Well, we have to save Frosty here again today vampeeps because of the global warming. Even Teddy Bears are starting to lose fur.
Well, what Einstein said about relativity was exhibited in a movie describing what would happen if he left the earth in a space ship travelling at the speed of light, he said he would return to the earth everyone would be older. Well we know damn sure that particles larger than the size of a photon cannot do the speed of light since only photons can travel at that speed and their volume is minescule. And anyways, Einstein in space would realize he would have to turn to the earth since his momentum would diminish and he can't get to other planets, since rocket propulsion only works in atmospheres and not vacuums. The Eagle has landed needs an explosion to get liftoff on the moon, and to get back to the earth the space ship has to orbit the moon a couple of times to be whipped back to earth, for there is no particles for propulsion in space to create the inertia for movement back to earth.
Anyways, um
Once in space, one is removed from the magnetic demonic DNA interference, and are healed from the removal from the evil inanimate string, Vasquez, you see it is elementary. Everyone is still trapped on the earth fucked by time squashed like bugs on a windshield from the loopy loop to loop orbit around a pivotal star that keeps track of dirty deeds done in decades done. Everyone got older, but Einstein, who knew? Theories are only theories until they are proven so relativity is a fact, but in order to um run this experiment, we must build a reanimator machine and bring back Einstein whose brain is on each of the seven continents and then send him into space.
But who is damning Frosty the Snowman? Is it a man or a woman?
e = m c squared
well e is a woman, because since there is nothing down below of the schwa, she has to be in control
e or woman is equal to the reason why m (or men) are kept in a square cage. c cage c see mmmm men are in a cage, square, okay it is only a square a two dimensional, but still, these battles lines must be respected.
Okay Vasquez I made some of that shit up, but I was wondering, if you ever fantasize having sex with Sam, you know she is bi and before you get married you try everything, right ????
hmph
Vampariah's Diary
The BAG BUNG
affinity is two objects however small attracted to each other creating a dance where consiousness between the particles arise.
They collide, they become one, they split, they do it over and over again.
The result is a universe, unfortunately the universe ends because there was a beginning. Then the next time the universe grows into existence it is smarter because the dead spirits from the end of the universe cling to the lost smaller particles. Life has its order and structure. However because we lost the universe before there becomes a boundary between one side of the universe and the other, there is a male half and there is the female paranoid half, Shiva the destroyer, whom puts the intelligent lifeforms on the 13 m class planets in it through the paces to see which one comes with the solution to the implosion of the universe.
Shiva the destroyer is a female from the Hindu religion, and, eternity is defined as, the laying down man whom awakes every nine million year, with a white lotus in his belly. He eats the white lotus and falls alseep again for another nine million years, for he knows in the paranoid female universe where the creator is worried about the end is useless because, the string that connects the inanimate particles to the animate lifeforms, has an intelligence based upon the dead universe of the past.
The general idea is to escape the female god, and cross into the barrier of the male side where females bow down to the males and give up the coochie, instead of forming fine thighs running away from our probing eyes.
Shiva has got to take down the barrier between her and her lover, for then the universe will be in balance. The opposite of paranoia is self assuredness.
The dead spirits of the past universe cling to the dead matter in this one and is a guiding force. IF Shiva is paranoid this is rightly so, but then one must understand that if one died before and we still exist then we must have discovered the secret to immortality.
They collide, they become one, they split, they do it over and over again.
The result is a universe, unfortunately the universe ends because there was a beginning. Then the next time the universe grows into existence it is smarter because the dead spirits from the end of the universe cling to the lost smaller particles. Life has its order and structure. However because we lost the universe before there becomes a boundary between one side of the universe and the other, there is a male half and there is the female paranoid half, Shiva the destroyer, whom puts the intelligent lifeforms on the 13 m class planets in it through the paces to see which one comes with the solution to the implosion of the universe.
Shiva the destroyer is a female from the Hindu religion, and, eternity is defined as, the laying down man whom awakes every nine million year, with a white lotus in his belly. He eats the white lotus and falls alseep again for another nine million years, for he knows in the paranoid female universe where the creator is worried about the end is useless because, the string that connects the inanimate particles to the animate lifeforms, has an intelligence based upon the dead universe of the past.
The general idea is to escape the female god, and cross into the barrier of the male side where females bow down to the males and give up the coochie, instead of forming fine thighs running away from our probing eyes.
Shiva has got to take down the barrier between her and her lover, for then the universe will be in balance. The opposite of paranoia is self assuredness.
The dead spirits of the past universe cling to the dead matter in this one and is a guiding force. IF Shiva is paranoid this is rightly so, but then one must understand that if one died before and we still exist then we must have discovered the secret to immortality.
God's Strings
Breaking the MATE TRICKS
from 5.2 million years ago to 690,000 years, the earth's magnetic field changed north to south and south to north 11 times.
The way this was done was with the human population and psychic energy. The pilgrimages in Africa before the rest of the planet was colonized occurred to cleanse the planet of sins. Because the devil's sins are collected in the magnetic field surrounding the sun and every two years we pass through the same field energy, which is one revolution, the pace of life is a 2 year loop to loop repetition. This is why when I was in the madhouse the women would scream into mirrors at the same time every day, or there was a pattern in obsessive compulsive behavior. Life is a mad house where the sins of time are mapped out in the sky as the earth flows into damned space. The Africans way back in 690,000 years ago were the last to destroy the net in space surrounding the sun, by realigning the magnetism of the center of the earth.
Humans have gathered too much population to reverse the polarity of the earth and destroy the record of the psychic disturbances mapped out in the sun's magnetic field.
The ouroborus snake that eats its tail, is the remnant of the time before, when we knew about these things. The aurora borealis and the aurora astralis would momentarily change their northern and southern light shows with the star dust momentarily displaced due to the polarity of the sun with that of the earth snapping.
This would baptize all of earth. The psychic energy would have to be a wave coming from the northern latitudes and the southern latitudes with everyone using psychic energy to create the disturbance that would unzip and realign the poles.
Every stone on the face of the earth has a marker of which way it faced when the polar reversals happened and this is where we can get our epochs straight from. The whole sword in the stone saga is about that, so the tale of KIng Arthur goes back to the memories of the people who did the last polar reversal in 690,000.
All life forms are connected by string theory, and these events used to happen when an asteroid would hit a part of the world and the animals would send a wave of fear from North to South, this would change the earth's magnetism and polarity.
If humans are unwilling to come together and chant away a count down to a new age now 50 latitude, 49 latitude, 48 latitude from both poles down and up at the same time, we will have the same Karma's of our predecessors. The devil will possess the earth, making love impossible and a repetition of the ghost sins from the past, or hell on earth. Why do you think explorers mapped the planet ?
The next Messiah is to come in 2470, at the end of the Age of Pices, or Jesus time, he or she would be the herald of a new age of purity, where things don't go bump in the night, whoever the Messiah is we can wait for them, or we could do it now as the Arabs say, the Messiah has come, and anyone with this knowledge could eradicate evil from the face of the earth.
It is not a communal everyone blink at the same time cure, this is a wave to save the slaves. Mind energy is electromagnetic, and we hum with a radioactive frequency that sends our thought energies faster than the speed of light.
690,000 years of sinning is pretty bad, it is tie to baptize the human race.
Let us break the clock of insanity.
If you guys don't do something, I am going to drop nuclear bombs all along the north and south poles and create a freak out effect like a wave, to realign the planet.
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Our solar system is not a rogue star at all that proceeds thru the outer rim of the Milky Way as science says. That is the latest lie I have discovered. The reason why they tell this lie is to say we are distant enough from the Galaxy to not be absorbed by a black hole or be burnt by gamma waves of a super nova.
The actuality of it is is that we are a fixed star, the constellations do not proceed at all, the big dipper has been the big dipper since whenever all the way back to forever, every constellation has been the same.
Therefore because of this lie that means we keep going around the sun in a holding pattern where the sins of mankind have been accruing throughout mankind for epochs aeons and hundreds of thousands of years.
The devil has been grandfathered in space, and we cannot oust him/her for without our demons we would lose our identity.
from 5.2 million years ago to 690,000 years, the earth's magnetic field changed north to south and south to north 11 times.
The way this was done was with the human population and psychic energy. The pilgrimages in Africa before the rest of the planet was colonized occurred to cleanse the planet of sins. Because the devil's sins are collected in the magnetic field surrounding the sun and every two years we pass through the same field energy, which is one revolution, the pace of life is a 2 year loop to loop repetition. This is why when I was in the madhouse the women would scream into mirrors at the same time every day, or there was a pattern in obsessive compulsive behavior. Life is a mad house where the sins of time are mapped out in the sky as the earth flows into damned space. The Africans way back in 690,000 years ago were the last to destroy the net in space surrounding the sun, by realigning the magnetism of the center of the earth.
Humans have gathered too much population to reverse the polarity of the earth and destroy the record of the psychic disturbances mapped out in the sun's magnetic field.
