Drama Queen.

I'm not sure if I like you right now.

I'm really not sure what you expect of me.

I want to cancel travel plans.

I saw the video you shared. I watched it and thought to myself "What the fuck was I thinking?" I'm so glad that life worked out the way it did because I cannot sit here, now, and see you and actually picture us as anything other than what we are.

It's a three-day weekend and so far, two of the days have horribly fucked sucked. I've never seen a person look the way my dad does without dying in the near future and it really bothers me.

Something wrong with dad?

I tip too much when the bartender gives me a break.

Vampariah wrote:

Something wrong with dad?

200 pounds overweight due to COPD and a bad knee, he seriously ballooned this last year. Looks grey to his skin, can't even sit outside when the dew point is up, refuses to do follow up testing with his doctor and his doctor refuses to do any other tests until the follow up testing is done. My grandfather died at a young age and so did his siblings so my dad just accepts it as how his life is supposed to be.

That sounds pretty bad. We are indestructible, but if you give up, that is another thing.

Yeah, it is another thing entirely.

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You asked me a question yesterday and though you said it so casually, I can't get it out of my head.

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It's funny how I always thought you were weak but now I realize that you were pathetic and submissive, as well.

Still not sure what the fuck it is you expect of me. You keep saying "this" but it's not making a difference.

I wonder if you'll laugh or get mad when you see it.

I always think these confessions are about you.

Just fucken wid ya'

I love everything about you except your face, your personality, and your attitude.

You're nothing more than a painful memory I can't get rid of.

I can't even hate you .

There's not a day that goes by where I don't feel that knife in my back.

You'll never know how much I love knowing that you can't do a fucking thing to me. Try as you might, you've never won and you never will. Just when you think it will be over, your ass will be on the line while I sit back and just enjoy everything that I set into motion. You never should have tried fucking with me and mine. I told you that I won't tolerate it and you didn't listen. I bet it burned your ass having to smile and be nice to me earlier and seeing how much everybody just loves and respects me. Your time is limited and you know it, I can see the number counting down in your eyes. You're welcome.

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