Magic ? I am a goat killer, I played the flute to rise the Y of Dad, to save my life. I sang and my throat was a double bass stand up for I was a twin oak as a womans T shirt read.
I went to Washington Square Park, and I stepped out of bounds and my thoat got dry, I turned back and the people made me find the right Global POsition to bring back one of my legs. The day before I lost my feet, I lost my calves I lost my thighs, and then my hands started to go, and all I was was like the torso that MIchelangelo did not finish, but the head was up there, oh so empty that it was, for my feet and up to my thingy was dead again, and then I brought it back.
I walked around the city with my eyes closed I could see through the lids, I got to the corner where Bob Dylan sat and playing guitar for the forst time when he came to NYC, there was something over there, some kind of strong signal and then when I crossed the street and looked around with my eyes closed I saw a black drfagon where I had been. I walked into the dragon and then I turned around, and I saw a pegasus there where dylan had been.
The energy signals are from where alot of people walk, when you walk in the center of a sidewalk you collect energy from two sides, and they hip hop into you like an arch, energy from others.
That is all. There is more, but it is not an exact science, but if you don't learn all the rules, and if ytou don't have a whole neighb orhood, or a whole website out to save you, then you don't have a chance.
I heard the second blonde boy is the one. I am to mate with a short blonde girl, that is the deal.
Vampariah's Diary
DUMBASS VAMPARIAH
Christmas in June
Yes I have been making alot of good points lately, I am a dumbass. But tonight I turn over a new leaf. For once I am going to listen to my heart. I am going to listen to the Chinese construction workers who went out of their way to lay down the pink duct tape with the hole in it. The symbolism was not lost on me. I want the pink Chinese duct tape spool, and I trust in the lessons of China through the silent voice of Pentacostal Holy Ghostism.
Actually, there is a mind virus inside of me, and my writing is more a deliverence of the old subliminal which you guys have been trying to teach me. Tanks but no tanks. Redemption is up to the individual. The postulator who called me a dumbass may not understand what people are up against, or people rising from hell, or China, the other side of the earth from Kansas. You can't tell people how to do it, we must learn from our mistakes.
In december I had a vision of a person walking in the dark coming across a fire pit. A person rose from the fire pit. That was a long time ago. In the wee hours of yesterday I had the same vision, I came up to the hell fire, and a man who looked like the silver surfer rose from out of hell, the camera angle shifted slightly, and this time he threw a hook shot like Kareem Abdul Jabbar to the right of the vision screen, and then hell was below him. I want to play basketball, I have no more calves to sprain, I don't know how many magical balls of paper I have to rim in the garbage basket outside the doors of hell fire. Thsi is my last piece of paper I throw.
Does this sound silly? Does it sound like I am a dumbass? Yes it does, but it is the voice of wisdom, a man who has learned from his mistakes. The visions are real, and they are the visions that people have who leave hell, all of us have the same vision, the same first vision from the one who first rose from hell and created heaven, if it were not the case then how did that vision get in all our heads of the silver surfers?
I would rather be a dumbass than a dead ass. I don't mind the criitique, because people who think I write crap have no clue what to do in life.
Never once do I sit here and compose anything, I go with what I feel at the moment, you aught give it a try, just let the writing take you away, let the wisdom speak the ages. I have faith that the Holy Ghost will carry me far. The stranger in the mirror is me. I am not the same man I used to be. I would have thought this writing to be dumbass also back yonder. But now I know you are all my only friends. My drug dealer friend came bu and tried to entice me to go to a strip club tonight. He is the dumbass. Magick can sometimes backfire.
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Death is a drug made just for life, so people play the game. Death uses us to fabric society. LIfe tends to stare at the magnificence of a body that won't die and refuses to live.
Yes I have been making alot of good points lately, I am a dumbass. But tonight I turn over a new leaf. For once I am going to listen to my heart. I am going to listen to the Chinese construction workers who went out of their way to lay down the pink duct tape with the hole in it. The symbolism was not lost on me. I want the pink Chinese duct tape spool, and I trust in the lessons of China through the silent voice of Pentacostal Holy Ghostism.
Actually, there is a mind virus inside of me, and my writing is more a deliverence of the old subliminal which you guys have been trying to teach me. Tanks but no tanks. Redemption is up to the individual. The postulator who called me a dumbass may not understand what people are up against, or people rising from hell, or China, the other side of the earth from Kansas. You can't tell people how to do it, we must learn from our mistakes.