The ouroborus snake that eats its tail, is the remnant of the time before, when we knew about these things. The aurora borealis and the aurora astralis would momentarily change their northern and southern light shows with the star dust momentarily displaced due to the polarity of the sun with that of the earth snapping.
This would baptize all of earth. The psychic energy would have to be a wave coming from the northern latitudes and the southern latitudes with everyone using psychic energy to create the disturbance that would unzip and realign the poles.
Every stone on the face of the earth has a marker of which way it faced when the polar reversals happened and this is where we can get our epochs straight from. The whole sword in the stone saga is about that, so the tale of KIng Arthur goes back to the memories of the people who did the last polar reversal in 690,000.
All life forms are connected by string theory, and these events used to happen when an asteroid would hit a part of the world and the animals would send a wave of fear from North to South, this would change the earth's magnetism and polarity.
If humans are unwilling to come together and chant away a count down to a new age now 50 latitude, 49 latitude, 48 latitude from both poles down and up at the same time, we will have the same Karma's of our predecessors. The devil will possess the earth, making love impossible and a repetition of the ghost sins from the past, or hell on earth. Why do you think explorers mapped the planet ?
The next Messiah is to come in 2470, at the end of the Age of Pices, or Jesus time, he or she would be the herald of a new age of purity, where things don't go bump in the night, whoever the Messiah is we can wait for them, or we could do it now as the Arabs say, the Messiah has come, and anyone with this knowledge could eradicate evil from the face of the earth.
It is not a communal everyone blink at the same time cure, this is a wave to save the slaves. Mind energy is electromagnetic, and we hum with a radioactive frequency that sends our thought energies faster than the speed of light.
690,000 years of sinning is pretty bad, it is tie to baptize the human race.
Let us break the clock of insanity.
If you guys don't do something, I am going to drop nuclear bombs all along the north and south poles and create a freak out effect like a wave, to realign the planet.
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Our solar system is not a rogue star at all that proceeds thru the outer rim of the Milky Way as science says. That is the latest lie I have discovered. The reason why they tell this lie is to say we are distant enough from the Galaxy to not be absorbed by a black hole or be burnt by gamma waves of a super nova.
The actuality of it is is that we are a fixed star, the constellations do not proceed at all, the big dipper has been the big dipper since whenever all the way back to forever, every constellation has been the same.
Therefore because of this lie that means we keep going around the sun in a holding pattern where the sins of mankind have been accruing throughout mankind for epochs aeons and hundreds of thousands of years.
The devil has been grandfathered in space, and we cannot oust him/her for without our demons we would lose our identity.
PLANET NET OLD
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the 4th spawn GOTHIC MASOCHISM
Look, if as the Jews in the house take off their hats because they listen to their females and let them boss them around
and when they leave the house they don their hats in the house of the other god in the sky, the father
it is the woman that takes control in the house and it is the man that deals with the bad shit in the air
is this equality is this freedom,
do you know how bad it is
no one is going to free you but your self
there is so much bad energy in the sky in space from past lives, the devil doesn't even have flesh anymore
we are hating each other for behavioral algorythmns that do not even contain a city planning schemata where we can't even step outside of the box
she just left she is in the restroom like superman changing her clothes, or pretending to, she is on her knees in the grips of something she doesn't understand, there is a woman cross town doing the same thing.
Wesley Snipes is in jail right now not because he didn't pay his taxes, but because he was double crossed given genes from a time where he got out of hell and still got played, because people on earth don't forgive. He is stuck in a cell they bring him food.
we all got it bad, we are not all in control, but someone got it worse so we feel better for what they got wrong with them so let them suffer.
Reverse the curse, if you don't do it, the next generation will, they see the shit going on, they know what to do, it is a small world after all, and your spirits will be damned when we destroy father time and place a new sun in the sky.
I got news for you, there is no next Messiah to come, there is nothing, nothing to believe in, no miracles, only damnedness, total damnation.
I don't care nothing is wrong with me. You guys can keep on fucking yourselves. My spawn got it going on.
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Racemization
The sun might not be magnetic, since it is so scrunched together in a fusion fashion, there is no area for polarity ( + or - ) to lay foot considering the density.
Therefore the planets that are cold and made of metal have a polarity that keeps a record of the earths actions in orbit. Then if we cannot repolarize the earth's magnetic field with psychic energy, we can always destroy a planet to change the solar karma.
Unfortunately we can only do this 8 times, and then we run out of planets to destroy.
The moon would show its other face if we were able to come together with thought energy and change the earth poles. We have done this 11 times before. From the period 5.2 million years to 690,000 years back it was done.
That is we have killed 11 gods in the sky that recall magnetic electric thought energy fields. We can kill as many gods in the sky as we want, but if we don't get together we kill earth, or one planet at a time, until the earth becomes so shrouded with bad energy life will be impossible except for the roaches.
There is no procession of the constellations, this is untrue, it is the planets that dance around us keeping score like gods that always keep one eye open, keeping strings on us, moving us like puppets when we go into a section of space the devil farted in 50,000 years back. Turbulent space it is.
You see once you change the magnetic polarity of the earth, the etcher-sketch record of the history of evil in orbit, you get new DNA, it is as if you are reborn, the process is called RACEMIZATION, whereby, the protein threads in your double helix DNA, get repolarized too. This would give birth to a new human race with a cure for disease behavioral problems and bringing in a new era.
There is more but this is all you can handle. It makes perfect sense La Muerte when you break the Matrix and human suffering is made universally known. All of this would solve the problems of the devil, and you know we are all possessed by something bad that happened in the very distant past.
If the Neanderthals were so stupid, then why did we move them to Australia 25,000 - 30,000 years ago, and they turned the trick 11 times, and we haven't been able to do it in 690,000 years ago. They are called Aborigines, it is so easy a cave man could do it.
the 4th spawn GOTHIC MASOCHISM
Look, if as the Jews in the house take off their hats because they listen to their females and let them boss them around
and when they leave the house they don their hats in the house of the other god in the sky, the father
it is the woman that takes control in the house and it is the man that deals with the bad shit in the air
is this equality is this freedom,
do you know how bad it is
no one is going to free you but your self
there is so much bad energy in the sky in space from past lives, the devil doesn't even have flesh anymore
we are hating each other for behavioral algorythmns that do not even contain a city planning schemata where we can't even step outside of the box
she just left she is in the restroom like superman changing her clothes, or pretending to, she is on her knees in the grips of something she doesn't understand, there is a woman cross town doing the same thing.
Wesley Snipes is in jail right now not because he didn't pay his taxes, but because he was double crossed given genes from a time where he got out of hell and still got played, because people on earth don't forgive. He is stuck in a cell they bring him food.
we all got it bad, we are not all in control, but someone got it worse so we feel better for what they got wrong with them so let them suffer.
Reverse the curse, if you don't do it, the next generation will, they see the shit going on, they know what to do, it is a small world after all, and your spirits will be damned when we destroy father time and place a new sun in the sky.
I got news for you, there is no next Messiah to come, there is nothing, nothing to believe in, no miracles, only damnedness, total damnation.
I don't care nothing is wrong with me. You guys can keep on fucking yourselves. My spawn got it going on.
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Racemization
The sun might not be magnetic, since it is so scrunched together in a fusion fashion, there is no area for polarity ( + or - ) to lay foot considering the density.
Therefore the planets that are cold and made of metal have a polarity that keeps a record of the earths actions in orbit. Then if we cannot repolarize the earth's magnetic field with psychic energy, we can always destroy a planet to change the solar karma.
Unfortunately we can only do this 8 times, and then we run out of planets to destroy.
The moon would show its other face if we were able to come together with thought energy and change the earth poles. We have done this 11 times before. From the period 5.2 million years to 690,000 years back it was done.
That is we have killed 11 gods in the sky that recall magnetic electric thought energy fields. We can kill as many gods in the sky as we want, but if we don't get together we kill earth, or one planet at a time, until the earth becomes so shrouded with bad energy life will be impossible except for the roaches.
There is no procession of the constellations, this is untrue, it is the planets that dance around us keeping score like gods that always keep one eye open, keeping strings on us, moving us like puppets when we go into a section of space the devil farted in 50,000 years back. Turbulent space it is.
You see once you change the magnetic polarity of the earth, the etcher-sketch record of the history of evil in orbit, you get new DNA, it is as if you are reborn, the process is called RACEMIZATION, whereby, the protein threads in your double helix DNA, get repolarized too. This would give birth to a new human race with a cure for disease behavioral problems and bringing in a new era.
There is more but this is all you can handle. It makes perfect sense La Muerte when you break the Matrix and human suffering is made universally known. All of this would solve the problems of the devil, and you know we are all possessed by something bad that happened in the very distant past.
If the Neanderthals were so stupid, then why did we move them to Australia 25,000 - 30,000 years ago, and they turned the trick 11 times, and we haven't been able to do it in 690,000 years ago. They are called Aborigines, it is so easy a cave man could do it.
WHITE MAGNETS
God rested on the 7th day, the week means nothing. I don't know when time began, but we keep repeating a 6 day cycle of life, that goes back through space where disruptions from demons caused cataclysmic disturbances like earthquakes and volcanoes to blow.
