David Vaccaro: hey
Rachele Williams: hey
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: &&&&&&&& created a tempest here when I chatted with her
David Vaccaro: and there is a residual electrical storm still firing in th esky
David Vaccaro: we chatted all after noon
Rachele Williams: oh ok that sounds fun
David Vaccaro: the sky is at war
David Vaccaro: yeah women blow my mind
Rachele Williams: yeah they sometimes can do that
David Vaccaro: my head has been up her ass for the longest
Rachele Williams: haha
David Vaccaro: the sky is confused
David Vaccaro: our energy
Rachele Williams: i see
David Vaccaro: amazing
Rachele Williams: yes it is
David Vaccaro: she was sad
David Vaccaro: so I came to her
Rachele Williams: yeah i am sad too
David Vaccaro: immediately
David Vaccaro: why?
David Vaccaro: talk to me
Rachele Williams: hold on a sec
Rachele Williams: ok
Rachele Williams: meh just lonely
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: that is a temporary condition
David Vaccaro: and if you feel lonely enough it never happens again
David Vaccaro: life doesn't always suck
Rachele Williams: it's just i don't know anyone here and i miss having friends
Rachele Williams: yeah i know it doesn't
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: well
Rachele Williams: i'm pretty happy most of the time
David Vaccaro: yup
Rachele Williams: just now is a bit hard
David Vaccaro: yeah well
David Vaccaro: love yourself
David Vaccaro: do the right thing
Rachele Williams: i do love myself
David Vaccaro: show love
David Vaccaro: actions
David Vaccaro: women are always with child
David Vaccaro: like they have invisible beings hanging on them
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they go about their day
David Vaccaro: doing what has to be done
David Vaccaro: men sit around and jerk off in the dark
David Vaccaro: women are of the light
David Vaccaro: they make life happen
David Vaccaro: like the thunderstorm of light
David Vaccaro: women make that happen
Rachele Williams: yeah
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: just know that the god power is always watching you
David Vaccaro: and you are never alone
David Vaccaro: if it rains it is because of you
David Vaccaro: i you are the hottest girl in the land
David Vaccaro: you are the one that makes the countryside wet
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: if nature knows you exist
David Vaccaro: you are not really alone
Rachele Williams: yeah, thank you... you really know how to make a girl feel special
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: in fact
David Vaccaro: you made it rain terribly once or twice here
David Vaccaro: but not as wet as sunspots
David Vaccaro: and less lightnings
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: that is because I try to see you in a diferent light
David Vaccaro: and her it is full on attraction
David Vaccaro: the rain doesn't even want to rain when I talk to you
David Vaccaro: you move me anyways
David Vaccaro: regardless
David Vaccaro: one drop two drops three
David Vaccaro: and then drizzle
David Vaccaro: and puddles
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: forget it
David Vaccaro: I was gonna tell you to turn Paul into a god
Rachele Williams: no no i get what you are saying
Rachele Williams: and i am "listening"
David Vaccaro: so you can experience all this
Rachele Williams: how do i turn paul into a god?
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: it ain't pretty
Rachele Williams: ok... so?
David Vaccaro: you have to break his heart
Rachele Williams: what?
David Vaccaro: hurt him
Rachele Williams: no
Rachele Williams: i can't do that
David Vaccaro: make him want you more
Rachele Williams: how?
David Vaccaro: until he kills himself
David Vaccaro: and then when he comes back from the dead
David Vaccaro: and rises from hell
David Vaccaro: by your memory
David Vaccaro: all this will happen
Rachele Williams: i'm speachless
David Vaccaro: he will be a demi god because of your love
David Vaccaro: nature
Rachele Williams: but i love him too much to hurt him
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: but Tamara loved me enough to not to be with me and to turn me into my destined form
David Vaccaro: because the rain must flow and lightning must strike
Rachele Williams: are you saying i shouldn't be with him?
David Vaccaro: only the most powerful loves get like that
David Vaccaro: I am saying that
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: you love him as best as you can
David Vaccaro: and if it falls aprt
David Vaccaro: if he loved you real enough
David Vaccaro: then he will physically die
David Vaccaro: and then reborn
David Vaccaro: but there is alot of pain
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: either way
David Vaccaro: love drives the earth
David Vaccaro: and the earth knows it
David Vaccaro: if people are alone or not
David Vaccaro: the earth feels it
David Vaccaro: like
David Vaccaro: I am sure your sexuality is so strong
David Vaccaro: like with your loneliness right now
David Vaccaro: if you stepped out side now
David Vaccaro: the way the atmosphere smells around your house is because of you
David Vaccaro: women are the force of nature
David Vaccaro: men are the electrical socket
David Vaccaro: you should go out and see the mirror of the sky what god thinks of you
David Vaccaro: you are a goddess
David Vaccaro: you should go out
David Vaccaro: the animals crawl around the house they know not why
David Vaccaro: they are intrigued
David Vaccaro: confused
David Vaccaro: yuo control their little minds
David Vaccaro: I am sure of it
David Vaccaro: I thought you were a little girl
David Vaccaro: but it is said you have a full body
David Vaccaro: your hormones must be
Rachele Williams: yes that i do
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: expressive
Rachele Williams: yes
Rachele Williams: they are
David Vaccaro: and that is the honey energy
David Vaccaro: that
David Vaccaro: is
David Vaccaro: powerful
David Vaccaro: the mother energy
Rachele Williams: haha well my aunt dog chews up my underwear if he gets the chance to
David Vaccaro: your sexuality
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: hmmm
Rachele Williams: it
Rachele Williams: it's kinda gross lol
David Vaccaro: oh
Rachele Williams: he licks the damn things to death
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: i imagine thereis afragrance
David Vaccaro: I smelled tamaras panties once
David Vaccaro: I didn't liekthe patern it was like
David Vaccaro: animal print
Rachele Williams: oh
David Vaccaro: black and white
David Vaccaro: but I held them to my face
Rachele Williams: i like leopard print myself lol
David Vaccaro: because I loved her
David Vaccaro: enough to die for
Rachele Williams: that's how i feel about paul, and the things you just told me are scaring me so bad
David Vaccaro: the earth would die without love and fascination
David Vaccaro: why fear nature?
Rachele Williams: it's nature for me to hurt him and let him die?
Rachele Williams: and then what becomes of it after he is "reborn" as you say?
David Vaccaro: things run their course
David Vaccaro: true love is nothing
David Vaccaro: it is brave love that wins hearts and keeps gold gold
David Vaccaro: true love is for losers
David Vaccaro: if a partner stands by the other
David Vaccaro: an the love is true
David Vaccaro: no one dies
David Vaccaro: brave love
David Vaccaro: brave true love
David Vaccaro: no one is brave
David Vaccaro: you stand by your man
David Vaccaro: but if he is to be the great writer that he is meant to be'
David Vaccaro: you have to drive him crazy enough to forsake the whole world
David Vaccaro: for when a man throws the entire world away for one woman
David Vaccaro: he gets more than he lost in the beginning - you only get the world if you don't want it
David Vaccaro: he may never get her back
David Vaccaro: but the dream is so strong
David Vaccaro: it can reanimate him
David Vaccaro: just like the power of hate is a driving force
David Vaccaro: so is the power of lost true love
David Vaccaro: romeo and juliet is just the beginning of a story
David Vaccaro: they both die in that one
David Vaccaro: goth lovers are idiots
David Vaccaro: it is a cycle of killing each other in the name of love
David Vaccaro: love so strong
David Vaccaro: his force over you
David Vaccaro: that you cannot let it overhwelm you
David Vaccaro: you can't admit it
David Vaccaro: you fear him
David Vaccaro: and so you remain alone
David Vaccaro: and brooding wondering what might have been is a condition
David Vaccaro: he is like that anyways
David Vaccaro: he has got that kind of love energy
David Vaccaro: it is a sickness
David Vaccaro: dark
David Vaccaro: people never think they are good enough for their object of affection
David Vaccaro: they put the other on a pedastal
David Vaccaro: tamara always used to make me watch her go to the bathroom
David Vaccaro: to show me she was human
David Vaccaro: always
Rachele Williams: hah
David Vaccaro: in th ebathroom with her
David Vaccaro: so I could love her real
David Vaccaro: flesh real
Rachele Williams: you know, for my mental condition, this has just about killed me, and i just can't handle this
Rachele Williams: you have litterally just described my greatest fear
David Vaccaro: ewhat?
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: you do not die at the point of no return
Rachele Williams: i just can't get paul dying out of my head
David Vaccaro: it is a death of theheart in the metapysical
Rachele Williams: but i love him, why would i leave him?
David Vaccaro: and when the heart loses it's desire to live the body decides to stop living
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: brave
David Vaccaro: you have to be brave
David Vaccaro: remember that
David Vaccaro: admit who you love
David Vaccaro: follow your heart
Rachele Williams: i love paul
Rachele Williams: that is my heart
David Vaccaro: and you will both be safe
David Vaccaro: people are cowards
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: so what are you what are you worried about?
Rachele Williams: him dying
David Vaccaro: well
Rachele Williams: i think anyone would be worried about losing a loved one
Rachele Williams: i have lost a lot in my life already... not him too
David Vaccaro: you don't have to worry about a lover dying
David Vaccaro: never worry about that
David Vaccaro: it is impossible for a lover to die
Rachele Williams: well what should i think of what you have said?
David Vaccaro: he can die yes
David Vaccaro: but the power of love can bring a man back from the dead
David Vaccaro: I styill lov tamara
Rachele Williams: but if i love him... how would i hurt him... this i don't understand
David Vaccaro: I am not supposed to
David Vaccaro: and she to me
David Vaccaro: also
David Vaccaro: but we will always
David Vaccaro: only what you love can hurt you
David Vaccaro: things you feel nothng for have no effect
Rachele Williams: this is true
Rachele Williams: but what is something that i would do to hurt him enough to die?
David Vaccaro: tyhe casualties of love
David Vaccaro: everymans heart is different
David Vaccaro: peoples fears come true
David Vaccaro: you have to conquer fear
David Vaccaro: and be brave
David Vaccaro: that the power of love will override
David Vaccaro: the power of love wins in the end anyways
David Vaccaro: it is a wave
David Vaccaro: a love wave
Rachele Williams: i have to wonder what will become of me if he dies
David Vaccaro: women tend to have more loves than men
David Vaccaro: they have on emore love
David Vaccaro: a guy 3 a woman 4
Rachele Williams: no, not this time
Rachele Williams: i love no one else
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: the problem with him
Rachele Williams: if i am inlove with someone, there is no one else
David Vaccaro: he is the passionate type
Rachele Williams: i am too
Rachele Williams: i would die for love
David Vaccaro: becareful what you wish for
Rachele Williams: i am not wishing for it
David Vaccaro: you just said you would die for his love
David Vaccaro: that means it will be
David Vaccaro: will it
David Vaccaro: willed it
David Vaccaro: the passion spoke
Rachele Williams: you know, i think i need to go, this completely made my mental state even worse
David Vaccaro: well
Rachele Williams: i'm just going to go cry now
David Vaccaro: be brave
David Vaccaro: believe in love
Rachele Williams: brave for what? my loss?
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: fears come true
Rachele Williams: so i guess i shall not fear it then
David Vaccaro: you cannot let fear rule you
Rachele Williams: then*
David Vaccaro: you like the dark too much
David Vaccaro: I am telling you to think pink
David Vaccaro: it is about states of mind
David Vaccaro: you are black by your own admission
David Vaccaro: you must embrace pink
David Vaccaro: and be not afraid to be happy
David Vaccaro: happiness can be willed
Rachele Williams: i'm not afraid to be happy
Rachele Williams: i'm wearing pink now damnit lol
David Vaccaro: see
David Vaccaro: Goth will kill you
Rachele Williams: well i want and will be happy with paul
David Vaccaro: Goth is the desire to fuel the demi god death love drive
David Vaccaro: the passionate romeo and juliet death love
David Vaccaro: for that is goth
Rachele Williams: yes that is correct
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: you have to wake up and stop the cycle of killing perfect men
David Vaccaro: goth is a yearning
David Vaccaro: that is why you needed to talk to me
David Vaccaro: vampires go without
David Vaccaro: they don't want to hurt what they love
David Vaccaro: they don't drink their love blood
David Vaccaro: because they really care
David Vaccaro: you have to consume the love
David Vaccaro: two vampires feeding off each other like mosquitos
David Vaccaro: are not vampires any more
David Vaccaro: vampire lovers turn into flesh beings
David Vaccaro: everything else melts away
David Vaccaro: there is nothing more powerful than the bond between 2 lovers'
David Vaccaro: and goth lovers have more power only because it is dark
David Vaccaro: and that recreates the light
Rachele Williams: i have a question?
Rachele Williams: does he love me?
David Vaccaro: you are a made bed'
David Vaccaro: he will make you unmade
David Vaccaro: if he loves you in a state of disrepair
Rachele Williams: a made bed? what do you mean?
David Vaccaro: you are perfect
David Vaccaro: a closed book
Rachele Williams: and he is not?
David Vaccaro: I see you and not him
Rachele Williams: i am not perfect i assure you
David Vaccaro: I don't look at men that way
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: well
Rachele Williams: i have my faults just like anyone else
David Vaccaro: welll
David Vaccaro: it is the faults in our lovers that we love
Rachele Williams: this is true
David Vaccaro: that is what makes us whole
David Vaccaro: this is a good convo
Rachele Williams: i mean i know without a doubt i love him, but the question is... does he me?
David Vaccaro: you are just scared
Rachele Williams: yes i am scared
David Vaccaro: every lover fears that
David Vaccaro: that is natrual
David Vaccaro: I respect you
David Vaccaro: so he must
David Vaccaro: I am more poweful than him
David Vaccaro: and if I admire your power then he is your slave
Rachele Williams: hmm
Rachele Williams: oh sorry
Rachele Williams: but how is he my slave?
David Vaccaro: worship
David Vaccaro: pedastal
Rachele Williams: but why should i be held up by anyone else?
Rachele Williams: i am his equal
David Vaccaro: love is blind
Rachele Williams: we complete eachother, one no better than the other
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: I don't have the answer
David Vaccaro: mystery
Rachele Williams: just thought i'd ask
David Vaccaro: love is a mysery
Rachele Williams: i admire him in some ways though
Rachele Williams: and i am sure he admires me in some ways as well
David Vaccaro: just wait the man you make him
David Vaccaro: people need another to live
David Vaccaro: reason to be
Rachele Williams: well, i have a lot of love to give, and in this life... he will know what it is like to be loved, really loved
David Vaccaro: hmm
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: well overtures can't stop you know
David Vaccaro: love is a fire
David Vaccaro: talk is talk
David Vaccaro: love is a verb
Rachele Williams: yes i know
Rachele Williams: actually it's a noun
David Vaccaro: no
David Vaccaro: not in my book
Rachele Williams: hmm
David Vaccaro: you cannot possess love the noun
David Vaccaro: if you think you have it you lose it
David Vaccaro: that is the first law of love
David Vaccaro: so to love him as a verb
David Vaccaro: is the only way to keep the noun form
Rachele Williams: makes sense
David Vaccaro: the verb makes the noun happen
Rachele Williams: yes they are the actions
David Vaccaro: well I think
Rachele Williams: well when i see him, which is going to be soon, we shall see what happens
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: be a good witch
Rachele Williams: a what?
Rachele Williams: what do you mean by that?
David Vaccaro: spells
David Vaccaro: haven't you been in love
David Vaccaro: ?
David Vaccaro: seduction is magic
David Vaccaro: it is magic
Rachele Williams: i was in love once, yes
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: put the right spell on him
David Vaccaro: make sure you love him for him
David Vaccaro: not selfish love
Rachele Williams: i will
David Vaccaro: loneliness is nothing to fear
Rachele Williams: so far i like everything about him
David Vaccaro: people need to own someone because they fear being alone
Rachele Williams: i don;t want to own him
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: then he is yours
Rachele Williams: i am not afraid to be alone, i like my independence
David Vaccaro: if you want to own him then he isn't yours
Rachele Williams: i wish not to own him
David Vaccaro: then he is yours
David Vaccaro: you can only own him in not owning him
Rachele Williams: well he is a human being with free will, i would od nothing ot get in teh way of that
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: one true spell
David Vaccaro: is to love yourself like i said in the first senetnce
David Vaccaro: do the right thing
Rachele Williams: mm hmm
David Vaccaro: I said
Rachele Williams: and i do love myself, and i have been brave before and given someone up because i knew it was the right thing to do
David Vaccaro: from the beginning
Rachele Williams: brave*
David Vaccaro: because fear of loss of love is loneliness
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: love yourself for no reason
David Vaccaro: then you have esteem and you can be loved'
David Vaccaro: love is stupid
Rachele Williams: love is also very blind
David Vaccaro: stupidly love yourself as a verb
David Vaccaro: you but then you begin to see who you love
David Vaccaro: and you see he is not a god
David Vaccaro: flesh and blood
David Vaccaro: and only a potential vampire
David Vaccaro: potential god
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: you like how he
David Vaccaro: does things
Rachele Williams: yes i do
David Vaccaro: you notice
David Vaccaro: the quirks
Rachele Williams: yes
David Vaccaro: what makes him him
Rachele Williams: definitely
David Vaccaro: all the little things
David Vaccaro: then love is not blind
Rachele Williams: i treasure all the little things about him
David Vaccaro: alright on your way
David Vaccaro: there is nothing to be sad
Rachele Williams: ok
Rachele Williams: well thank you
David Vaccaro: the first love spell is on yourself
Rachele Williams: ok
David Vaccaro: and when we started you didn't have that aura going on
David Vaccaro: because you didn't know the rules
David Vaccaro: what can go wrong
David Vaccaro: so
Rachele Williams: this is true
David Vaccaro: but love is a book that never ends
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: we put the book down in between chapters because we cherish the book
David Vaccaro: don't let the down time last too long
David Vaccaro: don't let the break up last too long
Rachele Williams: break up?
David Vaccaro: chomp at the bit
David Vaccaro: yeah
Rachele Williams: oh i am chopping at the bit, trust me
David Vaccaro: love is a dance through the seasons
Rachele Williams: maybe a little too much
Rachele Williams: lmao
David Vaccaro: love without passion is no love at all
Rachele Williams: no it isn't
David Vaccaro: so
Rachele Williams: and i have had empty love
David Vaccaro: passion burns
Rachele Williams: it wasn't even love
David Vaccaro: you will feel like you love him more than he loves you
David Vaccaro: and you get hurt
David Vaccaro: because you are not loved with your expectations of love
David Vaccaro: and this ruins the love
Rachele Williams: i think this time i will be
David Vaccaro: selfish love agian
David Vaccaro: love true love has no want
Rachele Williams: i think he can show me what i need to be shown
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: if you love yourself
Rachele Williams: i trust him
David Vaccaro: I am not sure you love yourself fully
David Vaccaro: but he will make you a believer in you
David Vaccaro: the first love is self
Rachele Williams: he needs to love himself too
David Vaccaro: and we need the other to get the first love
David Vaccaro: you make each other
Rachele Williams: he doesn't like my complimets because he feels they are false
David Vaccaro: of course you see how deep love is
David Vaccaro: I could keep showing you dynamics
David Vaccaro: and the crystal ball
David Vaccaro: people think I have not loved
David Vaccaro: but I know these things clear
David Vaccaro: because I have paid the price
David Vaccaro: the dyng for it
David Vaccaro: your need is too strong
David Vaccaro: you rely on him to make you whole too much
David Vaccaro: are you really independent?
David Vaccaro: he doesn't think you are independent
Rachele Williams: i am
David Vaccaro: I am not convinced
David Vaccaro: the man that knows you best thinks you will act like a little girl and need attention all the time'
David Vaccaro: wondering what he is thinking
David Vaccaro: and do this together and do that
David Vaccaro: he is an artist
Rachele Williams: so am i
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: we will talk about that later
David Vaccaro: because it interests me but that is separate from the convo
Rachele Williams: well ok
David Vaccaro: so is your heart better now?
Rachele Williams: yes
David Vaccaro: well what the hell are you talking to me for then?
Rachele Williams: because i like too
David Vaccaro: oh
Rachele Williams: to*
Rachele Williams: yeah
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: yeah
Rachele Williams: and i really don't need his attention all the time
Rachele Williams: i like to do things for myself
Rachele Williams: i like my alone time
David Vaccaro: well I don't mind women for their being that way
David Vaccaro: the world revolves around them,
David Vaccaro: it is just Paul, he is a serious artist by nature
Rachele Williams: hah, yeah i get like that sometimes, but not all the time
David Vaccaro: and I am an artist by failed love
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: he is mor independent
Rachele Williams: yes that he is
Rachele Williams: he is extremely independent
David Vaccaro: I have learned to live on my own because of the failure of love
David Vaccaro: but that is his mode of being
David Vaccaro: he almost doesn't want to give up the thought process he has
David Vaccaro: the moment of being an artist
Rachele Williams: well i want him to be independent, but it would aslo be nice if it felt like he needed me too
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: people can say things
David Vaccaro: but it is in the doing that the chips fall where they may
Rachele Williams: yeah
David Vaccaro: I don't know if he can love you according to your expectations
David Vaccaro: I will say this
David Vaccaro: the way you need to be loved
David Vaccaro: will not happen
David Vaccaro: love is an estimation
David Vaccaro: because we cannot read each others minds
David Vaccaro: and we cannot tell the other what we need
Rachele Williams: i know that, and i'm ok with it
Rachele Williams: that's why communication is the most important thing in any relationship
David Vaccaro: we expect them to know our fairy tale
Rachele Williams: well i've given up on those
Rachele Williams: it's not logical
David Vaccaro: yeah but communicating demands of how you wish to be loved breaks the independence and the freedom of being in love
David Vaccaro: it is what it is
Rachele Williams: well we shall see
Rachele Williams: i'm sure i will be quite satisfied with paul though
David Vaccaro: you should print out this talk make a pamphlet and be the love doctor
Rachele Williams: and i'm sure we will both learn a lot from eachother
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I have told you too much
David Vaccaro: but I said
David Vaccaro: I am making you a domme
David Vaccaro: so you have control
David Vaccaro: if you have control
David Vaccaro: then nothing can go wrong
David Vaccaro: you have to be in control
Rachele Williams: yes
David Vaccaro: and be a natural dominant
Rachele Williams: i will remember that
David Vaccaro: but women ar enot nastrual dommes
David Vaccaro: non eof them are
Rachele Williams: this is true
David Vaccaro: love then is an act
Rachele Williams: although, i have been more times than not
David Vaccaro: the fucken washing machine belt is making a bad sound
Rachele Williams: aww
David Vaccaro: go and be free this is enoguh
Rachele Williams: ok
David Vaccaro: you have seen the future
Rachele Williams: thank you
Rachele Williams: for your help
David Vaccaro: yup
David Vaccaro: bye
Rachele Williams: bye
Vampariah's Diary
4 the LOVE of MONEY
One must think for the long term always. Lose a battle to win a war, which in chess is a gambit move.