In december I had a vision of a person walking in the dark coming across a fire pit. A person rose from the fire pit. That was a long time ago. In the wee hours of yesterday I had the same vision, I came up to the hell fire, and a man who looked like the silver surfer rose from out of hell, the camera angle shifted slightly, and this time he threw a hook shot like Kareem Abdul Jabbar to the right of the vision screen, and then hell was below him. I want to play basketball, I have no more calves to sprain, I don't know how many magical balls of paper I have to rim in the garbage basket outside the doors of hell fire. Thsi is my last piece of paper I throw.
Does this sound silly? Does it sound like I am a dumbass? Yes it does, but it is the voice of wisdom, a man who has learned from his mistakes. The visions are real, and they are the visions that people have who leave hell, all of us have the same vision, the same first vision from the one who first rose from hell and created heaven, if it were not the case then how did that vision get in all our heads of the silver surfers?
I would rather be a dumbass than a dead ass. I don't mind the criitique, because people who think I write crap have no clue what to do in life.
Never once do I sit here and compose anything, I go with what I feel at the moment, you aught give it a try, just let the writing take you away, let the wisdom speak the ages. I have faith that the Holy Ghost will carry me far. The stranger in the mirror is me. I am not the same man I used to be. I would have thought this writing to be dumbass also back yonder. But now I know you are all my only friends. My drug dealer friend came bu and tried to entice me to go to a strip club tonight. He is the dumbass. Magick can sometimes backfire.
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Death is a drug made just for life, so people play the game. Death uses us to fabric society. LIfe tends to stare at the magnificence of a body that won't die and refuses to live.
Hendrix the fisherman
You aught check out the Vampariah blog too, I hear that guys tells all his secrets.
Um I walked the horse path to get to the lake, because I knew there was some tunnels near the 77th entrance where I had a dream I met Jimi Hendrix, I saved his ass, and then we went into the subway tunnels that feed the Museum of Natural History, and we met god down there and we walked the tunnels together, and then a train came and god said trust me and you won't be hit by the train. Jimi said yeah man that is groovy, so god holds up his cloak and Jimi is shielded, but the train kills both god and Hendrix.
I willtell the story of what I said to the kids in the dark when I found them at the lake being told about vampire bats. A fish jumped out of the water, and they told me to shut up, and I told them to get the cops, leave me the fuck alone, and don't tell me what to do. Then in my flip flops I jumped over glacial rock and slammed down, I turned and looked behind them, spat my cigarette out and said:
VAMPIRES EXIST.
Then I put another butt in my mouth and breathed in frustration.
They shouldn't have kids in the park at night, the Brambles are filled with gay guys in chaps with come hither looks on park benches. I tripped on shrooms by them two nights one with the Grafitti Posse, and the former with Teenage Wasteland Gang. Now the children will think twice about going into the park after dark, because of vampires.
Um I walked the horse path to get to the lake, because I knew there was some tunnels near the 77th entrance where I had a dream I met Jimi Hendrix, I saved his ass, and then we went into the subway tunnels that feed the Museum of Natural History, and we met god down there and we walked the tunnels together, and then a train came and god said trust me and you won't be hit by the train. Jimi said yeah man that is groovy, so god holds up his cloak and Jimi is shielded, but the train kills both god and Hendrix.
I willtell the story of what I said to the kids in the dark when I found them at the lake being told about vampire bats. A fish jumped out of the water, and they told me to shut up, and I told them to get the cops, leave me the fuck alone, and don't tell me what to do. Then in my flip flops I jumped over glacial rock and slammed down, I turned and looked behind them, spat my cigarette out and said:
VAMPIRES EXIST.
Then I put another butt in my mouth and breathed in frustration.
They shouldn't have kids in the park at night, the Brambles are filled with gay guys in chaps with come hither looks on park benches. I tripped on shrooms by them two nights one with the Grafitti Posse, and the former with Teenage Wasteland Gang. Now the children will think twice about going into the park after dark, because of vampires.
THE DRIFTER
Last night, I was supposed to flip over in bed, and I didn't know what to do, but an owl c ame from out of nowhere, and kept making 4 hoots, until I realized that the owl, is the all seeing eye of the Masonic system that protects america, and England. I listened to the owl, flipped over and then the owl hooted once only a couple of times. The owl was a watcher, their eyes never close so they are the eyes of god, as the beings we came from did not have to blink and blinking is a tick.
