28 Jul 07 7:05 am
Operation Mindcrime

Then we are vampires feeding off others energies. We need a lover to distract us from our self, we need Linsay Lohan to grow her pinky nail really long and crash a car into a poodle, we need celebrities failures to make us feel better about our selves,

and if Vampariah comes up to Montreal, we go out to see him to see if he is the real deal.

Yes he did 4 cartwheels in a row on Mont Real, yes he ran 7 balls in his first billiard game and then tried missing the 8 in Montreal, and yes he was all that in the Cock and Bull. When my companion was asked if I was always like that he said yeah, the boy never grew up.

I go by Picassos motto, to be young at any age.

Sometimes I wonder if I act out because I have a crowd watching, whom I know are there to save me from Hell, all of them, I wonder how does Montreal know who I am? I know NYC knows me, down to the blind man who senses my goodness, but forgets the fiver I gave him to eat wityh but he got drunk with.

And no, I am the same as I was then, at 16, if you put me in a car, cops ain't gonna catch me now or then, I hustle in pool with all the tricks, and I spin in circles better than Michael Jackson because he is looking at the crowd while I do not and thus I spin better.

I have always been this way, and Zack said so, I did beat them in flip flops when he crossed Brooklyn bridge, he saw the last play beating them in basketball... in flip flops.

Now shoe designers are screwed because all of New York City wears flipflops.

It is not an act, at a party I was hilarious, my mind just works that way natural, because I was not resurrected, I was not reincarnated, I did not come from a Viking long ago, I never existed before. I was wrong, I was a new born with no tic, with no terrets syndrome, I was not born again, there is no way to be pure having come from hell, to wander in a world where everyone has their secrets and I had none, it was only natural that I was natural.

I thank the masses of the people who have difficulty adapting to the hand they were dealt at birth, but you have life people, you are all complex souls who knew it all, and watch me instead rock the joint wondering why I rock the joint alone, someone anyone grab my hand I love you all.

My roomate is spanking his girl now. But the Yankees lost last night.

David Vaccaro: a pipe burst in the street over my right shoulder
David Vaccaro: chatting with a married woman fro a abit
David Vaccaro: a little bit of a flood
girl: ahh sounds good
David Vaccaro: how are you tonight?
girl: i'm doing quite well
David Vaccaro: hmmm
David Vaccaro: I posted my chat with the girl on Vampirefreaks
girl: with what girl?
David Vaccaro: since I am not on my computer
David Vaccaro: the married chick
girl: oh ok
girl: what's your vf username?
David Vaccaro: it turned out to be a excellent convo
girl: good good
David Vaccaro: 1-800-eXorSis
David Vaccaro: we learned that if you smoked dust whilw dressed in a soccer mom costume on halloween you get stuck in that role fopr the rest of your life
girl: ahh.... well that might do it
David Vaccaro: sorry about the dream thing
David Vaccaro: that was over the top
girl: nah it's ok
girl: it was kinda entertaining
David Vaccaro: I am a megaphone spotlight and I decided to shine on you
: i didn't understand it to much...
: haha it's awesome
David Vaccaro: jello shot girls are always the hottest
: i like the spotlight haha
David Vaccaro: they find the drunk guys with the cash
David Vaccaro: and they can get them to buy anything
: so like what the hell is a jelloshot girl?
David Vaccaro: jello shots are jello mixed with alcahol
David Vaccaro: jello also jiggles
: well i know what the drink is, i just have never heard of the term to describe a girl lol
David Vaccaro: they are bar maids
: ahh
: i see
: well i turn 21 in less than a week so i'm psyched
David Vaccaro: I know most of the children on Gone Gothic wouldn't know about that
: yeah
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: you have the doe eyes
David Vaccaro: adorableness
: awww
David Vaccaro: vampness
: thank you
David Vaccaro: the cute factor
David Vaccaro: so
: yeah i have cat eyes... it goes with my prowess
: lmao
David Vaccaro: what do you wish to pick my brain tonight about?
: well i would like to know about vampires, and what makes you think i am one
: i have had someone tell me it before as well
: so i just wanted to pick your brain about vamps
David Vaccaro: well what is vampness then
: vampire like traits
David Vaccaro: ok
David Vaccaro: so you don't have a clue about your urges?
: hahah yes, that i do
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: vampire sexuality stems from the tabu
: hmm
: this is interesting
David Vaccaro: we know it is wrong and yet we do it anyways
David Vaccaro: normal is vanilla
David Vaccaro: not Vamperilla
: hehe
: very cute
: and yes, i am a very sexual creature... but i have a feeling you figured that one out lmao
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: just like the weed at Woodstock was weaker than todays herbage
David Vaccaro: sexuality is out of control now
: this is true
David Vaccaro: it is a positive spiral to ruin
David Vaccaro: sexuality breeeds
David Vaccaro: and yet
David Vaccaro: like the weed
David Vaccaro: it gets more potent through time
David Vaccaro: perfect sexuality
David Vaccaro: that is what vampires do
: how so?
David Vaccaro: they augment their blood to the levels of desire they partake
David Vaccaro: and then the children become pleasure bodies
David Vaccaro: the future is going to be robots bringing food to people on CLUB MED vacations permanently
: hmm
David Vaccaro: the brain stem is taking over the higher functions
David Vaccaro: the brain stem wants things more
: so how do you determine if someone is a vampire or not?
David Vaccaro: the cerebellum or the cerebral cortex postpones things and never gets anything done so the brain stem takes over
David Vaccaro: vampirism is evolution
: ahhh
David Vaccaro: we return to pure animalism
: i get what you're saying
David Vaccaro: that is vamp[ness
David Vaccaro: which you don't understand
David Vaccaro: your maker had the passions you have
David Vaccaro: and yet they were not born with it
David Vaccaro: it is almost unnatural
David Vaccaro: I mean humans for the most part get more perverted as they grow older
David Vaccaro: there is evolution within one generation
David Vaccaro: evolution of the individual
: ah yes, makes sense
David Vaccaro: dirty old man phenomna
: hahaha
David Vaccaro: and yet once he was a child with no such thoughts
Rachele Williams: i understand what you mean now
David Vaccaro: what got you off yesterday won't work today which is why marriages fail
David Vaccaro: but tabu is disease if you step beyond monagomy
Rachele Williams: we grow out of things and our likes and dislikes are always changing
David Vaccaro: and this is what the vampire lust is all about
David Vaccaro: BLOOD
David Vaccaro: keeping the blood pure
: no no... don't say that word
David Vaccaro: and making bloodlines stronger
David Vaccaro: progeny
: fuck, now i'm staring at it
: did you have to make it all capital like?
David Vaccaro: oh did I?
David Vaccaro: My blood is pure
: haha yeah
David Vaccaro: it always has been
David Vaccaro: I am the dirties of men
David Vaccaro: and yet
: oooo pure blood is always a good thing
David Vaccaro: my higher brain has won out over the animal
: hmm
David Vaccaro: that is what makes me special
David Vaccaro: never have I had an STD
David Vaccaro: no matter how drunk
David Vaccaro: I never disgraced my progeny
David Vaccaro: my future
David Vaccaro: the vampness hotness
David Vaccaro: women with herpes give herpes to the child
David Vaccaro: 5 year olds with herpes
David Vaccaro: imagine
: goddamn
David Vaccaro: ill blood
s: that's horrible
David Vaccaro: that is not vampness
: i'm glad i don't have any std's
David Vaccaro: that is the opposite
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: in one kiss
David Vaccaro: in one bite
: i see
David Vaccaro: love is the answer
: agreed
David Vaccaro: in love there is knowledge and no possible deception
David Vaccaro: you know you can kiss her
: mm hmm
David Vaccaro: mix blood in the womb
David Vaccaro: pure blood
David Vaccaro: I smell humans
David Vaccaro: I smell them when I cannot even see them
: brb a min i have to take this downstairs
David Vaccaro: I smell them from far off
David Vaccaro: they are impure
David Vaccaro: and the vampire is pure
David Vaccaro: his blood is pure because he knows the process of purification
David Vaccaro: and avoids putrification
Rachele Williams: ok i'm back