The best thing one can do is sacrifice themself. Invest in giving your child the best possible chance at victory in the social strata. My father made a move in 1939, decidedly to take over the Earth right about now. He was going to be very astute and very sure footed in his documentation of the 20th Century with phototography. One can never really put themselves on a pedastal, so you create a being that can do it for you, because nothing screams ME ME ME than I am a great phototographer, I am the best this.... the best that.
There are so many of the best artists whom were self promoters, and this is the reason why they succeeded. They had a whole legion of people who would repeat what they would say, and also do public relations for them, and the whole clique profited as a reuslt. However this whole thing is phony and in the end, the person who doesn't try to advance themself takes over. In the interim the first generation gets by doing yoeman work, and getting paid regularly for their services, unbeknownst to the world that there is a master plan in the works.
I am not going to talk about the deception of the father to turn the child into a cash cow (google that) or how that is done, the manner in which we can extract the most amount of soul from the child to make it a matrix provider. This is an art form of course to vulcan mind meld soul and turn the stuff that dreams are made of into pure gold. Forget that, everyone has their own methods of draining blood from children to make them useful and artistically inclined.
This however is the long term process. It involves alot of suffering.
never get mortages
it is the banking industry idea of monetary rape
no one can make a double payment, why that would be like paying rent twice for 30 years
all mortages fail, just like marriages do, men lose jobs if they are real, women leave and take house, so....
the hlaf house is split up and the bank sells it also to someone who buys a dream house they can't afford but you are in luck, the bank will give you 80,000 you think you can pay off, but as long as you owe the bank 1 dollar on the mortgage, then they own the house and you don't.
Try getting a quarter on the street in an emergency when Kennedy is shot to call an ambulance, no one will give you a nickle, if you want something from them they go deaf.
Mortages are civilized rape, sounds alot like life, but no one admits it, sound fucken familiar?
No one is going to admit they are a financial idiot.
I am not a financial moron and now neither are you. A house does not make a home. Find a woman that loves you when you are poor and she will deliver unto you the world, love is the answer, love leads to everything. Leave your day job to chase her at night, sleep on couches on teh street dragged into back streets, get as close to her as you can, prove your love, because that is all she wants too, she see all the other hoes and knows she believes you can make a woman out of her, because you think she is all that.
31 Jul 07 5:41 pm
BEACH ESTATE
Everyone reading this is qualified to proceed with the Vampariah Bermuda Triangle money philosophy. People don't vanish in the Bermuda Triangle, they sit in a hammock and have slaves all over the world send them money. From there they have bank accounts offshore and don't pay taxes, and create larger businesses overseas where outsourcing makes more slaves occurr in America for there are no jobs because of the billions of people in the far east. Japan used to be very financially secure, but now China runs the globe.
I generally myself like to donate my tax money to charity rather than paying for more nuclear missles because some crazy baldheaded military leader has got a small penis.
Each of you has a roof over your head, so you all qualify for this scheme.
Search for another place to live, and live frugally for two months saving enough money to get the other place. You don't need to work at all. Now once you find the second place, then go around on the days that they have bulk trash people are always throwing out good furnature because wifey is trying to keep up with the JOnes's. Take the furnature and fix up your old place with it, once you got like it furnished, then move into the other place, sublet the first one and use the rent from the first place to pay for the new rent. Make sure that you adjust the first sublet rent to be alot higher than the original rent so you have a surplus of money.
Then do a pyramid scheme off of that, and pretty soon you own the whole town, and it doesn't really matter if one person doesn't pey the rent, no one wants to be homeless, and so they will pay, if they don't pay then they are on the street so you don't have to break legs or anything.
On the next installment I will discuss why you should never get a mortgage or buy any property whatsoever. Be a leech suck the sytem dry let spome one else pay for capital improvements, let them pay the fines for not recycling, let them pay the 10,000 water bill per year, and let them pay the property taxes which equals tantamount to the rent you paid. Rape the landlords folks they are insecure idiots who need possessions to feel secure about themselves. Be a vagabond have a big bank account like Vampariah.
One of my best friends has a father whom was a roofer. He owns like 5 houses. When he dies his family will lose all the houses because they are in the wrong tax bracket. In order to get an inheritence you have to pay taxes on the inheritence, and if you are poor you can't inherit anything, so why own a house?
The best thing to do with old people and leaving money or property to heirs is to liquidate the property before they die, and then take the money and put it in a TRUST.
Talk to a lawyer about that. The most a person can inherit in terms of liquid cash is around 190,000 dollars, but if you have it in a trust, then the beneficiary gets all the cash, up to billions of dollars. Rich people know all about this shit and now you do too, because you are going to be rich, because Vampariah is your friend and he is going to take you there, right to that hammock in the Bermuda Triangle you don't own and can disappear into forver with slaves working for you.
Just wanted to end dramatically, bye.....
The best thing one can do is sacrifice themself. Invest in giving your child the best possible chance at victory in the social strata. My father made a move in 1939, decidedly to take over the Earth right about now. He was going to be very astute and very sure footed in his documentation of the 20th Century with phototography. One can never really put themselves on a pedastal, so you create a being that can do it for you, because nothing screams ME ME ME than I am a great phototographer, I am the best this.... the best that.
There are so many of the best artists whom were self promoters, and this is the reason why they succeeded. They had a whole legion of people who would repeat what they would say, and also do public relations for them, and the whole clique profited as a reuslt. However this whole thing is phony and in the end, the person who doesn't try to advance themself takes over. In the interim the first generation gets by doing yoeman work, and getting paid regularly for their services, unbeknownst to the world that there is a master plan in the works.
I am not going to talk about the deception of the father to turn the child into a cash cow (google that) or how that is done, the manner in which we can extract the most amount of soul from the child to make it a matrix provider. This is an art form of course to vulcan mind meld soul and turn the stuff that dreams are made of into pure gold. Forget that, everyone has their own methods of draining blood from children to make them useful and artistically inclined.
This however is the long term process. It involves alot of suffering.
never get mortages
it is the banking industry idea of monetary rape
no one can make a double payment, why that would be like paying rent twice for 30 years
all mortages fail, just like marriages do, men lose jobs if they are real, women leave and take house, so....
the hlaf house is split up and the bank sells it also to someone who buys a dream house they can't afford but you are in luck, the bank will give you 80,000 you think you can pay off, but as long as you owe the bank 1 dollar on the mortgage, then they own the house and you don't.
Try getting a quarter on the street in an emergency when Kennedy is shot to call an ambulance, no one will give you a nickle, if you want something from them they go deaf.
Mortages are civilized rape, sounds alot like life, but no one admits it, sound fucken familiar?
No one is going to admit they are a financial idiot.
I am not a financial moron and now neither are you. A house does not make a home. Find a woman that loves you when you are poor and she will deliver unto you the world, love is the answer, love leads to everything. Leave your day job to chase her at night, sleep on couches on teh street dragged into back streets, get as close to her as you can, prove your love, because that is all she wants too, she see all the other hoes and knows she believes you can make a woman out of her, because you think she is all that.
31 Jul 07 5:41 pm
BEACH ESTATE
Everyone reading this is qualified to proceed with the Vampariah Bermuda Triangle money philosophy. People don't vanish in the Bermuda Triangle, they sit in a hammock and have slaves all over the world send them money. From there they have bank accounts offshore and don't pay taxes, and create larger businesses overseas where outsourcing makes more slaves occurr in America for there are no jobs because of the billions of people in the far east. Japan used to be very financially secure, but now China runs the globe.
I generally myself like to donate my tax money to charity rather than paying for more nuclear missles because some crazy baldheaded military leader has got a small penis.
Each of you has a roof over your head, so you all qualify for this scheme.
Search for another place to live, and live frugally for two months saving enough money to get the other place. You don't need to work at all. Now once you find the second place, then go around on the days that they have bulk trash people are always throwing out good furnature because wifey is trying to keep up with the JOnes's. Take the furnature and fix up your old place with it, once you got like it furnished, then move into the other place, sublet the first one and use the rent from the first place to pay for the new rent. Make sure that you adjust the first sublet rent to be alot higher than the original rent so you have a surplus of money.
Then do a pyramid scheme off of that, and pretty soon you own the whole town, and it doesn't really matter if one person doesn't pey the rent, no one wants to be homeless, and so they will pay, if they don't pay then they are on the street so you don't have to break legs or anything.
On the next installment I will discuss why you should never get a mortgage or buy any property whatsoever. Be a leech suck the sytem dry let spome one else pay for capital improvements, let them pay the fines for not recycling, let them pay the 10,000 water bill per year, and let them pay the property taxes which equals tantamount to the rent you paid. Rape the landlords folks they are insecure idiots who need possessions to feel secure about themselves. Be a vagabond have a big bank account like Vampariah.
One of my best friends has a father whom was a roofer. He owns like 5 houses. When he dies his family will lose all the houses because they are in the wrong tax bracket. In order to get an inheritence you have to pay taxes on the inheritence, and if you are poor you can't inherit anything, so why own a house?
The best thing to do with old people and leaving money or property to heirs is to liquidate the property before they die, and then take the money and put it in a TRUST.
Talk to a lawyer about that. The most a person can inherit in terms of liquid cash is around 190,000 dollars, but if you have it in a trust, then the beneficiary gets all the cash, up to billions of dollars. Rich people know all about this shit and now you do too, because you are going to be rich, because Vampariah is your friend and he is going to take you there, right to that hammock in the Bermuda Triangle you don't own and can disappear into forver with slaves working for you.
Just wanted to end dramatically, bye.....
MASTER 2 SLAVE GIRLS
orchids: hi there
blurrighter: I am Vampariah
3242: how are you?
orchids: I'm doing quite well...and you?
3242: not bad... today kinda sucked
blurrighter: when I left the Rave I took Christi with me
3242: ah fun stuff
blurrighter: she is one of 2 girls I admired
orchids: sorry to hear your day blew
3242: it's all good
orchids: oOo...only two?
blurrighter: um Rachell is an emerging talent whose life has no limits
blurrighter: today is her birthday
3242: *blushes* aww thanks
3242: yes it is
orchids: omg HAPPY BIRTHDAY, love!!!
3242: haha thank you
3242: nig 21 today
blurrighter: shit
3242: big*
3242: yep
blurrighter: I know why I got hard
blurrighter: I had no underwear on
orchids: how sweet is it that I meet you on your birthday of all days?
blurrighter: I am such an idiot
3242: yeah i know, it
3242: it;s a good sign
orchids: ;)
orchids: I agree
3242: hehe
3242: where do you live?
orchids: *growls* I'm originally from and in Arkansas right now
orchids: moving to Kansas City, MO this month
orchids: you?
blurrighter: oh
3242: well originally from phoenix
3242: but i live in portland, oregon with my aunt
blurrighter: NEW YAWK
3242: i love it up yere
3242: hahah
3242: just like a new yorker says it too
orchids: omg @ could we all be more fucking spread out?
3242: i know right?
blurrighter: heh heh
3242: lamo
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: spread in a good way
3242: dave... go put on some damn underwear
blurrighter: my head is in the clouds ladies
3242: lmao
orchids: hahahahah
3242: haha it's all good
orchids: he's got wood
blurrighter: I feel like I am 16
3242: i know, that's normal for him though
blurrighter: it is weird
3242: haha
blurrighter: well
3242: *pats on head* it will be ok hun
blurrighter: if I was a vampire it would be a stake
orchids: no doubt
3242: umm >.>
blurrighter: yeah I am scared though
3242: .>
3242: ok maybe
3242: lmao
blurrighter: well
3242: jk
orchids: *looks innocent*
blurrighter: you know there is probably blood in sperm
blurrighter: naturally
orchids_for_persephone: who, me?
blurrighter: that is probably the thing that gets girls fat in the stomach
blurrighter: the blood in the sperm
blurrighter: do you thing there is tiny blood in sperm girls?
blurrighter: think
orchids: um
blurrighter: answer quickly
blurrighter: stop playing with yourself
blurrighter: playing with it, stop it
3242: i am not
blurrighter: both hands on the key board
orchids: that would be the rapidly-dividing cells resulting from impregnation
blurrighter: you were eeriely silent there birthday girl
3242: i am talking to my canibal/necrophiliac ex bf jared
orchids: lol
orchids: i HOPE so!!!!
blurrighter: oh JARHEAD
3242: waht?
blurrighter: I have to go blow my nose
blurrighter: brb
3242: umm ok
blurrighter: Christi you can go pee again
orchids: dude, canibalistic AND necrophile?
blurrighter: Rachele you have to hold it in
3242: i didn't know she needed permission
orchids: thank you, David!
3242: and yes
3242: he is
orchids: lol
3242: and no you may not tell me what i can or cannot do
orchids: i do need to pee
orchids: lol
3242: i make my own decisions, thank you
3242: lol
orchids: brb
3242: haha
3242: well i don't
orchids: in case you needed to know that
orchids: haha
3242: so you got off lucky this time
blurrighter: back in black
blurrighter: it was hypnotic suggestion
blurrighter: I made her go pee
3242: i see
blurrighter: tinkle
blurrighter: remember
3242: mmm hmm
blurrighter: wake up theory? and tendency to do as you are told freshly awaken?
3242: well lucky me i don't have to go
blurrighter: god you turn me on when you do that
blurrighter: the mmmm hmmm
blurrighter: that
3242: hehe
blurrighter: I can almost hear it
blurrighter: go have a cig girl
3242: yeah, it's the vampress in me
blurrighter: this reggae is way to slow
3242: nah i had one a little bit ago
blurrighter: so you never started the vampness thread
blurrighter: you should be spanked for that
3242: yeah i know
blurrighter: you promised your boyfriend and everything
3242: well paul is going to spank me 21 times when i see him for my late b day spanking thing
blurrighter: oh
3242: i know, i will do that
blurrighter: don't let him go to the paddle store
blurrighter: not good idea
3242: haha well he knows i don't like it too hards
orchids: back
blurrighter: I have seen some interesting spank techniques
3242: hard*
3242: i have a flogger though
orchids: and i'm having a chocolate soldier to drink
orchids: lol
blurrighter: when guys get spanked
3242: ooo
blurrighter: they get hard
3242: i want some JD
3242: like way bad
blurrighter: and their dicks like go in between the girl leg
orchids: omg that would rock!
3242: i feel like getting drunk off my ass
blurrighter: and they slide around trying to avoid the spank
3242: and i love JD
orchids: i was craving red bull and vodka earlier
3242: hahah fun shit
orchids: goddammit
3242: i had some wine so i'm all turnned on now
orchids: i can't find you on my friend's list on myspace
3242: awww
orchids: i shouldn't have so freakin many people on my list
blurrighter: but I have never been spanked or abused, maybe that is why I like it
3242: it should say angel of death
blurrighter: I don't knmow if I would like it
3242: i would spank you if i could
blurrighter: I have seen dommes spank well
3242: not too hard though haha
blurrighter: but the best spankers are the masturbitrixes
3242: yeah i'm good at whipping people
orchids: there you are
3242:
3242: yeah i have shorter hair now
blurrighter: well Rachele
3242: yes
blurrighter: I will hold off on my spanking
blurrighter: fantasy
3242: sorry, i am a bit frisky tonight
blurrighter: and you can be the one
blurrighter: maybe we could U-tube it
3242: oh hell yeah
blurrighter: fuck Paris Hilton
3242: that would be fun
blurrighter: spanking a famous writer
orchids: is it like...Rachel with an E or is it pronounced more like Michelle?
blurrighter: you will have so many interviews for that
3242: me and paul decided we are going to make porn videos and become rich lmao
3242: like Rachael
blurrighter: well Paul is a stunning male
3242: yes i know he is... *drools*
blurrighter: but let us see if he looks as good as me when he is 40
3242: haha we shall see
blurrighter: he is overtly kinky prematurely
3242: and hopefully i will still be in his life when he's 40
blurrighter: for a 19 year old
3242: yeah
3242: i know
blurrighter: you might spank him to death
3242: oh i talked with him last night
3242: and he's fine with my sex drive now
blurrighter: what is Christi up to
blurrighter: ?????
3242: yes
orchids: haha
3242: where did you go?
blurrighter: she ran out of blood red to write with
orchids: i'm here, man
3242: haha ok
3242: just checkin
blurrighter: ok
orchids: never!
blurrighter: you know I control the cam on your ass
orchids: never as long as i have a vein to open
3242: hmm
blurrighter: I am the Vampariah computer virus
3242: i see
blurrighter: I am really fucken delirious tonight
3242: i am the incubus that haunts your dreams muahahaha
3242: yeah?
3242: how come?
blurrighter: I don't know if I can keep up the frother lather pace
blurrighter: frenetic pace
blurrighter: frantic
3242: ah
blurrighter: frenetic is a good word
blurrighter: froth
blurrighter: incubus are males honey
blurrighter: I am 100% straight
blurrighter: now
orchids: yeah, correct
blurrighter: I know you are a sucubus
3242: yeah that's what i meant
orchids: hey, have you guys checked out sinisterspace?
3242: sucubus
blurrighter: yeah you are totally succubus
3242: haha i know
blurrighter: I don't feel bad what you do to me because I admitted it to your boyfriend
3242: i can't help it
3242: really?
blurrighter: yeah
3242: when did you do that?
blurrighter: I was embarrassed
3242: you don't have a reason to be
blurrighter: I fucken reached down into the pool of goo
blurrighter: and I covered my whole head with it
blurrighter: my hair got sticky
blurrighter: I was an idiot
blurrighter: if that shit dries
orchids: *lost*
blurrighter: the hair gets fucken
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: sinsiter space
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: I saw that
3242: yeah i know i have gotten it in my hair before lmao
blurrighter: I didn't know I had Rachele hallucinating
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: talk to us Christi
blurrighter: I was trying to turn Rachele on
3242: oh.... nvm..i so thought you were talking about something else lol
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: when you made me cum
3242: well umm hmm
blurrighter: I swooped it up and covered my head with it
3242: oh god... now that will turn me on
blurrighter: it was a big pool of goo
orchids: i'm here
3242: yeah that was what i thought you were talking about?
blurrighter: I felt so bad
orchids: hadda do something
orchids: right quick like
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: ok
3242: are you ok
blurrighter: I thought you left
orchids: nope
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: good girl
3242: yay!
orchids: i so added Rachele to my faves ;)
3242: *jumps in christi's lap*
blurrighter: if all girls are witches then why are they subs
3242: hi
3242: oh i shall do the same
3242: they aren't all witches
blurrighter: put me on the FAG list
3242: well i don't think they all are
3242: no no
blurrighter: FAGS
orchids: *wraps arms around Rachele* hey, hey! *bounces her in lap*
orchids: lol
3242: you like girls too much to be a fag
3242: ooo
blurrighter: shit I can feel that
blurrighter: oh yeah
orchids: lol
3242: damn girl you're gonna ge me all crazy like that haha
blurrighter: but if a mistress told me to suck offf a guy I would have to do it you know
blurrighter: that is the rules do whatever a female says
3242: this is true
3242: i love being a dominatrix
orchids: lol...and?
blurrighter: good thing there are no guys here to suck off
blurrighter: she is bad
3242: haha yeah i know you so ruined my fun
blurrighter: what are you wearing tonight birthday girl?
orchids: *waits for this response*
3242: umm
blurrighter: jittery
3242: a hot pink tank top and some cut off capri short things that are blue
3242: and a purple bra and rainbow panties
3242: i so don't match lmao
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: my
blurrighter: god
blurrighter: shit
orchids: lol
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: ah
orchids: sounds adorable
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: see
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I
blurrighter: ah
3242: haha thanks
blurrighter: fuck
3242: you what? c'mmon spit it out
orchids: no doubt
blurrighter: I never match in my girl clothes I go for the layer effct it
orchids: lol
blurrighter: makes me feel safe
3242: haha yeah
blurrighter: I feel safe in girl clothes
3242: awww
3242: that's hot though
blurrighter: you know what
orchids_for_persephone: lol...i just feel sexy in girl clothes
angelofdeath3242: i like when guys dress like girls
angelofdeath3242: yeah me too
angelofdeath3242: i love lingarie though
blurrighter: I walk in Montreal with my wife beater up
blurrighter: like it is a bra
angelofdeath3242: god there's nothing sexier
angelofdeath3242: hahah
orchids: we were just talking about that earlier...how i like it when guys
dress in girl clothes!
3242: sounds fun
blurrighter: and my fucken friend's girl said
3242: hehehe
3242: i love it
blurrighter: um
orchids: me too
blurrighter: she said
blurrighter: I had a slight hourglass back
blurrighter: from all the girl moves I do from the vampire sex
blurrighter: shit
blurrighter: wife beater up like a bra
blurrighter: with a girly back
3242: oh god
blurrighter: that is so wrong
3242: i love that
3242: no no
3242: that is such a turn on
blurrighter: I thought I was going to get arrested
blurrighter: because
orchid: i agree
3242: haha nah
h3242: lol
blurrighter: shit my ass is
blurrighter: hard as a laker girl butt
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: people who try to pat me on the butt are really surprized
3242: oh wow
3242: damnit... this is so not
blurrighter: because I have been riding a bike to the end of the earth
3242: good
blurrighter: and walking all over NYC
blurrighter: doing each neighborhood
h3242: *fans self* is it hot in here, or is it just me?
blurrighter: I am gonna shut up
3242: haha no
3242: go on
3242: i'm just giving you shit
blurrighter: oh
3242: only caus i luv ya
blurrighter: well
3242:
blurrighter: I can't see my own back
orchids: lol
blurrighter: so I asked Zack girlfriend
orchids: turn around
orchids: i wanna see
blurrighter: if I had the girl grooves in the middle of the lower back
blurrighter: I have a cam in NYC
blurrighter: I'll dress for you
blurrighter: and she said
blurrighter: nope
blurrighter: I don't have the girl groove
blurrighter: too bad I am perfect again
3242: hmm
blurrighter: I am going to miss my anal adventures
blurrighter: god the shit i used to do when I didn't have a dick
blurrighter: I had a screwdriver
blurrighter: it worked really good
blurrighter: I loved my screwdriver
blurrighter: it was all
blurrighter: lumpy
3242: umm
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: groovey
blurrighter: is groovey spelled rigth?
blurrighter: it looks so wrong
orchids: -e
blurrighter: oh groovy
blurrighter: one hand response
blurrighter: good one
orchids: haha
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: what else
blurrighter: I have found like thousands of ways to rape myself
blurrighter: thousands
orchids: i need some damn speed or something...