Alot more shit has happened since just yesterday, and it seems have learned the last healing trick, so with the knowledge as long as one is standing, even with one foot in hell, or both feet again, knowing the rules, one can redeem themself. It is not necessary to escape hell, in hell you can live for ever but to make perfect children, once has to leave hell whole, and then get on with their life. However the moment that yoou are reborn you lose the powers of hell to stay alive forever. Nomadic existences are possible in this day and age if you have the money to do so. If I had been wiser, in that trying to make a buck, and published my books long ago, I could have bolted this town and gone west as a drifter, with money, just stopping at ATMs, and doing Fung Shwai outdoors until the end of time.
But now since I don't have the money I have to stay here, escape hell, become whole and a family man.
When I was teaching in my second to last job in a school by Yankee Stadium, there was a tall black boy whom I would write stroies for while I would be on guard for the boy's locker room. It was an on going story of a male character whom travelled the world as a drifter, and would stay with a woman until she would ask after making love, what is wrong what are you so distressed about, all you do is look out the window.
The male character says, I cannot tell you, and if you bring it up again, I will have to leave you. Of course the women want to know what the man is thinking, and so he leaves her. The stories went on, after many installments, until the main character, which was me, meets a girl whom he is having the affair with in some inland town in the USA.
She comes to him and tells him she is pregnant, and then he finally settles down.
Apparently today is the day of my rebirth, I died twice more today, but I pulled myself back using different tricks. I wonder if you know them. The amount of realignment of the genes in my body were very well put together, and the sin that almost killed me was very mild. On hell mouth border, one can step out of bounds, and quickly have a heart attack. All I have now is a pain im my liver, but I can heal that 4 different ways, just different counts for the Reiki technique counts. The numbers cannot go above 69, for 70 apparently causes cancer.
The reason why the amount of time people couod do something was 24, 20 40 30 18 or 17 or less was because, it was a far shot away from the ultimate quantity of the times you could do a move. In order to heal something for a quick fix, 18 will work out fine, but you have to conserve moves, and this is why the subliminal tells you to only do 18 or whatever. The crab holds can be held for 2 minutes in the beginning, but the angle of the crescent will change in the end and you can parlay the energy a lot longer than the two minutes. There is the rule of fear, a twinge in the body that makes you think something you just did is bad, the stomach will also burp and shit make weird sounds and then you release the hand holds, but what I learned tonight is you can do more than you think. We ingrain rules and are limited by fears. I am OK. Tomorrow I am 16 again -2.
Alot more shit has happened since just yesterday, and it seems have learned the last healing trick, so with the knowledge as long as one is standing, even with one foot in hell, or both feet again, knowing the rules, one can redeem themself. It is not necessary to escape hell, in hell you can live for ever but to make perfect children, once has to leave hell whole, and then get on with their life. However the moment that yoou are reborn you lose the powers of hell to stay alive forever. Nomadic existences are possible in this day and age if you have the money to do so. If I had been wiser, in that trying to make a buck, and published my books long ago, I could have bolted this town and gone west as a drifter, with money, just stopping at ATMs, and doing Fung Shwai outdoors until the end of time.
But now since I don't have the money I have to stay here, escape hell, become whole and a family man.
When I was teaching in my second to last job in a school by Yankee Stadium, there was a tall black boy whom I would write stroies for while I would be on guard for the boy's locker room. It was an on going story of a male character whom travelled the world as a drifter, and would stay with a woman until she would ask after making love, what is wrong what are you so distressed about, all you do is look out the window.
The male character says, I cannot tell you, and if you bring it up again, I will have to leave you. Of course the women want to know what the man is thinking, and so he leaves her. The stories went on, after many installments, until the main character, which was me, meets a girl whom he is having the affair with in some inland town in the USA.
She comes to him and tells him she is pregnant, and then he finally settles down.
Apparently today is the day of my rebirth, I died twice more today, but I pulled myself back using different tricks. I wonder if you know them. The amount of realignment of the genes in my body were very well put together, and the sin that almost killed me was very mild. On hell mouth border, one can step out of bounds, and quickly have a heart attack. All I have now is a pain im my liver, but I can heal that 4 different ways, just different counts for the Reiki technique counts. The numbers cannot go above 69, for 70 apparently causes cancer.
The reason why the amount of time people couod do something was 24, 20 40 30 18 or 17 or less was because, it was a far shot away from the ultimate quantity of the times you could do a move. In order to heal something for a quick fix, 18 will work out fine, but you have to conserve moves, and this is why the subliminal tells you to only do 18 or whatever. The crab holds can be held for 2 minutes in the beginning, but the angle of the crescent will change in the end and you can parlay the energy a lot longer than the two minutes. There is the rule of fear, a twinge in the body that makes you think something you just did is bad, the stomach will also burp and shit make weird sounds and then you release the hand holds, but what I learned tonight is you can do more than you think. We ingrain rules and are limited by fears. I am OK. Tomorrow I am 16 again -2.