25 Jul 07 9:55 pm
Global Positioning with respect to vital energy

David Vaccaro: hey blood
David Vaccaro: what up?
vvinterborn: Hey kneegrow
David Vaccaro: hah
vvinterborn: not to much man, just chatting with your buddy lol
David Vaccaro: I am in Montreal
vvinterborn: Yeah I herd
vvinterborn: Lucky
David Vaccaro: I thought it was going to be summer here
David Vaccaro: but every time I do something right it gets colder
David Vaccaro: so I caught a cold
vvinterborn: Oh
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: thats to bad man
vvinterborn: I hate summer
vvinterborn: it's been around 96 for the past week here
vvinterborn: nobody can even go outside
David Vaccaro: hey what is the subliminal message behind MOntana?
vvinterborn: Montana?
vvinterborn: Umm
David Vaccaro: do you see any significance in it?
vvinterborn: a baren wasteland
vvinterborn: lots of corn I suppose lol
David Vaccaro: i AM TOLD THAT i SHOULD LISATEN TO PEOPLE FROM mARYLAND
David Vaccaro: oh
vvinterborn: Hahah
David Vaccaro: like when I don't know what to do
David Vaccaro: if I am on a chat site
David Vaccaro: people from Maryland give me the heads up
vvinterborn: Interesting
David Vaccaro: yeah
vvinterborn: only from Maryland?
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: rules change
David Vaccaro: now it is Montana
David Vaccaro: and I can't figure it out
vvinterborn: Hmm
vvinterborn: Well
David Vaccaro: maybe the trail just ends there because MOntana
actually is the only state to protrude into Canada's border
vvinterborn: Montana is most likely full of hics
vvinterborn: and rednecks
vvinterborn: Ask them about catfish noodling
David Vaccaro: funny
David Vaccaro: oh I am alright
David Vaccaro: I will make it
David Vaccaro: my solar plexus is throbbing for the past hour on and off
vvinterborn: ah
David Vaccaro: it is a good sign
David Vaccaro: the solar plexus pulse
vvinterborn: hmmm
vvinterborn: I don't think im familiar with that part
David Vaccaro: the bottom of the breast plate
vvinterborn: Oh
vvinterborn: I now what your talking about now
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: it is as important as the third eye
vvinterborn: how so?
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: chakra city
David Vaccaro: you know
vvinterborn: Yeah
David Vaccaro: I made a thread about chakras
vvinterborn: Where at?
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: gone gothic
vvinterborn: oh
vvinterborn: is it called hte pulse of God?
David Vaccaro: it talks about mastering the emotions related with the passage of the god pulse past certain chakra points
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: it is true
vvinterborn: Yeah
David Vaccaro: but you know what
vvinterborn: it is really interesting
David Vaccaro: ever since I came up to Montreal I have lost the pulse of god
David Vaccaro: I am totally out of the loop of the zombie robots
David Vaccaro: sometimes I feel it
vvinterborn: Well
David Vaccaro: but rarely
vvinterborn: the more north you go
vvinterborn: on the world
vvinterborn: the more your heart and brain is magnitized to the poles
David Vaccaro: they are mostly signals to keep moving on if I have left too much energy in one spot
vvinterborn: I see
David Vaccaro: really
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: say that again
vvinterborn: it was discovered by an artist actually
vvinterborn: he was in the north pole area
vvinterborn: he discovered
vvinterborn: that your heart
vvinterborn: and brain
vvinterborn: are magnatized
vvinterborn: by these poles
David Vaccaro: well hemoglobin is made of iron so it is magnetic, the blood, I knew that
vvinterborn: so once this was discovered he continued to get naked and run around for awhile
David Vaccaro: it might be global positioning
David Vaccaro: also Lewis and Clark or the people who settled Canada realised that there was something special that happens to the human anatomy when it crosses the border
David Vaccaro: I know I felt alot of things crossing the border
David Vaccaro: it also helped that I went over ground that I had crossed as a child and as a college student
vvinterborn: You don't feel tha way when your cross into europe as well?
David Vaccaro: so I got back to 8
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: I don't know
David Vaccaro: I was thinking about going back to the convent in which I was born truly
David Vaccaro: in Rome
vvinterborn: Oh
David Vaccaro: but I don't need baby energy
David Vaccaro: energy
David Vaccaro: I got enough energy
vvinterborn: Rome, I would love to see that place
David Vaccaro: plus I can always create new pools of energy like a dragon
David Vaccaro: in a lair
David Vaccaro: geo
David Vaccaro: george
David Vaccaro: geo global positioning
vvinterborn: hmmm
David Vaccaro: St George slayer of the dragon
David Vaccaro: right?
vvinterborn: Yeah thats right
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: there you have it
David Vaccaro: nifty
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: agreed
David Vaccaro: perfect mythological mind fuck
vvinterborn: How long are you in Montreal?
David Vaccaro: well I get a hunk of money on the first
David Vaccaro: maybe impregnate a girl or two and then head back to York
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: good man
David Vaccaro: or I could head back still not whole
David Vaccaro: and gather even more energy from the other side of the road
David Vaccaro: you know I came up here quite dead
David Vaccaro: very dead in fact
vvinterborn: How come?
David Vaccaro: nothing on my credit card
David Vaccaro: 81 dollars too
David Vaccaro: totally maxed out
David Vaccaro: I have to keep killing myself so that my children don't become zombie puppets
David Vaccaro: the more of my blood I smear on the ground the better off they'll be
David Vaccaro: if I hold my breath in hell for so long that my chest expands outside of the perimeter of hell, my offspring will never know the shit I had to do, all the superstition stuff
David Vaccaro: I still do a little every now and then
David Vaccaro: but only when I feel really bad pain
vvinterborn: ah
David Vaccaro: I know how to counteract the pain
David Vaccaro: but I have to keep switching it up
David Vaccaro: like lets say in January when I felt a pain in my right thumb I would stick the thumb in my mouth
vvinterborn: Mmmk
David Vaccaro: then if I did that too much the pain would stay and so I would have to ultimately like stick my thumb up my ass
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: you can't do that
David Vaccaro: because behavior is put into the genetics
David Vaccaro: and we don't want kids sticking thumbs up their asses
David Vaccaro: and then in their mouths
David Vaccaro: joke
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: you got any probles hero?
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: no problemmos ?
vvinterborn: Na, so far things are stable
vvinterborn: I mean
vvinterborn: I have become
vvinterborn: what I was a few years ago
vvinterborn: I lost my restriction
vvinterborn: this year
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: I have restricted myself again
vvinterborn: not to fall for a women
David Vaccaro: life is cyclical
vvinterborn: only to tease
vvinterborn: never allow them to touch
David Vaccaro: well
vvinterborn: and its working out fine
David Vaccaro: twist the game on them
David Vaccaro: instead of us yearning for them they yearn for us
vvinterborn: exactly
vvinterborn: and
David Vaccaro: well
vvinterborn: it makes a huge difference
David Vaccaro: that is advanced
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I never chase girls
David Vaccaro: I lookey lookey
David Vaccaro: but
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: you know what is funny
vvinterborn: hmm?
David Vaccaro: I came up here
David Vaccaro: and all the Montreal women were like giving me signals to stop looking at asses
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: you wouldn't believe how bad the ass conspiracy was
David Vaccaro: and I was like
David Vaccaro: looking at breasts for a while
David Vaccaro: and then I said fuck it
David Vaccaro: I want to look at asses
David Vaccaro: I like asses
David Vaccaro: I am going to look at all the asses I want and if it kills me fine
David Vaccaro: dead by ass
vvinterborn: fun death
David Vaccaro: I am ok
David Vaccaro: no ass overdose
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: how are the women there?
David Vaccaro: big hair
David Vaccaro: good hormones
vvinterborn: really stuck up? or just as frisky as americans?
David Vaccaro: they got prostitutes on the street
David Vaccaro: I can go up and touch the whores
David Vaccaro: talk to them
David Vaccaro: feel sorry for them
David Vaccaro: and get an eyeful
David Vaccaro: I dunno
David Vaccaro: humans are humans
David Vaccaro: I went to the mountain on the isle of Montreal
David Vaccaro: where they have congo drums
David Vaccaro: and there was a huge gathering of them
David Vaccaro: maybe a hundred congo drums
David Vaccaro: and 2,000 people
David Vaccaro: and they were glad I was there
David Vaccaro: they made me feel at home
David Vaccaro: unfortunately they tricked me to crush the tip of my big toe
David Vaccaro: but that proved useful in rewiring the nerves from there to the rest of my body
David Vaccaro: they are better than the americans at mind fucking
vvinterborn: Hahah
David Vaccaro: more sophisticated
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: I herd that
David Vaccaro: yeah today I went outside to play guitar after getting my rocks off with ropes and ropes of jizz
David Vaccaro: and I sat in the sun and played guitar
David Vaccaro: aand I stayed there so long a dude came by in a wheel chair telling me to move on without even saying a word
David Vaccaro: like on cue
vvinterborn: did you get alot out of it?
David Vaccaro: they do stuff like that too
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I don't like games
David Vaccaro: I don't even like the game to get out of hell
David Vaccaro: it insults my intelligence
David Vaccaro: that is the thing about me
David Vaccaro: I am not playing this dumb game to get out of hell
vvinterborn: I only enjoy games on women
vvinterborn: they love to play
David Vaccaro: so the whole street has to put on an act for me to realise what I should be doing and where
David Vaccaro: and I still don't care
David Vaccaro: I resist
David Vaccaro: and then when the pain comes I know exactly what to do
David Vaccaro: but as BB KIng said I never make a move too soon
David Vaccaro: so I always have an ace sleeved
vvinterborn: good
vvinterborn: stay a card ahead of everyone
David Vaccaro: I am not going to take the game winning shot until the clock is down to 2
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: plus
David Vaccaro: I don't like following directions anywways
David Vaccaro: from girls yeah
vvinterborn: me either
David Vaccaro: I will eat out of a girls hand all day long

