I'm locked in a room somewhere... there's a 12 - pack of beer, a microphone, some headphones, a notebook with words on the pages, a seat and the headphones keep telling me to do things... what is "Hateful Are The Damned", "Sirens In The Mourning Fog" and "Fire From The Sky"? What could they mean or be?

But Alas... the window is open...

***hours later***

I've awaken hours later... a few hours later and I'm tied to a chair... my arm is free but I can't cut myself loose.... what could it mean? Do they want me to do stuff??? Terrorists... They sound like jaime and daniel... Have they gotten them too? Bastards!!!!

I've decided to put together a collection of 13 new poems.... some of which have been read by a few people, and the rest of which are either entirely new or being written... but included in this set which will be post on different sites, will be ones such as "Conjuration of dead souls", "Prince of damnation/King of Domination". "Black Roses lay for Armageddon", "Insani-sense", "Serenity Neverlasting", and "The Evil Within" this coming set will be a preview of what's to come in chapter 9 and also a preview of the next book "Venomous Words + Poison-Hearted Demons" first chapter "Beat of the Crimson Heart"

I would also like to announce that the forthcoming poem "BItter Words Formed in Dirt" draws a close to chapter 9's Writing process... Now begins the hard part... editing, binding, and publishing... After a year + a half of struggling to write this hellish chapter, I can proudly say it's finally finished... and after 5 years I can honestly say the first book is pritty much finished... Although I have to go back and possibly re-write parts of chapters 1,2,5,6.... but we'll see what the next 15 chapters will have in store...

To every one reading send me a hell fucking yeah to let me know of your interest still.

For those of you who are patiently awaiting the release of the book I've been working on, it'll be happening sometime during 2007 most likely mid- to late 2007 due to the lack of artwork for the chapters. The only reason why I am taking my time with working on chapter 9 of the first book is because I'm not allowing just anything to enter the chapter, I'm making sure it's that it's going to keep the theme of the chapter since the chapter is the darkest by far. I'm still working on editing the rest of the book, but all I'm waiting on is someone to do the cover art.

The Name of the Second Subseries with in Dying Words has been decided. What I mean by subseries with in Dying Words is Each Book is a Sub series and each subseries is going to have all the chapters of the book released 1 at a time due to financial things right now.

The Name of the Next Subseries is "Venomous Words and Poison-Hearted Demons" and a few chapters have already been named, their entitlements are "The Beat of The Crimson Heart" "Battle Cry of The Behemoth" "Swansong For Serenity" "Lullebye for Black Roses" "Bloodlust for Domination" "Damnation's Dream" "Grave Defiler" I'll keep you posted on further updates.

currently my book (Dying Words: Book of Damnation) is still in the process of completion but a problem has occured, I don't have anyone to do the artwork for the cover. I'm currently trying to see I can pull a drawing that I"m going to use for the first one off on my own but chances are no, because my time is now consumed constantly by Work and passing out due to lack of sleep. and writing more material for the book. and lyrics and songs as much as I can for World Of Echos. but with that consuming most of my time little time is left for much of anything else except for going to where I need to go to use the internet.

so if people can help me out as far as artwork that'd be greatly appreciated. Send me a copy of your work, with your name and a paragraph as to which one of the chapters it belongs to which the chapters are the following for the first book (the chapters are being released 1 at a time. and there are 8 chapters are going to be released kinda as themselves, chapter 2 is going to contain chapter 3 at the end.):
1: Beyond the Gates of Insanity
2: Through the Masses Of God's Denial
3: The Dark Priestess' words Lie upon a Bloody night sky
4: Tainted Garden of Light
5: The Darkest Hour
6: Castle Walls of Vampiria
7: World Of Echos
8: Along the Stairs of Madness
9: Through the Worlds Hatred, Damnation and Defiler Arose

I'm going through the book yet and working on the editing as I continue on the hellish demons of chapter 9 towards finishing the chapter.

Any Questions??? Send me comments or email me at deityofthedead@hotmail.com

My Band, World Of Echos, has found a secondary guitarist, and a drummer. the two members are Daniel Mena - guitars (ex- member of alma, death by mosh pit) and Mike "Parrot" Babcock - drums (ex- member of tention level 5, and miscrients).

We're still looking for a bassist...

since feb 25, I've been kinda busy with work, poetry readings, which I've not mentioned a word about on here or really anywhere because no one ever really goes to them, and band practice, but I'm working on possibly going to work on the next book soon, but I still have to finish this first book. but that first one ends this year. I am not dragging it on for a fourth year. I mean this is ridiculus, I started three years ago, almost four, I'm so close to the end, but I think what's happening is that everything is starting to happen to slow me down. I've been producted though, I started drawing out a logo for the whole dying words logo, I have only the word dying already drawn out, and it's all intricate and all that fun stuff. I can't write or post new poetry online or check my messeges, and other site messeges, and really doo too much, I have a strong dislike for it's stupid child protection and the parents that only enforce it because they don't want their children to see the world for what it truely is...a hell-hole. I think if I were to become a parent, my child would have the most respect for me because of how strict all other parents are. but it's partly some of the children's fault, children maybe , but some of them maybe stupid, but same can be said about the s that raise their little families to the be all messed up.