LAST COFFEE in Cavalry
Aparently doing the wrong thing is the only thing that saves you, so thereby facing death is the only way to live. I can attest to that, but there is a limit to how much stupidity the Grim Reaper allows, if you don't want to be here, it can be arranged, even the angel of death has designs on your soul, and it is in your darkest hours, wallking with your head hung low, you can almost see a halo in your soul in the hole in your shadow, and the wind comes over your right shoulder when you take control of your passions, then when passions overwhelm and you stare at her belt too long the wind comes over our left shoulder. Then you realise the peope you told off were the ones whom had a clue to save you, but you sent them away because only the future knows what to do, but when you get to the future you know what to do, because they are not with you, and the guilt for their silence you feel, and everything is capitalized in your head. MOCHA COFFEE w/ whip cream. *sip*
why there are pyramids
The immortal would die on the highest peak of Earth, there is a limit to how many different tricks magick can bring, and there is a limit to how many times you can come back from the dead. Just in the past 6 months I have been in 5 different bodies. Last night I did the wrong thing again, and what should have killed me touched me in places that I know put my mind into my feet. I felt a mosquito on my neck that I knew was not there, I felt it cross my floating collar bone like a cat, making love to itself with it's paws being licked. But every rose has a thorn, they save the best for last, could you figure out the trip?
There are god makers I can't tell you how to escape death, I didn't make a cheat sheet, I just wanted to go to hell, the rest of you need people in high places. But when the god makers make you a god, then it is time to make Gods, for what did we flirt with disaster for? Gambling with our lives is the fun there is. I have been told that you can escape death as Ziggy says, just leave the constraints, but that is how bums are made. I talked to a bum on church steps whom gave me a clue he said he was on the street when his mom died, then he got up and I saw the back of his thighs and they were eaten up by something. His mother was gone in him. I knew where to receive the message in all of Manhattan, the bum was there, he taught me what the rest of the world could not, and it was a crucial ingredient to the lack of repitition in deke-ing death, it just can't be done, there are only so many moves, and no one is immortal.
The pyramids of the Egyptians were not for the immortality of the Pharaohs, it was for the immortality of his people. They climbed up the pyramids black men and came down white on the other side. Some failed lived and roamed, and learned the laws of death, to cheat death, to not sleep in the same place twice, but then you are a vampire for ever.
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There are god makers I can't tell you how to escape death, I didn't make a cheat sheet, I just wanted to go to hell, the rest of you need people in high places. But when the god makers make you a god, then it is time to make Gods, for what did we flirt with disaster for? Gambling with our lives is the fun there is. I have been told that you can escape death as Ziggy says, just leave the constraints, but that is how bums are made. I talked to a bum on church steps whom gave me a clue he said he was on the street when his mom died, then he got up and I saw the back of his thighs and they were eaten up by something. His mother was gone in him. I knew where to receive the message in all of Manhattan, the bum was there, he taught me what the rest of the world could not, and it was a crucial ingredient to the lack of repitition in deke-ing death, it just can't be done, there are only so many moves, and no one is immortal.
The pyramids of the Egyptians were not for the immortality of the Pharaohs, it was for the immortality of his people. They climbed up the pyramids black men and came down white on the other side. Some failed lived and roamed, and learned the laws of death, to cheat death, to not sleep in the same place twice, but then you are a vampire for ever.
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I have no clue
Just remember how cute you are. They is the Holy Ghost. I am always right, if you differ, then you better listen up and scrap your misconceptions. They don't choose you to rise from hell before you are born if they don't know you are the one. They need a Messiah to bring on the age of Aquarius. A messiah is a great communicator. My visage has been unveiled to see the lies for the truth they are there to protect, the lies run so deep they are emplaced to assure that teh future will come with a perfect baby. No one told me what to do, and in that there is no Holy Ghost, just alot of freightened people, who can't point me the way. My ears are in vibration with the harmonics of what is said, and from that I trust everyone because everyone knows more about what is happening to me than me because I was the last to know that there was a special man a long time ago that was buried, and there is a way to bring them back. In us all is a god, a Kublia Khan that sired 40% of the worlds children. We have seen enough of him, so what you can ride a horse, that is not mandatory. You don't know me anymore, take pleasure in the innocence of who I used to be, and i look forward to seeing you again so I can blow you out of the water with fire, take the earth tilt it up side down and walk on the sky, and then, if someone steals your purse, I can get it back. Even if I screw up tonight, I will resurrect myself because you ain't dead until you are.
