crawl through the mud, forsaken, delivered..
broken spirits, tormention ascending down on me
the night is cold, dark and bleak
beckoning, the voices calling from the woods,
forest reaches for me, insanity forsaking me.

hands numb, and bleeding, screaming, comes from far away.
silent redeemer, plagues arise, rivers of blood, flow up the trunks of trees.

creating this, madness, we're coloured in crimson,
sanctity, collaborates, eternity derailed from me,
inside, thoughts, collecting the words of a fallen star,
betrayers of light, and day,
blapheming, demented, heretic, burning from the inside...
beware the coming maelstrom.

take my hand... and walk with me through hellish war,
gods no longer, caring for prayer,
we arise, from the ashes, into the storms,
unrest tormenting, beligerance,
come with me, to the end of days,
and watch with impending hatred,
empty dreams, we seek meaning too, come to a halt.
and putrid scars, caused from, despised malevolence!!!!

abandoning what you once cared for, the loser broken,
uselessly struggling to maintain control, power struggle,
the end nearing, so out of the loop, destroyer in pain,
nothing's the same, torn asunder,
pull away from me fucker, I'm going to kill you!!!

glance into my blackned heart if you can find it...
shattered... ice... shards... of broken glass.
(end)

Call unto me on this hallowed eve, the tortureous screams, betrayal of souls, committed to the fall. vanquished the liars in my dreary dreams, and the blistering times, lays the fool they bloodlet.

In past, the deed, ishtar laments. chthulu arise, through bloody demise. the dawn everlast in susperian regret.

Faltered in dreams, demons of the stone, stand defending my throne, your night screams, awaken defiled, the putrid innocent.

Take hold of the noose, and play my game. Jeremiah lay dying with throat bleeding, his crimes forbidden, and death comes unto him!!!

tonight, lillith, we will dance in the cemetery, covered in snow, from the coldest winter. her tempting lips inviting, I stole a kiss, and as we pull away, in erotic passion, white stains on the stone!!!

The snake beckons me!

Blind to my faults, you denied everything. defiled the ears of your child. borne to this world, it hates and it burns, sacrificed for a god that's not real. So help us betray, the tricks of the trade, the jack of the pawns, rise all things dark, the damage done, below, 'neath a tomb of snow, we bleed... We bleed the blood of the damned, for unmassing laments!!!

Retire the witness of blood rituals, and bathe in the darkness, cleanse yourself, hang here, and saite my dreams, and bleed my thirst, the moon, a dream, like reality led astray, the conjection of souls, an empire that corrupts your mind, plagued to impart the currupt ways of god!!!

Breathe, shallow dreamers, in a turbulant hell, in false prophecies, for a god that's not even there. and your lies, for them, you silence our kind, to keep them from seeing the truth, that god isn't there!!!

Ashes fall from the sky, and heaven is burning. flood the mind, with your dreams. Envoke me fro mmy inner hatreds, born of this darkness, consuming, corroding, my already hateful existance, cast down!!! Glorified the lies the bastard god spat forth, as a venomous seed to plague humanity.

Dig a fucking hole here, let it be your grave, for your time has come, it has come today. Melifecent like the disease, religion of the stolen beliefs, christianity burns in a putrid pile of bibles and lies, smouldering!!!

Invert their cross, and impale the christian, nail him too it! Belial, forsaken thine now, unto an eternity passing. Legion, my bretheren, hold high your swords in bitter holy war.

***this are a preview of the 9th chapter, which by chance happens to be the last chapter of book one. book of damnation. there are 4 poems here. these aren't ones that christians or catholics should read. because it's pritty much just all anti-religious. hope all of you who either have an open mind, or love reading that sorta stuff, enjoy, because I know I had a pleasure writing it.***





"Forelorn"

Fall away, destroy all things that you love, enslaved to your hatred, considered all things above, and the abortions scream!!!

Through all this world's decaying, trudging downward into the grasp of Satan, denial soon consumes us, as we waged forth the final battle!

Breathe; the victim ceased all futile attempts to escape. Menageries, of the fallen god!!! In defeat!!!

Killing all hope in this conflict that is everlasting, asphyxiated corpses riddle the trail that leads into hell. And in my hand is a burning bible, death to Christians and their cunt called god!!!

We have damned this world, convictions to declare deceit!!! A final word of judgments and from these trees, vailed in darkness, is where you're body fucking hangs!!!