3242: brb i need more wine
blurrighter: oh
orchids: i need to lose like 30 lbs
blurrighter: no
3242: o
3242: no*
blurrighter: don't lose any weight
blurrighter: the more skin the better it feels
orchids_for_persephone: omg, i NEED to
3242: yes, no weight loss
3242: brb
blurrighter: skinny girls are bad lovers
orchids: hb!
blurrighter: boney
orchids_: i don't want to be skinny
blurrighter: break them in half
orchids: i like my curves
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: curvey
orchids: i think curves look better, fill clothes out better
blurrighter: um yahoo just contacted me they said we have to stop being so perverse
orchids: i just need to drop what i've gained since moving back home
orchids
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: that is a good idea
blurrighter: jeans three sizes too small
blurrighter: I love any kind of jeans
orchids: lol YES!
blurrighter: on a girl
blurrighter: I also love walking around in my girl jeans
orchids: i'm a jeans addict
blurrighter: there is no space for cock
orchids: and yahoo so did not contact you
orchids: lol
blurrighter: how do they expect me to walk around in girl jeans with a 7 and 1/2 inch dick?
blurrighter: it just doesn't work I need an angel space or something
orchids_for_persephone: lol...yeah...
blurrighter: it pinches
blurrighter: the denim
orchids_for_persephone: that'd be a bit difficult
blurrighter: denim is so bondagey
blurrighter: I hate the constriction of denim
blurrighter: I have a nice spandex stretch pair
blurrighter: hilfigure
blurrighter: hilfiger
blurrighter: the guy is a genius
orchids_for_persephone: that's what i LIKE about it
3242: wow that was so not smart... i totally forgot i was drinking wine and i
thought it was grape juice so i started chugging it lmao
blurrighter: they should make spandex jeans for guys
orchids: plus, my ass looks really good in it
blurrighter: chugging
blurrighter: good image
orchidse: omg he is!
3242: ooo what now about your ass looking good?
orchids: that's my FAVE kind of anything
3242: what is?
blurrighter: she is sitting in your lap wearing what?
blurrighter: what are you wearing Christi
blurrighter: and why don't you sit in my lap
orchids: lol...in jeans...
3242: and?
blurrighter: oh right you have a BOYFRIEND so it is alright for you to sit in girl lap
orchidse: Hilfiger
orchids: jeans
th3242: well so do i... i think
h3242: dunno what paul classifies me as
blurrighter: STRECTH JEANS FOR GUYS
blurrighter: YES
3242: to be honest
3242: woo hoo
orchids: i'm just wearing a black t-shirt and victoria's secret panties
3242: haha i used to work at vs
blurrighter: Christi are you serious
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: you are PAul's girl
3242: yeah
orchids: and this laptop is burning my thighs!
blurrighter: oh
3242: awww
3242:
blurrighter: I know the secret
orchids: i am
blurrighter: hissssssss
3242: haha me too
orchids: haha...so do i
blurrighter: well you prolly have large breasts right woman?
3324: yes master (lost what she said put in what I wanted her to say)
blurrighter: oh
orchids: lol...
blurrighter: well
orchids: ask Rachele
blurrighter: Christi is over 25
blurrighter: she has filled out into hourglass perfection
orchids: what's that got to do with anything? lol
3242: i think i have a nice sized chest lol
orchids: ah...
blurrighter: you are a woman
orchids: gotcha
blurrighter: Rachelle is a girl
blurrighter: girl body
blurrighter: woman
blurrighter: girl
blurrighter: difference
3242: umm excuse me?
blurrighter: she has had a baby
blurrighter: or two or three
3242: yeah i know
orchids: two
blurrighter: you girl
blurrighter: girly
orchids: but she's not a girl!
blurrighter: ok
3242: but that doesn't mean i don't have a woman's body
blurrighter: GIRL
blurrighter: I think of her as a girl
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I haven't seen your body
orchids: hmmm...perhaps you should alter your perceptions?
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: I know Christies
blurrighter: boooooody
blurrighter: booty
orchids: man
blurrighter: how do you spell that
blurrighter: um
3242: well ask paul he has seen my body
blurrighter: I have seen her body
orchids: haha i'm sure he quite enjoys it
blurrighter: I like women
blurrighter: women are good to have around
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: it is nice
blurrighter: and smooth
blurrighter: and fleshy
blurrighter: endlessly
blurrighter: cool girl skin
3242: ok christi... do you consider a female with 34DD's a girl?
orchids: omg no
blurrighter: my chest is a 44
blurrighter: you are a tiny thing
blurrighter: Rachele
orchids: her breasts are actually bigger than mine
blurrighter: put a wonder bra on
orchids: and i've had two children
3242: umm no i don't think so
3242: it all depends on the band size
blurrighter: you can have my wonder bra
orchids_: sooooooooooooo what's that do to your girl/woman theory?
blurrighter: I don't need it any more I got my dick back
blurrighter: hell sucked
3242: haha ok
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: how can she stand up then?
blurrighter: girl ass and big tits
blurrighter: physics
orchids: i'm a 36 D
blurrighter: it is physics
blurrighter: oh
3242: yeah so we are about the same size
blurrighter: ummmmph
3242: causei can wear a 36 d sometimesa
orchids: yup, it probably evens out
blurrighter: isn't that larger?
orchids: no
angelofdeath
blurrighter: hey
orchids: but cup-size, no
blurrighter: I got something you never heard before
3242: ok shoot
blurrighter: if you are talking about size
blurrighter: and you like dicks
blurrighter: I got a good dick story
orchids: fucking duh
orchids_for_persephone: lol
blurrighter: one of the best dick stories you'll ever hear
orchids: out with it already!
blurrighter: do you girls like dick stories?
h3242: yeah really
3242: yes!!!!
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: um
3242: what kind of question is that
orchids: *shakes head*
blurrighter: well I don't like dick stories
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: the bloody dick scary one
blurrighter: the unlucky 13
blurrighter: that was one dick story
blurrighter: here is a better one
3242: ok
3242: go for it
blurrighter: can you believe a better dick story than the 13 year old dick story?
blurrighter: alright
blurrighter: um when a man is in hell
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: the parasympathetic
blurrighter: hormone system gets flipped around
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: like last March
blurrighter: 'no two marches
blurrighter: ago
blurrighter: testosterone level remain the same'
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: the body is in a state of excess
blurrighter: and it um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I can't explain it
blurrighter: I sound like Paul
blurrighter: ah
blurrighter: um
3242: lol
blurrighter: well
orchids: god dammit
blurrighter: this is true
blurrighter: believe me I never lie
3242: ok go on
blurrighter: I was really angry when my dick got the width of a coke can
blurrighter: and
orchids: do y'all totally dig my huge-ass font?
blurrighter: about ten inches
3242: angry??!!!!!
blurrighter: I was so scared
blurrighter: I didn't measure it
orchids: holy fuck
3242: omg
3242: i would so love that haha
orchids: i would have run from that shit
blurrighter: because I thought it was gonna get stuck that big
3242: not me
3242: lol
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: and
orchids: dude!
blurrighter: I was so sad
3242: that would feel really fucking good lmao
3242: good*
blurrighter: because
orchids: sad? lol
blurrighter: I had never made love to a woman
orchids i dunno bout all that
orchids: sounds painful...like the bad kind
3242: awww
orchids: lol
blurrighter: and there was no pussy on the earth my dick would fit in
3242: meh
3242: i have had worse
blurrighter: no the dick felt good
orchids: lol@fit in
blurrighter: but to not be wrapped by velvet pussey
blurrighter: ?
h3242: i was raped by a guy who was like 10 inches
3242: that was not fun
orchids: i bet not
3242: but it also wasn't willing lmao
blurrighter: yeah my dick was like BAT DAY AT YANKEE STADIUM they
blurrighter: have the little bats
3242: awww
orchids: omg, i just got a visual
3242: i totally wish i could have atleast seen it
blurrighter: you could kill someone with those little bats
orchids: me too
orchids: did u take pics?
3242: haha yeah i know
3242: hahaha
blurrighter: don't get me wrong a bat is a bat
orchids: lol
orchidse: sorry...i'm curious!
3242: paul would kill me lol
blurrighter: no I tried to hide my dick
3242: otherwise i would
blurrighter: I had to go on the street
blurrighter: and get milk
blurrighter: and hide my dick
blurrighter: it was ten inches not hard
blurrighter: just swelled up
3242: damn
blurrighter: coke can
blurrighter: like another leg
orchids: yeah, dicky-lookin isn't on the list of shit my boi toy would be down with
lol...unless he was here gawkin too
3242: haha yeah
blurrighter: I have a female confidant
blurrighter: I told ehr all about it
blurrighter: she was excited at first but then saw the predicament
blurrighter: fortunately the dick got smaller
orchids: i would have wanted to poke it or something
blurrighter: and Ididn't jerk off for a while until I really had to
3242: aww
blurrighter: I was scared
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: my dick was killing me
blurrighter: it was a vampire stake
blurrighter: wood
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: I tried to cut it off
3242: awww
3242: what??!!!!
blurrighter: because boners were killing me
blurrighter: I was going blind
3242: awww
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: I was in hell
3242: *kisses*
blurrighter: I am telling you about hell
blurrighter: I went around to all the best dick doctors
blurrighter: and they told me they wouldn't snip it
blurrighter: I just wanted to snip it
blurrighter: so I could pee
blurrighter: have something to hold onto
blurrighter: because I didn't want to sit down like a girl to pee
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: they said
blurrighter: no snippage
blurrighter: you goo to Africxa
blurrighter: Africa they will cut off your dick Africa
blurrighter: because they do the female circumsizion there
blurrighter: so they cut off dick too
blurrighter: and so
blurrighter: I tried to sell some of my paintings my
3242: oh wow
blurrighter: rich paintings of my art collection to get passage to Africa to get my dick
cut off so I could live as a girl at least
orchids: *bugs eyes out*
blurrighter: you know let dominitrixes fuck me with a strap on
blurrighter: I always kinda wondered about that
blurrighter: females thrusting with a strap on
orchids: hell, me too
orchidse: lol
blurrighter: oh my god
blurrighter: that would be classic
blurrighter: true story
orchids: hahahahahhahaha
blurrighter: that is why the devil kicked me out of hell
3242: i have always wants to fuck a guy with a strapon
blurrighter: I had a bigger dick than satan so I had to go
3242: i know it's so evil
3242: but i want to
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: nobody is ver gonna fuck me up the ass again
orchids: i have done it!
blurrighter: I paid a pretty transessexual on hormones to do me in Jersey
orchids: it was SO hot!
blurrighter: 100$ no lube though and then it snowed
blurrighter: did the guy pay for it?
3242: mmm i fingered a guy in the ass
blurrighter: I told Rachele never to take it up her ass
blurrighter: and you too Christi
3242: and i was gonna fuck him, but i didn't have the money to buy a strap on
blurrighter: you girls are goddesses
orchids: yeah, done that too
blurrighter: no anal for you
3242: awww
orchids: omg know what was really hot?
3242: i know
blurrighter: like um
blurrighter: I said to birthday girl
orchids: my ex fiancee and i had a threesome with another bi-buy
blurrighter: no assy fucky
3242: omg
orchids: and i was SOOOOOOOO freaking hot watching them getting it on
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: intersting
h3242: yeah i did that well they were both straight so it kinda sucked
blurrighter: rimming asses are allowed
blurrighter: but you have to be an expert ass rimmer
blurrighter: I could rim both of you at the same time
blurrighter: right handed and left handed
h3242: oh god....
h3242: anyways....
orchid:
3242: i'm like so turned on it isnt funny haha
blurrighter: VAMPARIAH skull fuck
blurrighter: psy
blurrighter: fuck
blurrighter: mind fuck
blurrighter: INCUBUS
blurrighter: he he he
3242: god damn you!
3242: lmao
blurrighter: that is why girls keep their hair
3242: you're so bad dave
blurrighter: so guys have something to hold onto
blurrighter: when the ears rip off
blurrighter: I gotta go
blurrighter: bye
blurrighter: I am sorry I am laughing too hard
orchids: nerd
3242: haha
blurrighter: it hurts
3242: awww
3242: ok well bye hun
blurrighter: what you aren't satisfied?
blurrighter: ?
blurrighter: you want more no dick stories?
orchids: i got your skull fuck
blurrighter: oh
3242: ofcourse i want more
orchids: c'mere
blurrighter: skelteon key
orchids: hahahahaha
orchids: shush
3242: lol
blurrighter: alrigth I'll stay but I have to put in a ball gag because I am laughing too hard
3242: oh god...
3242: i hate those things
orchids: i started to say that you need help, but i don't think that any of
us are what you'd call "right"
orchids: yeah, me either
3242: yeah
blurrighter: imagine if I took Cialis when my dick was ten inches
orchids: they make me feel claustrophobic
orchids: LMFAO@that
3242: haha
orchids: *scared*
blurrighter: let us talk about the economy now
orchids: fuck that!
blurrighter: you girls gave me a great boner before
blurrighter: I was just trying to return the favor
blurrighter: my nose got red
blurrighter: so i had to stop
3242: aww
3242: we like the sex talk though
blurrighter: ok
orchids: sho do!
blurrighter: my vocabulary and knowledge of anatomy is good fro discussin gsexual perversions
3242: mmm hmm i bet it is
blurrighter: wow phonetic sure do...
orchids: sorry, blood is leaving my brain
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: ah
blurrighter: 'I could teach you girls some new things
orchids: hahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha
blurrighter: I was a gigolo
blurrighter: I know how to please women
orchids: you might be biting off a big piece with that statemet
orchids: *statement
blurrighter: that is my mission in life
blurrighter: alright Iwon't share (I was going to teach them where their universal G spot is)
blurrighter: women shouldn't get cocky
blurrighter: don't get cocky
blurrighter: you have no right
orchids: oh, i'm not getting cocky
blurrighter: yes you are
orchids: wait...RIGHT?!?
blurrighter: cocky
blurrighter: cocky
blurrighter: cocky
blurrighter: no right
blurrighter: no left either
blurrighter: nothing bwteen yur legs
3242: wow i'm so confused lmao
blurrighter: that is why you need men
blurrighter: they have it all
blurrighter: because they are cocky
blurrighter: you just have a bone groove there
orchids: as long as they make toys...
blurrighter: oh'
blurrighter: that is cheating
3242: i'm so lost lmao
blurrighter: If I caught my wife with a dildo I would spank her ass pink
3242: yeah i could see how that would be offensive
orchids: well, as long as the guy isn't an ass, i wouldn't NEED a dildo
3242: it's kind of like saying "what am i not good enough"
blurrighter: DAVE not anal any more
blurrighter: I am all dick
orchids: yeah
blurrighter: no anal for me
3242: haha ok
blurrighter: no MA'AM
blurrighter: I will not have another
3242: well i love the penis
3242: i won't lie
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am shy, I won't show you my thing, but I can tell you more about it...
orchids: lol...i love the cock
3242: and i can't lie eating pussy is fun as hell
blurrighter: no
3242: and i miss it
blurrighter: I am shy
orchids: *sigh* yeah, i miss it too
blurrighter: that is why i never made love
3242: paul said i could do it if he got to watch hehe
blurrighter: a girl gotta be my pussy
blurrighter: to have my dick
blurrighter: I goota own what is between her legs
blurrighter: my property
3242: have you ever dominated a woman beofe?
blurrighter: her pussy is mines to play with
blurrighter: I am dominating two women right now
3242: brb smoke
blurrighter: ah
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: Iwsih i could smoke but I am a golden god
blurrighter: stop that
orchids: eh, i've never had the desire to smoke outside of the occasional clove
orchids: ?
blurrighter: ohg
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: I thought you were at it again
blurrighter: Rachele is there
orchids: at what?
blurrighter: she ain't smoking
blurrighter: she is a liar
orchids: hm
blurrighter: your panties are wet
orchids: sure, if you say so
blurrighter: victorias secret my ass
orchid: they are
orchids: VS that is
blurrighter: I know your panties are wet
blurrighter: thank you for the admission
orchids: *sigh*
blurrighter: alrigth
blurrighter: maybe they aren't wet
blurrighter: but I am going to try and make them so
blurrighter: wet
blurrighter: whet
orchids_for_persephone: eh, go for it
blurrighter: wheaties
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: olympics
blurrighter: the first olympics was nude
blurrighter: gay games
blurrighter: boners
: yup
blurrighter: men running with boners waving
blurrighter: and then
orchids: they fornicated with each other too
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: one guy got hit with a sshot put
blurrighter: and blood spurted all over the other guys dick
blurrighter: and he said
blurrighter: fuck
blurrighter: I didn't know blood was warm
orchids: mkay then
blurrighter: then the officials came to dry the blood off the dick
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: they couldn't clean dick
blurrighter: so the cheerleaders in rubber costumes came
blurrighter: then the Officials said
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: we have an idea how to get the dick clean
orchids: *waits for it*
blurrighter: you are going to have to fuck one of the cheerleaders in rubber
blurrighter: and none of the cheerleaders would take bloody dick in the pussy
blurrighter: so he had to take his bloody cock and stick it up her ass
blurrighter: and she liked it
blurrighter: yum
blurrighter: but it got dirty again
blurrighter: so they had to do it over
blurrighter: and it
blurrighter: turned into a dirty dick orgy of blood in ass
blurrighter: even the official came onto the rubber cheerleaders
blurrighter: but the rubber cheerleaders said no
blurrighter: you don't have hard body
blurrighter: we don't do mouse cock
blurrighter: we like donkey dick
blurrighter: dirty donkey dick of bloodyness
orchids: um
blurrighter: are your panti4es wet yet?
orchids: x-rated fairy tales don't do it for me
orchids: lol
blurrighter: my teeth hurt
orchids: why?
blurrighter: laughing too much
blurrighter: um
orchids: lol
blurrighter: bloody dick up the ass?
orchids: nerdy pants
orchids: yeah...i only dig boy anal
blurrighter: you don't like a warm bloody dick up somewhere?
blurrighter: uh uhu
blurrighter: I will write some gay pron to stikmulate you with
blurrighter: stimulate you with
orchids: yay!
blurrighter: so the rubber cheerleaders
blurrighter: spanked the gay athletes
blurrighter: the first olympics was in Greece
blurrighter: with all that coily god like hair
blurrighter: statuesque
blurrighter: the cig was long for Rachele hmmm?
orchids: yeah
orchids: big one
orchids: lol
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: dont' start smoking
blurrighter: you can't stop
blurrighter: it is an obsession
orchids: oh, you don't have to worry about that
blurrighter: and your tits get too big from smoking
orchids: WHAT?
orchids: lol
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: bigger
orchids: do explain
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well not your tits
blurrighter: but your
blurrighter: the female line
blurrighter: smoking kills the lung seed
blurrighter: and so the tit seed get smore pronounced
blurrighter: bigger tits on daughters if the mother smokes
blurrighter: smoking is very bd for female that is why they do it
blurrighter: so they get spanked when they get caught sneaking one
orchids: hahahahha
blurrighter: spanking makes asses bigger too
blurrighter: so
orchids: god, remind me not to get spanked
blurrighter: smoking leads to bigger tits and ass
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: we have to nip this one in th ebud
blurrighter: why don't you like anal
blurrighter: maybe you weould like it
blurrighter: you know it is very taboo
orchid: wait
blurrighter: and you can't look like a movie star all your life
orchids: who said i didn't?
blurrighter: you said it don't get you off
orchids: i don't now
blurrighter: unless you just tricked me to write gay porn to get your panties wet
orchidse: lol
blurrighter: shhhhhhhhhhh
orchids: now what?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: um
orchids: i said that girl anal didn't really do it for me
blurrighter: wet?
orchids: if it's anal, typically guy anal gets me wetter
orchids: in teh porn arena
blurrighter: squishy?
orchids: a lil, yeah
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: good girl
blurrighter: you have a fat heart
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: heh
orchids: lol what's that mean?
blurrighter: I know hwta you got theres
blurrighter: your thing
blurrighter: the muscle
blurrighter: the missing muscle
orchid: lol
blurrighter: it is a fat heart
blurrighter: I saw one once
blurrighter: I got real close
orchids: yeah?
blurrighter: and I said can I touch it?
blurrighter: she was like
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: yum
blurrighter: hmmm
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: when?
blurrighter: Now?
blurrighter: YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
blurrighter: I am gettng dumb now
blurrighter: my creativity has peaked like a girls orgasm
orchids: lol
orchids: it's ok
orchids: i understand
orchids: you're still entertaining
blurrighter: I tried my best
orchids: nothing ever wrong in that
blurrighter: I never dominated two girls before
blurrighter: that was cool
blurrighter: gave me goose pimples
orchids: are you sure you have now?
blurrighter: oh yeah
orchids: oOo
blurrighter: ten inch dick story
orchids: yeah?
blurrighter: my first erection story
orchids: lol yeah...that was something
blurrighter: do you know how good virgin dick is
blurrighter: that shit is like velvet
blurrighter: forget about it
orchids: no...
orchids: i don't
orchids: sadly
blurrighter: I know
blurrighter: that is why I told you
blurrighter: the skin is
blurrighter: rambunctuous
blurrighter: bounces back
blurrighter: that is why men are masochists
blurrighter: because the dick takes and takes and takes
blurrighter: and never stops
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: my dick got broke
orchids: omg...
blurrighter: but now it is 16 again
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I am happy
orchids: very nice
orchids: i'm happy FOR you
blurrighter: yeah I went 4 hours today
orchids: what?!?
blurrighter: you should see the dress I had on
blurrighter: new dress
orchids: masturbating? or sex?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I have sex alone
blurrighter: I don't like STDS
blurrighter: I like being pure
orchids: yeah
orchids: i totally get that
blurrighter: I don't want to give a girl I love disease because I had to do
a whore when I didn't know her
blurrighter: I will wait for love
orchids: that's an amazing thing for you to do
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am a life time bachelor
blurrighter: I told soulmate no
blurrighter: when she asked me for a child
blurrighter: she had caught herpes from some dick
orchids: oh, damn
blurrighter: and i don't want some guys herpes
blurrighter: herpes gets into the kids
blurrighter: 50% of the world goty herpes
blurrighter: not my bloodline will have herpes
blurrighter: I am pure
blurrighter: that is why girls don't mess with me
blurrighter: they know I am a sperm donor
orchids: wait...what?
blurrighter: I masturbate into cups to save the earth
orchids: yeah, that's what i thought
orchids: i just wanted to make sure i didn't miss some hidden meaning
orchids: lol
blurrighter: 50 bucks for jacking off
orchids: nice
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: it is fun and cost effective
orchids: lol...two birds and all
blurrighter: plus in my mind I can be doing any girl I like
orchids: true, true
orchids: who was it last time?
blurrighter: I haven't kissed a girl in seven years
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: you girls got me hard
blurrighter: both of you
blurrighter: she came on
blurrighter: and I reached over for the mouse to chat with Rachel
blurrighter: and my dick was n my hand
blurrighter: accidentally
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: I wa like this is a sign from god
blurrighter: MAX HARDCORE VIDS
blurrighter: this afternoon
orchids: yeah?
blurrighter: he is sinister
blurrighter: don't watch him
blurrighter: I went for a really long time
orchids: who?