RADIO DISNEY
"Minor" religions
Tokyo was fired bombed complete, the Imperial Palace was left, and the Battleship Missouri Compromise agreement to the end of the Pacific Theatre was only agreed to if and only if American Combat Boots would not march in the Palace grounds. Hirohito had lineage that made it to the present day, and she is stepping down her throne to marry a commoner.
The land of the rising sun is an amzing place to orient holy building to face the sun rise over the Pacific. Today, I was reminded of a student named Sandra in Buffalo whom gave to me a giant card when I left student teaching there. SandRa, means sand in the eye because of the sun. There was a woman on a subway car the other night and she told me a story abut her third graders making a big card for her efforts throughout the year. Then today, I did something wrong.
Oh I was doing some resurfacing on the roof of my head, and I did a move over 27, when you are supposed to do moves only 18, 24 times but never over that. Sometimes you can do a move 40 times, but that is if you just discovered a move and you know you don't have time to use it again, in that case you do a double 24 or a 48. Anyways so I got up to go because I felt some bad energy. Everytime I faced either away from the sun to the side it felt like there was a grain of sand in my eyes, and if I turned around then the eye sockets got hit from the sun's gravitational forces from behind and it felt good there was no Sandra - Ra being the sun god.
I realized then the reason why birds had been following me lately and flying directly over me, and there was some really cute brown birds dancing in some imaginary bird baths in front of me, with their wings out doing a dust dance. Then some of the little brown birds would like fly right at me, and then it would try to take contgrol of its puny brain and it would like hit a glass wall in front of me, and like bounce off of my space bubble. The sea gulls were smarter they just flew directly over me about 50 feet up. "Jesus must have been hit with alot of bird shit." I laughed to my self.
The other amazing thing that I realized was when I looked at a girl under 18 insects would descend on me, and for the time period I had sand in my eye, an underage girl walked by and as soon as I felt a twinge of horror in my pants, the insect flew right into me right eye. Birds had to have been following me because I was in control of the bugs. When the green bugs landed on me it was when I did something right. Black bugs were intgerested in my blood boiling or something. They do say that some people do not get bugged by bugs, and everytime I did the right thing the bugs went away.
Obviously there is some magnetic field of gravitational etheric attraction that draws insects and birds towards Messiahs, or people in the final stages of rebirth. But what I have come to understand is that god is a pedophile for we are all his children and he loves us with a different kind of love the other animals answer to through us. Those next to god with whom have the power of a pure heart and no fear of children, and instead whom face the rigors of teaching to improve childrens lives are the only ones whom can escape hell. Earlier this evening, I realized that everytime an underage girl walked by I was getting dragged into hell, and down by the docks where I sat at the water and looked at the sun set, I realized even little girls had a power over me, so I ran away from the girls. Then I went out agaion for a walk when it was getting dark and I noticed two underage females, friends of mine I had a rapport with, and any man whom wanted to get to heaven would have turned down the next street, because hell would be sucking in the man exiting hell. INstead I faced my fear, unfounded of course because I am quite natural with kids, but today was trying, and instantaly I went towards them and they took me around, and the eye seemed to heal just from the power of a different kind of llove in the heart which is neccessary to make a man whole. You see, I mean, earlier in the day I put on Radio Disney just because I didn';t want to get mind fucked by the deejays again and again, I needed peace of mind, and kids are the only thing you cvan trust in life, and when I heard the kids talkl on the radio about school and stuff, some power filled my heart that had been missing since they axed me. It had nothing to do with any sexuality before, because I mean I used to listen to Disney just to hear the code word of the day back in 2004 before I left the city to die, and
to be reunited with children even for a moment really made my day, it was like I was a teen girl trying to understand the relevance of the code word, or a "minor" religion. I would have to sit through about 40 minutes of programming to get the code word of the day, so I would know what to expect that day. Moms would come on the radio anbd talk about their kids there would be quizzes, and give aways, and I learned alot about vampirism on radio disney, it seemed the two went hand in hand, in a differnt way, because I chersih the future, I cherish children, and in effect, in the end, the truth of the matter is children save us in lore of religion like cherubs, because when we lose our minds they know who we are, and they take us where we need to go, the cancer oncological places. Kids have saved my life many times. To be separated for all these years a teacher in the core, well, even on the brim of hell I would reach out my hand to make a nice quip to make their day, not scared that it would damn me, because well, you get the picture. People that look out only for themselves get no where.
Tokyo was fired bombed complete, the Imperial Palace was left, and the Battleship Missouri Compromise agreement to the end of the Pacific Theatre was only agreed to if and only if American Combat Boots would not march in the Palace grounds. Hirohito had lineage that made it to the present day, and she is stepping down her throne to marry a commoner.