21 Jul 07 5:02 am
PLEASE VAMPARIAH CAN I HAVE ANOTHER ?
I think abuse is great. Abuse is a chain of kick the dog syndrome that makes the dog the master in the end.

I am so happy my brother beat me all the time, I am also very happy that my father has continued his strange and evil fung shwai shit on me to drive me nearly insane as the rest of my neighborhood has accomplished in doing.

I am ecstatic that all this abuse has made me as vacuous and vapid as the bleeding cheesed melting moon itself I can no longer look at with out the moon hurting me.

I am pleased that when I walk the streets I am in fear of lookng at other people because I know they think very little of me, and only desire for me to procreate successfully, and I will live in a bottle for the rest of my life, as usual prevented from using my gifts in the public eye, kept down and ordered to masturbate into a bottle for 50 bucks until I go blind from the ordeal or cutting my passion extension off, for it only brings me pain and blindness.

All this abuse from my father and other peoples is central in making me evil like them, and I am amazed how ingenuitive my father is in his manner of abusing me with sleight of hand tricks, since he was physically beaten he had to find a new way to dominate somene he really fucken cares about, so much so more than himself he has to do the reverse of love due to unnatural respect and love.

I too am the same, so I win at sports, I drive fast and cars that try to pass crash like fools n their better cars, I stand in a bar looking helpless, like a idiot savant lunatic, and yet no one wants to throw the first punch.

So, all the abuse I get makes me stronger it makes me find really radical ways of making all of you feel worthless, only because I can take more pain than all of you combined.

I have crossed the wiring in my brain so I now confuse pain with pleasure. I have hijacked my brainstem to give me emotional hallucinations, as a coping device to deal with the varied shit flow that is ceasless.

I will however never confuse your insecurity and worthless feeling that non of you know how to properly abuse people in such a manner they thank you for the abuse eternal.

My computer is hot and you are not. Later Vampeeps.

_________________
Vampariah is a desperate mind virus of a teacher who was blacklisted blackballed and railroaded. Anyone coming into contact with him is fucked in the head. Jurisprudence has deemed it so.

Hitler was alright. He was a great manipulator of populous. He had the best people working for him. He was not a General, and yet he was an Indian Chief. He was a Napoleon complexed dude who needed to affiliate himself with the Aryan race to defeat insecurities. The dickless wonder made no child, even with stalwart blonde chicks, what the hell is the matter with dickless wonders? They are insecure, they are paranoid, they kill off Generals to such a degree that there remains no good generals to win wars. People who did not agree with him were demoted, ass kissers promoted.

He got the job done, he just attacked Russia with no reason, that made the European war fight on 2 fronts, but there German peoples were so successful in genetics, they had to cream the crop that rose to the top.

Hitler sacrificed the German peoples, there was enough Scandinavians up North to carry the hidden Viking seed, and supermen could always be resurrected with the two week XXY trick, psycho trick. That is why Santa Claus up north has Christmas, there is the savior up north. Hitler sacrificed the German peoples, shouting out things that the natives knew was wrong to even think, he eased their conscience, he let them live like Romans, taking over the world as great human beings should, fucking french girls and mixing blood in the womb for blood is won on battlefield, and new blood spilled into womb, this is where wars are won, with the mighty staff of gods in distaff stuff.

