What are your plans or ideas?

I'm into the whole traditional stuff but my boyfriend wants to blow stuff up, not light fireworks lol
Any other things we could do to add to that?

I'm pretty annoyed....I need to rant.

Thing is...
Some women that have kids worry about the WRONG things.
The things they shouldn't even be focusing on or doing.

I'll use my 2nd oldest sister as an example:

Age: 21. Has 2 kids. That she doesn't even take care of. I always end up doing it for her. She got pregnant at 17 on purpose, because she felt she NEEDED a child. Now she treats him like he shouldn't even be alive and literally yells "I'm not your mommy." "Go the fuck away, I don't want you.", and more awful crap I'm not gonna mention.
But she gets pissed when he starts calling me mommy because I'm the one that will feed him, give him a bath, a drink when hes thirsty, tuck him in and coax him to sleep, and more that she won't even thing to do for him. The kid is 3 years old. Anything he says, he repeats 7 times or more to make sure that you hear him because he's told "stfu" so much. He craves so much attention from her... its awful. He was never a happy baby. She was always so negative with him.
I mean.. one Summer Vacation I had to give up my plan with ALL my friend to take care of him so she could work. She never filled a single application. She just went around fucking random guys while she was already pregnant. Every day she went roaming around town. But he was always running to me because everyday I was right there at the house with him. Doing everything you have to for these little kids. And because it was just me, I became "Mommy". It pissed her off so bad she beat him and i flipped. There was NO need for that. She never treated him like he was her son. Or even played with him. When we went to the store, she would tell people he was my son... I was looked at like the whore she is. So to piss her off while she was doing that, I'd loudly ask Aiden, "Where'd mommy go? Whats she doing? SHe getting you some nom-noms?" (Yea nom-noms is my word for food with my niece and nephew) But yea she'd get mad because shed JUST whisper to someone that he was mine and she'd suck her tiny belly in (Carlee was a premature baby and I'm sure that probably harmed her cuz she'd did that a lot in public!)

As of my niece, her 1 year old daughter.... that's the only one she kinda pays attention to. But Carlee gets sick a lot and gets a rash a lot. My sister will make a bottle of milk, leave it to sit out, and like a day or two later she'd put it in the frig to later give to Carlee. No. I had to start opening the caps and smelling the milk if it wasn't a bottle I had earlier made for her. She was giving her baby diarrhea all the time till my mom and I started feeding her bottles and baby food the right way.
And the diaper rashes... Carlee would be sitting around all day in a diaper filled with poop or pee. For on, the ammonia in urine is really bad about causing those rashes. Really Carlee got all her attention from me like with Aiden. Every time Carlee got reallllyyyy fussy, I'd wrap a blanket around her and carry her around while she laid her head against my neck till she fell asleep (As boring as that constantly got) Eventually every time i put that blanket around her and picked her up, shes instantly lay down on my chest and go quiet. It was cute.

But....As for how my sister is with those kids....

I mean.... really? seriously?

To those that ACTUALLY take care of their own kids, I'm proud of you!
I appreciate you lol

I'm just so glad my sister moved out so I can get another job, but I'm worried about my niece and nephew. Idk if her bf will really be helping like he promised my mom. My mom forced him to listen to her and understand her crap with those kids. We really don't think he'll stay with her very long. And i'f anything happens to those kids... she's toast. lol

So..On THIS site...
There's this society lovin white boy on here for some dumb reason just dissing on people calling them freaks, gay, and more stupid crap.
I came upon a few, mainly one, of his insults to people.
I couldn't help but leave him a little message.
Not that it really matters, but did anyway.

"Evie710: You're funny. You call people a freak on here? Have you even paid attention to the name of this site? It's really for people with a dark style. Why are you even on here if, the people that fit the style of this site, you diss on them? Seems awfully hypocritical of you. Just get off this site. you're pathetic."

And I saw some others left similar comments on his page such as the following:

"that's asking why you would upload a picture of yourself in a monster shirt, looking like you have sex hair and you're not even making a real facial expression...... practice what you preach lmfao"

If you just make an account to insult people, you simply have no life Darlin'!

~Evelyn.

Soo.... Is it really about love?
Or the money?
..
One of my friends were talking about Marriage, different ceremonies, divorces, etc.
And we ended up talking about how it starts.
Engagements.
Being asked to be with that guy/girl FOREVER.
And how people react when they get engaged.
They see a diamond ring and go "Oh my god!!! I'm gonna cry"
I really hope it's to the fact that they're going to spend the rest of their lives with those guys.

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I want to know... How would you react to a diamond ring?

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Personally... I'd laugh at the guy.
I hate flash jewelry. I wear threats bracelets and stainless steel rings.
If a guy really knew and loved me, he'd know I'd rather him propose with a silver Celtic designed ring or something like that then wear some "rock".
It's not my style.

Anyways..
Again.
How would you react to a diamond ring?
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It's always odd talking to my best friends mom.
Especially when you start talking to them about their kids in a past tense.
It's just off, ya know...
...
Well my best friend from way back when killed himself a month and a few weeks after we last hung out.
I wasn't aware that anything was wrong until I got a random message on FB from some chick I didn't know asking me "How did Ben die?"
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I went from confused, to completely pissed off thinking it was a joke, to frozen, to just....awful.
...
Losing the people you love is never easy.
And just a piece of info, you really can OD on too much coffee. I was getting pretty close to that without realizing it.
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ANYWAYS... Every time I talk to this woman..
The conversations are so slow, drawn out, and just strange.
It's like we've got it all wrong and he's really standing behind one of us and we feel stupid for even talking about him in a past tense.
Have you ever felt like that?
Just..wrong?... for evn letting yourself think they're really gone?

Comment your opinions I guess.

What's the point in making your comments "Private"

I saw people did that while talking to me and seem to do it a lot.

Do you Have anything to hide? lol

No one really gives a crap what you're talking about so....why?

Jus sayin'

~Evelyn.

So my best friend, Coy, and I were trying to do shadow puppets in my room. Yes, we were that incredibly bored! Thing is, if you were there, you could see the shadows. Yet the shawdow's wouldn't show when we were trying to record Coy barking with his "shadow puppet dog". ....... Here's the video:

Soo.... Found this site through my friend Caity.
It's Pretty interesting.
I see it's got some wanna be type girls and they're stalking guys profiles.
How lovely.
Funny thing is, they really don't care for these girls so they should stop wasting their time.

Strange how this website is so publilc with almost everything. Worse than Facebook.
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I kinda like it!

~Evelyn.