The land of the rising sun is an amzing place to orient holy building to face the sun rise over the Pacific. Today, I was reminded of a student named Sandra in Buffalo whom gave to me a giant card when I left student teaching there. SandRa, means sand in the eye because of the sun. There was a woman on a subway car the other night and she told me a story abut her third graders making a big card for her efforts throughout the year. Then today, I did something wrong.
Oh I was doing some resurfacing on the roof of my head, and I did a move over 27, when you are supposed to do moves only 18, 24 times but never over that. Sometimes you can do a move 40 times, but that is if you just discovered a move and you know you don't have time to use it again, in that case you do a double 24 or a 48. Anyways so I got up to go because I felt some bad energy. Everytime I faced either away from the sun to the side it felt like there was a grain of sand in my eyes, and if I turned around then the eye sockets got hit from the sun's gravitational forces from behind and it felt good there was no Sandra - Ra being the sun god.
I realized then the reason why birds had been following me lately and flying directly over me, and there was some really cute brown birds dancing in some imaginary bird baths in front of me, with their wings out doing a dust dance. Then some of the little brown birds would like fly right at me, and then it would try to take contgrol of its puny brain and it would like hit a glass wall in front of me, and like bounce off of my space bubble. The sea gulls were smarter they just flew directly over me about 50 feet up. "Jesus must have been hit with alot of bird shit." I laughed to my self.
The other amazing thing that I realized was when I looked at a girl under 18 insects would descend on me, and for the time period I had sand in my eye, an underage girl walked by and as soon as I felt a twinge of horror in my pants, the insect flew right into me right eye. Birds had to have been following me because I was in control of the bugs. When the green bugs landed on me it was when I did something right. Black bugs were intgerested in my blood boiling or something. They do say that some people do not get bugged by bugs, and everytime I did the right thing the bugs went away.
Obviously there is some magnetic field of gravitational etheric attraction that draws insects and birds towards Messiahs, or people in the final stages of rebirth. But what I have come to understand is that god is a pedophile for we are all his children and he loves us with a different kind of love the other animals answer to through us. Those next to god with whom have the power of a pure heart and no fear of children, and instead whom face the rigors of teaching to improve childrens lives are the only ones whom can escape hell. Earlier this evening, I realized that everytime an underage girl walked by I was getting dragged into hell, and down by the docks where I sat at the water and looked at the sun set, I realized even little girls had a power over me, so I ran away from the girls. Then I went out agaion for a walk when it was getting dark and I noticed two underage females, friends of mine I had a rapport with, and any man whom wanted to get to heaven would have turned down the next street, because hell would be sucking in the man exiting hell. INstead I faced my fear, unfounded of course because I am quite natural with kids, but today was trying, and instantaly I went towards them and they took me around, and the eye seemed to heal just from the power of a different kind of llove in the heart which is neccessary to make a man whole. You see, I mean, earlier in the day I put on Radio Disney just because I didn';t want to get mind fucked by the deejays again and again, I needed peace of mind, and kids are the only thing you cvan trust in life, and when I heard the kids talkl on the radio about school and stuff, some power filled my heart that had been missing since they axed me. It had nothing to do with any sexuality before, because I mean I used to listen to Disney just to hear the code word of the day back in 2004 before I left the city to die, and
to be reunited with children even for a moment really made my day, it was like I was a teen girl trying to understand the relevance of the code word, or a "minor" religion. I would have to sit through about 40 minutes of programming to get the code word of the day, so I would know what to expect that day. Moms would come on the radio anbd talk about their kids there would be quizzes, and give aways, and I learned alot about vampirism on radio disney, it seemed the two went hand in hand, in a differnt way, because I chersih the future, I cherish children, and in effect, in the end, the truth of the matter is children save us in lore of religion like cherubs, because when we lose our minds they know who we are, and they take us where we need to go, the cancer oncological places. Kids have saved my life many times. To be separated for all these years a teacher in the core, well, even on the brim of hell I would reach out my hand to make a nice quip to make their day, not scared that it would damn me, because well, you get the picture. People that look out only for themselves get no where.