The volcanic eruption that leveled Atlantis was Thera, which is Therma or warm mother, or Thea, the female God. This is when Civilization all began. The earth takes two years to go around the sun, and in that time, those two year periods we pass through time periods mapped out due to the magnetic arc around the sun field. Space being vacuous somehow has a memory of these field disturbances. So evil has taken over space.
The Frosty the Snowman theory goes like this. IN life the things that can't be taken away from you is your experiences, and your education, no one can ever steal that, friends may come and go, buildings may burn down, and love may become fickle, so the only thing that you have is your identity. YOu walk into the place you are rolling in there snowballing with everything you have ever touched and seen and done, following your coattails.
Now there are three parts of us in snow man formula, we have the sexuality in the base, we have the love deeds that we do in the thorax ball, the heart, and we have the intellect ball of the head that snowballs everytime you do something that edifies your intellect.
Evil follows you too. Because our mind and our base snowball gets infected from the sex acts we perform, the middle thorax snowball crystal gets tainted, it has to do something with the mind virus that changes biochemistry. Each fetish I have gives my body a different smell, and the next day I have different pimples coming out of my body here and there. OUr mind must control the base of the snowman or else our heart ball gets infected.
When we walk down the street we walk like Frosty, some of us fear we will melt and others are just happy that where ever we roll we become more, and Frosty's scarf blows in the breeze happily. The coal eyes stare people in the face beaming with a positive aura that doesn't disturb the elctromagnetic memory of the sun field in space around the earth's traveling path. The total snowman body of three, the base sex, the love heart, and the mind, all compose the soul.
Either you got Soul or you don't, there is always time to clean out your kidneys and stop getting strange pimples on your body due to some bizarre sexual virus of smell that comes from unclean mind sex.
This is a theory.
The brains of the sexuality lie in the kidneys they purify the blood and have an intelligence of sexual handicaps, it is almost like a brain, the Nephrons in the kidneys function like angels (the Nephilim the angels that fell from heaven to populate the earth) filtering out the bad from the good.
Today this is my religion, I choose to be an angel and have a pure crystal of snow connecting my mind to my balls.
The volcanic eruption that leveled Atlantis was Thera, which is Therma or warm mother, or Thea, the female God. This is when Civilization all began. The earth takes two years to go around the sun, and in that time, those two year periods we pass through time periods mapped out due to the magnetic arc around the sun field. Space being vacuous somehow has a memory of these field disturbances. So evil has taken over space.
The Frosty the Snowman theory goes like this. IN life the things that can't be taken away from you is your experiences, and your education, no one can ever steal that, friends may come and go, buildings may burn down, and love may become fickle, so the only thing that you have is your identity. YOu walk into the place you are rolling in there snowballing with everything you have ever touched and seen and done, following your coattails.
Now there are three parts of us in snow man formula, we have the sexuality in the base, we have the love deeds that we do in the thorax ball, the heart, and we have the intellect ball of the head that snowballs everytime you do something that edifies your intellect.
Evil follows you too. Because our mind and our base snowball gets infected from the sex acts we perform, the middle thorax snowball crystal gets tainted, it has to do something with the mind virus that changes biochemistry. Each fetish I have gives my body a different smell, and the next day I have different pimples coming out of my body here and there. OUr mind must control the base of the snowman or else our heart ball gets infected.
When we walk down the street we walk like Frosty, some of us fear we will melt and others are just happy that where ever we roll we become more, and Frosty's scarf blows in the breeze happily. The coal eyes stare people in the face beaming with a positive aura that doesn't disturb the elctromagnetic memory of the sun field in space around the earth's traveling path. The total snowman body of three, the base sex, the love heart, and the mind, all compose the soul.
Either you got Soul or you don't, there is always time to clean out your kidneys and stop getting strange pimples on your body due to some bizarre sexual virus of smell that comes from unclean mind sex.
This is a theory.
The brains of the sexuality lie in the kidneys they purify the blood and have an intelligence of sexual handicaps, it is almost like a brain, the Nephrons in the kidneys function like angels (the Nephilim the angels that fell from heaven to populate the earth) filtering out the bad from the good.
Today this is my religion, I choose to be an angel and have a pure crystal of snow connecting my mind to my balls.
No Ah E Den
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Creationism : Noah and Eden.
Um yeah we don't know shit.
But the Atlantis thing is that they S ay we came from AtlantiS
but you C the AtlantiC,
that is saying we came from the sea.
The tick part refers to an exoskeleton needed to crawl out of the water and get used to the atmospheric pressure differences.
I don't know insect anatomy, enough to speculate further. Then wings are needed.
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I obviously think differently now, let me show you how I arrived at my signature of god's word by using the matrix.
Alright, in ancient Egypt monsoon season happened in the sky when the moon appeared like an arc. The Jews took the Egyptian story, but then I wondered why arc de noah of the Egyptians would be elaborated by the Jews. So I pictured myself i Egypt looking up, and the moon is over the Mediterranean there, so I was like, oh Crete and Atlantis, the Thera Eruption, the warm mother, Therma. And the resulting tsunami.
They say it happened in 10,000 b.c. That is a one with 4 zeros or one with a cross. numerological significance.
The Cretian civilization was also known as the Minoan, or MinOAH en, so I figured the arc story came from them, which would mean the egyptians came after the Minoa, which, they did, they have been the Aryan matrix makers.
So, after the flood, we are all in the same boat, the vampire sex causes water to flood, which has happened to me many times, and then obviously what has happened to me is that the animals talk to me even down to the ants and such since I have risen from hell and shed my vampire skin.
The Noah story explains why all the creatures of the ark are in the same boat.
The actual Egyptian chronology of the arc story of the moon actually involves a boat. They departed from the Persian gulf and collected goods in INdia during the monsoon season, and the trip took many months.
The thing is something vibrates in the vampire that connects all the protein strings that arose from the first life form, and there is a controller, apparently the recently risen vampire "S" says things to his mistress, and she "C" sees through his eyes. This was where I got the AtlantiS and the AtlantiC.
So since I am the sayer, and she is the Ceer, we have a little bit of play. She even controls insects to talk to me, and even inanimate objects have atomic string energy in them, so La Meurte was right, the string might be subatomic. Because everything that moves has the SOUnd of truth, and whatever moves the object that makes the SOUnd, their SOUL delivers the truth about them.
Your soul makes sound. If you are holy then it probably says nice things, but I have heard damned people emit sounds that expose their soul. The soul makes sounds. If you are damned, there is always time to undo what you did so your soul doesn't sound damned. My ears pick up shit now.
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So I thought of the Garden of Eden. Okay so the breaking of the matrix rules says there are no R's and V's, so you take it out, the R.
Gaden of Eden. An E is three, and women are three holes, men are two. A den is a den. one is a den for men and the other is a den for women.
Eve refers to night, as Lillith the woman who was adam's first wife, lived during the day had sex with kids and animals. This is a story to tell the matrix breaker that if the world sees what he is doing, then they should not have sex during the day when children are conscious if his string is going to vibrate when they are awake. This is perhaps why the brain waves are completely different during the night and the day.
So a man is basically gay until he gets to the garden of eve, or the den of eVe, or Eden. "ee a snake" !!! No V's remember.
So what happens when you get to the garden of eden? She wants to bite the fruit from the tree of knowledge.
Now, insects came from the sea, and they attacked the flowers, perhaps pollination goes on under water as well as on land and as the plants started to grow from out of the water on the beach the tiny shrimp with exoskeletons went to pollinate the flowers. IN matrix code, flowers are children, and fruits obviously are gay offspring. The reason why the matrix has this creation of order is that if you have sex with children you turn them gay. This is the flower and fruit story from out of the sea according to the matrix.
If a man beds a little girl she will hate men and become a fruit, and all the other derivatives occur also. It fits my suspicions and observations. The molestation of the forced sex on the child turns the kid gay because they think life is about sex and they are a carrier of the molestation gene. Life is not about sex. I don't mean to put down gayness at all or make anyone look bad, I am merely combining objective realism and gods words from the Cretian-Minoan matrix. The molested child grows up not wanting to be a parent, because their heart is a carrier of a gene. Gayness therefore is not population control by god, it is devils work, keeping populations low. Creating the diversity of individualism, in the full spectrum of humanity, due to bad shit happening.
So Eve wants to eat the fruit of the apple tree of knowledge, and god says, this is not something you should do, but she listens to the snake, who wants revenge on us destroying the dinosaurs. Apparently rodents ate dinosaur eggs and this was how mammals rose and they became extinct.
A tree is just another man woman or adult, a flower is a blossom, or a child, and a fruit may be a youngin, and the woman wants to eat the fruit, or she might want to be with a woman, the man isn't interested, because he isn't damned, he is ADAM,
A's in front of words refute the word altogether, so ADAM becomes DAM, this has two possible meanings, the undamned, or the one without a means to prevent the flood atrocity.
Of course the first man doesn't know about vampire sex causing floods and bringing life to the plants. He has to eat from the tree of life of knowledge to know to be damned to be cast out from heaven or eden, and spend his time in purgatory.
