i need help i need someone to hold me and tell me things will be alright
let me know that the people that make this hole in my heart will go away
that you'll kiss me and take my nightmares away

will anyone talk to me!!!!

will anyone let me know whats going on with me why i'm such a fucking mistake to everyone i can feel
your knives piercing into my soul and tear through this paper i call flesh


i dont' want anyone but those who help

come to me running and be there to scare off those people and make sure that they stay at bay


and keep me warm at night please

talk to me..... i miss u guys... you know...the ones i call heroes...

i honestly can't say when i found out that my life was good or bad
all i can say is that i wanted it to make everyone smile with every choice i made....but that can never happen... i guess i really want the world just to smile long enough so i can find an answer for sorrow and pain...besides death...

this poem might not mean much to most...hell this might not even be poem...but i only wish that i could of knowned each and everyone of the good people of this earth, no matter if they were gay straight or both man or woman republican demacrat

all of your lives mean so much no matter what back ground you come from
if i could i would look into each and everyone of your eyes and tell you how much you mean to everyone that cares about you

i only wish...it was like that for me.....i just wish it were the same... this.. is the end of me as you know it...

i know my words wont mean much and will bring so much boredom but these feelings have to come off my chest and in to thought.

i kept looking for forward but u and i both knew that my eyes were set on u


for the first time u i felt this kind of emotion it was as if u were there holding me and making me blush

when we talk in person, on the phone, even text i feel the connection between getting stronger

when we kissed for the first time i felt safe and confident that u were the one.

we were so young and in love the world was our sand box and nothing could stop us

drama....took the best of u and now your afraid of him hurting me when u know i can take care of myself

days pass, then weeks, and no word from u and your so called love for me

we finally speak and then we kiss and i feal so complete again

the next day u say u can't be with me cause your friends don't like me and u want them more than me

years pass and my heart has been passed around over and over again with the same excuse, they cheated, they pitied me, could care less, didn't want what i wanted, oh yeah they thought i was ugly to so that helped with this rhyme of the unworthy (if u didn't notice that was a rhyme)

in my hand i hold a photo, one that shows what we could of been, should of been

with these final words i say goodbye to no one and everyone at the same time cause she who took my breath away......

took my life as well...................................................bang

you took my life away