They did Afrifucka, they did Transylvania, they buttfucked Greeeeeeece, they roamed Rome, they tried to get into England but England was far too gay, not like Pari (s). They interogated Poland,

and in the Bulge they were across the globe in Bulgaria, doing the Austrians honeys German style. Big boned babies. he men died, but they were kins for a day, rather than sheep for a lifetime.

Alpha males have to take over the earth, but utimately they have to answer to the female desires. Females want babies and so conquerors must conquer and make perfect child. But Alpha males are screwed in the head answering to women, women control the male, and are only interested in controlling the ones in control, so the Alpha male is a charade, he is a joke, he is the butt of every joke, and the Alpha male loves playing the game of forging new blood to make whores into mothers, to make them unconscionable and happy, stay at home mothers with the best baby on the block, the best baby on board, for they mate their better half, and they dominated him, squeezed his lemon until the juice ran down her legs, the seeds they spilled, and .....

Hitler was alright. He did Gods work. Kill men to make babies. He killed more men than anyone, and the Aryans took over the earth from the underworld. He did the Devils work too. He was a complete fate.

Um, what is there new to say about dreams? We talk of dreams alot on the net. It goes into deja vu facing your fears battling your demons, slaying dragons, conecting hemispheres on brain, predicting the future, trying different solutions ot the same problem, mulling the different cauasality factors in your head, and then the next day you know what to do. Dreams bring peace it is rehearsal for tomorrow, and premos occur when you already dreamed the bit of life you just got up to,

there is no nightmares, they are dreams in progress, face your demons, be a dream exorcist and be free. If you die in a dream put another quarter in. No one dies in their dreams, not even in nightmares, face your fear, for in death in life or in dreams, fear is conquorer at the moment of facing the grim reaper, death takes you if you live in fear

if death comes in a dream and you don't let it take you, then tomorrow you are free. No fear in the sea of night.