Of course we do evil to be knowledgable to protect kids and such. So there is no great threat.
With numerology we break down the words in the garden of eden story, and it is too complicated to place the mathematics right here, but my current signature is derived from Eden numerology, the fact that a man isn't to be with two women, and if you want to get with a girl take her out to eat. I was going to prove that but instead I just related what I learned today as I stayed in bed, bored with Tamara communicating with her to the sky. I don't care what you think, someone has to break the Matrix and I do it everyday.
_________________
Breaking the matrix says, a man should not be with two women, and if you want to get with a girl ask her out to a restaurant. This is god's message.
Creationism : Noah and Eden.
Um yeah we don't know shit.
But the Atlantis thing is that they S ay we came from AtlantiS
but you C the AtlantiC,
that is saying we came from the sea.
The tick part refers to an exoskeleton needed to crawl out of the water and get used to the atmospheric pressure differences.
I don't know insect anatomy, enough to speculate further. Then wings are needed.
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I obviously think differently now, let me show you how I arrived at my signature of god's word by using the matrix.
Alright, in ancient Egypt monsoon season happened in the sky when the moon appeared like an arc. The Jews took the Egyptian story, but then I wondered why arc de noah of the Egyptians would be elaborated by the Jews. So I pictured myself i Egypt looking up, and the moon is over the Mediterranean there, so I was like, oh Crete and Atlantis, the Thera Eruption, the warm mother, Therma. And the resulting tsunami.
They say it happened in 10,000 b.c. That is a one with 4 zeros or one with a cross. numerological significance.
The Cretian civilization was also known as the Minoan, or MinOAH en, so I figured the arc story came from them, which would mean the egyptians came after the Minoa, which, they did, they have been the Aryan matrix makers.
So, after the flood, we are all in the same boat, the vampire sex causes water to flood, which has happened to me many times, and then obviously what has happened to me is that the animals talk to me even down to the ants and such since I have risen from hell and shed my vampire skin.
The Noah story explains why all the creatures of the ark are in the same boat.
The actual Egyptian chronology of the arc story of the moon actually involves a boat. They departed from the Persian gulf and collected goods in INdia during the monsoon season, and the trip took many months.
The thing is something vibrates in the vampire that connects all the protein strings that arose from the first life form, and there is a controller, apparently the recently risen vampire "S" says things to his mistress, and she "C" sees through his eyes. This was where I got the AtlantiS and the AtlantiC.
So since I am the sayer, and she is the Ceer, we have a little bit of play. She even controls insects to talk to me, and even inanimate objects have atomic string energy in them, so La Meurte was right, the string might be subatomic. Because everything that moves has the SOUnd of truth, and whatever moves the object that makes the SOUnd, their SOUL delivers the truth about them.
Your soul makes sound. If you are holy then it probably says nice things, but I have heard damned people emit sounds that expose their soul. The soul makes sounds. If you are damned, there is always time to undo what you did so your soul doesn't sound damned. My ears pick up shit now.
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So I thought of the Garden of Eden. Okay so the breaking of the matrix rules says there are no R's and V's, so you take it out, the R.
Gaden of Eden. An E is three, and women are three holes, men are two. A den is a den. one is a den for men and the other is a den for women.
Eve refers to night, as Lillith the woman who was adam's first wife, lived during the day had sex with kids and animals. This is a story to tell the matrix breaker that if the world sees what he is doing, then they should not have sex during the day when children are conscious if his string is going to vibrate when they are awake. This is perhaps why the brain waves are completely different during the night and the day.
So a man is basically gay until he gets to the garden of eve, or the den of eVe, or Eden. "ee a snake" !!! No V's remember.
So what happens when you get to the garden of eden? She wants to bite the fruit from the tree of knowledge.
Now, insects came from the sea, and they attacked the flowers, perhaps pollination goes on under water as well as on land and as the plants started to grow from out of the water on the beach the tiny shrimp with exoskeletons went to pollinate the flowers. IN matrix code, flowers are children, and fruits obviously are gay offspring. The reason why the matrix has this creation of order is that if you have sex with children you turn them gay. This is the flower and fruit story from out of the sea according to the matrix.
If a man beds a little girl she will hate men and become a fruit, and all the other derivatives occur also. It fits my suspicions and observations. The molestation of the forced sex on the child turns the kid gay because they think life is about sex and they are a carrier of the molestation gene. Life is not about sex. I don't mean to put down gayness at all or make anyone look bad, I am merely combining objective realism and gods words from the Cretian-Minoan matrix. The molested child grows up not wanting to be a parent, because their heart is a carrier of a gene. Gayness therefore is not population control by god, it is devils work, keeping populations low. Creating the diversity of individualism, in the full spectrum of humanity, due to bad shit happening.
So Eve wants to eat the fruit of the apple tree of knowledge, and god says, this is not something you should do, but she listens to the snake, who wants revenge on us destroying the dinosaurs. Apparently rodents ate dinosaur eggs and this was how mammals rose and they became extinct.
A tree is just another man woman or adult, a flower is a blossom, or a child, and a fruit may be a youngin, and the woman wants to eat the fruit, or she might want to be with a woman, the man isn't interested, because he isn't damned, he is ADAM,
A's in front of words refute the word altogether, so ADAM becomes DAM, this has two possible meanings, the undamned, or the one without a means to prevent the flood atrocity.
Of course the first man doesn't know about vampire sex causing floods and bringing life to the plants. He has to eat from the tree of life of knowledge to know to be damned to be cast out from heaven or eden, and spend his time in purgatory.
Of course we do evil to be knowledgable to protect kids and such. So there is no great threat.
With numerology we break down the words in the garden of eden story, and it is too complicated to place the mathematics right here, but my current signature is derived from Eden numerology, the fact that a man isn't to be with two women, and if you want to get with a girl take her out to eat. I was going to prove that but instead I just related what I learned today as I stayed in bed, bored with Tamara communicating with her to the sky. I don't care what you think, someone has to break the Matrix and I do it everyday.
_________________
Breaking the matrix says, a man should not be with two women, and if you want to get with a girl ask her out to a restaurant. This is god's message.
origin of intellect
Evolution of the vampire brain
So, um, apparently when a vampire walks by, his genetics are so strong from coming back from the dead, he changes the eggs in the female ovaries to include him in the gene pool. When a vampire has to do the reborn trick over and over he turns into something even more so less human, so it is not really a bite in the neck that changes the female, but her blood is made putrid by his presence. There is something in the eyes that do not change, the part of the eye that never regenerates, like the heart, or the eggs of the woman, they are born with the same number of eggs until they die.
The dinosaurs were made extinct by the eggs stealing mammals, it was not an asteroid. The reptilian brainstem was a cold blooded egg layer. When the rat came around to steal the eggs it was the first mammal where the mother could forage. This sent the dinosaurs to the skies, and the egg laying to the birds in the trees, or the eaves. The arboreal creatures came next as a subdivision of the mammals, but beside, the mammary glands and the inclusion of milk the thing that makes the mammal or the forbearer of the prehensile arboreal creatures, is that they were nocturnal at a time when the reptiles meditated in their lower brains, as the cold, makes them still as statues. Another time to steal eggs. The color vision of the dinosaur was lost, which is why the birds got it, and the mammals don't have it, because we took over the world at night like vampires who can't see color. Well humans do see in color, but dogs and cats and pigs don't as well as cows and bulls. So the adaptation of color vision came to the discovery of the day with the monkeys in trees and the stoppage of nighttime living. But in the mammal rodentia brainstem there is no poison, the poisons were left in the reptile function, and the exclusion of the egg laying ability of the mammal, made them more sexual creatures, sexuality creates hormones, so the poison from the frogs and the snakes, as well as perhaps the dinosaurs, got mutated into hormones, and advanced brain chemicals.
The hormones created the milk ability and increased the secondary sexual characteristics, or the differences between male and female more pronounced. It was no longer plumage what we were interested in, or how many eyes in the peacock tail, we were into pheramones, which could be smelled through the nose rather than tasting the air with the tongue.
The emphasis on sexuality of course was the thing that made advanced beings rationalize heightened animalistic feelings, it got so that we had to think about sex, what would we do, did we perform well, what could I do better next time, and the guilt for having sex with another males bride. This led to the upper brain functions, or the thing that makes us human, in fact the more animalistic we became because of our fascination on the enjoyment of sex rather than a small period of time the female was in heat.... we lost our minds on it.
Masturbating on a plain thousands of years before the arrival of men, created the vampire precursor which opened the way for the loss of hair in the human strain. We had perhaps already lost our hair when our eggs had to be internalized in the woman with out shells when we lost the hair on the outer part of our bodies, as some vertebrates have ball sacks on the bottom of their spine, and others it is internal. As we got more hot blooded and thinking about sex the testes descended out of the body, we were no longer cold blooded and had to sit on eggs to keep them warm. Of course the marsupials are a tweener stage in this, with their pockets for the young in the abdomen.