Sweet serenades from the window, broken,
Shards of glass, carve hatred into they skin!!!
Battle torn for the collector of souls,
And the spirit lies here worn thin!!!!
(end)





"Insatiable Horrors Denied"

Blinded the visions, fair beauty prevails,
nothing but pain ensues, and my blood is on the ground!!!!

Drugged, like the stupidity of love, she knows I am insane, but she loves me still the same. tainted my soul grows, but isn't it already dead?!?!?!

My heart still beats, but the pieces still broken, the shattered remains burn me...

Cold thoughts blow whispers through the trees,
fickle, the mind opens unto thee...
the visionary condemned for the guilty ones.

heartless, merciless, destruction, I am.
decaying, betraying your gods.
follow me into these hellish realms, of green and blue.
your death comes soon.

Know this now, the face of your maker.
So spoken these words, by this evil Creator!!!
(End)





"Crown of Thorns"

It may sound like insanity but it's the way you die,
through a depravity, just like bitter suicide.
righteous hatred, the love in the way thought imaginable,
conforming to the liars of god!

Despite the word of suicide,
I am alone, stabbing me, and my bleeding pride,
producing the hatred, the fear still locked inside,
but I constantly promise myself that I will soon be dead.

the death that passed it's due,
the further pain that ensues,
denied ever strong,
a force that leads me to the heart of nowhere!!!!

through forgiveness,
the martyr that dies in the name of the fallen ones,
In the faith broken, the earth comes to a crumbling end.
The presistant insanity forever rose forth!
we do it again.

Pandimonium bleeds and leads death to the ones inside.
we breathed the air from the dead world.
transversing, demonising, tantalize!!!

I decapitated jesus christ, where was his non-existant father? Nowhere!!!
Defiled and raped and sodomized, the whore mary.
I am the sick, born of the brooding, denial of love, I am evil.
unto the darkness, urges satan. come and rise again!!!
(end)





"Hateful Redemption"

How dead I am! I listen to this breath of mine.
Forever, I am hatred, spawned of satan,
but do you exist to me?

Shattered meaning of lies, tells me how they died... FOR NOTHING!!!!
Proper burial, insane, no control,
Futile restlessness, you all wait your fucking turn.
Peer into my mind, my soul, the spirit running blind.

Fires of hell, spawned my disease,
madness, dying of ease, burn in the pyre,
hatred fueled by my desires, but die for me!

Burn your crucifixions, reeks of fucking garlic,
slaughter the burning preist, throw the bible in with it!

No lusts for blood, but it feeds hungering pains,
but the battle rages on, and it burns the life!!!

You will rise for me, through my insanity.
you have died for me, but no more will to live,
through insanity, the blood has flowed!
(end)

Dead eyes stare into my soul, eternal, they find my sins. putrid disgusted look upon their faces, I'm battle spawned. Scarred in the scurge from the quest to end humanity.

All the pathways led me to sanctimonious revocations.

Disturbing creation, and turjid fear grips around you, the serenity neverlasting. and it spawns death, puts visions to the grindstone.

My hatred rises, and it rains the blood of slaves, ensue the coming battle, though my visions are bleak. In my madness I peel away my flesh and the future of my words are burning.

I arise from perdition, soon the skies will be as black as my dying soul!!! No redemption, great the costs of living. Through my eyes all I see... Insanity. And in these hollowed walls... Set ablaze. I stand silently. Sword drawn and in hand... You and I battle to the death.

Hallowed kindered darkness bred from animousity. broken peices, seconds after shattering, lies scattered across the room. Laugh in my face, in the glass as blood pours down my face...

Hide from me, severing all emotion, but the first... a smile forms on my face. so tainted, so bleak. Faltered in silence, my stare as empty as my soul, I hear you try your bargaining, thought comes to me so blank as an empty peice of paper.

The unholy hatred reigns. Your fate the same as theirs, all those who fell before. Insani-sense has gripped the nerve, blocks out everything.

Rip your arms out with such force, break the bones to the point they protrude the skin, rip your organs out and play with them, slit your throat and hang you buy your own fucking tounge. rip our your heart, throw it on the ground, stomp it into the dirt.
(end)

Stand by my side as we hunt down christians, burn down their churches, torch their bibles, slit the throat of preists, corrupted.

Perdition. the end betraying my visions, so far away. Cast into the shadows and rotten away. Flesh torn, ripped from your bones.

Armageddon is soon to come. Layers of death surrounding everywhere. Destruction to this modern world, Makes way for anew...