18 Jul 07 4:49 am
LATEX and CROSSDRESSING talk between the girls
vvinterborn: lmao
blurrighter: cool shit
vvinterborn: are these
blurrighter: I wonder how much they are
vvinterborn: dolls?
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: jenny was nice
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: interesting
vvinterborn: they make hentai dolls like this
vvinterborn: in japan
blurrighter: I am looking at annemae now
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: really hentai dolls like that
blurrighter: that is too hot
blurrighter: I posted my pics
blurrighter: weird ones
blurrighter: different exposures and shit
blurrighter: my arms are huge
blurrighter: it is good to walk with cross
blurrighter: cya
blurrighter: Cya
vvinterborn: cya
vvinterborn: and yeah
vvinterborn: i saw your pics
vvinterborn: they were interesting
vvinterborn: but yeah
vvinterborn: cya
blurrighter: ciao
blurrighter: I am alright
vvinterborn: good
blurrighter: transvestite-ing it
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: nice
vvinterborn: liking it?
blurrighter: actually last night I went out in girl jeans
blurrighter: to a transsexual bar
blurrighter: I had fun
blurrighter: and I went to a Spic dance hall
blurrighter: in a wife beater
blurrighter: and the tight Diesel jeans
blurrighter: one girl stroked my ass
blurrighter: arms buns
blurrighter: I am all freaken tight
vvinterborn: lmao
blurrighter: what guy can actually put on girl jeans?
vvinterborn: emos?
blurrighter: you have to copy girls to get girl bodies
blurrighter: if they only knew I am so great at basketball because I crossdress
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: let me ask you
vvinterborn: how in the hell
vvinterborn: do you fit your crotch in those pants?
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I talked with a Puerto Rican crossdresser last night
blurrighter: 25 years old
blurrighter: she was walking across the street and she was the most beautiful women you ever saw
blurrighter: I felt like a cop that wanted to frisk her
blurrighter: when I got close for about a half an hour
blurrighter: she had nice lips by the way
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I saw her package
vvinterborn: lmao
blurrighter: you know girl sometimes wear jeans or skirts that have a rise in the crotch area just to make men think
blurrighter: since men are always looking
vvinterborn: yeah
blurrighter: I saw a bunch of models once
blurrighter: and one of them on TV said, look I have a little penis
blurrighter: and then the rest of the bikini team tried to make their clothes produce penis effects
blurrighter: it was cute
blurrighter: women want penises
blurrighter: so much
blurrighter: it is one of their fantasies
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: oh i know
vvinterborn: i had this girl
vvinterborn: who said
vvinterborn: i will trade you my boobs
blurrighter: they are brainwashed into wanting studs
vvinterborn: for your penis
blurrighter: they get jealous envious
vvinterborn: i thoguht aobut it
vvinterborn: but i kept my penis
vvinterborn: although i still want boobs
blurrighter: so their dream manifestation is the desire to have a penis so they are wanted too
blurrighter: dominance
vvinterborn: agreed
blurrighter: uh huh
blurrighter: so some girl said she wanted yur dick for her boobs
blurrighter: that is some strip poker
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: yeah
blurrighter: I like women who admit to crazy shit like that
blurrighter: then you know they will always be happy
vvinterborn: so do i
vvinterborn: that is why i continue to talk to htis girl
vvinterborn: she says the oddest shit
blurrighter: uh huh
vvinterborn: like she said
vvinterborn: she wanted to stick her arm up in a cow
vvinterborn: because she loves ot fuck cows
blurrighter: heh
vvinterborn: and stuff like that
vvinterborn: just odd shit
vvinterborn: and its quite entertaining
blurrighter: that is what veterananians do
blurrighter: veteranians
vvinterborn: lmao yea
vvinterborn: i saw this guy
vvinterborn: he had to jerk off an elephant
vvinterborn: by sticking his hand
vvinterborn: up its ass
blurrighter: jerk off an elephant
vvinterborn: yes
blurrighter: oh the prostate massage
blurrighter: that would be over in a heart beat]
vvinterborn: he was a veteranarian
vvinterborn: yeah
blurrighter: but elephants have so few heart beats per minute
blurrighter: they have the slowest hearts
blurrighter: so you have to attack their prostate
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: apparently
vvinterborn: its the best way to jack them off to
blurrighter: don't you touch your prostate
blurrighter: you would lose your hair and you would have to wear a wig
blurrighter: alright man
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: I will post this in fashion of latex
blurrighter: so lets talk about latex so it is on topic
blurrighter: you said you have no latex clothes
blurrighter: I like PVC though
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: it is more durable
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: i have yet to try pvc
vvinterborn: or latex
blurrighter: latex gets you very excited
blurrighter: but it is not vulcanized and so your passion tears it apart
vvinterborn: doesn't it get extreamly sweaty?
blurrighter: do you know the process of vulcanization?
blurrighter: nah
blurrighter: slippery is good
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: i do
blurrighter: process
blurrighter: alrighty then tell me
blurrighter: Spock
blurrighter: speak
vvinterborn: spock
vvinterborn: ?
blurrighter: Vulcanization
blurrighter: what is vulcanization?
vvinterborn: its
vvinterborn: teh curring
vvinterborn: procces of rubber
vvinterborn: with like
vvinterborn: extream heat
vvinterborn: and the addition of sulfur
blurrighter: yeah tempered
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: hmmmm
blurrighter: so you are into rubber then?
blurrighter: (while I am sitting here in my wig)
vvinterborn: polymer molecules are linked to polymer molecules by atomic bridges or something liek that
vvinterborn: lol
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: no not really
vvinterborn: but
blurrighter: playing secretary with a straight back
vvinterborn: i watch the history channel alot
blurrighter: I should do my nails
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: oh
vvinterborn: i do my nails
vvinterborn: all the time
blurrighter: you know the cincture
blurrighter: the cinch on this topic
