xKissMyCorpse's Poetry

What drove you to the edge

Tell me my friend what is it that drove you to the edge

confide in me my friend why is it you're on this ledge

Come down my friend and entrust me with your story

Tell it for the truth and not for the blackened glory

Share with me my friend why your tears fall like rain

Tell me my friend why your hearts under so much strain.


He helped me up this ladder , then pushed me to the ground

He charmed me with his lies, telling me this was the truest love he'd ever found

He led me to this room all dark smoke and filthy mirrors

Built up my heart but now it crumbles and it withers

I don't know how i could of fallen for such a trickster

My mind so bruised and broken don't know if i can ever fix her.


Why my friend are you climbing ever higher

Tell me my friend why would you die for such a liar

Steady my friend it is not your time to fall

We cannot run my friend until we've learnt to crawl

Speak to me my friend, share with me your burden.


He told me all these stories, how do i know which ones are true

Im sorry my friend i will speak, but i cannot come back down to you

This pain is to deep, it holds me by its side

My mind is racing my friend it cannot find a place to hide

His love may have been false, but mine to him was real

Im weighed down by this sadness, its all i'll ever feel

Forgive me but this is where my story must now end

Remember me as i was and good bye to you my friend

What drove you to the edge

Tell me my friend what is it that drove you to the edge

confide in me my friend why is it you're on this ledge

Come down my friend and entrust me with your story

Tell it for the truth and not for the blackened glory

Share with me my friend why your tears fall like rain

Tell me my friend why your hearts under so much strain.


He helped me up this ladder , then pushed me to the ground

He charmed me with his lies, telling me this was the truest love he'd ever found

He led me to this room all dark smoke and filthy mirrors

Built up my heart but now it crumbles and it withers

I don't know how i could of fallen for such a trickster

My mind so bruised and broken don't know if i can ever fix her.


Why my friend are you climbing ever higher

Tell me my friend why would you die for such a liar

Steady my friend it is not your time to fall

We cannot run my friend until we've learnt to crawl

Speak to me my friend, share with me your burden.


He told me all these stories, how do i know which ones are true

Im sorry my friend i will speak, but i cannot come back down to you

This pain is to deep, it holds me by its side

My mind is racing my friend it cannot find a place to hide

His love may have been false, but mine to him was real

Im weighed down by this sadness, its all i'll ever feel

Forgive me but this is where my story must now end

Remember me as i was and good bye to you my friend

Koi fish pond

These words they spit so pointless but serene
Our dreams of what is and what could of been
Being called a whore by the school slut
Rest your head on this floor and lets play putt putt
Well i wish half the people i knew would get a horrible disease
spread it amongst each other and rot in the garbage like fleas
I light a match to your hair and let the mother fucker burn
wrote a letter to my folks now i'm gone don't expect me to return
No-one wants your company not even the chair
Hand around like a dead fly what the fuck do i care

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What happens if, we are alone
sitting next to the rocks that they have thrown
what happens if, we are alone
and we decide to pop a pill

I see your eyes are red now
You look so damn happy my friend
You laugh at me with your cigarette smile
and we both wish this trip won't end

You like your bubble pop electric shock
But i'll rather keep my beat to the rattle bone rock
Your music isn't the only music out there
the bands we listen to its not just about what they wear.
They can swing a mic
and when they rock the mic they rock the mic right
Hey kid where'd you get that locket
bought it with the 3 coins you stole from a dead mans pocket
You can do what you want
Steadily ahead of me
get pissed , jump off a building
Whatever the fuck needs to be
Out of your eyes leaks a certain type of liquid
Its black like tar, its you brains slowly being evicted

(chorus)
What happens if, we are alone
sitting next to the rocks that they have thrown
what happens if, we are alone
and we decide to pop a pill

I see your eyes are red now
You look so damn happy my friend
You laugh at me with your cigarette smile
and we both wish this trip won't end

Snorting it up like you're a chemical girl
Can't stand still now he sees you're in a whirl
Haven't worn panties since you were 12, fucked up high its your graduation day
Easy prey easy lay.
So sick of swallowing these dark waters i can't open my eyes
Don't want to see the coiled snake coming for me demise
I keep wishing that you'd throw us a rope
when i get out i'd throw you in and watch you choke
You look so good in blue
The strings meant for our necks now around yours so fuck you.

Lets play pretend

So lets play pretend
like there's nowhere you'd rather be.
Lets play pretend
like that somewhere is here with me.
Lets play pretend
like I'm your only everything
Now lets play pretend
like its only my heart you want hanging on a string.

Lets play pretend
like this world of mine isn't just imaginary
Like its not all day dreams and false hopes but the contrary
Lets play pretend
like you could feel the same
And now i try so hard to play pretend that this isn't all just a sick game.
So lets play pretend
that the sun misses the moon when it goes down
Lets play pretend that in a tidal wave i can swim and won't drown.
Lets play pretend
like you weren't the king of my lamest hour
Like those words you said weren't like poison but a soft touch of a flower.

But then lets grow up and face reality
break away from this over played fallacy
Lets face it when the dice don't role a seven
When we know we're not meant for wings , a halo and heaven.
Lets face it the truth and not close it up with lies.
Lets be happy with Hellos and content with Goodbyes.

Lets understand that the stars aren't just there to be wished apon
lets understand that the right way could somehow be wrong
Lets not get swept away by the talk of rich men
lets snap the sword that is mightier than the pen.
Lets step forward when everyone else steps to the sides
lets meet the danger when everyone else cowers and hides.

Now lets play pretend like we're not pretending
like this is just the beginning and not the ending...

So tell me my sweet...

