Confession/Say what you think
16 Jan 15 6:32 am
My old man has some nerve talking shit about his own daughter dropping out of the navy because she had a kid. He went AWOL when he was in the army. And my uncle made it very clear that my pops is to blame for their family being torn apart, and for what? All because my grandpa was a hard ass on him a few times and my grandma was religious. I haven't seen my uncle, aunt or grandma in over a decade and they barely know me and my sister because my dad didn't want us associating with them. I haven't seen gramps since 2008 I believe, which bring me to the next part, my grandpa's funeral. My aunt changed his funeral date and told no one all because my dad was threatening to do who knows what to everyone who happened to be at the funeral. The real fucked up part is that he's making my aunt and uncle out to be greedy and telling me that they took the money that their father left behind. It's like, "Dude, they didn't take anything that was entitled to you because there wasn't even a will. And wanting money he left behind even though you hated him is just plain fucked up." According to my uncle he'd rather have his dad back than have any money or property he left behind. As for that property that my dad supposedly inherited and wants to sign over to me, I don't want it, I have no right to it being that I barely even knew my grandpa. Man, all this just because my dad can't get over shit that happened 30+ years ago.
17 Jan 15 3:11 am
Happy, happy, joy, joy.
Headache is gone, stress has been figure out, somewhat, and things are looking up. I'm happy. I'm fucking happy. On multiple fucking levels. Finally.
Headache is gone, stress has been figure out, somewhat, and things are looking up. I'm happy. I'm fucking happy. On multiple fucking levels. Finally.
19 Jan 15 10:31 pm
This is different. Very different. And I really fucking like it.
20 Jan 15 5:46 pm *
Just finished registering for my final classes. Previously I was told that my graduation date was going to be February, 23, 2016. Somehow or another I ended up one term ahead.
November 3, 2015.
This actually slightly scares the fuck out of me....
November 3, 2015.
This actually slightly scares the fuck out of me....
20 Jan 15 9:24 pm
I ended up with 139 credits in 5 years of college, I think 4 colleges.
20 Jan 15 9:35 pm
Damn! I have 121 now, about to add 11 more to the list in a week as soon as these two classes are over with. I only need 180 for my second degree.
21 Jan 15 6:23 pm
I have been, off and on, working towards different certifications but the last three years has been for an actual degree.
21 Jan 15 6:28 pm
Confessions!
I have had my checking account for a bit over a year now and I have yet to write out a check. Which was my goal.
I did something earlier that I'm still quite unsure of.
I have begun writing again and it's terrifying me.
It's starting to really hit that I'm about a month away from a MAJOR change in my life.
I have had my checking account for a bit over a year now and I have yet to write out a check. Which was my goal.
I did something earlier that I'm still quite unsure of.
I have begun writing again and it's terrifying me.
It's starting to really hit that I'm about a month away from a MAJOR change in my life.
22 Jan 15 8:25 pm
I dunno why I'd rather go down on a girl than have sex with her.