blurrighter: I have the Vice President or the President of the man who owns the patent to the vulcanization process
blurrighter: he is from Padua
blurrighter: Italy
blurrighter: they do tires
blurrighter: he come over here
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: and he set up exhibitions in Italy for my father
blurrighter: he is a really powerful man
blurrighter: so I got rubber contacts up the yin yang
blurrighter: but who got the patent for latex?
blurrighter: he died I think
blurrighter: he discovered latex and then POOF
blurrighter: died
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: all that remained was a green splotch on the leather chair
blurrighter: (just joking)
blurrighter: I think I will shift my wig to the other side and pretend I have long black hair with blue highlights in it
vvinterborn: what kind of wig is it>
vvinterborn: ?
blurrighter: black oriental wig with blue highlights
blurrighter: 40 bucks on 42nd street
vvinterborn: interesting
blurrighter: I have been dying to get like Club Platform heels
blurrighter: Clubbing shoes
blurrighter: I could kick ass in them
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: yeah
blurrighter: and dance like the devil possessed
vvinterborn: those are hard to walk in
blurrighter: nah
blurrighter: they wrap around your cavles
blurrighter: I could do it
vvinterborn: well my feet are odd
vvinterborn: it would strain me
blurrighter: calves
blurrighter: nah
blurrighter: no heels
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: like a fry boot
blurrighter: but I would be like 6' 4"
blurrighter: no one would f*#@k with me
blurrighter: oh well
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: i dunno
vvinterborn: lots of women
blurrighter: in heaven we do not crossdress or smoke cigs
vvinterborn: like that stuff
vvinterborn: you should go to one of those
vvinterborn: crossdressing
vvinterborn: parties
vvinterborn: or whatever they are called
vvinterborn: like beauty pagents
vvinterborn: but for crossdressers
vvinterborn: i went to one once
blurrighter: alright any more comments on latex before we seal the deal on rubber, PVC (which you should give a try) ?
vvinterborn: Hmm
blurrighter: shit man
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: PVC is better?
vvinterborn: latex?
blurrighter: I have done the West Hollywood deal fa eva
blurrighter: PVC is the best
blurrighter: put down
blurrighter: um
vvinterborn: is it cheaper?
blurrighter: I gottas mini PVC pink skirt for 20 dollars
blurrighter: go for the specials
blurrighter: there is FLIRT
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: and wickedtemptations
blurrighter: there are others
blurrighter: well
vvinterborn: i''ll have to check it out
blurrighter: PVC lasts
vvinterborn: so does black PVC fade at all?
blurrighter: shit they will discover my PVC skirt a thousand years in the future and resurrect me from out of the DNA sperm encrusted spots on my black belted built in PVC Domme School girl skirt
blurrighter: It'll rip
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: but that is only when you tied yourself down too much
blurrighter: and you get stuck
blurrighter: you have to keep a knife by the bed
blurrighter: because sometimes you get stuck
blurrighter: there are loops and slip knots
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: lol
vvinterborn: you wear it to sleep?
blurrighter: then you got like the headphone wires that snare ya too
blurrighter: I have slept in girl clothes but I always orgasm
blurrighter: so I can't really do that
vvinterborn: oh
blurrighter: You wake up with a stiffy, and the skirt is annoying the spot
blurrighter: and it
blurrighter: well, you try to get the skirt off
blurrighter: but it just turns you on
vvinterborn: hmm
blurrighter: it don't even work to sit up in bed
blurrighter: and force the blood to not to go to the area in question under the skirt because
blurrighter: the skirt PVC turns you on and draws blood there
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: i don't think
vvinterborn: i've been turned on
vvinterborn: by clothing
blurrighter: so you yank at the damn skirt to get it off and whie you are moving and freaking out
vvinterborn: that I wear
blurrighter: you pop your load
vvinterborn: lol
blurrighter: so I don't cross sleep ever
vvinterborn: clothing really turns you on huh?
blurrighter: it is dangerous
blurrighter: girl clothes were meant for guys to wear
blurrighter: the whole package deal I talked about with the whore?
vvinterborn: yeah
blurrighter: well, if you wear girl clothes it is restricting
blurrighter: it is a form of bondage
blurrighter: a double bondage wiht the clothes
blurrighter: first the clothes look good
blurrighter: then the texture is slick
blurrighter: like I grabbed the purse of the Crossdresser last night as beer froth came at it
blurrighter: CORONA beer in Corona Queens by the way
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: well he had on too much makeup
blurrighter: but I gave her my phone number
blurrighter: those jeans man
blurrighter: the sprakles on her butt
blurrighter: her crooked teeth
blurrighter: her bad english
vvinterborn: major turn on?
blurrighter: and her youthful figure
blurrighter: with the calves built up from walking in girls shoes
blurrighter: then she had in weird reptile lenses
blurrighter: what was I taking about?
vvinterborn: umm
vvinterborn: you were talking about
blurrighter: oh every man wanted to jump the crossdressers bones
vvinterborn: yeah
blurrighter: even the police officers
blurrighter: the Hasedics too especially
blurrighter: Jews love transvestites
blurrighter: they used to fill the VAULT in NYC
blurrighter: the vault was the best BONDAGE club in the world for 20 years
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: just freaken transsexuals in plastic skirts
blurrighter: see through
blurrighter: with purses you couldn't fit a cell phone in
vvinterborn: lmao
blurrighter: and they smell so nice
blurrighter: better than flowers
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: do you wear makeup
vvinterborn: as well?
blurrighter: plus they are touchy feeling grabbing at your thing all night long
blurrighter: this is how blue balls were invented
blurrighter: because you can
blurrighter: tdo anything with them
blurrighter: they tease you all night long and it is the hottest
blurrighter: I wore makeup once
blurrighter: anyways this goes in the latex topic
blurrighter: bye
vvinterborn: alrite
vvinterborn: ttyl man
blurrighter: keep your back straight
vvinterborn: alrite and yeah
vvinterborn: i like your pics btw
blurrighter: cool