BLACK AND WHITE EYES
19 Jun 07 1:26 am
The cloak of night, stars are children
Actually one of the visions is a dark christmas tree on the eye in the spot where the MS takes root and makes a person blind. I have seen frosty the snow man there too, and I think a Nun kinda. Part of the effort on reversing your alien body and auto immune syndrome is the retaking of Pelham One Two and Three, that great Al Pacino flick, no
um well, once the body begins to recognize itself as being totally alien and it stops attacking itself, there are sparks in the eye ball. The Egyptians used to say that the sky of the night stars was a night gown of some kind of the mother God in the sky and the stars were really just like shooting through holes in the fabric of the night sky, since their concept of god was the sun also, I guess he was draped in her fabric or something. I am not a closet case I am totally out there.
I don't think anyone would understand this, so don't put it in a book, it is crazy, so keep it to yourself, and just know that the religions the mythologies, the magic comes from something that can hardly be explained but I do my best.
Um, so anyways, I believe that the little stars in the sky of that night gown, or the stars or points of light you see coming back from illness of the vampire, they shoot sometimes, and when you do something really good you see objects. I saw a Pegasus shoot down a UFO in my eyes, and the horse was white. I have seen a white Dove flapping its wings quite a few times, but I always do something wrong and I can't figure out what I did wrong to kill the Pegasus or Dove thingy.
So Anyways, these little stars in the eye, they shoot kinda, at first when the trip begins, there are very few lights, but then, ther are a whole constellation, and you are happy, because I think when one injects the venom of sexual energy from out of their legs right it sends the stars into your lower cavity, usually it ends up in your colon, but one time I hit it juts right, and the next day they said something on the radio to the effect of, yeah, ya kidneys man, you over did it, but I knew the stars were a good thing, and I never doubted it, because sometimes in the beginning, the stars are few and they are eitgher upwards in the eye, or down in hell.
But anyways to connect to the MS angle, in the end, the lots of stars that go away, which appear to have been eggs sent into the thorax for ovaries, since there is no holding place for the ovaries, they are just hanging out inside the abdomen,
anyways, the stars go away and then you just get like an orb of light in your eye, which, is the sign that yoou are going to have a powerful child. They fill the black spot of blindness of where the MS was, and it makes me happy that from death comes life.
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The cloak of night, stars are children
Actually one of the visions is a dark christmas tree on the eye in the spot where the MS takes root and makes a person blind. I have seen frosty the snow man there too, and I think a Nun kinda. Part of the effort on reversing your alien body and auto immune syndrome is the retaking of Pelham One Two and Three, that great Al Pacino flick, no
um well, once the body begins to recognize itself as being totally alien and it stops attacking itself, there are sparks in the eye ball. The Egyptians used to say that the sky of the night stars was a night gown of some kind of the mother God in the sky and the stars were really just like shooting through holes in the fabric of the night sky, since their concept of god was the sun also, I guess he was draped in her fabric or something. I am not a closet case I am totally out there.
I don't think anyone would understand this, so don't put it in a book, it is crazy, so keep it to yourself, and just know that the religions the mythologies, the magic comes from something that can hardly be explained but I do my best.
Um, so anyways, I believe that the little stars in the sky of that night gown, or the stars or points of light you see coming back from illness of the vampire, they shoot sometimes, and when you do something really good you see objects. I saw a Pegasus shoot down a UFO in my eyes, and the horse was white. I have seen a white Dove flapping its wings quite a few times, but I always do something wrong and I can't figure out what I did wrong to kill the Pegasus or Dove thingy.
So Anyways, these little stars in the eye, they shoot kinda, at first when the trip begins, there are very few lights, but then, ther are a whole constellation, and you are happy, because I think when one injects the venom of sexual energy from out of their legs right it sends the stars into your lower cavity, usually it ends up in your colon, but one time I hit it juts right, and the next day they said something on the radio to the effect of, yeah, ya kidneys man, you over did it, but I knew the stars were a good thing, and I never doubted it, because sometimes in the beginning, the stars are few and they are eitgher upwards in the eye, or down in hell.
But anyways to connect to the MS angle, in the end, the lots of stars that go away, which appear to have been eggs sent into the thorax for ovaries, since there is no holding place for the ovaries, they are just hanging out inside the abdomen,
anyways, the stars go away and then you just get like an orb of light in your eye, which, is the sign that yoou are going to have a powerful child. They fill the black spot of blindness of where the MS was, and it makes me happy that from death comes life.
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The death of the Sun Con
Quote : "STOP HAving so much fun without me." FRANK BURNS M*A*S*H.
Crowley's house was owned by Michael Caine the actor who sold it to Jimmy Page, guitarist for Led Zeppelin. The book Stairway to Heaven which was written by the roadie and Manager for the Yardbirds precursor of Zep, and who was along for the greatest rock and roll ride until the drummer died of Vodka, spoke about the days of Page experimenting with the drugs and Crowley's Opium love affair. The manager said that there was no connection between black magic and Jimmy Page, and or Led Zeppelin. Some one started a rumour and then the girls seemed to eat it up, so a legend was created.