The priority on sex and the lack of realization in the need for procreation and the interest of the male to satisfy the woman, made us lose our hides, and also created the alien in us, which is the autoimmune disorder that causes vampirism. The things that went on at night while we destroyed the dinosaurs as small as mice or rats, and what we went through to get the adaptation to wipe out even the dinosaur eggs that took to the skies, to gain thumbs and tree climbing ability, well, it made us clever, but it also turned us into the monster opposable thumbed creatures that we are, the drive of hunger. Stealing eggs, was not only destroying the precursor dinosaur blood, but it also distanced ourselves from our responsibilities, to be the main predator in the animal kingdom, with only guile, an ability built up due to feeling bad about what we have to do to survive. Feeding off the young made us vampires before we were vampires. It was only natural we turned into them.
I know that as the bird that I am collecting the eyes in my peacock feathers, the women that I walk by when I am old and decrepit, I must hide away from the world as a hermit, otherwise walking down the street in the light of day, I would turn the eggs in the female with just a stare at her eggs in her abdomen. The woman I choose to live in seclusion, may come and go, but I can't, I am a living mutant whose hormones are so out of control it has an effect on the people around me. She is my bride until I die, and her children Hell spawn. She is as damned as I.
So, um, apparently when a vampire walks by, his genetics are so strong from coming back from the dead, he changes the eggs in the female ovaries to include him in the gene pool. When a vampire has to do the reborn trick over and over he turns into something even more so less human, so it is not really a bite in the neck that changes the female, but her blood is made putrid by his presence. There is something in the eyes that do not change, the part of the eye that never regenerates, like the heart, or the eggs of the woman, they are born with the same number of eggs until they die.
The dinosaurs were made extinct by the eggs stealing mammals, it was not an asteroid. The reptilian brainstem was a cold blooded egg layer. When the rat came around to steal the eggs it was the first mammal where the mother could forage. This sent the dinosaurs to the skies, and the egg laying to the birds in the trees, or the eaves. The arboreal creatures came next as a subdivision of the mammals, but beside, the mammary glands and the inclusion of milk the thing that makes the mammal or the forbearer of the prehensile arboreal creatures, is that they were nocturnal at a time when the reptiles meditated in their lower brains, as the cold, makes them still as statues. Another time to steal eggs. The color vision of the dinosaur was lost, which is why the birds got it, and the mammals don't have it, because we took over the world at night like vampires who can't see color. Well humans do see in color, but dogs and cats and pigs don't as well as cows and bulls. So the adaptation of color vision came to the discovery of the day with the monkeys in trees and the stoppage of nighttime living. But in the mammal rodentia brainstem there is no poison, the poisons were left in the reptile function, and the exclusion of the egg laying ability of the mammal, made them more sexual creatures, sexuality creates hormones, so the poison from the frogs and the snakes, as well as perhaps the dinosaurs, got mutated into hormones, and advanced brain chemicals.
The hormones created the milk ability and increased the secondary sexual characteristics, or the differences between male and female more pronounced. It was no longer plumage what we were interested in, or how many eyes in the peacock tail, we were into pheramones, which could be smelled through the nose rather than tasting the air with the tongue.
The emphasis on sexuality of course was the thing that made advanced beings rationalize heightened animalistic feelings, it got so that we had to think about sex, what would we do, did we perform well, what could I do better next time, and the guilt for having sex with another males bride. This led to the upper brain functions, or the thing that makes us human, in fact the more animalistic we became because of our fascination on the enjoyment of sex rather than a small period of time the female was in heat.... we lost our minds on it.
Masturbating on a plain thousands of years before the arrival of men, created the vampire precursor which opened the way for the loss of hair in the human strain. We had perhaps already lost our hair when our eggs had to be internalized in the woman with out shells when we lost the hair on the outer part of our bodies, as some vertebrates have ball sacks on the bottom of their spine, and others it is internal. As we got more hot blooded and thinking about sex the testes descended out of the body, we were no longer cold blooded and had to sit on eggs to keep them warm. Of course the marsupials are a tweener stage in this, with their pockets for the young in the abdomen.
The priority on sex and the lack of realization in the need for procreation and the interest of the male to satisfy the woman, made us lose our hides, and also created the alien in us, which is the autoimmune disorder that causes vampirism. The things that went on at night while we destroyed the dinosaurs as small as mice or rats, and what we went through to get the adaptation to wipe out even the dinosaur eggs that took to the skies, to gain thumbs and tree climbing ability, well, it made us clever, but it also turned us into the monster opposable thumbed creatures that we are, the drive of hunger. Stealing eggs, was not only destroying the precursor dinosaur blood, but it also distanced ourselves from our responsibilities, to be the main predator in the animal kingdom, with only guile, an ability built up due to feeling bad about what we have to do to survive. Feeding off the young made us vampires before we were vampires. It was only natural we turned into them.
I know that as the bird that I am collecting the eyes in my peacock feathers, the women that I walk by when I am old and decrepit, I must hide away from the world as a hermit, otherwise walking down the street in the light of day, I would turn the eggs in the female with just a stare at her eggs in her abdomen. The woman I choose to live in seclusion, may come and go, but I can't, I am a living mutant whose hormones are so out of control it has an effect on the people around me. She is my bride until I die, and her children Hell spawn. She is as damned as I.
Fangs & Crosses
Vampires hate crosses because.
As a Vampire I never could figure out why vampires are
repelled by crosses but something happened today which
explained it all.
As you know, in order to become a vampire a man has to
be seduced from the other side. You have to want to be
bitten. That is, you have to want to have evil flowing
in your blood. There are many vampires. I was seduced
by evil, not for its power, or for that beautiful
women acted badly, I was seduced by evil to understand
it, to defend myself against it. It is what any man
would do to manipulate evil for their own purposes and
to control the flow.
Now, like with Hercules and his 12 feats, when one
starts getting their body back from out of hell to
reunite with the earth there are very many challenges.
You have to visit places, you have to live at
different altitudes, you have to face all the
different compass points, and bow to them, even while
you have sex NEWS, there are a great number of crosses
that must be carried in order to get out of hell, and
everyday it seems there is a new challenge.
I don't know how many challenges there were, but it
went on for about a year. Anyways, so I went to a bar
today in the daytime and there was a boy and his
father with a prospective mother finding out whether
there was suitability on her behalf to be the boys
mother, and he was playing with straws, and then
suddenly in all this fun in the daytime the white
straws came together, and I saw a cross.
I almost broke down in tears imagining the little boy
having to carry all the crosses that I did, and my
soulmate who watches things through my eye but lives
with another man 270 miles away, um she made the
moment sink home and hit hard deep, because the
realization came at once to both of us.
In my head I was talking to Tamara, I said, no damn
Tam I don't want anyone to go through what I did, that
is why I did it. That is why I wanted to become a
vampire.
The long in the tooth bit, I forgot to mention from
another thread, where it seems immortality can be
achieved with the rebirth status, carrying crosses
gives you a fine physique, but you lose gums, and this
is where the vampire gets the fangs from. So you would
be immortal, with each new rebirth, but you would
eventually lose your teeth.
The crosses bit though, it is not worth it, and the
understanding evil part is not necessary either, it is
better to be good than knowing.
As a Vampire I never could figure out why vampires are
repelled by crosses but something happened today which
explained it all.
As you know, in order to become a vampire a man has to
be seduced from the other side. You have to want to be
bitten. That is, you have to want to have evil flowing
in your blood. There are many vampires. I was seduced
by evil, not for its power, or for that beautiful
women acted badly, I was seduced by evil to understand
it, to defend myself against it. It is what any man
would do to manipulate evil for their own purposes and
to control the flow.
Now, like with Hercules and his 12 feats, when one
starts getting their body back from out of hell to
reunite with the earth there are very many challenges.
You have to visit places, you have to live at
different altitudes, you have to face all the
different compass points, and bow to them, even while
you have sex NEWS, there are a great number of crosses
that must be carried in order to get out of hell, and
everyday it seems there is a new challenge.
I don't know how many challenges there were, but it
went on for about a year. Anyways, so I went to a bar
today in the daytime and there was a boy and his
father with a prospective mother finding out whether
there was suitability on her behalf to be the boys
mother, and he was playing with straws, and then
suddenly in all this fun in the daytime the white
straws came together, and I saw a cross.
I almost broke down in tears imagining the little boy
having to carry all the crosses that I did, and my
soulmate who watches things through my eye but lives
with another man 270 miles away, um she made the
moment sink home and hit hard deep, because the
realization came at once to both of us.
In my head I was talking to Tamara, I said, no damn
Tam I don't want anyone to go through what I did, that
is why I did it. That is why I wanted to become a
vampire.
The long in the tooth bit, I forgot to mention from
another thread, where it seems immortality can be
achieved with the rebirth status, carrying crosses
gives you a fine physique, but you lose gums, and this
is where the vampire gets the fangs from. So you would
be immortal, with each new rebirth, but you would
eventually lose your teeth.
The crosses bit though, it is not worth it, and the
understanding evil part is not necessary either, it is
better to be good than knowing.