Posts: 217 | Sex: Male | Location: (United States) | Account Type: Free
18 Jul 07 2:43 am
LAST CONVO ?
blurrighter: putting new pics for gone
blurrighter: wild shit
vvinterborn: nice
vvinterborn: like
blurrighter: going there now
vvinterborn: transvestite shit?
blurrighter: anything to say
blurrighter: I am drowning over here
blurrighter: I am supposed to write poetry to save my life
blurrighter: but I will not write poetry to save my life
blurrighter: and anyways, poetry is a casualty of hell
blurrighter: no
vvinterborn: Hmmm
blurrighter: I have some cross dressing stuff before tonights shots
blurrighter: but I have an image to uphold
blurrighter: now
blurrighter: so you think I should cross dress?
blurrighter: that would give me a second life wind?
vvinterborn: hmm
blurrighter: this guy is quite dead again
vvinterborn: i think it would
vvinterborn: Well
blurrighter: uh huh
vvinterborn: you can talk to me about shit
blurrighter: well I would cross dress to save my life, but not write poetry
blurrighter: I have no friends
blurrighter: anyways
blurrighter: no one I want to write to
blurrighter: shorthand or script would kick ass
blurrighter: but I have no muse at all
blurrighter: there is just a hole in my heart as usual
blurrighter: well
vvinterborn: Hmm
blurrighter: I think if I read pron in the bathtub I would be safe
vvinterborn: Tell me
blurrighter: my body would be like what the fuck?
vvinterborn: What is it that is really getting it to you?
blurrighter: this is new?
blurrighter: heart
blurrighter: no heart
blurrighter: gone
blurrighter: I biked to Flushing ten miles
blurrighter: came back a new man
blurrighter: and then did a whole night of new shit
blurrighter: collected energy in strange places
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: I dunno
blurrighter: and it is not just fear
vvinterborn: Hmm
blurrighter: it is not fear
blurrighter: I don't care
blurrighter: how could I have fear when I don't care
blurrighter: ?
blurrighter: I don't never did
blurrighter: but if I keep picking my nose with my little finger
blurrighter: over and over I will die
blurrighter: like if I thrusted my left pinky in my right nostril over and over again
blurrighter: I would die
blurrighter: so I hace to do new shit
blurrighter: but I have cross dressed all over this apartment
blurrighter: there is no safe place for me but to crossdress go in the tub and read porn to blow my mind
blurrighter: then turn the water on
blurrighter: alright man
blurrighter: thanks
vvinterborn: For what?
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: being someone to write to
vvinterborn: Anytime man
blurrighter: all the girls on the internet are whores who just want to dominate
blurrighter: bye
vvinterborn: Lol
vvinterborn: Ttyl man
vvinterborn: i am here
vvinterborn: for anything
blurrighter: peace
blurrighter: this was a good one
vvinterborn: I agree
blurrighter: it is how I really feel
blurrighter: they closed the fucken boxing center I used to train at
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I got sent to a miniature golf course for a drink
blurrighter: and it was a setup of zombi robots all with interesting programmed shit to say
blurrighter: hot girl though
blurrighter: a good plant
blurrighter: plant
vvinterborn: nice
blurrighter: I'd like to give her a boquette of flowers
blurrighter: but her boyfriend the unstud was right there
blurrighter: so I looked into the miniature golf at night
blurrighter: the oriental golfer did the Tiger woods trick
blurrighter: bouncing the ball on the club face
blurrighter: I asked him if he could do that with a driving wood
blurrighter: the knobby ones type club
blurrighter: and he no never tried that
blurrighter: so I stumped the mother fucker
blurrighter: fuck em all,
blurrighter: all the plants
vvinterborn: lmao
blurrighter: fuck plants
blurrighter: we are carnivores
blurrighter: peace
vvinterborn: cya man
blurrighter: check out the pics
blurrighter: bye
vvinterborn: ima save this conversationi it was a good one
vvinterborn: i will
blurrighter: heh heh heh
blurrighter: it would have been better on web cam
blurrighter: but no girl seems interested
vvinterborn: eh
blurrighter: PAX
vvinterborn: girls are never interested
vvinterborn: ill check your pic
blurrighter: it is an act
blurrighter: yup bye
blurrighter: they want us
blurrighter: they need our brains
blurrighter: they are zombie girls
blurrighter: popping bubbles asking for babies with bubble gum
blurrighter: fuck em chuck em
blurrighter: NEXT
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: I got next
blurrighter: no competition
vvinterborn: the movie?
blurrighter: I told a girl on the phone tonight
blurrighter: I said I am a stud
vvinterborn: ah
blurrighter: do you know what a stud is?
vvinterborn: i see what your saying
vvinterborn: yes
blurrighter: she said I have an idea
blurrighter: I said no
blurrighter: a stud is a bull that has killed a matedor
blurrighter: and after that the bull get freedom to fuck all the cows he wants
blurrighter: forever
blurrighter: in a fallow field for matedor killer bulls
blurrighter: or studs
blurrighter: I said get your ass over here
blurrighter: find a way woman
vvinterborn: lmao
blurrighter: that is the definition of stud and you thought you knew
blurrighter: life is tricky like that
blurrighter: later

