Had this crazy dream the other night I woke up in the morning in bed with someone from the Roller Derby! She had clown makeup on and was entertaining me with magic tricks! It was really weird and I felt a bit awkward because I know she has a BF. We had a D & M conversation and the outcome was "you're a really nice guy but her BF is also a really nice guy. But it doesn't matter how nice you are, what good you have done or how long you have suffered, sometimes you get whatever you get." She went back to her BF and I was alone.
I'm cool with that BTW. I gave up on this sort of thing years ago, that's one of the reasons why the dream was so wierd. : - O