Spirits of child abuse
04 May 08 4:25 am
The real story of Slaughterhouse 5
Timequake was one of Kurt Vonnegut's last books. He just died. Breakfast of Champions was recommended to me in college by a friend who knew me well, I have a certain flakiness that is essential to life and it shows up in my writing. The writing style that I sometimes get into he noticed was inside Breakfast of CHampions. Whenever a new writing style is created, one has to look who published a book like that first. For the mid 1970's Vonnegut was ahead of his time.
I never read Slaughterhouse 5 because I like to read books no one reads, so that I can get the scoop from them and I can teach them about something they know nothing about.
Kurt was a prisoner of war in World War II. He was kept in one of the Stalag POW camps in Dresden. What happened there, was that since the Germans had bombarded London and it wasn't a Military strategic objective, the English decided to obliterate Dresden from the air.
Vonnegut was part of the detail to go around Dresden after it was bombed, and pull bodies from the rubble. After sorting thru body parts for however long in slave labor and created pathways thru the streets the war ended, and emaciated as he was he rose his head with the other feeble ones to escape the POW camp. The way he wrote the moment of securing his freedom the colors he used, was sort of the way the China countryside is now in peacetime.
Dresden was not just a slave labor detail, that is where the Germans through the centuries had their kinky fantasies played out. Dresden was notorious for Domintrixes and Masters and the Germans were some very evil people.
I guess they had an agreement with the Germans to pulverize the city, for the dungeons were too vast in the city and torturing people for centuries in there was the real Slaughterhouse 5, not Stalag X or whatever. Unfortunately killing someone through lechery, or molesting children raping your own children leaves terrible spirits in buildings, and spots of bad energy exist in such households. The only thing you can do is carpet bomb the entire city and hope no more such slavery is done. Bad spirits do exist, I have done some bad things in my time and I get the feeling in the buildings I have done them they have had to destroy the buildings I lived in. Believe me people know what the hell you are doing, the bad energy in such places rings of evil.
The bombing of Dresden makes perfect sense, the torture there made Germans incompassionate warriors, the best soldiers in the world. That is where they built the Master race. IN fact Hitler sacrificed all of those Nazis as gun fodder for their was something wrong with them. YOu can be tall, beautiful, but to be heartless without soul is criminality. They, the Germans, back then, were incredibally sensitive men when it came to untying someone from an interrogation room. Once they cut off all of your fingers and you did not talk, they beamed at you. They respected unbreakable men.
I also read the moons of Titan, one of Jupiter's moons, the one with the seas of Methane. There was some fabulous woman out there on the corner of the solar system.
I don't like Vonnegut, I hated him because he never told it like it is, he wrote in such a way, as to rub it in your face what you just learned. He knew it all, but he was no educator. If you are a masochist he was the best. He understood brainwashing and loss of the self. The Nazis were cruel to the POWS, they even shot you in the back of the head on a whim or for payback if a bombing raid killed a sentries wife and his children. Just BAM, in the back of your head. Most Stalag Prisoner of War camps had the tunnelers, the Germans knew about it and let them tunnel, it was good exercize, and it gave men hope. When the tunnel was nearly done then they would swoop in and deny escape to the men.
I am writing a war book so I know all about this, the stuff on Dresden about it being the bondage capital of the world is from empirical evidence, the famous bondage series known as THE DRESDEN DIARIES. To understand why it was totally leveled from the air for no apparent reason and my own experience dabbling in the roladex of sins and feeling the latent bad energy from such places makes this a hypothetical understanding or rationale for the case. IT is not fact, but a breaking of the Matrix when all things are considered, then rash judgements can be derived. No one is kinkier than the Germans.
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I hate not being a vampire anymore, I feel less sexy
The real story of Slaughterhouse 5
Timequake was one of Kurt Vonnegut's last books. He just died. Breakfast of Champions was recommended to me in college by a friend who knew me well, I have a certain flakiness that is essential to life and it shows up in my writing. The writing style that I sometimes get into he noticed was inside Breakfast of CHampions. Whenever a new writing style is created, one has to look who published a book like that first. For the mid 1970's Vonnegut was ahead of his time.
I never read Slaughterhouse 5 because I like to read books no one reads, so that I can get the scoop from them and I can teach them about something they know nothing about.
Kurt was a prisoner of war in World War II. He was kept in one of the Stalag POW camps in Dresden. What happened there, was that since the Germans had bombarded London and it wasn't a Military strategic objective, the English decided to obliterate Dresden from the air.
Vonnegut was part of the detail to go around Dresden after it was bombed, and pull bodies from the rubble. After sorting thru body parts for however long in slave labor and created pathways thru the streets the war ended, and emaciated as he was he rose his head with the other feeble ones to escape the POW camp. The way he wrote the moment of securing his freedom the colors he used, was sort of the way the China countryside is now in peacetime.
Dresden was not just a slave labor detail, that is where the Germans through the centuries had their kinky fantasies played out. Dresden was notorious for Domintrixes and Masters and the Germans were some very evil people.
I guess they had an agreement with the Germans to pulverize the city, for the dungeons were too vast in the city and torturing people for centuries in there was the real Slaughterhouse 5, not Stalag X or whatever. Unfortunately killing someone through lechery, or molesting children raping your own children leaves terrible spirits in buildings, and spots of bad energy exist in such households. The only thing you can do is carpet bomb the entire city and hope no more such slavery is done. Bad spirits do exist, I have done some bad things in my time and I get the feeling in the buildings I have done them they have had to destroy the buildings I lived in. Believe me people know what the hell you are doing, the bad energy in such places rings of evil.
The bombing of Dresden makes perfect sense, the torture there made Germans incompassionate warriors, the best soldiers in the world. That is where they built the Master race. IN fact Hitler sacrificed all of those Nazis as gun fodder for their was something wrong with them. YOu can be tall, beautiful, but to be heartless without soul is criminality. They, the Germans, back then, were incredibally sensitive men when it came to untying someone from an interrogation room. Once they cut off all of your fingers and you did not talk, they beamed at you. They respected unbreakable men.
I also read the moons of Titan, one of Jupiter's moons, the one with the seas of Methane. There was some fabulous woman out there on the corner of the solar system.
I don't like Vonnegut, I hated him because he never told it like it is, he wrote in such a way, as to rub it in your face what you just learned. He knew it all, but he was no educator. If you are a masochist he was the best. He understood brainwashing and loss of the self. The Nazis were cruel to the POWS, they even shot you in the back of the head on a whim or for payback if a bombing raid killed a sentries wife and his children. Just BAM, in the back of your head. Most Stalag Prisoner of War camps had the tunnelers, the Germans knew about it and let them tunnel, it was good exercize, and it gave men hope. When the tunnel was nearly done then they would swoop in and deny escape to the men.
I am writing a war book so I know all about this, the stuff on Dresden about it being the bondage capital of the world is from empirical evidence, the famous bondage series known as THE DRESDEN DIARIES. To understand why it was totally leveled from the air for no apparent reason and my own experience dabbling in the roladex of sins and feeling the latent bad energy from such places makes this a hypothetical understanding or rationale for the case. IT is not fact, but a breaking of the Matrix when all things are considered, then rash judgements can be derived. No one is kinkier than the Germans.
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I hate not being a vampire anymore, I feel less sexy
TELEPATHIC HEART
vvinterborn: So, Dave
vvinterborn: how goes it?
blurrighter: well I haven't felt Tamara tonight, but I usually feel her when I ay down
blurrighter: lay
blurrighter: I am not worred I am sure tequila will straighten out the problem
vvinterborn: lol
vvinterborn: no
vvinterborn: that won't solve anything
blurrighter: LSD?
vvinterborn: drugs
vvinterborn: won't take away the pains
blurrighter: so what would work praytell, and have you thought about the problem, I don't have the books you have
blurrighter: you know I did the whole soul trip without an advizsor
blurrighter: Paul
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: the only thing that works
vvinterborn: is to go through the lateralus
vvinterborn: shed your skin
vvinterborn: that is how you do it Dave
vvinterborn: that is the only way
blurrighter: I am talking about a body to body lateralus
blurrighter: mind meld
blurrighter: tequila does it
blurrighter: I am sure
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: body to body isn't really neccisary
vvinterborn: the alteralus is a one person thing
vvinterborn: only one person can do it
vvinterborn: and it must be alone
blurrighter: there is always some tool you have to use for it to work whatever it is you do when you need new attributes
vvinterborn: that is how it must be
vvinterborn: alone
blurrighter: brain to brain
blurrighter: one consciuousness
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: she is in my consciousness
blurrighter: but I am not in hers
blurrighter: that is the problem
blurrighter: I can hear her faintly
blurrighter: and I can interpret the light bulb light fluctuations
blurrighter: so I am sure it is her
blurrighter: I would stake my life on it
blurrighter: but I don't think that I will ever be fully in her mind
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: I love her in a way that is different than the way she loves me
vvinterborn: womens minds move fast Dave
vvinterborn: their thoughts are as mayflies
vvinterborn: they live for 24 hours
vvinterborn: then die off
vvinterborn: As for our thoughts
vvinterborn: they drift into reality searching for a home
blurrighter: she had a substantial trippy intellect
blurrighter: she was worth my love
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: today
vvinterborn: my ex came to hang out with me
vvinterborn: i hvaen't seen i her like 8 months
vvinterborn: we went n the hottub
vvinterborn: i took my shirt off and she was loving my body
vvinterborn: she was checking out everything I have worked for
vvinterborn: my abs and chest
blurrighter: cool
vvinterborn: and I even pissed her off a little
vvinterborn: and yet she would'ntl eave
vvinterborn: I had her in my control
blurrighter: be strong
vvinterborn: It was grand
vvinterborn: but she was a total reck
vvinterborn: destroyed
vvinterborn: the point is
vvinterborn: is sometimes it works like that Dave
vvinterborn: My ex was in my thoughts only for short moments
vvinterborn: but I think I may have always been in hers
blurrighter: I know when I think about Tamara she comes to consciousness, that is how it is activated
blurrighter: she gets excited that I think about her
blurrighter: but this has been going on for centuries man
blurrighter: that is why I can feel her from so far away
blurrighter: she told me she has been in contact with me for alot longer than I have noticed her presence
vvinterborn: Well
vvinterborn: Maynard said this..