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: forget I mentioned him
orchids: um ok
blurrighter: yeah I had on a silky tough dress
blurrighter: slinky
blurrighter: went around my shoulders
blurrighter: and I slid on the bed
blurrighter: with my butt
blurrighter: god I was in heaven
orchids: sounds hot
blurrighter: it ws nice
blurrighter: oh yeah
blurrighter: never wore that dress before
orchids: what'd you have on underneath?
blurrighter: it is my sister in laws
blurrighter: I stole it from her
orchids: nice
blurrighter: naked
orchids: very very hot
blurrighter: 2 1/2 hours at least
blurrighter: my dick never got red
orchids: did your hard cock touch the dress when it was down?
blurrighter: it stay pink
orchids: the dress that is
blurrighter: the trick was sucking my thumbs
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: when you copy girl moves
blurrighter: the actresses
blurrighter: they comand you
blurrighter: and you get raped
blurrighter: all over the place
blurrighter: I stood up in the doorway
blurrighter: and they knew it
blurrighter: and it was taped in 2004
blurrighter: and they were like yeah rub the dick on the doorway
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: shit that is why I got the back of a girl
blurrighter: I ahve been doing vamire sex for lkike ten years
blurrighter: and it makes me undefeatable in sports
blurrighter: because I moves like better
blurrighter: In all the time in hell without a dick
blurrighter: I was good before hell
blurrighter: never lost
blurrighter: but now
blurrighter: I am a playground legend in New York City
blurrighter: the whole city knows who I am
blurrighter: they just don't know why I am so good
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: the secret is that I worship women
blurrighter: they give me power
blurrighter: like the cookie cutter story I wrote for you before
blurrighter: that is good writing
blurrighter: and you pulled it out of me
blurrighter: because you are my muse tonight
orchids: it really was an amazing story
blurrighter: you give me power
blurrighter: thank you for making a better human
orchids: no, it was inside you
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: a writer needs a voice with ears
blurrighter: a voice is nothing
blurrighter: I have never had anything
blurrighter: Rachele
blurrighter: two weeks
blurrighter: nothing
blurrighter: she did me so good
blurrighter: when she said cigarette I came so hard
blurrighter: it went all over my chest
blurrighter: I never shot that powerful before
blurrighter: I love cigarette
blurrighter: they are like
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: it gets hardwired into instant gratification loop to loop
orchids: yeah, though i don't smoke, I can understand that
blurrighter: I have smoked two packs of cigarette sin 2007
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: now
blurrighter: when I smoke
blurrighter: it kills me
blurrighter: but still i want it more than anything
blurrighter: and she said cigarette
blurrighter: like she knew
blurrighter: I like when girls know
blurrighter: that is the control
blurrighter: therin lies the power
orchids: yes, i have buttons like that
blurrighter: if I HAD A MEDALLION AROUND MY NECK IT WOULD HAVE BEEN COVERED
blurrighter: necklace
blurrighter: and the sperm
orchids: nice visual
blurrighter: it gets under the skin
blurrighter: it impregnates the reborn man
blurrighter: he impregnates himself
blurrighter: with girl and boy energy
blurrighter: the sperm bring him to life
blurrighter: it is true
blurrighter: supernatural sex
orchids: that...
orchids: that's awesome
blurrighter: so that is why I smeared the cum all over my head
blurrighter: I wanted to be perfect
blurrighter: it wasn't because I worshipped Rachele
blurrighter: because I can't do that she has a boyfriend
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I say
blurrighter: I want to be perfect
blurrighter: I am not worshippng Paul's girl
blurrighter: she has nothing to do with the act
blurrighter: because I have a conscience if you can believe it
orchids: oh, i do
blurrighter: that makes me smear the sperm more in my hair because I knew I was hot for her
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: the animal side must be hidden
blurrighter: and so I smear the sperm in my hair to get in touch with the gold half god head
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I told her
blurrighter: and Paul what happened
blurrighter: he jsut laughed
blurrighter: I didn't tell him how I worship her
blurrighter: but I think he knows I worship all females
blurrighter: everyone knows
orchids: then none are truly singled out
orchids: are they?
blurrighter: my heart hurts
blurrighter: I think I have to stand
orchids: lack of blood flow?
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I respect you too
blurrighter: very much
blurrighter: it is only this week I am a pervert
blurrighter: on the IMs
blurrighter: it is fun it is a wave
blurrighter: and I am good at it
blurrighter: yes stand
blurrighter: bye
blurrighter: for now
orchids: wow...um
orchids: damn
blurrighter: still here
blurrighter: what?
blurrighter: my heart hurts say something
orchids: it was just all of a sudden bye
blurrighter: take
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: that feels good
blurrighter: man
orchids: what?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: oh my god
blurrighter: oh
orchids: ok then
blurrighter: my mouth is open
blurrighter: this feels good
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: what time do you have?
orchids: 2:16am
blurrighter: hmmm
orchids: u?
blurrighter: pain is nothing
blurrighter: I am glad I was properly worshipping you
blurrighter: because you have given me a boner
blurrighter: god
orchids: I have, have i?
blurrighter: yeah
orchids: nice
blurrighter: you knew?
orchids: i suspected, yeah
blurrighter: alright talk to me
orchids: ok...well...
blurrighter: I can write some
orchids: you know...like you said i really have a conscience
blurrighter: but I am slipping into a different conscienceness
orchids: and i used to feel bad
orchids: about coming across the rare person
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: this is an accident
blurrighter: it is good for my blood
orchids: that i felt any sort of attraction to
orchids: then i realized
orchids: that, sort of like you mentioned earlier as well,
blurrighter: whjat>/
blurrighter: what?
blurrighter: Iwish I had my silk dress on
orchids: it's, in my own personal opinion, the drive of the soul to reach
out for stimulation by other similar souls
blurrighter: oh
orchids: to be stroked by them
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: oh
orchids: to mingle and tangle with them
blurrighter: god if i did this to you
orchids: did what?
blurrighter: you must have felt so good
orchids: yes
blurrighter: i am not even touching myself
blurrighter: because I am not supposed to
blurrighter: i am feeding off your ebergy like i said
blurrighter: natural
blurrighter: energy
orchids: to be honest, you made me feel best when you were telling me about
the cookie cutter necklace...because it seemed, then, that you were telling me more of
yourself
blurrighter: oh
orchids: at least within the telling of the story
blurrighter: 'yeah girls like soulmate stories
blurrighter: and church girls not letting themself be fucked; sometimes I think I am the
church girl
orchids: well, it wasn't so much that
blurrighter: jesus
blurrighter: oh
orchids: it was the things you told me of yourself
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: well
orchids: without meaning to
blurrighter: details
blurrighter: yeah
orchids: exactly
blurrighter: I observe everything
orchids: and you get that
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I know what you want to hear
blurrighter: I wrote that for you
orchids: well, I enjoyed it
blurrighter: yeah the donkey dick stuff was stupid
blurrighter: I apologize
blurrighter: classy is always better
orchids: it's ok
orchids:
orchids: this energy...
orchids: tell me what it feels like
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: do you reall y
blurrighter: want
blurrighter: to know
orchids: i asked
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: shit
blurrighter: when you don't try to touch yourself
blurrighter: it happens by accident
blurrighter: like then
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: one move into the other
blurrighter: fucken reggae
blurrighter: but i never stop
blurrighter: I never slept yesterday
blurrighter: went to sleep at 8 am
blurrighter: then at 10
blurrighter: some girl doominated me on the nternet
blurrighter: liek you are doing
blurrighter: she was different
blurrighter: I know she wants me
blurrighter: because I am rich
blurrighter: and powerful
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: she is submissive
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: she won't give in
blurrighter: she won't admit it
blurrighter: and she has an amzing power over her
blurrighter: like I want to run to her
blurrighter: yes
blurrighter: I must
blurrighter: be with her
blurrighter: because she owns me
blurrighter: she knows what is good for me
blurrighter: because she knows and I don't
blurrighter: I am scared
blurrighter: but with her
blurrighter: I feel safe
blurrighter: because I know she is smarter
blurrighter: and in control even though she is submissve
blurrighter: she tops from below
blurrighter: fucken no underwear is ridiculous
orchids: submissives so often really are the ones in control
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: which is weird
blurrighter: in the street
blurrighter: there is no man I fear
blurrighter: none
blurrighter: and now
blurrighter: shit
blurrighter: being the Prince of New York and all
blurrighter: the black guys got my back
blurrighter: every last one of the negros in NYC
blurrighter: they all know who I am
blurrighter: the black girls
blurrighter: too
blurrighter: because they know I am not racist and I have the power to set things straight
orchids: ok, no offense...but back to the topic at hand...what DOES this energy feel like?
orchids: lol
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: it heals
blurrighter: my face
blurrighter: throbs
blurrighter: in the jaw
blurrighter: in the meat of the face
blurrighter: there is a hum
blurrighter: the mouth is the heart you know
blurrighter: pearly gates
blurrighter: the ass chamber
blurrighter: the heart
blurrighter: and the mouth are one
blurrighter: when the pain goes up
blurrighter: into the heart
blurrighter: then you are supposed to cum
orchids: aha
blurrighter: and you fill your ass your heart and your mouth with the orgasm energy
blurrighter: yeah I have done that for roygbiv
blurrighter: all the colors
blurrighter: 'I know the code
blurrighter: now i can't cum anymore
blurrighter: to get out with no lines on my face
orchids: hm
blurrighter: these fucken pillows have leather on felt
blurrighter: never felt that before
orchids: well, I have to admit...I like knowing that you like my energy
blurrighter: the amazing thing is
blurrighter: I like you as a person
blurrighter: admire you
blurrighter: worship you on a natural level
blurrighter: so it fills my heart right
blurrighter: because I respect you
orchids: well, good
orchids: that respect is mutual
blurrighter: I need the objectification of women to be balanced by girl soul
blurrighter: otherwise I am a zombie
blurrighter: so I need you in my life desperately
blurrighter: for my bloodline
blurrighter: you
blurrighter: are a vampire bloodline stoker
blurrighter: stoking the flames of my eternal fire
orchids: i like that...
orchids: a very nice title to add to my resume
orchids: out of curiosity...
orchids: is it me or is it us that allows me to do this?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: destiny
blurrighter: I had to shut the music
orchids: np
blurrighter: chistina applegate on Married with children is on
orchids: she looks so much better now than she did on that show
blurrighter: what are you doing?
orchids: just staring at my computer
blurrighter: I came a little
blurrighter: like a girl
orchids: did u? nice
blurrighter: yeah dew
blurrighter: it was like time
blurrighter: all the energy you sucked into me
orchids: is that why i'm so tired now? lol
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: yeah I drained you for sure
blurrighter: living off of yur energy
blurrighter: energy
orchids: hey...i need to ask you a serious question
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: spit it out
orchids: like i mentioned earlier, it's only been within the last year that
i've suspected that i might have psy vamp traits
orchids_for_persephone: k
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: you have always been smart enough
orchids_for_persephone: ok ok...let me rephrase..
blurrighter: you wouldn't be in my life if you were not amazing
blurrighter: I would rather be alone than with second best
orchids: fuck...
orchids: i don't even really know how to go about this...
orchids: is there any really good literature? like non-crap stuff?
orchids: that you're aware of, that is
blurrighter: all fiction is contrived mind fucks
blurrighter: you need a primativ
blurrighter: writer
blurrighter: search primativ
orchids: that's what i'm referring to
blurrighter: yes
blurrighter: primativ is an art movement
blurrighter: but there are other writers like me
blurrighter: that don't use formula
orchids: ok, thanks hun...i'll check it out
blurrighter: the TV is askign me to jerk off and I don't want to
orchids: so do it!
blurrighter: yeah I am hard enough
blurrighter: I should
orchids: again, do it
blurrighter: ok
orchids: haha that didn't take much convincing
blurrighter: I am scared but you tell me to do it
orchids: good boy
orchids: never fear the pleasure
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: are you going to sleep?
orchids: no
blurrighter: ok
orchids: the girl told him of her heart...of her need for understanding, but what's more for a strong hand at her throat and warm lips upon her own
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I like tthe po
blurrighter: foget it
blurrighter: I can't write
orchids: hm ok
orchid: her passions, long stoked to white hot flame, drowned out her fears, replaced her doubts, and she submitted to his every demand. she gave herself to him, opening up her soul for him to kiss.
blurrighter: see
orchids: see?
blurrighter: your writing
blurrighter: I am going to livejasmine
blurrighter: .com
orchids: just musings
orchids: what's that?
blurrighter: nopew
blurrighter: I was looking at your glasses pic
orchids: what is livejasmine.com?
blurrighter: cams
orchids: oh
blurrighter: pro
orchids: reaching out to him, she offered herself fully and completely into his possession. Closing her eyes, she exhaled and waited for her fate to be decided.
orchids: hmmm
orchids: that part suck?
blurrighter: i came
orchids: nice
orchids: was it good?
blurrighter: um I had to do it
blurrighter: otherwise I keep going
blurrighter: and I had to sleep
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am always brave
blurrighter: and stupid
orchids: aha
orchids: ok, i'm not far from crashig
orchids: crashing too
blurrighter: of course it felt good because I jeerked off all day with no release
orchids: that's awesome
blurrighter: pent up
orchids: i'm glad you got some relief
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: my feet tingle
orchids: haha that's hot
blurrighter: agile toes
blurrighter: is that good
orchids: lol yeah
blurrighter: tingle?
orchids: i dunno...to me, that's just a sign that you came ....well....
orchids: nicely
: lol
blurrighter: I am Vampariah
3242: how are you?
orchids: I'm doing quite well...and you?
3242: not bad... today kinda sucked
blurrighter: when I left the Rave I took Christi with me
3242: ah fun stuff
blurrighter: she is one of 2 girls I admired
orchids: sorry to hear your day blew
3242: it's all good
orchids: oOo...only two?
blurrighter: um Rachell is an emerging talent whose life has no limits
blurrighter: today is her birthday
3242: *blushes* aww thanks
3242: yes it is
orchids: omg HAPPY BIRTHDAY, love!!!
3242: haha thank you
3242: nig 21 today
blurrighter: shit
3242: big*
3242: yep
blurrighter: I know why I got hard
blurrighter: I had no underwear on
orchids: how sweet is it that I meet you on your birthday of all days?
blurrighter: I am such an idiot
3242: yeah i know, it
3242: it;s a good sign
orchids: ;)
orchids: I agree
3242: hehe
3242: where do you live?
orchids: *growls* I'm originally from and in Arkansas right now
orchids: moving to Kansas City, MO this month
orchids: you?
blurrighter: oh
3242: well originally from phoenix
3242: but i live in portland, oregon with my aunt
blurrighter: NEW YAWK
3242: i love it up yere
3242: hahah
3242: just like a new yorker says it too
orchids: omg @ could we all be more fucking spread out?
3242: i know right?
blurrighter: heh heh
3242: lamo
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: spread in a good way
3242: dave... go put on some damn underwear
blurrighter: my head is in the clouds ladies
3242: lmao
orchids: hahahahah
3242: haha it's all good
orchids: he's got wood
blurrighter: I feel like I am 16
3242: i know, that's normal for him though
blurrighter: it is weird
3242: haha
blurrighter: well
3242: *pats on head* it will be ok hun
blurrighter: if I was a vampire it would be a stake
orchids: no doubt
3242: umm >.>
blurrighter: yeah I am scared though
3242: .>
3242: ok maybe
3242: lmao
blurrighter: well
3242: jk
orchids: *looks innocent*
blurrighter: you know there is probably blood in sperm
blurrighter: naturally
orchids_for_persephone: who, me?
blurrighter: that is probably the thing that gets girls fat in the stomach
blurrighter: the blood in the sperm
blurrighter: do you thing there is tiny blood in sperm girls?
blurrighter: think
orchids: um
blurrighter: answer quickly
blurrighter: stop playing with yourself
blurrighter: playing with it, stop it
3242: i am not
blurrighter: both hands on the key board
orchids: that would be the rapidly-dividing cells resulting from impregnation
blurrighter: you were eeriely silent there birthday girl
3242: i am talking to my canibal/necrophiliac ex bf jared
orchids: lol
orchids: i HOPE so!!!!
blurrighter: oh JARHEAD
3242: waht?
blurrighter: I have to go blow my nose
blurrighter: brb
3242: umm ok
blurrighter: Christi you can go pee again
orchids: dude, canibalistic AND necrophile?
blurrighter: Rachele you have to hold it in
3242: i didn't know she needed permission
orchids: thank you, David!
3242: and yes
3242: he is
orchids: lol
3242: and no you may not tell me what i can or cannot do
orchids: i do need to pee
orchids: lol
3242: i make my own decisions, thank you
3242: lol
orchids: brb
3242: haha
3242: well i don't
orchids: in case you needed to know that
orchids: haha
3242: so you got off lucky this time
blurrighter: back in black
blurrighter: it was hypnotic suggestion
blurrighter: I made her go pee
3242: i see
blurrighter: tinkle
blurrighter: remember
3242: mmm hmm
blurrighter: wake up theory? and tendency to do as you are told freshly awaken?
3242: well lucky me i don't have to go
blurrighter: god you turn me on when you do that
blurrighter: the mmmm hmmm
blurrighter: that
3242: hehe
blurrighter: I can almost hear it
blurrighter: go have a cig girl
3242: yeah, it's the vampress in me
blurrighter: this reggae is way to slow
3242: nah i had one a little bit ago
blurrighter: so you never started the vampness thread
blurrighter: you should be spanked for that
3242: yeah i know
blurrighter: you promised your boyfriend and everything
3242: well paul is going to spank me 21 times when i see him for my late b day spanking thing
blurrighter: oh
3242: i know, i will do that
blurrighter: don't let him go to the paddle store
blurrighter: not good idea
3242: haha well he knows i don't like it too hards
orchids: back
blurrighter: I have seen some interesting spank techniques
3242: hard*
3242: i have a flogger though
orchids: and i'm having a chocolate soldier to drink
orchids: lol
blurrighter: when guys get spanked
3242: ooo
blurrighter: they get hard
3242: i want some JD
3242: like way bad
blurrighter: and their dicks like go in between the girl leg
orchids: omg that would rock!
3242: i feel like getting drunk off my ass
blurrighter: and they slide around trying to avoid the spank
3242: and i love JD
orchids: i was craving red bull and vodka earlier
3242: hahah fun shit
orchids: goddammit
3242: i had some wine so i'm all turnned on now
orchids: i can't find you on my friend's list on myspace
3242: awww
orchids: i shouldn't have so freakin many people on my list
blurrighter: but I have never been spanked or abused, maybe that is why I like it
3242: it should say angel of death
blurrighter: I don't knmow if I would like it
3242: i would spank you if i could
blurrighter: I have seen dommes spank well
3242: not too hard though haha
blurrighter: but the best spankers are the masturbitrixes
3242: yeah i'm good at whipping people
orchids: there you are
3242:
3242: yeah i have shorter hair now
blurrighter: well Rachele
3242: yes
blurrighter: I will hold off on my spanking
blurrighter: fantasy
3242: sorry, i am a bit frisky tonight
blurrighter: and you can be the one
blurrighter: maybe we could U-tube it
3242: oh hell yeah
blurrighter: fuck Paris Hilton
3242: that would be fun
blurrighter: spanking a famous writer
orchids: is it like...Rachel with an E or is it pronounced more like Michelle?
blurrighter: you will have so many interviews for that
3242: me and paul decided we are going to make porn videos and become rich lmao
3242: like Rachael
blurrighter: well Paul is a stunning male
3242: yes i know he is... *drools*
blurrighter: but let us see if he looks as good as me when he is 40
3242: haha we shall see
blurrighter: he is overtly kinky prematurely
3242: and hopefully i will still be in his life when he's 40
blurrighter: for a 19 year old
3242: yeah
3242: i know
blurrighter: you might spank him to death
3242: oh i talked with him last night
3242: and he's fine with my sex drive now
blurrighter: what is Christi up to
blurrighter: ?????
3242: yes
orchids: haha
3242: where did you go?
blurrighter: she ran out of blood red to write with
orchids: i'm here, man
3242: haha ok
3242: just checkin
blurrighter: ok
orchids: never!
blurrighter: you know I control the cam on your ass
orchids: never as long as i have a vein to open
3242: hmm
blurrighter: I am the Vampariah computer virus
3242: i see
blurrighter: I am really fucken delirious tonight
3242: i am the incubus that haunts your dreams muahahaha
3242: yeah?
3242: how come?
blurrighter: I don't know if I can keep up the frother lather pace
blurrighter: frenetic pace
blurrighter: frantic
3242: ah
blurrighter: frenetic is a good word
blurrighter: froth
blurrighter: incubus are males honey
blurrighter: I am 100% straight
blurrighter: now
orchids: yeah, correct
blurrighter: I know you are a sucubus
3242: yeah that's what i meant
orchids: hey, have you guys checked out sinisterspace?
3242: sucubus
blurrighter: yeah you are totally succubus
3242: haha i know
blurrighter: I don't feel bad what you do to me because I admitted it to your boyfriend
3242: i can't help it
3242: really?
blurrighter: yeah
3242: when did you do that?
blurrighter: I was embarrassed
3242: you don't have a reason to be
blurrighter: I fucken reached down into the pool of goo
blurrighter: and I covered my whole head with it
blurrighter: my hair got sticky
blurrighter: I was an idiot
blurrighter: if that shit dries
orchids: *lost*
blurrighter: the hair gets fucken
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: sinsiter space
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: I saw that
3242: yeah i know i have gotten it in my hair before lmao
blurrighter: I didn't know I had Rachele hallucinating
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: talk to us Christi
blurrighter: I was trying to turn Rachele on
3242: oh.... nvm..i so thought you were talking about something else lol
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: when you made me cum
3242: well umm hmm
blurrighter: I swooped it up and covered my head with it
3242: oh god... now that will turn me on
blurrighter: it was a big pool of goo
orchids: i'm here
3242: yeah that was what i thought you were talking about?
blurrighter: I felt so bad
orchids: hadda do something
orchids: right quick like
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: ok
3242: are you ok
blurrighter: I thought you left
orchids: nope
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: good girl
3242: yay!
orchids: i so added Rachele to my faves ;)
3242: *jumps in christi's lap*
blurrighter: if all girls are witches then why are they subs
3242: hi
3242: oh i shall do the same
3242: they aren't all witches
blurrighter: put me on the FAG list
3242: well i don't think they all are
3242: no no
blurrighter: FAGS
orchids: *wraps arms around Rachele* hey, hey! *bounces her in lap*
orchids: lol
3242: you like girls too much to be a fag
3242: ooo
blurrighter: shit I can feel that
blurrighter: oh yeah
orchids: lol
3242: damn girl you're gonna ge me all crazy like that haha
blurrighter: but if a mistress told me to suck offf a guy I would have to do it you know
blurrighter: that is the rules do whatever a female says
3242: this is true
3242: i love being a dominatrix
orchids: lol...and?
blurrighter: good thing there are no guys here to suck off
blurrighter: she is bad
3242: haha yeah i know you so ruined my fun
blurrighter: what are you wearing tonight birthday girl?
orchids: *waits for this response*
3242: umm
blurrighter: jittery
3242: a hot pink tank top and some cut off capri short things that are blue
3242: and a purple bra and rainbow panties
3242: i so don't match lmao
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: my
blurrighter: god
blurrighter: shit
orchids: lol
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: ah
orchids: sounds adorable
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: see
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I
blurrighter: ah
3242: haha thanks
blurrighter: fuck
3242: you what? c'mmon spit it out
orchids: no doubt
blurrighter: I never match in my girl clothes I go for the layer effct it
orchids: lol
blurrighter: makes me feel safe
3242: haha yeah
blurrighter: I feel safe in girl clothes
3242: awww
3242: that's hot though
blurrighter: you know what
orchids_for_persephone: lol...i just feel sexy in girl clothes
angelofdeath3242: i like when guys dress like girls
angelofdeath3242: yeah me too
angelofdeath3242: i love lingarie though
blurrighter: I walk in Montreal with my wife beater up
blurrighter: like it is a bra
angelofdeath3242: god there's nothing sexier
angelofdeath3242: hahah
orchids: we were just talking about that earlier...how i like it when guys
dress in girl clothes!