Inverted crosses drawn in fires, guilty of sins, committed by man, blasphemy in the eyes of your non-existant god!!!
(end)

From voices to whispers and fires to ashes, blood dropplets trickling and final decaying hours, clothing torn and tattered, soul is tainted with death. fixation on all things that you love but know now...I am a creature of pure fucking Hate!!!

Mutilation, cast shadows on the wall, disintegrate, Eternal damnation, is all you will ever see in me, vile dreams, and rotting flesh open the mind of saviors, I am forever the sinner, fragile, my skin, I bleed, as it's torn away, black as the night in the bowels of hell.

I contribute to your death!!! I claim your soul. Tainted garden of light. I am satan in christian eyes!!!

I am the sinner, blasphemer, so hateful. but god is the liar, rejected, Denial. Branced from the hatred of Evil I've spawned, and my enemies die at my hand. My sword drawn, Carving the hidden name of god into his chest.

Putrid air rises, as I burn down the gates of heaven. Legions behind us, soldier on to kill angels and god!!!
(end)

**this one isn't about killing christians, I wrote this in a near by cemetery that is ini this town I just recently moved to.**

I call her name, she haunts me,
I wish to see her again, she eludes me,
I reach to touch her, she fades away so suddenly.

She si further from my , touch turns to stone.
dead eyes stare but all I see...her face,
light burns my eyes, and everything around departs from me,
spiralling down in madness, It's now all a shade of crimson,
a blur, disdane!!!

Your significance to me is a like a glass of water,
with you I will florish again, and with out... I FUCKING DIE!!!
Rotten soul, something to behold, yet it's grown so cold,
and bitter again. flashes of victims, death's bloody sickness,
Feelings that will make you want to cry!!!!!

She falls further away from my grasp, with a touch that'll turn you to stone, dead staring at me furthermore,
they know that they have betrayed, althrough the hatred, sickness, dismayed, dismal thoughts left smouldering embers.
My loyalty , so unconditional for you,
the cemetery gates lock me away,
here lie these wordds broken again!
When the night comes, to the day of present,
I will reclaim you as mine, as simple as eternity,
Faltering sickness won't stand in my way.
(end)

*this one came to me which is one of my newest poems, and to be honest with everyone, it's one of my new favourites. just how it flows out. I loved it when I wrote it and laughed some while doing so. so enjoy*

hyperdermic needles sticking from your arms, through the eyes of the satan, that runs the four months of a constant hell, and we all watch you die, as we all try. but nothing of the damned, from me as through the dying day. Watch me bleed,THOU SHALT SCREAM!!!!

Beginning of the end, same time to repent, words of hatred so hard to swallow. criticize me, just like the plague, disease, watch as I hang here from this fucking tree. let the pity come, and watch the blood flow, look through the hole in the wall, why don't you contemplate suicide?

Flash before your eyes, and you see the christ that you denied, wither up and die, In a pool of his own blood. Internal pains, today died away just like yesterday.

Open your eyes, and wake in the house that is burning,
but are you really there?
Denied the life that you were given since birth,
or were you betrayed?
Alone, you're left to your suffering,
just as dead as the parasite!!!

Crawl on the floor, has the blood really dried, flashing the visions of suicide, denounce the name, the passions of christ, unholy the sight, ritualist fucking suicide!!!

*this one is kinda a harder one to explain to the ones that want me to stop trying to kill myself, I'm done trying. all that's left is just memories that burdon me until they're released in the form of a poem, such as this one.*

She brings the world to me,
but only through the fixed association.
denied, is when she cried, but only do I see her.
Again I died inside but was it only for her?
I died for you again... but never fucking me!!!

No hold for emotion. so cold, but the rain leaves me frozen.
I wait outside, to die alittle more and more.
she looks at me and then she falls away!

Can you hear me screaming? or is all for nothing?
Is what you seek revenge, or is it my insanity?
Paranoia brought forth decay, thou art weak!!!
She cries again for her christian god, but finds nothing as she speaks.
I find her in the field again, she died alone and... Broken inside!!!

I once found a man, who's life he had created,
he sat there brokenly, staring at me blankly.
his attention returned to him, and to my dismay he questioned me.
As my hatred for human life reigns forever, with my hands I claimed his life.

He now hangs for me, in the trees of the forest.
carved from with in his chest the words of creator.
his new found enbodiment, dragged his soul to the point of no return.
but where the fire burns, is where the pyre turns men into feces.
and where he wound up is in the dark abyss, the bowels of hell.

I carved the name of Isolation into my palms.
morbid visions, brought me through my final hours of decay.
distaste, of purified hatred, through the waves of lamentation.