Vampariah wrote:
Maybe they are not used to you taking responsibility and don't believe in you?


Now that you mention it, the women in my family have always treated the guys like they're kids and their opinions don't matter. I kinda hate to say this, but that's a typical Mexican family from SO CAL.

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24 Jan 15 10:06 pm  

I'm tired of being ignored... especially by my family. I give my family the simplest of advice to problems they have... only to watch them come up with a complicated solution that ends up exacerbating their problems.

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22 Jan 15 8:25 pm  

I dunno why I'd rather go down on a girl than have sex with her.

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20 Jan 15 7:13 pm  

I don't want to take my ex back, and she just keeps giving me more reasons not to. It's so ridiculous that she thinks I'd give her another chance. Her being pregnant once again by the same guy who first got her pregnant, cheated on her and beat her is a reminder of how she refused to listen to me and her closer friends when we all told her to ditch his ass. It's just a big 'fuck you' to me and everyone who tried to help her. I mean seriously, who the fuck wants to be dealing with people that stubborn? They hate being miserable but either come up with every excuse to why they can't do anything about it or just will not take anyone's advice. She's a typical Latin/Hispanic girl that knows nothing but drama, but I've personally never known anyone so incredibly naive.

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19 Jan 15 5:10 am  

18 days sober.

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17 Jan 15 5:08 am  

I guess guess there's no fixing things with her at this point. Sucks.

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16 Jan 15 11:56 pm  

That's all my dad.

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16 Jan 15 6:32 am  

My old man has some nerve talking shit about his own daughter dropping out of the navy because she had a kid. He went AWOL when he was in the army. And my uncle made it very clear that my pops is to blame for their family being torn apart, and for what? All because my grandpa was a hard ass on him a few times and my grandma was religious. I haven't seen my uncle, aunt or grandma in over a decade and they barely know me and my sister because my dad didn't want us associating with them. I haven't seen gramps since 2008 I believe, which bring me to the next part, my grandpa's funeral. My aunt changed his funeral date and told no one all because my dad was threatening to do who knows what to everyone who happened to be at the funeral. The real fucked up part is that he's making my aunt and uncle out to be greedy and telling me that they took the money that their father left behind. It's like, "Dude, they didn't take anything that was entitled to you because there wasn't even a will. And wanting money he left behind even though you hated him is just plain fucked up." According to my uncle he'd rather have his dad back than have any money or property he left behind. As for that property that my dad supposedly inherited and wants to sign over to me, I don't want it, I have no right to it being that I barely even knew my grandpa. Man, all this just because my dad can't get over shit that happened 30+ years ago.