He was born premature, but he's probably doing better now. Last I heard, he was being taken to a hospital in downtown Austin to get surgery to remove a mass on his lung. Poor little thing... Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to see him or hold him since I'm under 18, which is how old someone has to be to see sick babies that are placed in the NICU because apparently, I "carry too much germs" Blah... Whatever. I get to hold him and love on him some time next month when he's released from the hospital :3 I can't wait! But I must go soon, and get ready to go to work. THAT REMINDS ME! I'm on my church's Production Team. I've really been a part of it since... Around the beginning of September, I believe. I do have to go now, though. I probably won't be able to talk later on when I get home because I have SOOO much homework. Today's my sister's birthday! My other sister, not the one that had James. Well, goodbye my lovelies. x3

Ohai... It's been quite a while, eh? So anyway, to catch up with you guys, a lot of stuff has happened since the last time I talked to you... Branden and I broke up. It still kinda hurts but I have promised myself that I would not let it get the best of me, so I moved on. Now I am dating my REAL other half, not to get you guys thinking that I am just a boyfriend-jumper. I have self-respect. But anyway, his name is Alex. He has helped me through sooo much, even my and Branden's break up. About that, Branden was convinced that I was cheating on him just because I had a new (guy) friend, which was Alex. So he broke up with me claiming that he needed to "find himself" or whatever, then shortly after he was saying that he broke up with me because I told him I was seeing another guy, which wasn't true. But whatever. After a month or so after trying to be his friend, I just gave up because all he wanted was to get in other girls' pants. Well, none of you know that on October 17, 2013 I got into a minor accident while at We Came as Romans' Tracing Back Roots tour when they came to Austin, Texas... It was my first concert and my first real opportunity to go crowd surfing, so I grabbed it by the horns and went along with it. But I don't know exactly what happened, but my guess is that someone thought it would be really clever to throw me too soon onto the stage, but I ended up crashing into the side of the stage, cutting my head open in several places and landing hard on the stage risers ON MY ELBOW. Imagine 175 pounds falling on your arm... Bound to break a bone, right? Wrong, but it sure did hurt like hell, it still kinda does. Well, I had to spend the rest of the concert and the majority of the night in the hospital. This was around the time Alex and I started dating and it was supposed to be our first date... But of course, it just HAD to turn to total bull... He was completely torn up about it... That was the first time I have seen him cry, but I have a feeling it won't be the last... AND, I had to get 4 staples in my head for the worse of the wounds and the rest bled out and scabbed over. Now I'm left with a scar that just looks like a part of my scalp. I don't have any pictures, but I'm sure I could probably find some on my mom's phone... idk In addition, Alex and I have grown to realize that when we're together, we don't really act much like boyfriend and girlfriend, but mostly like really good friends. Which is how a relationship really should work according to many people who I tell this to say in response, and I agree with them. As well, my oldest sister had her third baby. Little James.

I have no clue why but I feel a mix of emotions today.. I'm pissed, happy, sad, depressed, regretful, and a shit load of "I wanna cry my fuckin' eyes out!!!!" >.

So it's been a while since I posted one of these and so I wait until now to catch up with you amazing people. Recently I've been in a storm of mixed emotions but some things are awesome like I got my best friend back! //.^ Sooo yeah. Haha

Mood: Tired AF
Music: Schizophrenia-BrokeNCYDE

OMFG!!! People are stupid enough to get Jake Pitts and Jinxx mixed up! (only some people are stupid, if you know who's who, I respect you)

My ex is a dumb ass!!!! He wants to kill himself cause he wants me back but I won't take him back and I told him why TWICE now. And I was like, "Dawg, my life has been ten thousand times worse! SUCK IT UP!!!"
Mood: PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!! (as fuck) XD Giggidy I'm also a lil horny *blush*

oh my GAWD! I'm soo hyper today!.... I think my dad spiked our syrup..... lolz but I haz a rubber band in my mouth... It tastes like rubber!!!! XD Favorite quote of the day: DAMN YOU STRAWBERRY AND YOUR PINK DECIEVING WRAPPER!!!!! XD ~JVM

So....Anyways, I broke up with my boyfriend a few days ago, but now I'm with someone that I've known for four years...But I feel bad for hurting Austin when his life was already hell So, lately I've been worn out as well.. But not quite over my ex but of a few different things that SUCK ASS!!!!! *huff* But hopefully I'll get over it


Mood: BLAH!!

Oh my jews!!!!.... That was random xD So anyway I gotz a problem I can't upload pucs from my photobucket on here cause they're all either too big or too fuckin small Can someone help me??