Saturnalia is the Pagan precursor to Christmas. Noel stands for No EL, or No God of Saturn, El. But Saturanlia predates Christmas and incorporatesw principles aligning with the Winter Solstice, during the emerging of the sun from the nadir on the horizon, and the return of the sun to the northern climes. Jesus died after 3 days, and then returned. During the days preceding Christmas, the sun does not head south it just stays on the same spot on th ehorizon, as Stonehenge would have identified, or the Tropical Stonehenge in South America, which also was a shrine to mark the deepest part of winter and the return of the sun of God. The sun stays on the horizon for three days, almost dead in space. The death of Jesus at 33, has something to do with the lattiude of the sun the moment before it hits the solstice and dies in space. Constantine chose a Messiah story to convey on a deeper level the truths of life, and Jesus was thrust into the role long after he died. Most of the first writings of Jesus was done 80 years after his death, and it took hundreds of years for scribes to transcribe hsi story, until Constantine, saw a new way to Con the people with religion, and so the root of the word Con.
Pagan and Wicca?
Um I personally believe with so many people half in hell and half in heaven, like their groins in hell and heads in heaven or vice versa, that is the thng that creates the women from out of the ashes of man, and his ribs. Dhamphir females who have a new weak force of the ancient Greeks put into them, have supernatural powers, and are definately charmed. The human brain is a most mysterious thing, and improper evolution, or not perfect magick, creates magic. Or Witches and warlocks.
The K is a feminine letter symbolizing the crown of the females widows peak and the calyxs going straight back from it, it forms the letter K, with the left of the K line as the hair line, so there is a "V" behind the hair line that you don't really see, that relates to original sin. The weak force was lost because with women constanly putting the hair ontop of heads, it is the male brain that survives, and the female brains get lost. In the future there will have to be great women whom have to lose their K hair so that their brains can get passed on. This is why the weak force is weak, is because men are stupid. Too bad female supremacy leads to their own extinction.
Crowley's house was owned by Michael Caine the actor who sold it to Jimmy Page, guitarist for Led Zeppelin. The book Stairway to Heaven which was written by the roadie and Manager for the Yardbirds precursor of Zep, and who was along for the greatest rock and roll ride until the drummer died of Vodka, spoke about the days of Page experimenting with the drugs and Crowley's Opium love affair. The manager said that there was no connection between black magic and Jimmy Page, and or Led Zeppelin. Some one started a rumour and then the girls seemed to eat it up, so a legend was created.
Saturnalia is the Pagan precursor to Christmas. Noel stands for No EL, or No God of Saturn, El. But Saturanlia predates Christmas and incorporatesw principles aligning with the Winter Solstice, during the emerging of the sun from the nadir on the horizon, and the return of the sun to the northern climes. Jesus died after 3 days, and then returned. During the days preceding Christmas, the sun does not head south it just stays on the same spot on th ehorizon, as Stonehenge would have identified, or the Tropical Stonehenge in South America, which also was a shrine to mark the deepest part of winter and the return of the sun of God. The sun stays on the horizon for three days, almost dead in space. The death of Jesus at 33, has something to do with the lattiude of the sun the moment before it hits the solstice and dies in space. Constantine chose a Messiah story to convey on a deeper level the truths of life, and Jesus was thrust into the role long after he died. Most of the first writings of Jesus was done 80 years after his death, and it took hundreds of years for scribes to transcribe hsi story, until Constantine, saw a new way to Con the people with religion, and so the root of the word Con.
Pagan and Wicca?
Um I personally believe with so many people half in hell and half in heaven, like their groins in hell and heads in heaven or vice versa, that is the thng that creates the women from out of the ashes of man, and his ribs. Dhamphir females who have a new weak force of the ancient Greeks put into them, have supernatural powers, and are definately charmed. The human brain is a most mysterious thing, and improper evolution, or not perfect magick, creates magic. Or Witches and warlocks.
The K is a feminine letter symbolizing the crown of the females widows peak and the calyxs going straight back from it, it forms the letter K, with the left of the K line as the hair line, so there is a "V" behind the hair line that you don't really see, that relates to original sin. The weak force was lost because with women constanly putting the hair ontop of heads, it is the male brain that survives, and the female brains get lost. In the future there will have to be great women whom have to lose their K hair so that their brains can get passed on. This is why the weak force is weak, is because men are stupid. Too bad female supremacy leads to their own extinction.