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18 Jul 07 4:01 am
The truth about Cats and Polyps
Actually they give you a photo of your bum when you get a colonoscopy.

I had a little polyp there. That was back in 2005. But I had a little skin tag there, for years, and then I moved away started crossdressing, and the skin tag turned into a polyp. When I went to the hospital in January of this year, the Polyp had taken over my bum, and if it popped my "mother" would have died, as the stories of bums would say. When your mother dies, you become a vagrant combing the world for sanctuary.

There was supposed to be an operation to remove the polyp but a month of no sex in the hospital, the polyp shrunk. The polyp is really an alien life form.

Back in 1996 just before I was beckoned to hell, Farrell Grehan had a son who played in a band that invited to hang with them at the Lion's Den, a bar in NYC, I don't remember where. I met a girl named Lori at the bar and I talked to her for a little while. She was Phillipino and White and half black, she was a tall sturdy woman, whom after the Lion's den "accidentally" ended up at my haunt. This was in July, right before my last teaching gig and the acquisition of the vampire disease.

So we dated for a while and I was a gigolo and she was my sugar momma, and one day we didn't screw as usual, but she stayed in the bathroom totally zonked out, and she kept dragging her foot on the floor with her stilettos. After an hourwaiting for her to appear I ordered some special bikini television beauty contest and jerked off into a black bandad, because her being in the bathroom near the scott disposable towels I had to empy my guts somewheres.

Tonight an 18 year old girl came by wearing a black bandana outfit from the body on up sat at my table, and I remembered in all the running that I have done in the past 10 months, that there was one of the witch plots that she had scurried to find the sperm that I had thrown into a hole in the space behind a bureau, she then took a turkey baster and impregnated herself with me.

So I am a father. I was totally set up.

It is nice to know I already did it and am a father, and she or he is a part of the black race, and they were born 10 months after July-August 1996.

It is a MAy June baby born in 1996. They are nearly perfect, Viking two times by conquest, and by witchery.

I just wanted to say that in case I get killed in a pool fight tonight that I am a father. It all started at the lions den.

I am sure there is a pic of me from that year and so I will place that in my profile right now.

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It was an arrangement just in case I would not make it. I thought it kinda strange that LOri and my mother spent almost as much time together as her and I, I mean she even saw her more than Tamara in ten years.

She came along ona date on the upper east side, and then towards the end, Anja returned during the day, and I played basketball on my own, and they walked up together alrready talking knowing what was in the works.

I didn't read into then, or how the whole affair was set up, through the photographer Farrel Grehan.

I drove her around the city, shot pool together, she paid for everything, because I had no money, she was my main sugar momma, I had 2 others.

Apprently she was every race, and I was the Viking link, obviously done right. So, and anyways she was big boned with tight skin, and if you notice all the great athletes in sports have fat short black mothers. She was taller though, about as tall as me, with mysterious bald spot right smack in the back of the head, which didn't phase me because I got that area all covered since I am a man.

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