ummm hey everyone this is my first entry with my blog

dont' do this much but i guess i'll give it a shot

blog 1

as i wake i every morning i always have this since that something is going to take my life away but i know its not true at least nott yet


i wonder why i can't just be mean why i cant' say no to the people that hurt me most but i guess its something ill never learn

if anyone has an escape its gotta be the best place in the world
i have one its a beautiful place

its in a room with no sound no sign of life and the lights are dim and its large and loud when you talk with only me and this slihouette

the silhouette i speak of is a grand piano a beautiful instrument to play

and the room isn't a room its a stage where anyone can come watch me play and sing while i play my soft lullabies

thats my safe and happy place

almost like feeling at home

my safe place....to be