3242: sounds fun
blurrighter: and my fucken friend's girl said
3242: hehehe
3242: i love it
blurrighter: um
orchids: me too
blurrighter: she said
blurrighter: I had a slight hourglass back
blurrighter: from all the girl moves I do from the vampire sex
blurrighter: shit
blurrighter: wife beater up like a bra
blurrighter: with a girly back
3242: oh god
blurrighter: that is so wrong
3242: i love that
3242: no no
3242: that is such a turn on
blurrighter: I thought I was going to get arrested
blurrighter: because
orchid: i agree
3242: haha nah
h3242: lol
blurrighter: shit my ass is
blurrighter: hard as a laker girl butt
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: people who try to pat me on the butt are really surprized
3242: oh wow
3242: damnit... this is so not
blurrighter: because I have been riding a bike to the end of the earth
3242: good
blurrighter: and walking all over NYC
blurrighter: doing each neighborhood
h3242: *fans self* is it hot in here, or is it just me?
blurrighter: I am gonna shut up
3242: haha no
3242: go on
3242: i'm just giving you shit
blurrighter: oh
3242: only caus i luv ya
blurrighter: well
3242:
blurrighter: I can't see my own back
orchids: lol
blurrighter: so I asked Zack girlfriend
orchids: turn around
orchids: i wanna see
blurrighter: if I had the girl grooves in the middle of the lower back
blurrighter: I have a cam in NYC
blurrighter: I'll dress for you
blurrighter: and she said
blurrighter: nope
blurrighter: I don't have the girl groove
blurrighter: too bad I am perfect again
3242: hmm
blurrighter: I am going to miss my anal adventures
blurrighter: god the shit i used to do when I didn't have a dick
blurrighter: I had a screwdriver
blurrighter: it worked really good
blurrighter: I loved my screwdriver
blurrighter: it was all
blurrighter: lumpy
3242: umm
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: groovey
blurrighter: is groovey spelled rigth?
blurrighter: it looks so wrong
orchids: -e
blurrighter: oh groovy
blurrighter: one hand response
blurrighter: good one
orchids: haha
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: what else
blurrighter: I have found like thousands of ways to rape myself
blurrighter: thousands
orchids: i need some damn speed or something...
3242: brb i need more wine
blurrighter: oh
orchids: i need to lose like 30 lbs
blurrighter: no
3242: o
3242: no*
blurrighter: don't lose any weight
blurrighter: the more skin the better it feels
orchids_for_persephone: omg, i NEED to
3242: yes, no weight loss
3242: brb
blurrighter: skinny girls are bad lovers
orchids: hb!
blurrighter: boney
orchids_: i don't want to be skinny
blurrighter: break them in half
orchids: i like my curves
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: curvey
orchids: i think curves look better, fill clothes out better
blurrighter: um yahoo just contacted me they said we have to stop being so perverse
orchids: i just need to drop what i've gained since moving back home
orchids
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: that is a good idea
blurrighter: jeans three sizes too small
blurrighter: I love any kind of jeans
orchids: lol YES!
blurrighter: on a girl
blurrighter: I also love walking around in my girl jeans
orchids: i'm a jeans addict
blurrighter: there is no space for cock
orchids: and yahoo so did not contact you
orchids: lol
blurrighter: how do they expect me to walk around in girl jeans with a 7 and 1/2 inch dick?
blurrighter: it just doesn't work I need an angel space or something
orchids_for_persephone: lol...yeah...
blurrighter: it pinches
blurrighter: the denim
orchids_for_persephone: that'd be a bit difficult
blurrighter: denim is so bondagey
blurrighter: I hate the constriction of denim
blurrighter: I have a nice spandex stretch pair
blurrighter: hilfigure
blurrighter: hilfiger
blurrighter: the guy is a genius
orchids_for_persephone: that's what i LIKE about it
3242: wow that was so not smart... i totally forgot i was drinking wine and i
thought it was grape juice so i started chugging it lmao
blurrighter: they should make spandex jeans for guys
orchids: plus, my ass looks really good in it
blurrighter: chugging
blurrighter: good image
orchidse: omg he is!
3242: ooo what now about your ass looking good?
orchids: that's my FAVE kind of anything
3242: what is?
blurrighter: she is sitting in your lap wearing what?
blurrighter: what are you wearing Christi
blurrighter: and why don't you sit in my lap
orchids: lol...in jeans...
3242: and?
blurrighter: oh right you have a BOYFRIEND so it is alright for you to sit in girl lap
orchidse: Hilfiger
orchids: jeans
th3242: well so do i... i think
h3242: dunno what paul classifies me as
blurrighter: STRECTH JEANS FOR GUYS
blurrighter: YES
3242: to be honest
3242: woo hoo
orchids: i'm just wearing a black t-shirt and victoria's secret panties
3242: haha i used to work at vs
blurrighter: Christi are you serious
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: you are PAul's girl
3242: yeah
orchids: and this laptop is burning my thighs!
blurrighter: oh
3242: awww
3242:
blurrighter: I know the secret
orchids: i am
blurrighter: hissssssss
3242: haha me too
orchids: haha...so do i
blurrighter: well you prolly have large breasts right woman?
3324: yes master (lost what she said put in what I wanted her to say)
blurrighter: oh
orchids: lol...
blurrighter: well
orchids: ask Rachele
blurrighter: Christi is over 25
blurrighter: she has filled out into hourglass perfection
orchids: what's that got to do with anything? lol
3242: i think i have a nice sized chest lol
orchids: ah...
blurrighter: you are a woman
orchids: gotcha
blurrighter: Rachelle is a girl
blurrighter: girl body
blurrighter: woman
blurrighter: girl
blurrighter: difference
3242: umm excuse me?
blurrighter: she has had a baby
blurrighter: or two or three
3242: yeah i know
orchids: two
blurrighter: you girl
blurrighter: girly
orchids: but she's not a girl!
blurrighter: ok
3242: but that doesn't mean i don't have a woman's body
blurrighter: GIRL
blurrighter: I think of her as a girl
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I haven't seen your body
orchids: hmmm...perhaps you should alter your perceptions?
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: I know Christies
blurrighter: boooooody
blurrighter: booty
orchids: man
blurrighter: how do you spell that
blurrighter: um
3242: well ask paul he has seen my body
blurrighter: I have seen her body
orchids: haha i'm sure he quite enjoys it
blurrighter: I like women
blurrighter: women are good to have around
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: it is nice
blurrighter: and smooth
blurrighter: and fleshy
blurrighter: endlessly
blurrighter: cool girl skin
3242: ok christi... do you consider a female with 34DD's a girl?
orchids: omg no
blurrighter: my chest is a 44
blurrighter: you are a tiny thing
blurrighter: Rachele
orchids: her breasts are actually bigger than mine
blurrighter: put a wonder bra on
orchids: and i've had two children
3242: umm no i don't think so
3242: it all depends on the band size
blurrighter: you can have my wonder bra
orchids_: sooooooooooooo what's that do to your girl/woman theory?
blurrighter: I don't need it any more I got my dick back
blurrighter: hell sucked
3242: haha ok
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: how can she stand up then?
blurrighter: girl ass and big tits
blurrighter: physics
orchids: i'm a 36 D
blurrighter: it is physics
blurrighter: oh
3242: yeah so we are about the same size
blurrighter: ummmmph
3242: causei can wear a 36 d sometimesa
orchids: yup, it probably evens out
blurrighter: isn't that larger?
orchids: no
angelofdeath
blurrighter: hey
orchids: but cup-size, no
blurrighter: I got something you never heard before
3242: ok shoot
blurrighter: if you are talking about size
blurrighter: and you like dicks
blurrighter: I got a good dick story
orchids: fucking duh
orchids_for_persephone: lol
blurrighter: one of the best dick stories you'll ever hear
orchids: out with it already!
blurrighter: do you girls like dick stories?
h3242: yeah really
3242: yes!!!!
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: um
3242: what kind of question is that
orchids: *shakes head*
blurrighter: well I don't like dick stories
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: the bloody dick scary one
blurrighter: the unlucky 13
blurrighter: that was one dick story
blurrighter: here is a better one
3242: ok
3242: go for it
blurrighter: can you believe a better dick story than the 13 year old dick story?
blurrighter: alright
blurrighter: um when a man is in hell
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: the parasympathetic
blurrighter: hormone system gets flipped around
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: like last March
blurrighter: 'no two marches
blurrighter: ago
blurrighter: testosterone level remain the same'
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: the body is in a state of excess
blurrighter: and it um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I can't explain it
blurrighter: I sound like Paul
blurrighter: ah
blurrighter: um
3242: lol
blurrighter: well
orchids: god dammit
blurrighter: this is true
blurrighter: believe me I never lie
3242: ok go on
blurrighter: I was really angry when my dick got the width of a coke can
blurrighter: and
orchids: do y'all totally dig my huge-ass font?
blurrighter: about ten inches
3242: angry??!!!!!
blurrighter: I was so scared
blurrighter: I didn't measure it
orchids: holy fuck
3242: omg
3242: i would so love that haha
orchids: i would have run from that shit
blurrighter: because I thought it was gonna get stuck that big
3242: not me
3242: lol
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: and
orchids: dude!
blurrighter: I was so sad
3242: that would feel really fucking good lmao
3242: good*
blurrighter: because
orchids: sad? lol
blurrighter: I had never made love to a woman
orchids i dunno bout all that
orchids: sounds painful...like the bad kind
3242: awww
orchids: lol
blurrighter: and there was no pussy on the earth my dick would fit in
3242: meh
3242: i have had worse
blurrighter: no the dick felt good
orchids: lol@fit in
blurrighter: but to not be wrapped by velvet pussey
blurrighter: ?
h3242: i was raped by a guy who was like 10 inches
3242: that was not fun
orchids: i bet not
3242: but it also wasn't willing lmao
blurrighter: yeah my dick was like BAT DAY AT YANKEE STADIUM they
blurrighter: have the little bats
3242: awww
orchids: omg, i just got a visual
3242: i totally wish i could have atleast seen it
blurrighter: you could kill someone with those little bats
orchids: me too
orchids: did u take pics?
3242: haha yeah i know
3242: hahaha
blurrighter: don't get me wrong a bat is a bat
orchids: lol
orchidse: sorry...i'm curious!
3242: paul would kill me lol
blurrighter: no I tried to hide my dick
3242: otherwise i would
blurrighter: I had to go on the street
blurrighter: and get milk
blurrighter: and hide my dick
blurrighter: it was ten inches not hard
blurrighter: just swelled up
3242: damn
blurrighter: coke can
blurrighter: like another leg
orchids: yeah, dicky-lookin isn't on the list of shit my boi toy would be down with
lol...unless he was here gawkin too
3242: haha yeah
blurrighter: I have a female confidant
blurrighter: I told ehr all about it
blurrighter: she was excited at first but then saw the predicament
blurrighter: fortunately the dick got smaller
orchids: i would have wanted to poke it or something
blurrighter: and Ididn't jerk off for a while until I really had to
3242: aww
blurrighter: I was scared
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: my dick was killing me
blurrighter: it was a vampire stake
blurrighter: wood
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: I tried to cut it off
3242: awww
3242: what??!!!!
blurrighter: because boners were killing me
blurrighter: I was going blind
3242: awww
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: I was in hell
3242: *kisses*
blurrighter: I am telling you about hell
blurrighter: I went around to all the best dick doctors
blurrighter: and they told me they wouldn't snip it
blurrighter: I just wanted to snip it
blurrighter: so I could pee
blurrighter: have something to hold onto
blurrighter: because I didn't want to sit down like a girl to pee
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: they said
blurrighter: no snippage
blurrighter: you goo to Africxa
blurrighter: Africa they will cut off your dick Africa
blurrighter: because they do the female circumsizion there
blurrighter: so they cut off dick too
blurrighter: and so
blurrighter: I tried to sell some of my paintings my
3242: oh wow
blurrighter: rich paintings of my art collection to get passage to Africa to get my dick
cut off so I could live as a girl at least
orchids: *bugs eyes out*
blurrighter: you know let dominitrixes fuck me with a strap on
blurrighter: I always kinda wondered about that
blurrighter: females thrusting with a strap on
orchids: hell, me too
orchidse: lol
blurrighter: oh my god
blurrighter: that would be classic
blurrighter: true story
orchids: hahahahahhahaha
blurrighter: that is why the devil kicked me out of hell
3242: i have always wants to fuck a guy with a strapon
blurrighter: I had a bigger dick than satan so I had to go
3242: i know it's so evil
3242: but i want to
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: nobody is ver gonna fuck me up the ass again
orchids: i have done it!
blurrighter: I paid a pretty transessexual on hormones to do me in Jersey
orchids: it was SO hot!
blurrighter: 100$ no lube though and then it snowed
blurrighter: did the guy pay for it?
3242: mmm i fingered a guy in the ass
blurrighter: I told Rachele never to take it up her ass
blurrighter: and you too Christi
3242: and i was gonna fuck him, but i didn't have the money to buy a strap on
blurrighter: you girls are goddesses
orchids: yeah, done that too
blurrighter: no anal for you
3242: awww
orchids: omg know what was really hot?
3242: i know
blurrighter: like um
blurrighter: I said to birthday girl
orchids: my ex fiancee and i had a threesome with another bi-buy
blurrighter: no assy fucky
3242: omg
orchids: and i was SOOOOOOOO freaking hot watching them getting it on
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: intersting
h3242: yeah i did that well they were both straight so it kinda sucked
blurrighter: rimming asses are allowed
blurrighter: but you have to be an expert ass rimmer
blurrighter: I could rim both of you at the same time
blurrighter: right handed and left handed
h3242: oh god....
h3242: anyways....
orchid:
3242: i'm like so turned on it isnt funny haha
blurrighter: VAMPARIAH skull fuck
blurrighter: psy
blurrighter: fuck
blurrighter: mind fuck
blurrighter: INCUBUS
blurrighter: he he he
3242: god damn you!
3242: lmao
blurrighter: that is why girls keep their hair
3242: you're so bad dave
blurrighter: so guys have something to hold onto
blurrighter: when the ears rip off
blurrighter: I gotta go
blurrighter: bye
blurrighter: I am sorry I am laughing too hard
orchids: nerd
3242: haha
blurrighter: it hurts
3242: awww
3242: ok well bye hun
blurrighter: what you aren't satisfied?
blurrighter: ?
blurrighter: you want more no dick stories?
orchids: i got your skull fuck
blurrighter: oh
3242: ofcourse i want more
orchids: c'mere
blurrighter: skelteon key
orchids: hahahahaha
orchids: shush
3242: lol
blurrighter: alrigth I'll stay but I have to put in a ball gag because I am laughing too hard
3242: oh god...
3242: i hate those things
orchids: i started to say that you need help, but i don't think that any of
us are what you'd call "right"
orchids: yeah, me either
3242: yeah
blurrighter: imagine if I took Cialis when my dick was ten inches
orchids: they make me feel claustrophobic
orchids: LMFAO@that
3242: haha
orchids: *scared*
blurrighter: let us talk about the economy now
orchids: fuck that!
blurrighter: you girls gave me a great boner before
blurrighter: I was just trying to return the favor
blurrighter: my nose got red
blurrighter: so i had to stop
3242: aww
3242: we like the sex talk though
blurrighter: ok
orchids: sho do!
blurrighter: my vocabulary and knowledge of anatomy is good fro discussin gsexual perversions
3242: mmm hmm i bet it is
blurrighter: wow phonetic sure do...
orchids: sorry, blood is leaving my brain
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: ah
blurrighter: 'I could teach you girls some new things
orchids: hahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha
blurrighter: I was a gigolo
blurrighter: I know how to please women
orchids: you might be biting off a big piece with that statemet
orchids: *statement
blurrighter: that is my mission in life
blurrighter: alright Iwon't share (I was going to teach them where their universal G spot is)
blurrighter: women shouldn't get cocky
blurrighter: don't get cocky
blurrighter: you have no right
orchids: oh, i'm not getting cocky
blurrighter: yes you are
orchids: wait...RIGHT?!?
blurrighter: cocky
blurrighter: cocky
blurrighter: cocky
blurrighter: no right
blurrighter: no left either
blurrighter: nothing bwteen yur legs
3242: wow i'm so confused lmao
blurrighter: that is why you need men
blurrighter: they have it all
blurrighter: because they are cocky
blurrighter: you just have a bone groove there
orchids: as long as they make toys...
blurrighter: oh'
blurrighter: that is cheating
3242: i'm so lost lmao
blurrighter: If I caught my wife with a dildo I would spank her ass pink
3242: yeah i could see how that would be offensive
orchids: well, as long as the guy isn't an ass, i wouldn't NEED a dildo
3242: it's kind of like saying "what am i not good enough"
blurrighter: DAVE not anal any more
blurrighter: I am all dick
orchids: yeah
blurrighter: no anal for me
3242: haha ok
blurrighter: no MA'AM
blurrighter: I will not have another
3242: well i love the penis
3242: i won't lie
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am shy, I won't show you my thing, but I can tell you more about it...
orchids: lol...i love the cock
3242: and i can't lie eating pussy is fun as hell
blurrighter: no
3242: and i miss it
blurrighter: I am shy
orchids: *sigh* yeah, i miss it too
blurrighter: that is why i never made love
3242: paul said i could do it if he got to watch hehe
blurrighter: a girl gotta be my pussy
blurrighter: to have my dick
blurrighter: I goota own what is between her legs
blurrighter: my property
3242: have you ever dominated a woman beofe?
blurrighter: her pussy is mines to play with
blurrighter: I am dominating two women right now
3242: brb smoke
blurrighter: ah
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: Iwsih i could smoke but I am a golden god
blurrighter: stop that
orchids: eh, i've never had the desire to smoke outside of the occasional clove
orchids: ?
blurrighter: ohg
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: I thought you were at it again
blurrighter: Rachele is there
orchids: at what?
blurrighter: she ain't smoking
blurrighter: she is a liar
orchids: hm
blurrighter: your panties are wet
orchids: sure, if you say so
blurrighter: victorias secret my ass
orchid: they are
orchids: VS that is
blurrighter: I know your panties are wet
blurrighter: thank you for the admission
orchids: *sigh*
blurrighter: alrigth
blurrighter: maybe they aren't wet
blurrighter: but I am going to try and make them so
blurrighter: wet
blurrighter: whet
orchids_for_persephone: eh, go for it
blurrighter: wheaties
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: olympics
blurrighter: the first olympics was nude
blurrighter: gay games
blurrighter: boners
: yup
blurrighter: men running with boners waving
blurrighter: and then
orchids: they fornicated with each other too
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: one guy got hit with a sshot put
blurrighter: and blood spurted all over the other guys dick
blurrighter: and he said
blurrighter: fuck
blurrighter: I didn't know blood was warm
orchids: mkay then
blurrighter: then the officials came to dry the blood off the dick
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: they couldn't clean dick
blurrighter: so the cheerleaders in rubber costumes came
blurrighter: then the Officials said
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: we have an idea how to get the dick clean
orchids: *waits for it*
blurrighter: you are going to have to fuck one of the cheerleaders in rubber
blurrighter: and none of the cheerleaders would take bloody dick in the pussy
blurrighter: so he had to take his bloody cock and stick it up her ass
blurrighter: and she liked it
blurrighter: yum
blurrighter: but it got dirty again
blurrighter: so they had to do it over
blurrighter: and it
blurrighter: turned into a dirty dick orgy of blood in ass
blurrighter: even the official came onto the rubber cheerleaders
blurrighter: but the rubber cheerleaders said no
blurrighter: you don't have hard body
blurrighter: we don't do mouse cock
blurrighter: we like donkey dick
blurrighter: dirty donkey dick of bloodyness
orchids: um
blurrighter: are your panti4es wet yet?
orchids: x-rated fairy tales don't do it for me
orchids: lol
blurrighter: my teeth hurt
orchids: why?
blurrighter: laughing too much
blurrighter: um
orchids: lol
blurrighter: bloody dick up the ass?
orchids: nerdy pants
orchids: yeah...i only dig boy anal
blurrighter: you don't like a warm bloody dick up somewhere?
blurrighter: uh uhu
blurrighter: I will write some gay pron to stikmulate you with
blurrighter: stimulate you with
orchids: yay!
blurrighter: so the rubber cheerleaders
blurrighter: spanked the gay athletes
blurrighter: the first olympics was in Greece
blurrighter: with all that coily god like hair
blurrighter: statuesque
blurrighter: the cig was long for Rachele hmmm?
orchids: yeah
orchids: big one
orchids: lol
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: dont' start smoking
blurrighter: you can't stop
blurrighter: it is an obsession
orchids: oh, you don't have to worry about that
blurrighter: and your tits get too big from smoking
orchids: WHAT?
orchids: lol
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: bigger
orchids: do explain
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well not your tits
blurrighter: but your
blurrighter: the female line
blurrighter: smoking kills the lung seed
blurrighter: and so the tit seed get smore pronounced
blurrighter: bigger tits on daughters if the mother smokes
blurrighter: smoking is very bd for female that is why they do it
blurrighter: so they get spanked when they get caught sneaking one
orchids: hahahahha
blurrighter: spanking makes asses bigger too
blurrighter: so
orchids: god, remind me not to get spanked
blurrighter: smoking leads to bigger tits and ass
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: we have to nip this one in th ebud
blurrighter: why don't you like anal
blurrighter: maybe you weould like it
blurrighter: you know it is very taboo
orchid: wait
blurrighter: and you can't look like a movie star all your life
orchids: who said i didn't?
