The blood pumping through my veins
Why won't it stop?
The sound thumping in my ears
Please make it stop
The warmth blossoms from my skin
I wish for cold
My skin is flush with red heat
Please make it cold
My breath moves like winter wind
Please make it still
Back and forth through winter caves
It must be still
Senses flow through to my brain
Just cut them off
All felt before nothings changed
Must switch them off
This life is a dream not real
I must wake up
All seen and felt but not lived
I will get up
I long for that endless black
No more false light
I yearn for that ceaseless cold
No more false heat
No more boredom, no more pain
An end to me
No more feeling, no more brain
Please finish me
Imortal_Lucifer's Poetry
Heart Breakers
Death to all who break your heart
Death to all that tear you apart
End their terror
End their life
End the trouble their pain and strife
Remove the hearts black as can be
Remove this stone for all to see
Stop the evil
Stop the spell
Save us all from their miserable hell
Bind them all up in a prison black
Wall up the doors never coming back
Finish the pain
Finish the grief
Show us all just a little relief
Death to all that tear you apart
End their terror
End their life
End the trouble their pain and strife
Remove the hearts black as can be
Remove this stone for all to see
Stop the evil
Stop the spell
Save us all from their miserable hell
Bind them all up in a prison black
Wall up the doors never coming back
Finish the pain
Finish the grief
Show us all just a little relief
Where did you come from?
Where did you come from, to walk into my life?
And how did you cut my defences like a knife
Like a shadow you drifted silently into my world
And once there you became a banner unfurled
Unlocking the depths and tides of my poor soul
Pulling me up from there uninjured and whole
A magical creature, born in shadows and dark
With a burning in soul that carries your spark
More fire in your heart than the burning sun
Molten emotions through your veins doth run
Your smile projects this heat to melt my heart
Did you intend to steal it right from the start?
From wherever you came I send my thanks
If from the devil my soul will swell his rank
Because from now my heart is lost to you
I cannot struggle, there is nothing I can do
And how did you cut my defences like a knife
Like a shadow you drifted silently into my world
And once there you became a banner unfurled
Unlocking the depths and tides of my poor soul
Pulling me up from there uninjured and whole
A magical creature, born in shadows and dark
With a burning in soul that carries your spark
More fire in your heart than the burning sun
Molten emotions through your veins doth run
Your smile projects this heat to melt my heart
Did you intend to steal it right from the start?
From wherever you came I send my thanks
If from the devil my soul will swell his rank
Because from now my heart is lost to you
I cannot struggle, there is nothing I can do
Who are you really?
A comfort to the insecure
Something behind they hide
Something to cover the little things
That they bury deep inside
Through eye holes we seem to peer
Hidden behind our glossy masks
Our true faces will soon disappear
Until we end our tasks
Trapped and helpless in ourselves
We seem destined to become
A porcelain shell upon our face
To the gloss we will succumb
The stars lead and we follow
In every fad and trend
Blind behind our shiny masks
Oblivious to our end
For what make us who we are
If not our little faults
These blemishes we cover
But around them we do waltz
We all strive to be divine
And faultless to a tee
But I’d rather grow a spine
Than hide the real me.
Something behind they hide
Something to cover the little things
That they bury deep inside
Through eye holes we seem to peer
Hidden behind our glossy masks
Our true faces will soon disappear
Until we end our tasks
Trapped and helpless in ourselves
We seem destined to become
A porcelain shell upon our face
To the gloss we will succumb
The stars lead and we follow
In every fad and trend
Blind behind our shiny masks
Oblivious to our end
For what make us who we are
If not our little faults
These blemishes we cover
But around them we do waltz
We all strive to be divine
And faultless to a tee
But I’d rather grow a spine
Than hide the real me.
A goodbye to love.
My heart it is filled
Full of pain and hate
I rue the day we meet
Such cruel twisted fate
My stomach is twisting
And turning like fire
My brain is burning
With unquenched desire
When we parted ways
I could not stand straight
My legs where like jelly
For death I await
A piece of me taken
Removed forever
No light no joy
Will I ever recover?
Why did you leave?
A hole in my heart
Did I not love?
Did I not play my part?
Now all that is left
A cold black hole
No more warmth
And no more soul
I loved you to deeply
Your face too dear
Your body so warm
When you were near
Your voice a song
Whenever you’d spoken
Now all that I hear
Are vows that were broken?
Goodbye to the sun
The birds and the trees
I'm doom to live life
Down upon my knees
With the worms and beetles
And shadows I roam
Never to rest
Never to find my home.
Full of pain and hate
I rue the day we meet
Such cruel twisted fate
My stomach is twisting
And turning like fire
My brain is burning
With unquenched desire
When we parted ways
I could not stand straight
My legs where like jelly
For death I await
A piece of me taken
Removed forever
No light no joy
Will I ever recover?
Why did you leave?
A hole in my heart
Did I not love?
Did I not play my part?
Now all that is left
A cold black hole
No more warmth
And no more soul
I loved you to deeply
Your face too dear
Your body so warm
When you were near
Your voice a song
Whenever you’d spoken
Now all that I hear
Are vows that were broken?
Goodbye to the sun
The birds and the trees
I'm doom to live life
Down upon my knees
With the worms and beetles
And shadows I roam
Never to rest
Never to find my home.