vvinterborn: "I am to connected to you to slip away, fade away, Days away I still feel you. Touching me, changing me, and considerately killing me
blurrighter: I pledged myself to her to be her best friend for life man
blurrighter: that is our relationship staus and has always been that
blurrighter: I cannot go against my word to serve her
vvinterborn: well if that is your pledge then that is what you must accept
blurrighter: I can handle it, but she might not
blurrighter: but the thing is PAul
blurrighter: yes Zack told me he has felt me in his head
blurrighter: up in MOntreal
blurrighter: he said he was sure of it
blurrighter: but tamara is a backstabbing liar
blurrighter: she can't be true to anyone but herself, and now her kids
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: when on the phone
blurrighter: I talk to her about shit she doesn't admit it
blurrighter: she is afraid of not being normal or something
blurrighter: and yet I have seen through her eyes
blurrighter: I have seen Vermont from here
blurrighter: I mergeed
blurrighter: but then I got took away when I started to see the blue lights of peoples hearts thru the wasll
blurrighter: walls
blurrighter: that is when the link was removed
blurrighter: I have had more powers than now
blurrighter: so I know what is possible
blurrighter: potentially possible
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: never expect the impossible
vvinterborn: but what is impossible Dave?
blurrighter: and I must think about some girl somewhere or I would go insane
blurrighter: so the sanity search has lead to insanity
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: meditation
blurrighter: I think if I could mediatte
blurrighter: meditatate
blurrighter: whatever
blurrighter: I think
blurrighter: she could get in
blurrighter: but the power of my mind is On STREAM of consciousness
blurrighter: I can't let her in
blurrighter: my thoughts I guess dominate
blurrighter: and she is a submissive girl
blurrighter: sometimes
blurrighter: she comes on and I hear her
blurrighter: and it sounds like she has been doing heroin again
blurrighter: and what I hear is like she is talking through her fingers
blurrighter: in her mouth
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: then I see her soul
blurrighter: her cracked soul
blurrighter: it comes through
blurrighter: her fuckupedness
blurrighter: Tamara
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: perhaps she can only join my mind
blurrighter: because you know my mind is righetous
blurrighter: she does her witch tricks
blurrighter: and she tries to hypnotise me
blurrighter: but it never gets anywhere
blurrighter: she makes the string dance
blurrighter: and we talk
blurrighter: the light bulb will frazzle and spit
blurrighter: but she does not get in
blurrighter: and it is like she just enjoys that she has power over me for the moment instead of me in the fiber of HER being
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: mayflies
vvinterborn: do ou want to be in her?
blurrighter: I want her to stop floating around the body consciousness in my limbs and get into my head and talk as we used to do telepathically
blurrighter: we had it
blurrighter: but lost it
blurrighter: and now she is trapped
blurrighter: because she didn't lose her telepathy
blurrighter: I did
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: tell her to stop the drugs
vvinterborn: they are blocking her third eye
blurrighter: so she can sense me stronger
blurrighter: I think she only plays with the heroin
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: its blcoking her third eye
vvinterborn: witout it open
blurrighter: yes she is not pure
vvinterborn: you will not have that
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: she is supernatural
blurrighter: born soul
blurrighter: like that
blurrighter: that is why she must be loved
blurrighter: but she bullshitted herself for so long
blurrighter: she is not as erudite and astute and well read as I
blurrighter: as it is my responsibility to be a great writer
blurrighter: for her she is primarily a hedonist
blurrighter: now mother
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: her voice, as I remember it in my head it was more of a grooveyness
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: I liked it
vvinterborn: be as Euridice and orpheus then
blurrighter: but it was not whole cohesive thoughts
blurrighter: I am not dying for a woman again man
blurrighter: not Tamara certainly
vvinterborn: Well
vvinterborn: Orpheus didn't die
blurrighter: she was the one who killed me
vvinterborn: Orphes swayed hte god Hades with his music for Euridice
vvinterborn: he tried to save it
blurrighter: a movie version he dies
blurrighter: but you are right
vvinterborn: he took her
vvinterborn: but in the end
vvinterborn: she could not be saved
vvinterborn: she looked back
blurrighter: fear
vvinterborn: and she was not supposed to
blurrighter: she didn't trust him
blurrighter: that is the pillar of salt
vvinterborn: aww
blurrighter: different story
blurrighter: bible
blurrighter: and the greek mythology
blurrighter: she
blurrighter: was scared by a demon
blurrighter: ran off
blurrighter: and was bit by a snake
blurrighter: lore
blurrighter: you know Paul
blurrighter: There is nothing to prepare me for what has haooened
blurrighter: happened
blurrighter: I wish she had a great mind as I do
blurrighter: a godhead
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: she is a hedonist that doesn't have to asnwer to anything
blurrighter: and I am a hedonist
blurrighter: whom feels bad about the things I do and it makes me achieve great things
blurrighter: she has no conscience
vvinterborn: I've never met a woman with a Godhead Dave
vvinterborn: Everyone I have met acts on childish emotions and instinct
vvinterborn: Nothing more
blurrighter: heart
blurrighter: so she stays in my heart then?
blurrighter: her lover joined me last night
blurrighter: he is a powerful aquarius telepath
blurrighter: he was in my head
blurrighter: and she was in my left kidney
blurrighter: and they made bubbles go up and down thru my heart
blurrighter: air
blurrighter: I don't know if he tried taking her out
blurrighter: or putting her in me
blurrighter: or putting her in my heart
blurrighter: I think that is what he tried to do
blurrighter: he knows what he is doing
blurrighter: aquarius is an air sign so he does the distance thng also
blurrighter: but he masters fluids as well
blurrighter: she knows now
blurrighter: she must stay trapped in my heart until I meet another women whom makes me not think about her
blurrighter: because it is my thoughts of her that brings her to life within my flesh
blurrighter: thank you for your help
blurrighter: I am going to smoke and go to sleep
blurrighter: goodnight, no woman with a godhead huh?
blurrighter: good answer
blurrighter: I know her character flaws
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: it all makes sense now
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: yes Dave
vvinterborn: no women with a godhead
vvinterborn: the women have something else
vvinterborn: that the Godhead needs
blurrighter: I am sure I have flaws but without a consience then there is no accountability
blurrighter: the conscience is the key
blurrighter: guilt
blurrighter: paving over bad actions with Saintlyness
blurrighter: goodnight man I am saving this one,
blurrighter: you can do whatever you want with it
vvinterborn: Alrite man
vvinterborn: goodnight, I will save it as well
blurrighter: maybe in another hundred years someone might love so hard like me and her to make this happen again
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: It will happen again
blurrighter: it might be more common
blurrighter: but I will take her heart
blurrighter: she had a fine heart
vvinterborn: Well
vvinterborn: there are lyrics Dave
vvinterborn: they go
vvinterborn: I will hold you when you fall, Iw ill be there when you call, i'll keep the demons far away from you, I give you everything I own, you don't have to be alone, as long as you don't fall in love with me
blurrighter: fair enough
vvinterborn: how goes it?
blurrighter: well I haven't felt Tamara tonight, but I usually feel her when I ay down
blurrighter: lay
blurrighter: I am not worred I am sure tequila will straighten out the problem
vvinterborn: lol
vvinterborn: no
vvinterborn: that won't solve anything
blurrighter: LSD?