blurrighter: you said it don't get you off
orchids: i don't now
blurrighter: unless you just tricked me to write gay porn to get your panties wet
orchidse: lol
blurrighter: shhhhhhhhhhh
orchids: now what?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: um
orchids: i said that girl anal didn't really do it for me
blurrighter: wet?
orchids: if it's anal, typically guy anal gets me wetter
orchids: in teh porn arena
blurrighter: squishy?
orchids: a lil, yeah
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: good girl
blurrighter: you have a fat heart
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: heh
orchids: lol what's that mean?
blurrighter: I know hwta you got theres
blurrighter: your thing
blurrighter: the muscle
blurrighter: the missing muscle
orchid: lol
blurrighter: it is a fat heart
blurrighter: I saw one once
blurrighter: I got real close
orchids: yeah?
blurrighter: and I said can I touch it?
blurrighter: she was like
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: yum
blurrighter: hmmm
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: when?
blurrighter: Now?
blurrighter: YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
blurrighter: I am gettng dumb now
blurrighter: my creativity has peaked like a girls orgasm
orchids: lol
orchids: it's ok
orchids: i understand
orchids: you're still entertaining
blurrighter: I tried my best
orchids: nothing ever wrong in that
blurrighter: I never dominated two girls before
blurrighter: that was cool
blurrighter: gave me goose pimples
orchids: are you sure you have now?
blurrighter: oh yeah
orchids: oOo
blurrighter: ten inch dick story
orchids: yeah?
blurrighter: my first erection story
orchids: lol yeah...that was something
blurrighter: do you know how good virgin dick is
blurrighter: that shit is like velvet
blurrighter: forget about it
orchids: no...
orchids: i don't
orchids: sadly
blurrighter: I know
blurrighter: that is why I told you
blurrighter: the skin is
blurrighter: rambunctuous
blurrighter: bounces back
blurrighter: that is why men are masochists
blurrighter: because the dick takes and takes and takes
blurrighter: and never stops
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: my dick got broke
orchids: omg...
blurrighter: but now it is 16 again
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I am happy
orchids: very nice
orchids: i'm happy FOR you
blurrighter: yeah I went 4 hours today
orchids: what?!?
blurrighter: you should see the dress I had on
blurrighter: new dress
orchids: masturbating? or sex?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I have sex alone
blurrighter: I don't like STDS
blurrighter: I like being pure
orchids: yeah
orchids: i totally get that
blurrighter: I don't want to give a girl I love disease because I had to do
a whore when I didn't know her
blurrighter: I will wait for love
orchids: that's an amazing thing for you to do
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am a life time bachelor
blurrighter: I told soulmate no
blurrighter: when she asked me for a child
blurrighter: she had caught herpes from some dick
orchids: oh, damn
blurrighter: and i don't want some guys herpes
blurrighter: herpes gets into the kids
blurrighter: 50% of the world goty herpes
blurrighter: not my bloodline will have herpes
blurrighter: I am pure
blurrighter: that is why girls don't mess with me
blurrighter: they know I am a sperm donor
orchids: wait...what?
blurrighter: I masturbate into cups to save the earth
orchids: yeah, that's what i thought
orchids: i just wanted to make sure i didn't miss some hidden meaning
orchids: lol
blurrighter: 50 bucks for jacking off
orchids: nice
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: it is fun and cost effective
orchids: lol...two birds and all
blurrighter: plus in my mind I can be doing any girl I like
orchids: true, true
orchids: who was it last time?
blurrighter: I haven't kissed a girl in seven years
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: you girls got me hard
blurrighter: both of you
blurrighter: she came on
blurrighter: and I reached over for the mouse to chat with Rachel
blurrighter: and my dick was n my hand
blurrighter: accidentally
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: I wa like this is a sign from god
blurrighter: MAX HARDCORE VIDS
blurrighter: this afternoon
orchids: yeah?
blurrighter: he is sinister
blurrighter: don't watch him
blurrighter: I went for a really long time
orchids: who?
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: forget I mentioned him
orchids: um ok
blurrighter: yeah I had on a silky tough dress
blurrighter: slinky
blurrighter: went around my shoulders
blurrighter: and I slid on the bed
blurrighter: with my butt
blurrighter: god I was in heaven
orchids: sounds hot
blurrighter: it ws nice
blurrighter: oh yeah
blurrighter: never wore that dress before
orchids: what'd you have on underneath?
blurrighter: it is my sister in laws
blurrighter: I stole it from her
orchids: nice
blurrighter: naked
orchids: very very hot
blurrighter: 2 1/2 hours at least
blurrighter: my dick never got red
orchids: did your hard cock touch the dress when it was down?
blurrighter: it stay pink
orchids: the dress that is
blurrighter: the trick was sucking my thumbs
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: when you copy girl moves
blurrighter: the actresses
blurrighter: they comand you
blurrighter: and you get raped
blurrighter: all over the place
blurrighter: I stood up in the doorway
blurrighter: and they knew it
blurrighter: and it was taped in 2004
blurrighter: and they were like yeah rub the dick on the doorway
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: shit that is why I got the back of a girl
blurrighter: I ahve been doing vamire sex for lkike ten years
blurrighter: and it makes me undefeatable in sports
blurrighter: because I moves like better
blurrighter: In all the time in hell without a dick
blurrighter: I was good before hell
blurrighter: never lost
blurrighter: but now
blurrighter: I am a playground legend in New York City
blurrighter: the whole city knows who I am
blurrighter: they just don't know why I am so good
orchids: ;)
blurrighter: the secret is that I worship women
blurrighter: they give me power
blurrighter: like the cookie cutter story I wrote for you before
blurrighter: that is good writing
blurrighter: and you pulled it out of me
blurrighter: because you are my muse tonight
orchids: it really was an amazing story
blurrighter: you give me power
blurrighter: thank you for making a better human
orchids: no, it was inside you
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: a writer needs a voice with ears
blurrighter: a voice is nothing
blurrighter: I have never had anything
blurrighter: Rachele
blurrighter: two weeks
blurrighter: nothing
blurrighter: she did me so good
blurrighter: when she said cigarette I came so hard
blurrighter: it went all over my chest
blurrighter: I never shot that powerful before
blurrighter: I love cigarette
blurrighter: they are like
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: it gets hardwired into instant gratification loop to loop
orchids: yeah, though i don't smoke, I can understand that
blurrighter: I have smoked two packs of cigarette sin 2007
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: now
blurrighter: when I smoke
blurrighter: it kills me
blurrighter: but still i want it more than anything
blurrighter: and she said cigarette
blurrighter: like she knew
blurrighter: I like when girls know
blurrighter: that is the control
blurrighter: therin lies the power
orchids: yes, i have buttons like that
blurrighter: if I HAD A MEDALLION AROUND MY NECK IT WOULD HAVE BEEN COVERED
blurrighter: necklace
blurrighter: and the sperm
orchids: nice visual
blurrighter: it gets under the skin
blurrighter: it impregnates the reborn man
blurrighter: he impregnates himself
blurrighter: with girl and boy energy
blurrighter: the sperm bring him to life
blurrighter: it is true
blurrighter: supernatural sex
orchids: that...
orchids: that's awesome
blurrighter: so that is why I smeared the cum all over my head
blurrighter: I wanted to be perfect
blurrighter: it wasn't because I worshipped Rachele
blurrighter: because I can't do that she has a boyfriend
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I say
blurrighter: I want to be perfect
blurrighter: I am not worshippng Paul's girl
blurrighter: she has nothing to do with the act
blurrighter: because I have a conscience if you can believe it
orchids: oh, i do
blurrighter: that makes me smear the sperm more in my hair because I knew I was hot for her
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: the animal side must be hidden
blurrighter: and so I smear the sperm in my hair to get in touch with the gold half god head
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: I told her
blurrighter: and Paul what happened
blurrighter: he jsut laughed
blurrighter: I didn't tell him how I worship her
blurrighter: but I think he knows I worship all females
blurrighter: everyone knows
orchids: then none are truly singled out
orchids: are they?
blurrighter: my heart hurts
blurrighter: I think I have to stand
orchids: lack of blood flow?
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I respect you too
blurrighter: very much
blurrighter: it is only this week I am a pervert
blurrighter: on the IMs
blurrighter: it is fun it is a wave
blurrighter: and I am good at it
blurrighter: yes stand
blurrighter: bye
blurrighter: for now
orchids: wow...um
orchids: damn
blurrighter: still here
blurrighter: what?
blurrighter: my heart hurts say something
orchids: it was just all of a sudden bye
blurrighter: take
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: that feels good
blurrighter: man
orchids: what?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: oh my god
blurrighter: oh
orchids: ok then
blurrighter: my mouth is open
blurrighter: this feels good
blurrighter: wow
blurrighter: what time do you have?
orchids: 2:16am
blurrighter: hmmm
orchids: u?
blurrighter: pain is nothing
blurrighter: I am glad I was properly worshipping you
blurrighter: because you have given me a boner
blurrighter: god
orchids: I have, have i?
blurrighter: yeah
orchids: nice
blurrighter: you knew?
orchids: i suspected, yeah
blurrighter: alright talk to me
orchids: ok...well...
blurrighter: I can write some
orchids: you know...like you said i really have a conscience
blurrighter: but I am slipping into a different conscienceness
orchids: and i used to feel bad
orchids: about coming across the rare person
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: this is an accident
blurrighter: it is good for my blood
orchids: that i felt any sort of attraction to
orchids: then i realized
orchids: that, sort of like you mentioned earlier as well,
blurrighter: whjat>/
blurrighter: what?
blurrighter: Iwish I had my silk dress on
orchids: it's, in my own personal opinion, the drive of the soul to reach
out for stimulation by other similar souls
blurrighter: oh
orchids: to be stroked by them
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: oh
orchids: to mingle and tangle with them
blurrighter: god if i did this to you
orchids: did what?
blurrighter: you must have felt so good
orchids: yes
blurrighter: i am not even touching myself
blurrighter: because I am not supposed to
blurrighter: i am feeding off your ebergy like i said
blurrighter: natural
blurrighter: energy
orchids: to be honest, you made me feel best when you were telling me about
the cookie cutter necklace...because it seemed, then, that you were telling me more of
yourself
blurrighter: oh
orchids: at least within the telling of the story
blurrighter: 'yeah girls like soulmate stories
blurrighter: and church girls not letting themself be fucked; sometimes I think I am the
church girl
orchids: well, it wasn't so much that
blurrighter: jesus
blurrighter: oh
orchids: it was the things you told me of yourself
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: well
orchids: without meaning to
blurrighter: details
blurrighter: yeah
orchids: exactly
blurrighter: I observe everything
orchids: and you get that
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I know what you want to hear
blurrighter: I wrote that for you
orchids: well, I enjoyed it
blurrighter: yeah the donkey dick stuff was stupid
blurrighter: I apologize
blurrighter: classy is always better
orchids: it's ok
orchids:
orchids: this energy...
orchids: tell me what it feels like
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: do you reall y
blurrighter: want
blurrighter: to know
orchids: i asked
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: shit
blurrighter: when you don't try to touch yourself
blurrighter: it happens by accident
blurrighter: like then
blurrighter: you know
blurrighter: one move into the other
blurrighter: fucken reggae
blurrighter: but i never stop
blurrighter: I never slept yesterday
blurrighter: went to sleep at 8 am
blurrighter: then at 10
blurrighter: some girl doominated me on the nternet
blurrighter: liek you are doing
blurrighter: she was different
blurrighter: I know she wants me
blurrighter: because I am rich
blurrighter: and powerful
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: she is submissive
blurrighter: but
blurrighter: she won't give in
blurrighter: she won't admit it
blurrighter: and she has an amzing power over her
blurrighter: like I want to run to her
blurrighter: yes
blurrighter: I must
blurrighter: be with her
blurrighter: because she owns me
blurrighter: she knows what is good for me
blurrighter: because she knows and I don't
blurrighter: I am scared
blurrighter: but with her
blurrighter: I feel safe
blurrighter: because I know she is smarter
blurrighter: and in control even though she is submissve
blurrighter: she tops from below
blurrighter: fucken no underwear is ridiculous
orchids: submissives so often really are the ones in control
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: which is weird
blurrighter: in the street
blurrighter: there is no man I fear
blurrighter: none
blurrighter: and now
blurrighter: shit
blurrighter: being the Prince of New York and all
blurrighter: the black guys got my back
blurrighter: every last one of the negros in NYC
blurrighter: they all know who I am
blurrighter: the black girls
blurrighter: too
blurrighter: because they know I am not racist and I have the power to set things straight
orchids: ok, no offense...but back to the topic at hand...what DOES this energy feel like?
orchids: lol
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: it heals
blurrighter: my face
blurrighter: throbs
blurrighter: in the jaw
blurrighter: in the meat of the face
blurrighter: there is a hum
blurrighter: the mouth is the heart you know
blurrighter: pearly gates
blurrighter: the ass chamber
blurrighter: the heart
blurrighter: and the mouth are one
blurrighter: when the pain goes up
blurrighter: into the heart
blurrighter: then you are supposed to cum
orchids: aha
blurrighter: and you fill your ass your heart and your mouth with the orgasm energy
blurrighter: yeah I have done that for roygbiv
blurrighter: all the colors
blurrighter: 'I know the code
blurrighter: now i can't cum anymore
blurrighter: to get out with no lines on my face
orchids: hm
blurrighter: these fucken pillows have leather on felt
blurrighter: never felt that before
orchids: well, I have to admit...I like knowing that you like my energy
blurrighter: the amazing thing is
blurrighter: I like you as a person
blurrighter: admire you
blurrighter: worship you on a natural level
blurrighter: so it fills my heart right
blurrighter: because I respect you
orchids: well, good
orchids: that respect is mutual
blurrighter: I need the objectification of women to be balanced by girl soul
blurrighter: otherwise I am a zombie
blurrighter: so I need you in my life desperately
blurrighter: for my bloodline
blurrighter: you
blurrighter: are a vampire bloodline stoker
blurrighter: stoking the flames of my eternal fire
orchids: i like that...
orchids: a very nice title to add to my resume
orchids: out of curiosity...
orchids: is it me or is it us that allows me to do this?
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: destiny
blurrighter: I had to shut the music
orchids: np
blurrighter: chistina applegate on Married with children is on
orchids: she looks so much better now than she did on that show
blurrighter: what are you doing?
orchids: just staring at my computer
blurrighter: I came a little
blurrighter: like a girl
orchids: did u? nice
blurrighter: yeah dew
blurrighter: it was like time
blurrighter: all the energy you sucked into me
orchids: is that why i'm so tired now? lol
blurrighter: oh
blurrighter: yeah I drained you for sure
blurrighter: living off of yur energy
blurrighter: energy
orchids: hey...i need to ask you a serious question
blurrighter: ok
blurrighter: spit it out
orchids: like i mentioned earlier, it's only been within the last year that
i've suspected that i might have psy vamp traits
orchids_for_persephone: k
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: you have always been smart enough
orchids_for_persephone: ok ok...let me rephrase..
blurrighter: you wouldn't be in my life if you were not amazing
blurrighter: I would rather be alone than with second best
orchids: fuck...
orchids: i don't even really know how to go about this...
orchids: is there any really good literature? like non-crap stuff?
orchids: that you're aware of, that is
blurrighter: all fiction is contrived mind fucks
blurrighter: you need a primativ
blurrighter: writer
blurrighter: search primativ
orchids: that's what i'm referring to
blurrighter: yes
blurrighter: primativ is an art movement
blurrighter: but there are other writers like me
blurrighter: that don't use formula
orchids: ok, thanks hun...i'll check it out
blurrighter: the TV is askign me to jerk off and I don't want to
orchids: so do it!
blurrighter: yeah I am hard enough
blurrighter: I should
orchids: again, do it
blurrighter: ok
orchids: haha that didn't take much convincing
blurrighter: I am scared but you tell me to do it
orchids: good boy
orchids: never fear the pleasure
blurrighter: um
blurrighter: are you going to sleep?
orchids: no
blurrighter: ok
orchids: the girl told him of her heart...of her need for understanding, but what's more for a strong hand at her throat and warm lips upon her own
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: I like tthe po
blurrighter: foget it
blurrighter: I can't write
orchids: hm ok
orchid: her passions, long stoked to white hot flame, drowned out her fears, replaced her doubts, and she submitted to his every demand. she gave herself to him, opening up her soul for him to kiss.
blurrighter: see
orchids: see?
blurrighter: your writing
blurrighter: I am going to livejasmine
blurrighter: .com
orchids: just musings
orchids: what's that?
blurrighter: nopew
blurrighter: I was looking at your glasses pic
orchids: what is livejasmine.com?
blurrighter: cams
orchids: oh
blurrighter: pro
orchids: reaching out to him, she offered herself fully and completely into his possession. Closing her eyes, she exhaled and waited for her fate to be decided.
orchids: hmmm
orchids: that part suck?
blurrighter: i came
orchids: nice
orchids: was it good?
blurrighter: um I had to do it
blurrighter: otherwise I keep going
blurrighter: and I had to sleep
blurrighter: and
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am always brave
blurrighter: and stupid
orchids: aha
orchids: ok, i'm not far from crashig
orchids: crashing too
blurrighter: of course it felt good because I jeerked off all day with no release
orchids: that's awesome
blurrighter: pent up
orchids: i'm glad you got some relief
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: my feet tingle
orchids: haha that's hot
blurrighter: agile toes
blurrighter: is that good
orchids: lol yeah
blurrighter: tingle?
orchids: i dunno...to me, that's just a sign that you came ....well....
orchids: nicely
: lol
COOKIE CUTTER CHURCH GIRL
David Vaccaro: I can talk about anything
David Vaccaro: and then change the subject really quickly
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: hit me
David Vaccaro: what do yuo think a soulmate is?
David Vaccaro: define
RAVE: hmmm...that covers a lot of area for me
RAVE: i guess, basically, it means that the person "gets" me...knows me inside and out...but not from GETTING to know me
RAVE: does that make sense?
David Vaccaro: a soulmate is some loser that likes you
RAVE: lol yeah
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: they take the time
David Vaccaro: and have the capability
David Vaccaro: to understand you
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: I have a new definition that Webster won't like
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: i'm ready
David Vaccaro: the regaetton is to loud hold on
David Vaccaro: wow that was loud
David Vaccaro: you aught get Loony toons
David Vaccaro: good shit beats Daddy Yankee any day
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: a soulmate is
David Vaccaro: someone whom if you tried to lose
David Vaccaro: in conversation
David Vaccaro: and then even moved fast out of a bar
David Vaccaro: they are onto you
David Vaccaro: they are the one
David Vaccaro: whom runs into the cab because when they are with you
David Vaccaro: they feel like they are the one that really belongs in the cab with you
David Vaccaro: all the other studs feel left out
David Vaccaro: the man that feels she is his
David Vaccaro: jumps in the cab
David Vaccaro: she will never reject him
David Vaccaro: even if they have had a fight
David Vaccaro: because they crossed that bridge already
David Vaccaro: she is won
David Vaccaro: and you can't lose them
David Vaccaro: no matter what you do
David Vaccaro: shake em physically
David Vaccaro: or
David Vaccaro: mentally
David Vaccaro: they are en pointe
David Vaccaro: ok?
RAVE: yes, yes
RAVE: hold on a sec, hun
David Vaccaro: there ar elots of guys
David Vaccaro: because manhattan women must play the field
David Vaccaro: alright
RAVE: ok back
David Vaccaro: hey
David Vaccaro: do you feel better
David Vaccaro: you know the mind is hooked to the tummy
RAVE: yes, i hadda pee!
RAVE: lol
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: I know what you look like you don't have to show off your natural beauty
David Vaccaro: it isa nice
David Vaccaro: it is nice
David Vaccaro: don't take it away now
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: um
David Vaccaro: well you know headaches
David Vaccaro: they come from tum
David Vaccaro: stomach aches lead to headaches
David Vaccaro: did you know?
RAVE: yeah, i did
David Vaccaro: the tubing of the stomach is the same shit as teh tubing of the convolutions of the brain
David Vaccaro: ok
RAVE: unfortunately, firsthand
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: crohns disease
David Vaccaro: might fuck up the brain too
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: I am just alien probing your stomach right now
David Vaccaro: clinically
David Vaccaro: like a doctor
RAVE: lol...good luck with that
David Vaccaro: heh
RAVE: are u still in canaduh?
David Vaccaro: oh a new pic
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: what are you wearing there?
David Vaccaro: it is kinda shiny
David Vaccaro: or is that an illusion?
RAVE: a dress with a lil shrug thing over it
RAVE: umm...it's not shiny
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: well
RAVE: i have on a skeleton key necklace
David Vaccaro: I had tpo take like a third and fourth look
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: cool
David Vaccaro: I had a skeleton key once
David Vaccaro: but my best necklace
David Vaccaro: was like
David Vaccaro: recently
RAVE: i ADORE skeleton keys!
RAVE: yeah? what was it?
David Vaccaro: well they open all the doors
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: there was two rich girls living next to me
David Vaccaro: in Queens
David Vaccaro: one was an actress on Broadway for many years
David Vaccaro: a singer
David Vaccaro: the other was artistic
David Vaccaro: the actress was tall and
David Vaccaro: then they moved out
David Vaccaro: it was the oldest building in the hood
David Vaccaro: horses were kept on the first floor
David Vaccaro: an archway was covered over in brick to live in
David Vaccaro: but carriages could ride in threr
David Vaccaro: there high ceilings
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they lived on the second floor
David Vaccaro: sometimes I would forget their names
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: they wouold always catch me in my robe crossdresserd
David Vaccaro: and I didn't think they knew
David Vaccaro: but they knew the crossdressing schedule of NYC
David Vaccaro: so I would go out and smoke
David Vaccaro: on my stoop
David Vaccaro: and they would do :recycling"
David Vaccaro: yeah right
David Vaccaro: in the rain
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: one day they moved out
David Vaccaro: the owners kids were coming to take the apartments
David Vaccaro: so they threw a nig party
David Vaccaro: andf the whole white collar neighborhood came
David Vaccaro: the people n the hood whom I never got to go to parties with
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: so I was in because it was my street
David Vaccaro: and I danced
David Vaccaro: very well
David Vaccaro: and spoke well
David Vaccaro: and didn't drimk
David Vaccaro: and then one day
David Vaccaro: it was time for them to move out
David Vaccaro: so they had a sale
David Vaccaro: girl clothes really cheap
David Vaccaro: I got all kinds of shit
David Vaccaro: even pink panties
David Vaccaro: thin material
David Vaccaro: and three jeans
David Vaccaro: one tighter than the other
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: I got empty CD cases for my collection because I am a Dj and I smash them up
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: speak
RAVE: I had no idea about the cross-dressing side of you, but now that I know, I dig ya even more!!!