Turned into Lies
When we meet you were so bright
An angel that had stepped into light
The promise of joy you wore as a smile
The light of your gaze made all worthwhile
I watched you change into lies
I turned away, and you were all lies
It’s like you were never
Never alive
Now your façade has cracked and fell
The truth of you shows through the shell
Finely woven from a fabric of lies
Deceit and betrayal doth cloud thine eyes
I watched you change into lies
I turned away, and you were all lies
It’s like you were never
Never alive
Right from the start you didn’t exist
Now you’re exposed you fade like a mist
Nothing more than a once hopeful dream
Back once more into life’s swift stream
I watched you change into lies
I turned away, and you were all lies
It’s like you were never
Never alive
Now I’m left with a head full of pain
Because my memories drive me insane
The joy of the years tainted and fake
Litter my past with its black frothy wake
An angel that had stepped into light
The promise of joy you wore as a smile
The light of your gaze made all worthwhile
I watched you change into lies
I turned away, and you were all lies
It’s like you were never
Never alive
Now your façade has cracked and fell
The truth of you shows through the shell
Finely woven from a fabric of lies
Deceit and betrayal doth cloud thine eyes
I watched you change into lies
I turned away, and you were all lies
It’s like you were never
Never alive
Right from the start you didn’t exist
Now you’re exposed you fade like a mist
Nothing more than a once hopeful dream
Back once more into life’s swift stream
I watched you change into lies
I turned away, and you were all lies
It’s like you were never
Never alive
Now I’m left with a head full of pain
Because my memories drive me insane
The joy of the years tainted and fake
Litter my past with its black frothy wake
Who is to Blame?
Does the devil sit upon a throne?
In the dark depths of hell
Does he wear an iron crown?
Judging them that fell
A mighty throne it must be
In his dark and fiery world
Made of malice and human bone
And evil that he unfurled
There he sits in judgement solemn
Of our crime and sins and hate
He only shows us what we did
And confirms our fiery fate
Over our actions he has no control
He can but show and tempt
To try to lead us from the path
But only this he can attempt
You see we must accept this truth,
For our fates we alone decide
We cannot blame the Devil
From liability we cannot hide
In the dark depths of hell
Does he wear an iron crown?
Judging them that fell
A mighty throne it must be
In his dark and fiery world
Made of malice and human bone
And evil that he unfurled
There he sits in judgement solemn
Of our crime and sins and hate
He only shows us what we did
And confirms our fiery fate
Over our actions he has no control
He can but show and tempt
To try to lead us from the path
But only this he can attempt
You see we must accept this truth,
For our fates we alone decide
We cannot blame the Devil
From liability we cannot hide
A Heavy Weight
There it sits this heavy weight,
Like a anvil upon a paper plate,
A crushing force it does affect,
A mighty power I must respect.
It bleeds my joy, my love of life,
It takes away my pain and strife,
It takes away all colours bright,
Replacing them with dead of night.
No light it permits me to see
No singing of songs will there be
It holds all enthralled in its might
Shielding them from my poor souls sight
Emotion in prison deep within
Nothing gets through, not even sin
Nothing gets out for even a day
Nothing can escape in any way
Hard as a rock and twice as cold,
Born of a tale of sadness told,
It will not break or wash away,
To last forever you might say.
It was caused by Love won and lost
And locks me in eternal frost
A man of Ice I have become
Now forever my emotions numb
Though small it was it has but grown
It crushes me now, flesh and bone
Doomed forever to be alone
For I now bare this heart of stone.
Like a anvil upon a paper plate,
A crushing force it does affect,
A mighty power I must respect.
It bleeds my joy, my love of life,
It takes away my pain and strife,
It takes away all colours bright,
Replacing them with dead of night.
No light it permits me to see
No singing of songs will there be
It holds all enthralled in its might
Shielding them from my poor souls sight
Emotion in prison deep within
Nothing gets through, not even sin
Nothing gets out for even a day
Nothing can escape in any way
Hard as a rock and twice as cold,
Born of a tale of sadness told,
It will not break or wash away,
To last forever you might say.
It was caused by Love won and lost
And locks me in eternal frost
A man of Ice I have become
Now forever my emotions numb
Though small it was it has but grown
It crushes me now, flesh and bone
Doomed forever to be alone
For I now bare this heart of stone.
The Wrong Message?
Fight the rage is the message,
Fight the anger and lock it within,
Fight the fire and the fury,
To let it out is mortal sin.
I say that the lesson is wrong,
This message is the sin,
To lock up our emotions,
To bottle them within.
Where would freedom be?
Where are the rights of men?
If we locked away our anger,
If we bottled it within.
Our world would be dark,
Torn and broke by a rift,
Tortured by black hearts,
Remember that anger is a gift.
All strength to the weak,
To carry their black crosses,
The fire to throw them off,
To prevent deathly losses.
Something must be done,
Given the masses a rageful fist,
And replace the subdued,
Let them see the red mist.
Let the anger be amplified,
The people can defy,
A crowd with a fury
And let their fury fly,
Stop the reckless hate
With a righteous light
Anger and fury release
So the people can fight.
Fight the anger and lock it within,
Fight the fire and the fury,
To let it out is mortal sin.
I say that the lesson is wrong,
This message is the sin,
To lock up our emotions,
To bottle them within.
Where would freedom be?
Where are the rights of men?
If we locked away our anger,
If we bottled it within.
Our world would be dark,
Torn and broke by a rift,
Tortured by black hearts,
Remember that anger is a gift.
All strength to the weak,
To carry their black crosses,
The fire to throw them off,
To prevent deathly losses.
Something must be done,
Given the masses a rageful fist,
And replace the subdued,
Let them see the red mist.
Let the anger be amplified,
The people can defy,
A crowd with a fury
And let their fury fly,
Stop the reckless hate
With a righteous light
Anger and fury release
So the people can fight.