vvinterborn: drugs
vvinterborn: won't take away the pains
blurrighter: so what would work praytell, and have you thought about the problem, I don't have the books you have
blurrighter: you know I did the whole soul trip without an advizsor
blurrighter: Paul
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: the only thing that works
vvinterborn: is to go through the lateralus
vvinterborn: shed your skin
vvinterborn: that is how you do it Dave
vvinterborn: that is the only way
blurrighter: I am talking about a body to body lateralus
blurrighter: mind meld
blurrighter: tequila does it
blurrighter: I am sure
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: body to body isn't really neccisary
vvinterborn: the alteralus is a one person thing
vvinterborn: only one person can do it
vvinterborn: and it must be alone
blurrighter: there is always some tool you have to use for it to work whatever it is you do when you need new attributes
vvinterborn: that is how it must be
vvinterborn: alone
blurrighter: brain to brain
blurrighter: one consciuousness
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: she is in my consciousness
blurrighter: but I am not in hers
blurrighter: that is the problem
blurrighter: I can hear her faintly
blurrighter: and I can interpret the light bulb light fluctuations
blurrighter: so I am sure it is her
blurrighter: I would stake my life on it
blurrighter: but I don't think that I will ever be fully in her mind
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: I love her in a way that is different than the way she loves me
vvinterborn: womens minds move fast Dave
vvinterborn: their thoughts are as mayflies
vvinterborn: they live for 24 hours
vvinterborn: then die off
vvinterborn: As for our thoughts
vvinterborn: they drift into reality searching for a home
blurrighter: she had a substantial trippy intellect
blurrighter: she was worth my love
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: today
vvinterborn: my ex came to hang out with me
vvinterborn: i hvaen't seen i her like 8 months
vvinterborn: we went n the hottub
vvinterborn: i took my shirt off and she was loving my body
vvinterborn: she was checking out everything I have worked for
vvinterborn: my abs and chest
blurrighter: cool
vvinterborn: and I even pissed her off a little
vvinterborn: and yet she would'ntl eave
vvinterborn: I had her in my control
blurrighter: be strong
vvinterborn: It was grand
vvinterborn: but she was a total reck
vvinterborn: destroyed
vvinterborn: the point is
vvinterborn: is sometimes it works like that Dave
vvinterborn: My ex was in my thoughts only for short moments
vvinterborn: but I think I may have always been in hers
blurrighter: I know when I think about Tamara she comes to consciousness, that is how it is activated
blurrighter: she gets excited that I think about her
blurrighter: but this has been going on for centuries man
blurrighter: that is why I can feel her from so far away
blurrighter: she told me she has been in contact with me for alot longer than I have noticed her presence
vvinterborn: Well
vvinterborn: Maynard said this..
vvinterborn: "I am to connected to you to slip away, fade away, Days away I still feel you. Touching me, changing me, and considerately killing me
blurrighter: I pledged myself to her to be her best friend for life man
blurrighter: that is our relationship staus and has always been that
blurrighter: I cannot go against my word to serve her
vvinterborn: well if that is your pledge then that is what you must accept
blurrighter: I can handle it, but she might not
blurrighter: but the thing is PAul
blurrighter: yes Zack told me he has felt me in his head
blurrighter: up in MOntreal
blurrighter: he said he was sure of it
blurrighter: but tamara is a backstabbing liar
blurrighter: she can't be true to anyone but herself, and now her kids
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: when on the phone
blurrighter: I talk to her about shit she doesn't admit it
blurrighter: she is afraid of not being normal or something
blurrighter: and yet I have seen through her eyes
blurrighter: I have seen Vermont from here
blurrighter: I mergeed
blurrighter: but then I got took away when I started to see the blue lights of peoples hearts thru the wasll
blurrighter: walls
blurrighter: that is when the link was removed
blurrighter: I have had more powers than now
blurrighter: so I know what is possible
blurrighter: potentially possible
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: never expect the impossible
vvinterborn: but what is impossible Dave?
blurrighter: and I must think about some girl somewhere or I would go insane
blurrighter: so the sanity search has lead to insanity
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: meditation
blurrighter: I think if I could mediatte
blurrighter: meditatate
blurrighter: whatever
blurrighter: I think
blurrighter: she could get in
blurrighter: but the power of my mind is On STREAM of consciousness
blurrighter: I can't let her in
blurrighter: my thoughts I guess dominate
blurrighter: and she is a submissive girl
blurrighter: sometimes
blurrighter: she comes on and I hear her
blurrighter: and it sounds like she has been doing heroin again
blurrighter: and what I hear is like she is talking through her fingers
blurrighter: in her mouth
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: then I see her soul
blurrighter: her cracked soul
blurrighter: it comes through
blurrighter: her fuckupedness
blurrighter: Tamara
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: perhaps she can only join my mind
blurrighter: because you know my mind is righetous
blurrighter: she does her witch tricks
blurrighter: and she tries to hypnotise me
blurrighter: but it never gets anywhere
blurrighter: she makes the string dance
blurrighter: and we talk
blurrighter: the light bulb will frazzle and spit
blurrighter: but she does not get in
blurrighter: and it is like she just enjoys that she has power over me for the moment instead of me in the fiber of HER being
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: mayflies
vvinterborn: do ou want to be in her?
blurrighter: I want her to stop floating around the body consciousness in my limbs and get into my head and talk as we used to do telepathically
blurrighter: we had it
blurrighter: but lost it
blurrighter: and now she is trapped
blurrighter: because she didn't lose her telepathy
blurrighter: I did
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: tell her to stop the drugs
vvinterborn: they are blocking her third eye
blurrighter: so she can sense me stronger
blurrighter: I think she only plays with the heroin
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: its blcoking her third eye
vvinterborn: witout it open
blurrighter: yes she is not pure
vvinterborn: you will not have that
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: she is supernatural
blurrighter: born soul
blurrighter: like that
blurrighter: that is why she must be loved
blurrighter: but she bullshitted herself for so long
blurrighter: she is not as erudite and astute and well read as I
blurrighter: as it is my responsibility to be a great writer
blurrighter: for her she is primarily a hedonist
blurrighter: now mother
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: her voice, as I remember it in my head it was more of a grooveyness
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: I liked it
vvinterborn: be as Euridice and orpheus then
blurrighter: but it was not whole cohesive thoughts
blurrighter: I am not dying for a woman again man
blurrighter: not Tamara certainly
vvinterborn: Well
vvinterborn: Orpheus didn't die
blurrighter: she was the one who killed me
vvinterborn: Orphes swayed hte god Hades with his music for Euridice
vvinterborn: he tried to save it
blurrighter: a movie version he dies
blurrighter: but you are right
vvinterborn: he took her
vvinterborn: but in the end
vvinterborn: she could not be saved
vvinterborn: she looked back
blurrighter: fear
vvinterborn: and she was not supposed to
blurrighter: she didn't trust him
blurrighter: that is the pillar of salt
vvinterborn: aww
blurrighter: different story
blurrighter: bible
blurrighter: and the greek mythology
blurrighter: she
blurrighter: was scared by a demon
blurrighter: ran off
blurrighter: and was bit by a snake
blurrighter: lore
blurrighter: you know Paul
blurrighter: There is nothing to prepare me for what has haooened
blurrighter: happened
blurrighter: I wish she had a great mind as I do
blurrighter: a godhead
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: she is a hedonist that doesn't have to asnwer to anything
blurrighter: and I am a hedonist
blurrighter: whom feels bad about the things I do and it makes me achieve great things
blurrighter: she has no conscience
vvinterborn: I've never met a woman with a Godhead Dave
vvinterborn: Everyone I have met acts on childish emotions and instinct
vvinterborn: Nothing more
blurrighter: heart
blurrighter: so she stays in my heart then?
blurrighter: her lover joined me last night
blurrighter: he is a powerful aquarius telepath
blurrighter: he was in my head
blurrighter: and she was in my left kidney
blurrighter: and they made bubbles go up and down thru my heart
blurrighter: air
blurrighter: I don't know if he tried taking her out
blurrighter: or putting her in me
blurrighter: or putting her in my heart
blurrighter: I think that is what he tried to do
blurrighter: he knows what he is doing
blurrighter: aquarius is an air sign so he does the distance thng also
blurrighter: but he masters fluids as well
blurrighter: she knows now
blurrighter: she must stay trapped in my heart until I meet another women whom makes me not think about her
blurrighter: because it is my thoughts of her that brings her to life within my flesh
blurrighter: thank you for your help
blurrighter: I am going to smoke and go to sleep
blurrighter: goodnight, no woman with a godhead huh?
blurrighter: good answer
blurrighter: I know her character flaws
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: it all makes sense now
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: yes Dave
vvinterborn: no women with a godhead
vvinterborn: the women have something else
vvinterborn: that the Godhead needs
blurrighter: I am sure I have flaws but without a consience then there is no accountability
blurrighter: the conscience is the key
blurrighter: guilt
blurrighter: paving over bad actions with Saintlyness
blurrighter: goodnight man I am saving this one,
blurrighter: you can do whatever you want with it
vvinterborn: Alrite man
vvinterborn: goodnight, I will save it as well
blurrighter: maybe in another hundred years someone might love so hard like me and her to make this happen again
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: It will happen again
blurrighter: it might be more common
blurrighter: but I will take her heart
blurrighter: she had a fine heart
vvinterborn: Well
vvinterborn: there are lyrics Dave
vvinterborn: they go
vvinterborn: I will hold you when you fall, Iw ill be there when you call, i'll keep the demons far away from you, I give you everything I own, you don't have to be alone, as long as you don't fall in love with me
blurrighter: fair enough