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: all guys do it
David Vaccaro: the ones who have balls admit it
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: yeah, my bf does
David Vaccaro: so one of the nick nacks that I liked beyond like Reiki books and energy books
RAVE: i think it's hot
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: some can pull it off
RAVE: i wish he could fit my shoes
David Vaccaro: the tall dude
RAVE: mhmm
David Vaccaro: I gotta oriental wig fro 40 dollars on 42nd street
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: I never wore shoes
David Vaccaro: I want to badly
David Vaccaro: but then I got my dick back
David Vaccaro: and so I had to be a guy
David Vaccaro: again
David Vaccaro: but I was going to be a girl
David Vaccaro: because that is what happens to vampires
David Vaccaro: the male clothes are too hot
David Vaccaro: so you have to wear panties wash panties and walk around NYC in a dress
David Vaccaro: unfortunately I have reall wide shoulders
David Vaccaro: and so they know
David Vaccaro: I had only one guy call me gay
David Vaccaro: the rest really like it
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: clothing only has the meaning that we attach to it
David Vaccaro: yeah beyond the books at the sale
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: i think it's crazy that we genderize it
David Vaccaro: I love the smell of women
RAVE: *shrug*
David Vaccaro: I just went on a beer run
David Vaccaro: up in MOntreal
RAVE: OMG, i do, too!
David Vaccaro: with Zack a dark skinned Indian boy 6'1"
David Vaccaro: and his wife was with us
David Vaccaro: and I was like in the deli
RAVE: ok, Zack and the wife
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: there was two girls under 25
David Vaccaro: but not by much
David Vaccaro: so they had trouble walking because they had turned into women
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they were over there wipping out their credit cards
David Vaccaro: and I was amazed
David Vaccaro: because their jeans were just like too tight
David Vaccaro: and um
David Vaccaro: like bleached perfect
David Vaccaro: and their gams were full
David Vaccaro: and butts
David Vaccaro: they tried to cover
David Vaccaro: and without hesitation
David Vaccaro: I looked right at them
David Vaccaro: motioned to wifey
David Vaccaro: and said
David Vaccaro: "You know I have been here for ten days and this is the closest I have been to females
David Vaccaro: the girls
David Vaccaro: were like in disbelief
David Vaccaro: that there was a man there
David Vaccaro: right next to them
David Vaccaro: like a real man
David Vaccaro: that wnated to be next to them'
David Vaccaro: but couldn't
David Vaccaro: wanted
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they got all edgy
David Vaccaro: and self conscious
David Vaccaro: because they knew I tasted with my eyes and nose
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: under such scrutiny they wer edivas
David Vaccaro: even though they weren't perfect
David Vaccaro: but
RAVE: nobody is
David Vaccaro: I ahve never met an ugly female
David Vaccaro: have
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I was perfect once
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: the necklace
RAVE: lol...i have been perfect on a couple of nights
David Vaccaro: I think all female swalk like they need to be stuffewd
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: I can imagine
David Vaccaro: you are quite the wife material
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: wife material? what's that mean?
David Vaccaro: so I took a cooking thing that you make ginger bread guys out of
David Vaccaro: you are like the kind of interesting females that you could bring home to daad and you would be proud
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: one day
David Vaccaro: I took a necklace soulamte had given me
RAVE: i see
David Vaccaro: but I never wore it afteer the pot emblem fell off
David Vaccaro: and I took the cookie cutter guy
David Vaccaro: and I pushed it onto the necklace
David Vaccaro: and I went otu for a walk
David Vaccaro: out
David Vaccaro: and there was the guys from the party
David Vaccaro: the white collar people
David Vaccaro: and they were sittng on the stoop
David Vaccaro: and with them was one of the three girls that are perfect in the hood
David Vaccaro: her name is Georgia
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: she sings in Church
David Vaccaro: and she has never been with a man relationship wise for as long as I have known her
David Vaccaro: like 13 years
David Vaccaro: and she still is perfect and hot
David Vaccaro: walks with difficulty because she got tiny shoes
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I worship her
David Vaccaro: she is always
David Vaccaro: always on the opposite side of the street
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: this time she was waiting fro me
David Vaccaro: right with the people whom I commiserate with
David Vaccaro: and after 13 years of worship
David Vaccaro: I was introduced to perfect Georgia
David Vaccaro: and she had like modern clothes
David Vaccaro: normally she is in regular clothes that
David Vaccaro: wraop her perfectly
David Vaccaro: but twicxe I had seen her like in club gear
David Vaccaro: the Chuirch girl
David Vaccaro: Church
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I go up with my ciookie cutter necklace
David Vaccaro: and it becomes the center of conversation
David Vaccaro: because I knew at that moment in the rebirth process
David Vaccaro: what ever would come from me would be cut from the same cloth
David Vaccaro: and have the same attributes
David Vaccaro: and she knew
David Vaccaro: it
David Vaccaro: and was coming out
David Vaccaro: to show me her patience
David Vaccaro: I am not going to describe what she was wearing
David Vaccaro: but she had gold shoes
David Vaccaro: tight jeans
David Vaccaro: and a cell phone jammed in her hip pocket
David Vaccaro: so her hips looked poerfect for birthing
David Vaccaro: she was the rpize
David Vaccaro: they say
David Vaccaro: prize
David Vaccaro: they say she has very high standards
David Vaccaro: and I said you know Georgia
David Vaccaro: I ahve been dyin gto hear you sing in Church
David Vaccaro: for years
David Vaccaro: and last week I walk ed into Church by accident
David Vaccaro: for the second time
David Vaccaro: because I am an atheist
David Vaccaro: yet I am the holy man of the village
David Vaccaro: monk
David Vaccaro: saint
David Vaccaro: whatver
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I heard her sing
David Vaccaro: and I toldf her that and walked the fuck away because that is what I do I tease girls
RAVE: why? what do you get out of it?
David Vaccaro: I know she wants me
David Vaccaro: I of course wnat to give her a baby
David Vaccaro: no
RAVE: yeah...you know...
David Vaccaro: actually she doesn't want me
David Vaccaro: she wants the cookie cutter
David Vaccaro: women only need males for their seed
RAVE: when I see guys that I find extremely interesting, I imagine what our babies would be like
RAVE: lol
RAVE: i guess i just proved your point
David Vaccaro: that is the cookie cutter story
David Vaccaro: necklace
David Vaccaro: I hope you liked it
RAVE: i ADORED it
David Vaccaro: skeleton key
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: you ogtta live it to write it
David Vaccaro: gottas
David Vaccaro: so
RAVE: i fully agree
David Vaccaro: what is on your mind?
David Vaccaro: hell is merely a springboard to heaven
David Vaccaro: but people don't realise that
David Vaccaro: and they stay in hell depressed
David Vaccaro: I have never been bored in my life
David Vaccaro: I don't know what boredom is
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: depression?
David Vaccaro: I can't define that either
David Vaccaro: that is why I know Church girl wants a little COACH in her tum
RAVE: wow
David Vaccaro: sometimes I know I totlaly screw up females lives
David Vaccaro: they are waitng fro me to get out of hell
David Vaccaro: and they have met me
David Vaccaro: and so they have high standards
David Vaccaro: she hears me sing on the street especially loud for her
David Vaccaro: I knock cornice off building face with blues unreal
David Vaccaro: I have mind fucked loneliness for 13-14 years
David Vaccaro: to her
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: she is different
David Vaccaro: she is Venus
David Vaccaro: and I am
David Vaccaro: Sirius
David Vaccaro: the Dog Star
David Vaccaro: the morning star
David Vaccaro: and the dog star
David Vaccaro: but we can dream can't we
David Vaccaro: I just wish sometimes I didn't let girls know about me and what the fuck I can do to rock this world
David Vaccaro: so they can get a lesser guy and be semi happy
David Vaccaro: I spil their entire existence
David Vaccaro: which is why
David Vaccaro: I never hook up with women
David Vaccaro: they know I am a homewrecker
David Vaccaro: always the best man
David Vaccaro: never the groom
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: I am going to stop
David Vaccaro: because I am ferocious
RAVE: hmmm...
David Vaccaro: and then change the subject really quickly
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: hit me
David Vaccaro: what do yuo think a soulmate is?
David Vaccaro: define
RAVE: hmmm...that covers a lot of area for me
RAVE: i guess, basically, it means that the person "gets" me...knows me inside and out...but not from GETTING to know me
RAVE: does that make sense?
David Vaccaro: a soulmate is some loser that likes you
RAVE: lol yeah
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: they take the time
David Vaccaro: and have the capability
David Vaccaro: to understand you
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: I have a new definition that Webster won't like
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: i'm ready
David Vaccaro: the regaetton is to loud hold on
David Vaccaro: wow that was loud
David Vaccaro: you aught get Loony toons
David Vaccaro: good shit beats Daddy Yankee any day
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: a soulmate is
David Vaccaro: someone whom if you tried to lose
David Vaccaro: in conversation
David Vaccaro: and then even moved fast out of a bar
David Vaccaro: they are onto you
David Vaccaro: they are the one
David Vaccaro: whom runs into the cab because when they are with you
David Vaccaro: they feel like they are the one that really belongs in the cab with you
David Vaccaro: all the other studs feel left out
David Vaccaro: the man that feels she is his
David Vaccaro: jumps in the cab
David Vaccaro: she will never reject him
David Vaccaro: even if they have had a fight
David Vaccaro: because they crossed that bridge already
David Vaccaro: she is won
David Vaccaro: and you can't lose them
David Vaccaro: no matter what you do
David Vaccaro: shake em physically
David Vaccaro: or
David Vaccaro: mentally
David Vaccaro: they are en pointe
David Vaccaro: ok?
RAVE: yes, yes
RAVE: hold on a sec, hun
David Vaccaro: there ar elots of guys
David Vaccaro: because manhattan women must play the field
David Vaccaro: alright
RAVE: ok back
David Vaccaro: hey
David Vaccaro: do you feel better
David Vaccaro: you know the mind is hooked to the tummy
RAVE: yes, i hadda pee!
RAVE: lol
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: I know what you look like you don't have to show off your natural beauty
David Vaccaro: it isa nice
David Vaccaro: it is nice
David Vaccaro: don't take it away now
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: um
David Vaccaro: well you know headaches
David Vaccaro: they come from tum
David Vaccaro: stomach aches lead to headaches
David Vaccaro: did you know?
RAVE: yeah, i did
David Vaccaro: the tubing of the stomach is the same shit as teh tubing of the convolutions of the brain
David Vaccaro: ok
RAVE: unfortunately, firsthand
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: crohns disease
David Vaccaro: might fuck up the brain too
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: I am just alien probing your stomach right now
David Vaccaro: clinically
David Vaccaro: like a doctor
RAVE: lol...good luck with that
David Vaccaro: heh
RAVE: are u still in canaduh?
David Vaccaro: oh a new pic
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: what are you wearing there?
David Vaccaro: it is kinda shiny
David Vaccaro: or is that an illusion?
RAVE: a dress with a lil shrug thing over it
RAVE: umm...it's not shiny
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: well
RAVE: i have on a skeleton key necklace
David Vaccaro: I had tpo take like a third and fourth look
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: cool
David Vaccaro: I had a skeleton key once
David Vaccaro: but my best necklace
David Vaccaro: was like
David Vaccaro: recently
RAVE: i ADORE skeleton keys!
RAVE: yeah? what was it?
David Vaccaro: well they open all the doors
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: there was two rich girls living next to me
David Vaccaro: in Queens
David Vaccaro: one was an actress on Broadway for many years
David Vaccaro: a singer
David Vaccaro: the other was artistic
David Vaccaro: the actress was tall and
David Vaccaro: then they moved out
David Vaccaro: it was the oldest building in the hood
David Vaccaro: horses were kept on the first floor
David Vaccaro: an archway was covered over in brick to live in
David Vaccaro: but carriages could ride in threr
David Vaccaro: there high ceilings
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they lived on the second floor
David Vaccaro: sometimes I would forget their names
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: they wouold always catch me in my robe crossdresserd
David Vaccaro: and I didn't think they knew
David Vaccaro: but they knew the crossdressing schedule of NYC
David Vaccaro: so I would go out and smoke
David Vaccaro: on my stoop
David Vaccaro: and they would do :recycling"
David Vaccaro: yeah right
David Vaccaro: in the rain
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: one day they moved out
David Vaccaro: the owners kids were coming to take the apartments
David Vaccaro: so they threw a nig party
David Vaccaro: andf the whole white collar neighborhood came
David Vaccaro: the people n the hood whom I never got to go to parties with
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: so I was in because it was my street
David Vaccaro: and I danced
David Vaccaro: very well
David Vaccaro: and spoke well
David Vaccaro: and didn't drimk
David Vaccaro: and then one day
David Vaccaro: it was time for them to move out
David Vaccaro: so they had a sale
David Vaccaro: girl clothes really cheap
David Vaccaro: I got all kinds of shit
David Vaccaro: even pink panties
David Vaccaro: thin material
David Vaccaro: and three jeans
David Vaccaro: one tighter than the other
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: I got empty CD cases for my collection because I am a Dj and I smash them up
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: speak
RAVE: I had no idea about the cross-dressing side of you, but now that I know, I dig ya even more!!!
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: all guys do it
David Vaccaro: the ones who have balls admit it
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: yeah, my bf does
David Vaccaro: so one of the nick nacks that I liked beyond like Reiki books and energy books
RAVE: i think it's hot
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: some can pull it off
RAVE: i wish he could fit my shoes
David Vaccaro: the tall dude
RAVE: mhmm
David Vaccaro: I gotta oriental wig fro 40 dollars on 42nd street
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: I never wore shoes
David Vaccaro: I want to badly
David Vaccaro: but then I got my dick back
David Vaccaro: and so I had to be a guy
David Vaccaro: again
David Vaccaro: but I was going to be a girl
David Vaccaro: because that is what happens to vampires
David Vaccaro: the male clothes are too hot
David Vaccaro: so you have to wear panties wash panties and walk around NYC in a dress
David Vaccaro: unfortunately I have reall wide shoulders
David Vaccaro: and so they know
David Vaccaro: I had only one guy call me gay
David Vaccaro: the rest really like it
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: clothing only has the meaning that we attach to it
David Vaccaro: yeah beyond the books at the sale
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: i think it's crazy that we genderize it
David Vaccaro: I love the smell of women
RAVE: *shrug*
David Vaccaro: I just went on a beer run
David Vaccaro: up in MOntreal
RAVE: OMG, i do, too!
David Vaccaro: with Zack a dark skinned Indian boy 6'1"
David Vaccaro: and his wife was with us
David Vaccaro: and I was like in the deli
RAVE: ok, Zack and the wife
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: there was two girls under 25
David Vaccaro: but not by much
David Vaccaro: so they had trouble walking because they had turned into women
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they were over there wipping out their credit cards
David Vaccaro: and I was amazed
David Vaccaro: because their jeans were just like too tight
David Vaccaro: and um
David Vaccaro: like bleached perfect
David Vaccaro: and their gams were full
David Vaccaro: and butts
David Vaccaro: they tried to cover
David Vaccaro: and without hesitation
David Vaccaro: I looked right at them
David Vaccaro: motioned to wifey
David Vaccaro: and said
David Vaccaro: "You know I have been here for ten days and this is the closest I have been to females
David Vaccaro: the girls
David Vaccaro: were like in disbelief
David Vaccaro: that there was a man there
David Vaccaro: right next to them
David Vaccaro: like a real man
David Vaccaro: that wnated to be next to them'
David Vaccaro: but couldn't
David Vaccaro: wanted
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: they got all edgy
David Vaccaro: and self conscious
David Vaccaro: because they knew I tasted with my eyes and nose
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: under such scrutiny they wer edivas
David Vaccaro: even though they weren't perfect
David Vaccaro: but
RAVE: nobody is
David Vaccaro: I ahve never met an ugly female
David Vaccaro: have
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I was perfect once
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: the necklace
RAVE: lol...i have been perfect on a couple of nights
David Vaccaro: I think all female swalk like they need to be stuffewd
David Vaccaro: oh
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: I can imagine
David Vaccaro: you are quite the wife material
David Vaccaro: anyways
David Vaccaro: um
RAVE: wife material? what's that mean?
David Vaccaro: so I took a cooking thing that you make ginger bread guys out of
David Vaccaro: you are like the kind of interesting females that you could bring home to daad and you would be proud
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: one day
David Vaccaro: I took a necklace soulamte had given me
RAVE: i see
David Vaccaro: but I never wore it afteer the pot emblem fell off
David Vaccaro: and I took the cookie cutter guy
David Vaccaro: and I pushed it onto the necklace
David Vaccaro: and I went otu for a walk
David Vaccaro: out
David Vaccaro: and there was the guys from the party
David Vaccaro: the white collar people
David Vaccaro: and they were sittng on the stoop
David Vaccaro: and with them was one of the three girls that are perfect in the hood
David Vaccaro: her name is Georgia
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: she sings in Church
David Vaccaro: and she has never been with a man relationship wise for as long as I have known her
David Vaccaro: like 13 years
David Vaccaro: and she still is perfect and hot
David Vaccaro: walks with difficulty because she got tiny shoes
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I worship her
David Vaccaro: she is always
David Vaccaro: always on the opposite side of the street
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: this time she was waiting fro me
David Vaccaro: right with the people whom I commiserate with
David Vaccaro: and after 13 years of worship
David Vaccaro: I was introduced to perfect Georgia
David Vaccaro: and she had like modern clothes
David Vaccaro: normally she is in regular clothes that
David Vaccaro: wraop her perfectly
David Vaccaro: but twicxe I had seen her like in club gear
David Vaccaro: the Chuirch girl
David Vaccaro: Church
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I go up with my ciookie cutter necklace
David Vaccaro: and it becomes the center of conversation
David Vaccaro: because I knew at that moment in the rebirth process
David Vaccaro: what ever would come from me would be cut from the same cloth
David Vaccaro: and have the same attributes
David Vaccaro: and she knew
David Vaccaro: it
David Vaccaro: and was coming out
David Vaccaro: to show me her patience
David Vaccaro: I am not going to describe what she was wearing
David Vaccaro: but she had gold shoes
David Vaccaro: tight jeans
David Vaccaro: and a cell phone jammed in her hip pocket
David Vaccaro: so her hips looked poerfect for birthing
David Vaccaro: she was the rpize
David Vaccaro: they say
David Vaccaro: prize
David Vaccaro: they say she has very high standards
David Vaccaro: and I said you know Georgia
David Vaccaro: I ahve been dyin gto hear you sing in Church
David Vaccaro: for years
David Vaccaro: and last week I walk ed into Church by accident
David Vaccaro: for the second time
David Vaccaro: because I am an atheist
David Vaccaro: yet I am the holy man of the village
David Vaccaro: monk
David Vaccaro: saint
David Vaccaro: whatver
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I heard her sing
David Vaccaro: and I toldf her that and walked the fuck away because that is what I do I tease girls
RAVE: why? what do you get out of it?
David Vaccaro: I know she wants me
David Vaccaro: I of course wnat to give her a baby
David Vaccaro: no
RAVE: yeah...you know...
David Vaccaro: actually she doesn't want me
David Vaccaro: she wants the cookie cutter
David Vaccaro: women only need males for their seed
RAVE: when I see guys that I find extremely interesting, I imagine what our babies would be like
RAVE: lol
RAVE: i guess i just proved your point
David Vaccaro: that is the cookie cutter story
David Vaccaro: necklace
David Vaccaro: I hope you liked it
RAVE: i ADORED it
David Vaccaro: skeleton key
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: you ogtta live it to write it
David Vaccaro: gottas
David Vaccaro: so
RAVE: i fully agree
David Vaccaro: what is on your mind?
David Vaccaro: hell is merely a springboard to heaven
David Vaccaro: but people don't realise that
David Vaccaro: and they stay in hell depressed
David Vaccaro: I have never been bored in my life
David Vaccaro: I don't know what boredom is
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: depression?
David Vaccaro: I can't define that either
David Vaccaro: that is why I know Church girl wants a little COACH in her tum
RAVE: wow
David Vaccaro: sometimes I know I totlaly screw up females lives
David Vaccaro: they are waitng fro me to get out of hell
David Vaccaro: and they have met me
David Vaccaro: and so they have high standards
David Vaccaro: she hears me sing on the street especially loud for her
David Vaccaro: I knock cornice off building face with blues unreal
David Vaccaro: I have mind fucked loneliness for 13-14 years
David Vaccaro: to her
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: she is different
David Vaccaro: she is Venus
David Vaccaro: and I am
David Vaccaro: Sirius
David Vaccaro: the Dog Star
David Vaccaro: the morning star
David Vaccaro: and the dog star
David Vaccaro: but we can dream can't we
David Vaccaro: I just wish sometimes I didn't let girls know about me and what the fuck I can do to rock this world
David Vaccaro: so they can get a lesser guy and be semi happy
David Vaccaro: I spil their entire existence
David Vaccaro: which is why
David Vaccaro: I never hook up with women
David Vaccaro: they know I am a homewrecker
David Vaccaro: always the best man
David Vaccaro: never the groom
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: I am going to stop
David Vaccaro: because I am ferocious
RAVE: hmmm...