So tell me my sweet, my darling dear
What would you say if God were here?

I'd tell him I love him
and thank him for his grace
I'd tell him the world is beautiful
and how it's amazing that he made this place
I'd marvel at the birds and the trees
and even though they scare me, the sharks and the bees.

I'd let him know how grateful i am
for my mom and my dad
And i know she's in heavan
but the death of my granma still makes me sad
I'd tell him im thankfull that he made the moon and the sun
and thankful that he listened and that my soccer team won.

But then I'd ask him because it worries me
Howcome he made people that cannot see
Why is it that some grown ups fight
And why do the monsters only come out at night
How can he watch when people are dying
And why can't he stop the man when the woman is crying.

I'd ask him how he can let bad men make all this war
And howcome he doesn't answer when some people call
I'd beg him to fix everything and make it all right
He shouldn't just watch as his people die in this fight...

Puppet

You can be forgiven for the worst sins committed
you want freedom? haha, kid you can forget it
You've already got the puppeteers stings around your neck
by the time you finished dancing your jig you'll be a wreck


This here is the puppet show called life
the puppeteers got all the strings and the knife
You'll play your part
with strings tightest around your heart
With eyes so ruby red
one wrong step and you'll be dead
So dance your jig
Coz we cant win agents the puppeteers of life


That's right you're young and able
It doesnt matter that your brains not all that stable
Right now you're his perfect little puppet
Your lips should not move until he moves them so shout it


So then what happens when you're old
And our body wont do as it's told
When oiling your hinges and wood
doesn't do anymore good
Your strings get cut
Farewell good luck
Your out of the puppet show called life


But what if you pulled
as those ruby eyes cooled
All you'd need is for just one string to be snapped
And you'd bow to your final act
You've cut your strings
You're the first puppet who wins
and surly not the last
Oh to think how that puppeteer will gasp
You've escaped his puppet show he called life

Waking....

This here is my shadow apon my shadows
The whispers form down the hall hollow hello hellos
With light all around me but no-where to be seen
It all happens and will happen with me stuck in between
Half awake yet deep in sleep
Far far beyond counting sheep
The sun can shine and the moon can glow
No idea where here is but where i am i know


I can fight agents what holds me back
Can fight and fight but not attack
Slowly but surely a web it weaves
and im floating around like the falling leaves
Until the wind pushes me into another lake
So much can happen yet i never awake


Will i fight dragons with a magical sword
then bask in the glory of the treasure hoard
Will i swim with fishes or fly with the bees
Will i climb mountains or the tallest trees
Will i awake wishing i never closed my eyes
or wishing it were dark and not yet sunrise...

Gipsy

In the land of th broken
you raised your towers
In the blood of the fallen
you grew your flowers
With the tears of the lost
you healed your wounded
Any can rebuild
and in your years you've proved it

Oh gipsy woman
let me travel by your side
Oh gipsy woman
I no longer want to hide
Oh gipsy woman
teach me your way
Oh gipsy woman
let me follow if i may

On roads long forgotten you road your wagons
On days so dark you let happen what happens
In ruins long abandoned you let rest your eyes
With a head for adventure you awake to every sunrise
IN forests so old you listen whenever winds blow
'Coz if ever you need answers its the trees who will know
To songs long rewritten you hum their tune
to all the worlds troubles you seem so immune

Oh gipsy woman
let me travel by your side
Oh gipsy woman
I no longer want to hide
Oh gipsy woman
teach me your way
Oh gipsy woman
let me follow if i may

Pay heed to the beast

Pay heed to the beast that'll make you swallow your pride
Pay heed to the beast that'll make you grab your children and hide
Pay heed to the beast that'll make you stumble on your words
Pay heed to the beast whos greed devours whole herds
Pay heed to the beast and face him head on in the mirror
pay heed to the beast by admitting your foliar
Pay heed to the beast for you are its creator

So it's a face off between yourself and you
hate the mirror coz it shows you the truth
your excuse is that you cant change who you are
but it's really that you've drifted to far
You say you'd give up the power if you had it
but the truth is you'd kill whoever's in your way and then grab it

The Lights to far out of your reach so you've made the dark your home
Apparently no-one understands you so you walk this world alone
deep in your mind you know that you drove them all away
your other side takes over, they;re the reason you've drifted astray
so admit to yourself that your a home for the beast
its the least you can do before your soul becomes its feast

Pay heed to the beast that'll make you swallow your pride
Pay heed to the beast that'll make you grab your children and hide
Pay heed to the beast that'll make you stumble on your words
Pay heed to the beast whos greed devours whole herds
Pay heed to the beast and face him head on in the mirror
pay heed to the beast by admitting your foliar
Pay heed to the beast for you are its creator

My Blasphemy

I numb with ice to feel no pain

I'll watch the blood run down the drain



I'll tell everyone the blade just slipped so slean

My conscience has finally come clean

I watch the vain go from blue to white

This thing has become a religious fight



This is not an act to be noticed

This is not my blasphemy

This is my addiction dripping into my reality



I know I won't take myself seriously

There was never a teddy bear side to me

A sissy cut is never enough

My pupils aren't dilated

Shine a torch in my eye

Come back and I'll be lying on my back, staring at the sky



I'm crumbling under the pressure of the world

Anarchy comes in and all of a sudden my fate has furled



My foot prints and my shadow crawl out the door while I'm trying to sleep

All this blood makes me thin I might have cut a bit too deep



This Is not an act to be noticed

This is nor my blasphemy

This is my addiction

Dripping into my reality



I'm stripped from my anger

Relieved from my frustrations

You could call me a recovering patient