I can write, a poem or a lyric, or an online diary, people come and they read it, they relate to it, why? because they want to try and understand me? is it because they want someone to think oh well at first I thought something but turns out someone else did before me? no, no one really did. it just so happens that alot of people tend to think they thought of it, but they thrive off of peoples ideas like mine, people have tried stealing my poetry, I mean goddamn it man, how low do you have to sink to steal another person's poem? that's their feelings. their ideas. but people maybe able to take the words off of my pages or whatever, I'm not saying I won't have a problem, but I mean you have to realize, the way you think is nowhere as deranged as mine. no one's is. that's why no one can fully relate to me or my poetry. just certain parts. but that's just it. sometimes it pays to be smart, sometimes it doesn't, I'm glad I've chosen to be smart, and be able to think for myself. I've done shit in my life I"m not too proud of, but the mistakes I've made, made me a better person, and made me learn more. I stopped caring about my life, my childhood, my girlfriends that cheat on me when I date them, the ones that lie to and use me, I don't care really wether at the end of tomorrow or the end of the week, or the end of next month or the year, I'll die, I stopped caring. if someone were to tell me the exact day I were to die, I'd go on living my life the same way I have been. if my band wound up staying the same way it is, that's alright I guess, but I mean, I would like for it to go somewhere, but I"m sick of people coming and going and just telling me oh yeah I"m serious...yeah but to what extent? I dont' want people fucking trying to steal my poetry, because freedoms come with a limit. and taking my poetry is not covered by freedom. no money can buy it off of me either.

I've heard a few accusations about my band and my book, the first one is that some people think I don't suffer at all, and I don't have such a bad life, but they haven't even caught a glimpse of what goes down in my life. another accusation of both, is that I"m in it for the money. honestly...what money? I haven't released anything yet, and you gotta spend alittle to get some back, and honestly I am not in it for the money, I'm in it for the fans that I eventually have gotten, and the knowledge that I made someone realize, they're life isn't as bad as they thought it was. the third is that I only allow certain types of people write and be apart of the book....well this is kinda true, but at the same time, the first chapter has christians writing in it, but there is no mention of their religion, no one writes about gang life or whatever the fuck, no one writes about drug use too too much, except for rosalyn, (author of chapter 3 *I gave that chapter to her because I felt she deserved it*), no one black has stepped forth and shown me a good poem, and each person who has stepped forth and shown me good poems are in the book. and I admit, some of mine that are in the book aren't all that great, but it's my book and I'll add what I please. a few more accusations but I'm just starting to get a flood of ideas for one of my latest poems.

so far with attempts to really take world of echos anywhere, and all the members not being serious, and the only musicians that i know that are serious are one of my few uncles for guitar, and a possibility for a drummer, which is my cousin who is naturally a guitarist, he's pritty good on drums, and I, naturally am a vocalist, but I come up with guitar riffs here and there, whatever. but last night's practice was much much more productive with my cousin, daniel on drums, opposed to having Mike "parrot" babcok doing drums. because when jaime and I showed up to the practice space, dan was there, and we got atleast through two of the songs we're fucking around with kinda more peiced together, and then some. and what makes jamie happy about the drug use is that he doesn't have to worry about me getting all hopped up on some shit like crack or something that's an easy addiction, and he knows pot and alcohol is all I'll really do, same with dan, and he doesn't really care if we do it, just as long as we don't bring it to his house and do it. and we do it after practice. because we smoked pot last night after practice. and it was fun, I don't think my mom noticed again. lol it was funny though.

I can write poems, and I can write lyrics to songs that my band will eventually play live, I could write about my fucked up child-hood, or every bad thing that has happened to me, and it could talk badly about god or whatever religious figures and you'd read it or pay attention to it, and you'd love it or hate it or accept it, and when you spoke to me after reading it, you'd pretend to be my friend, and pretend to understand but I could tell you from the beginning about it all, and I could talk shit about religion, and you'd pity me or you'd not pay attention at all or you'd just hate me, or won't accept it. what gives? my poetry and lyrics come from the same place as the ideas of what to talk to you about. but you don't hate me for my poetry or lyrics, why is that? no one ever answers my questions, but I mean for once I would like someone too. I know I write to vent, but when people take it too far they come after me. but that's fine, but I mean, it does get annoying, with people who are all holy roller tries press their religion on me and askes me not to hate them and accept them for their religion, well think about it? it's a choice we can either not hate you and not accept your religion, but I accept whoever for their religion until they try and press it on me, and then I hate the person. but people ask me about my hatred towards god, it's nothing towards most christians that I haven't met yet or catholics or whatever, it's just personal though, but I also don't see god as real, it's just a belief, but beliefs can't be based off of facts all the time, but I'm not going back to christianity, but it does get annoying just getting death threats from people I don't know because of supposedly saying the wrong shit about god, big fucking deal, if I say something, it's not going to be corrected, it's called a fucking opinion, and everyone's entitled to one.