Demonic angel godmakers
vvinterborn: not everyone can know themselvees as well as you
vvinterborn: in fact
vvinterborn: most people dont
blurrighter: we all come from sin and are put back together again
blurrighter: vampirism is evolution
blurrighter: tainted blood
blurrighter: since the begiining
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: and
vvinterborn: can you tell
vvinterborn: whom has been a vampire and whom hasn;t?
blurrighter: The Jews got the story right from the fallen angels
blurrighter: Nephilim
blurrighter: some of the black people are some of the worst vampires
blurrighter: we are all infected
blurrighter: Africa is not going to save anybodu from the inside out
blurrighter: their soul is rotten too
blurrighter: bu they got the skin cover up
blurrighter: most black men are gay
blurrighter: that is improper evolution
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: how can you expect the first humoid to be the pure one
vvinterborn: black people seem to be deevoled anyways
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: physically they are superior
blurrighter: but lately
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: but not mentally
vvinterborn: physically many animals are superior
blurrighter: the lotto bals of their genes are coming up wih th emistakes of lkike 200 years ago
blurrighter: egyptian times
blurrighter: blacks could be mentally superior
blurrighter: they are underprivaledged
blurrighter: look
blurrighter: we could take Rachelle and turn her into anything we want
blurrighter: that is what we are going to do
blurrighter: that is why I am in her life
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: what would you have her be?
blurrighter: 2000 years ago mistakes
blurrighter: for the africans * typo
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am not leaving her side
blurrighter: til I am satisfied
vvinterborn: so you would hav her evolve?
vvinterborn: i have taught her alot
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: of course
vvinterborn: you can teach her more
vvinterborn: she loves chatting with you
blurrighter: baton we hand her the message morphs
blurrighter: I don't know where she will run with it
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: Rachele
vvinterborn: assumed you were a psychic vampire
vvinterborn: feeding off energies
blurrighter: brilliant girl fearless
vvinterborn: I hav ethought of it
vvinterborn: but never made any conclusions
vvinterborn: as for me
vvinterborn: i am pure human
vvinterborn: equiped with the darkest desires
vvinterborn: and the purest deeds
vvinterborn: and a mind
vvinterborn: a mind of my own
vvinterborn: i am a crusader
vvinterborn: not for christ
vvinterborn: but for my own beliefs
vvinterborn: one of the last
vvinterborn: i imagine
vvinterborn: this generation
vvinterborn: will be the end of it
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: i have died, and will die
vvinterborn: i don't mind
blurrighter: if you are pure human then you have not died
vvinterborn: humans die
vvinterborn: they can be reborn in death
vvinterborn: and they can die in the light
vvinterborn: that is what ah uman is
vvinterborn: mortal
blurrighter: yeah but they are not human anymore
vvinterborn: only a mortal can die
vvinterborn: and
vvinterborn: that is my gift
vvinterborn: mortality
vvinterborn: a mortal can take any kind of pain
vvinterborn: and relive
blurrighter: you are not pure
vvinterborn: i am pure in certain aspects
vvinterborn: my mind is pure
vvinterborn: it is pure because it is full of demons
vvinterborn: and angels
blurrighter: purity is 100%
vvinterborn: because it is my mind
vvinterborn: and it belongs to no toher
vvinterborn: that is purity
vvinterborn: no messiah or god commands me
blurrighter: well are you an angel or not?
vvinterborn: love and learn
vvinterborn: is pureity
vvinterborn: no
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: what an angel ment in roman terms?
blurrighter: angels are pure
vvinterborn: mytholical terms?
vvinterborn: dmeons and angels
vvinterborn: were not used by god
vvinterborn: they were both spriits to aid people
vvinterborn: angels were guardians
vvinterborn: demons were wise
blurrighter: what are we talking about
vvinterborn: demons
vvinterborn: and angels
vvinterborn: you asked why am I pure
vvinterborn: and i was responding
blurrighter: we are talking about purity and angels not demons
vvinterborn: to mytholical terms
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: that is what i am getting at
vvinterborn: demons
vvinterborn: were only made evil
vvinterborn: in christian terms
vvinterborn: thta is how we represent evil
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: during roman times
vvinterborn: demons were spirits of the wise
vvinterborn: to aid men
vvinterborn: they were classified as demons when christianity took hold because it was like having a heathen god
vvinterborn: there would only be angels and god
vvinterborn: nothing else
blurrighter: spirit TO the wise
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: and angels were the guardians
vvinterborn: addopted by christianity
vvinterborn: because they lied the idea
vvinterborn: of a protector
vvinterborn: of something pure
blurrighter: The earth is alright
blurrighter: demons are now angels
blurrighter: protecting the few true angels
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: and remember
vvinterborn: an angle doesn't have to be pure or good
vvinterborn: an angel
vvinterborn: is a guardian
vvinterborn: it does not have to have good intentions
vvinterborn: inf act
vvinterborn: angels hide behind light sometimes
vvinterborn: they are the dark and evil ones
vvinterborn: protecting secrets that they assume w should not have
vvinterborn: demons can serve the angels
blurrighter: the power of good rebels
vvinterborn: yes
blurrighter: angels dont' know what they are
blurrighter: affectation would corrupt angles
blurrighter: angels are the last to know
blurrighter: until they lose their wings
blurrighter: become vampires
blurrighter: then they are recreated in the from of modern gods
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: what does an angel do?
vvinterborn: when tehy have this gift
vvinterborn: but they dont' know their own purpose
blurrighter: destiny
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: maybe i am an angel
vvinterborn: i am a guardian
vvinterborn: fighting for my own thoguhts and beliefs
vvinterborn: i have my own intetions
vvinterborn: and many of the young look to me for the light
vvinterborn: even though i do hide in the dark
blurrighter: what do you mean your own thoughts and beliefs?
vvinterborn: my ideals
vvinterborn: i fight
vvinterborn: for what i can find true in this world
vvinterborn: midns like ours
blurrighter: well that is the angel in you
blurrighter: angels have ideals
blurrighter: demons don't
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: and the angel
vvinterborn: wis untouched
vvinterborn: by what society brings
vvinterborn: they struggle
vvinterborn: with their own place int he world
vvinterborn: because they do not belong
vvinterborn: yet they are here
blurrighter: angels are from heaven
blurrighter: earth i shell
blurrighter: get that straight
blurrighter: a man has to die to get buried
blurrighter: in hell
blurrighter: to reach heaven
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: there are lnety of angels
vvinterborn: still here
vvinterborn: that walk the earth
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: not plenty
vvinterborn: they are the forsaken
blurrighter: innocence must know
vvinterborn: angels hide in teh dark though
vvinterborn: that is where htey are
vvinterborn: that is why
vvinterborn: i feel comforrted in the dark
blurrighter: you are afraid to live
vvinterborn: no
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: when i think alot
vvinterborn: about how our world works
vvinterborn: ilike just enough
vvinterborn: i know for a fact
vvinterborn: i don't belong here
blurrighter: make it so
vvinterborn: and you don't either
vvinterborn: we have so much potiential
vvinterborn: and yet its chained and pineed down
vvinterborn: by teh rules of a half assed corrupt society
vvinterborn: there is no room to love andl earn in this place
vvinterborn: not enough time
blurrighter: I have not meant a human that did not reach into hell and grab my hand
blurrighter: met ahuman
vvinterborn: that is because humans are being broken
vvinterborn: there are walls around us
vvinterborn: believe it or not
blurrighter: time is the only wall
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: it is a wall
vvinterborn: we cannot control
vvinterborn: it is a wall of this world
blurrighter: the world is a wall on the sun
blurrighter: we must wait
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: we only find true freedom
vvinterborn: in love
vvinterborn: tecause love cannot be bound
blurrighter: the greeks have 20 different words for love
vvinterborn: really?
blurrighter: what kind of love/
vvinterborn: love itslf
vvinterborn: is endless
vvinterborn: and cannot be damaged by time
vvinterborn: or society
vvinterborn: is it theo nly freedom
blurrighter: EVERYTHING DIES
vvinterborn: that is a song by type o negative
blurrighter: universal donor?
vvinterborn: a band
vvinterborn: gothic doom metal
blurrighter: the blood type
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: Type O negative is a band
blurrighter: ino
blurrighter: i no
blurrighter: forget it
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: everything may die
blurrighter: I DON'T KNOW MY BLOOD TYPE
vvinterborn: but everything also lives
vvinterborn: and is reborn
vvinterborn: i don't know mine either
blurrighter: some vampeeps we are
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: B
vvinterborn: your B?
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: + or - I don't remeber
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: i was reading that thing
vvinterborn: on astrology
vvinterborn: for the paranormal stuff
vvinterborn: that should have been in philosophy
vvinterborn: anyways
vvinterborn: people assume that chineese zodiac sings are more effective and true?
blurrighter: Ophucus?
blurrighter: philosophy is paranormal
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: everything can go into philosophy
vvinterborn: especially paranormal
vvinterborn: it has much to do with philosophy
blurrighter: time is the answer
blurrighter: like the mayan base 12 number system and the 12 houses of the Zodiac
vvinterborn: uyeah
vvinterborn: true
blurrighter: Ophucus is an add on unmathematical due to a supernova
blurrighter: and vampire phenomena of dichotomy of demons and angels
vvinterborn: i see
blurrighter: the earth is alive
blurrighter: it is driven by hunger
blurrighter: the strange hunger of the pure
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: there is enough life on this planet
vvinterborn: to fill 10 plaents
blurrighter: emptines abounds
blurrighter: time is empty
blurrighter: space is empty
blurrighter: our hearts are empty
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: desire fills all this
blurrighter: desire runs earth
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: it does
blurrighter: hunger
vvinterborn: desire can bring life
blurrighter: passion
vvinterborn: in fact
vvinterborn: most people dont
blurrighter: we all come from sin and are put back together again
blurrighter: vampirism is evolution
blurrighter: tainted blood
blurrighter: since the begiining
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: and
vvinterborn: can you tell
vvinterborn: whom has been a vampire and whom hasn;t?
blurrighter: The Jews got the story right from the fallen angels
blurrighter: Nephilim
blurrighter: some of the black people are some of the worst vampires
blurrighter: we are all infected
blurrighter: Africa is not going to save anybodu from the inside out
blurrighter: their soul is rotten too
blurrighter: bu they got the skin cover up
blurrighter: most black men are gay
blurrighter: that is improper evolution
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: how can you expect the first humoid to be the pure one
vvinterborn: black people seem to be deevoled anyways
vvinterborn: well
blurrighter: no
blurrighter: physically they are superior
blurrighter: but lately
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: but not mentally
vvinterborn: physically many animals are superior
blurrighter: the lotto bals of their genes are coming up wih th emistakes of lkike 200 years ago
blurrighter: egyptian times
blurrighter: blacks could be mentally superior
blurrighter: they are underprivaledged
blurrighter: look
blurrighter: we could take Rachelle and turn her into anything we want
blurrighter: that is what we are going to do
blurrighter: that is why I am in her life
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: what would you have her be?
blurrighter: 2000 years ago mistakes
blurrighter: for the africans * typo
blurrighter: well
blurrighter: I am not leaving her side
blurrighter: til I am satisfied
vvinterborn: so you would hav her evolve?
vvinterborn: i have taught her alot
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: of course
vvinterborn: you can teach her more
vvinterborn: she loves chatting with you
blurrighter: baton we hand her the message morphs
blurrighter: I don't know where she will run with it
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: Rachele
vvinterborn: assumed you were a psychic vampire
vvinterborn: feeding off energies
blurrighter: brilliant girl fearless
vvinterborn: I hav ethought of it
vvinterborn: but never made any conclusions
vvinterborn: as for me
vvinterborn: i am pure human
vvinterborn: equiped with the darkest desires
vvinterborn: and the purest deeds
vvinterborn: and a mind
vvinterborn: a mind of my own
vvinterborn: i am a crusader
vvinterborn: not for christ
vvinterborn: but for my own beliefs
vvinterborn: one of the last
vvinterborn: i imagine
vvinterborn: this generation
vvinterborn: will be the end of it
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: i have died, and will die
vvinterborn: i don't mind
blurrighter: if you are pure human then you have not died
vvinterborn: humans die
vvinterborn: they can be reborn in death
vvinterborn: and they can die in the light
vvinterborn: that is what ah uman is
vvinterborn: mortal
blurrighter: yeah but they are not human anymore
vvinterborn: only a mortal can die
vvinterborn: and
vvinterborn: that is my gift
vvinterborn: mortality
vvinterborn: a mortal can take any kind of pain
vvinterborn: and relive
blurrighter: you are not pure
vvinterborn: i am pure in certain aspects
vvinterborn: my mind is pure
vvinterborn: it is pure because it is full of demons
vvinterborn: and angels
blurrighter: purity is 100%
vvinterborn: because it is my mind
vvinterborn: and it belongs to no toher
vvinterborn: that is purity
vvinterborn: no messiah or god commands me
blurrighter: well are you an angel or not?
vvinterborn: love and learn
vvinterborn: is pureity
vvinterborn: no
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: what an angel ment in roman terms?
blurrighter: angels are pure
vvinterborn: mytholical terms?
vvinterborn: dmeons and angels
vvinterborn: were not used by god
vvinterborn: they were both spriits to aid people
vvinterborn: angels were guardians
vvinterborn: demons were wise
blurrighter: what are we talking about
vvinterborn: demons
vvinterborn: and angels
vvinterborn: you asked why am I pure
vvinterborn: and i was responding
blurrighter: we are talking about purity and angels not demons
vvinterborn: to mytholical terms
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: that is what i am getting at
vvinterborn: demons
vvinterborn: were only made evil
vvinterborn: in christian terms
vvinterborn: thta is how we represent evil
vvinterborn: but
vvinterborn: during roman times
vvinterborn: demons were spirits of the wise
vvinterborn: to aid men
vvinterborn: they were classified as demons when christianity took hold because it was like having a heathen god
vvinterborn: there would only be angels and god
vvinterborn: nothing else
blurrighter: spirit TO the wise
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: and angels were the guardians
vvinterborn: addopted by christianity
vvinterborn: because they lied the idea
vvinterborn: of a protector
vvinterborn: of something pure
blurrighter: The earth is alright
blurrighter: demons are now angels
blurrighter: protecting the few true angels
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: and remember
vvinterborn: an angle doesn't have to be pure or good
vvinterborn: an angel
vvinterborn: is a guardian
vvinterborn: it does not have to have good intentions
vvinterborn: inf act
vvinterborn: angels hide behind light sometimes
vvinterborn: they are the dark and evil ones
vvinterborn: protecting secrets that they assume w should not have
vvinterborn: demons can serve the angels
blurrighter: the power of good rebels
vvinterborn: yes
blurrighter: angels dont' know what they are
blurrighter: affectation would corrupt angles
blurrighter: angels are the last to know
blurrighter: until they lose their wings
blurrighter: become vampires
blurrighter: then they are recreated in the from of modern gods
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: what does an angel do?
vvinterborn: when tehy have this gift
vvinterborn: but they dont' know their own purpose
blurrighter: destiny
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: maybe i am an angel
vvinterborn: i am a guardian
vvinterborn: fighting for my own thoguhts and beliefs
vvinterborn: i have my own intetions
vvinterborn: and many of the young look to me for the light
vvinterborn: even though i do hide in the dark
blurrighter: what do you mean your own thoughts and beliefs?
vvinterborn: my ideals
vvinterborn: i fight
vvinterborn: for what i can find true in this world
vvinterborn: midns like ours
blurrighter: well that is the angel in you
blurrighter: angels have ideals
blurrighter: demons don't
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: and the angel
vvinterborn: wis untouched
vvinterborn: by what society brings
vvinterborn: they struggle
vvinterborn: with their own place int he world
vvinterborn: because they do not belong
vvinterborn: yet they are here
blurrighter: angels are from heaven
blurrighter: earth i shell
blurrighter: get that straight
blurrighter: a man has to die to get buried
blurrighter: in hell
blurrighter: to reach heaven
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: there are lnety of angels
vvinterborn: still here
vvinterborn: that walk the earth
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: not plenty
vvinterborn: they are the forsaken
blurrighter: innocence must know
vvinterborn: angels hide in teh dark though
vvinterborn: that is where htey are
vvinterborn: that is why
vvinterborn: i feel comforrted in the dark
blurrighter: you are afraid to live
vvinterborn: no
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: when i think alot
vvinterborn: about how our world works
vvinterborn: ilike just enough
vvinterborn: i know for a fact
vvinterborn: i don't belong here
blurrighter: make it so
vvinterborn: and you don't either
vvinterborn: we have so much potiential
vvinterborn: and yet its chained and pineed down
vvinterborn: by teh rules of a half assed corrupt society
vvinterborn: there is no room to love andl earn in this place
vvinterborn: not enough time
blurrighter: I have not meant a human that did not reach into hell and grab my hand
blurrighter: met ahuman
vvinterborn: that is because humans are being broken
vvinterborn: there are walls around us
vvinterborn: believe it or not
blurrighter: time is the only wall
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: it is a wall
vvinterborn: we cannot control
vvinterborn: it is a wall of this world
blurrighter: the world is a wall on the sun
blurrighter: we must wait
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: we only find true freedom
vvinterborn: in love
vvinterborn: tecause love cannot be bound
blurrighter: the greeks have 20 different words for love
vvinterborn: really?
blurrighter: what kind of love/
vvinterborn: love itslf
vvinterborn: is endless
vvinterborn: and cannot be damaged by time
vvinterborn: or society
vvinterborn: is it theo nly freedom
blurrighter: EVERYTHING DIES
vvinterborn: that is a song by type o negative
blurrighter: universal donor?
vvinterborn: a band
vvinterborn: gothic doom metal
blurrighter: the blood type
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: Type O negative is a band
blurrighter: ino
blurrighter: i no
blurrighter: forget it
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: everything may die
blurrighter: I DON'T KNOW MY BLOOD TYPE
vvinterborn: but everything also lives
vvinterborn: and is reborn
vvinterborn: i don't know mine either
blurrighter: some vampeeps we are
vvinterborn: haha
blurrighter: B
vvinterborn: your B?
blurrighter: yeah
blurrighter: + or - I don't remeber
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: you know
vvinterborn: i was reading that thing
vvinterborn: on astrology
vvinterborn: for the paranormal stuff
vvinterborn: that should have been in philosophy
vvinterborn: anyways
vvinterborn: people assume that chineese zodiac sings are more effective and true?
blurrighter: Ophucus?
blurrighter: philosophy is paranormal
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: everything can go into philosophy
vvinterborn: especially paranormal
vvinterborn: it has much to do with philosophy
blurrighter: time is the answer
blurrighter: like the mayan base 12 number system and the 12 houses of the Zodiac
vvinterborn: uyeah
vvinterborn: true
blurrighter: Ophucus is an add on unmathematical due to a supernova
blurrighter: and vampire phenomena of dichotomy of demons and angels
vvinterborn: i see
blurrighter: the earth is alive
blurrighter: it is driven by hunger
blurrighter: the strange hunger of the pure
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: there is enough life on this planet
vvinterborn: to fill 10 plaents
blurrighter: emptines abounds
blurrighter: time is empty
blurrighter: space is empty
blurrighter: our hearts are empty
blurrighter: so
blurrighter: desire fills all this
blurrighter: desire runs earth
vvinterborn: yes
vvinterborn: it does
blurrighter: hunger
vvinterborn: desire can bring life
blurrighter: passion
RAPING YOUR BLOODLINE
David Vaccaro: fuck I made it rain over here
David Vaccaro: over
: awesome
David Vaccaro: it was a nice drizzle
: i wish it was raining here
David Vaccaro: no
David Vaccaro: you don't want the
David Vaccaro: at
David Vaccaro: that
: why not?
David Vaccaro: sinning brings rain
: ah
: i guess
: never heard of that before
David Vaccaro: yeah right
: i haven't actually
David Vaccaro: hmmmm
David Vaccaro: maybe I believe you
: i don't see why you wouldn't
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: you are so smart
: well i might be smart about a lot of things, but there are a lot of things i do not know
David Vaccaro: humph
: and that was one of them, although i know now lol
David Vaccaro: well
: lol
David Vaccaro: the whole thing about MArtians and the canals of water and whether there is rain on MArs
David Vaccaro: and what happened to intelligent life on Mars
David Vaccaro: is that
David Vaccaro: if we were scraped up bacteria on a meteor
David Vaccaro: and implanted on earth
David Vaccaro: then
David Vaccaro: the life forms that drove the weather systems
David Vaccaro: all the sinning they did
David Vaccaro: there was left not one virgin to drive the weather systems
David Vaccaro: and then the lack of moisture
David Vaccaro: (which is a good word)
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: there you have it
David Vaccaro: there was life on Mars once
David Vaccaro: and then Earth became inhabited
David Vaccaro: the sCIENTISTS KNOW IT
David Vaccaro: so it goes into theory
David Vaccaro: and speculation
David Vaccaro: and science fiction
David Vaccaro: (breathing)
: hmmm that's very interesting
David Vaccaro: I don't know how long i am gonna stay in Montreal
David Vaccaro: I almost screwed up when it was raining
David Vaccaro: I am so not in control of my body
David Vaccaro: I'm not it is ridiculous
David Vaccaro: I think I am in control
David Vaccaro: I went to shiny uploads
David Vaccaro: to post some pics
David Vaccaro: I surfed for
David Vaccaro: and I got into to it too much
: ah
David Vaccaro: it is so stupid being a man these days
David Vaccaro: I feel like, well that I am actually on a surf board sometimes
David Vaccaro: funny
David Vaccaro: I found a cool pic
David Vaccaro: look at this
David Vaccaro: I won't tell you where I found it though
: ok
David Vaccaro: it isn't like a real person
: that's fine
David Vaccaro: so don't think I am trying to shove porn down your mouth
: haha it's all good
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: it ain't taking
David Vaccaro: ok
: wow that's awesome
: i like it
David Vaccaro: I wish I could put it on GG
: i drew something kind of like that
David Vaccaro: oh
: but it wasn't a silouette and the guy had wings
David Vaccaro: well this one is a werewolf
David Vaccaro: lychen
: oooo i like those
David Vaccaro: or vampire in white
: mine was a vampire
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: bitten angel
: i end up always drawing elves or vampires for some reason
David Vaccaro: goody
: yeah
David Vaccaro: because well I think women have to be taken by force
David Vaccaro: cuz what I am doing has never worked
: haha yeah, that reminds me of that scorpion album lmao
David Vaccaro: there are a variety of forces though
: well i dunno, i don't like to be forced to do something
David Vaccaro: I keep using the same old trick
: hmm which is what?
David Vaccaro: of expecting them to listen to their own heart power
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: I mean like red haired girls
David Vaccaro: they are forced to get with black guys
David Vaccaro: there is a force there
David Vaccaro: the force of freckles
David Vaccaro: freckle force
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I assume there are others
: i guess
David Vaccaro: but rape is not one of them
: i dunno
: no
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: I agree
: i've been there... not fun
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: there are forces that almost have the power of rape but without the guise
David Vaccaro: and the individual goes along with it
: yeah i suppose so
David Vaccaro: I guess in that manner I like getting raped
: haha
David Vaccaro: just like I like getting hustled
David Vaccaro: being hustled makes me feel like a whore
: lmao
David Vaccaro: and feeling like a whore is good
: to you maybe
David Vaccaro: that is the surfing thing
: ah
David Vaccaro: I guess
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: I mean
David Vaccaro: either you are alone
David Vaccaro: or some outside force can take you
David Vaccaro: but I never know when to stop
: yeah, i used to be like that
: then a took a long time off from guys
David Vaccaro: I mean the porn picture program doesn't know how much vitality I have left
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I can't even get close to females
David Vaccaro: so
: why not?
David Vaccaro: I have to rape myself repeatedly
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I am a gentleman
: ah, well that's always a good thing
David Vaccaro: and I say hey you are fucken beautiful that perfume makes me dizzy
David Vaccaro: and then I walk a away
David Vaccaro: another guy would use that perfect [pick up line and get the girl
David Vaccaro: but I am a knight
David Vaccaro: and so all I have is my white horse
David Vaccaro: dumb
*BREAK*
David Vaccaro: you have to stop being a vampire
: how am i being a vampire?
David Vaccaro: staying up late
: oh yeah
: i know
David Vaccaro: I am not talking about sucking bloodline
: it's gotten so bad
David Vaccaro: you have to flip it
: i am an insomniac now
David Vaccaro: well
: i used to be able to sleep at night
David Vaccaro: no
: and now it's really hard for me
David Vaccaro: that is who made you
David Vaccaro: the one who made you
David Vaccaro: your maker
David Vaccaro: she or he
David Vaccaro: prolly it was a he
David Vaccaro: he stayed up late surfing porn
David Vaccaro: and riding fences all night
David Vaccaro: which is why you are horny
David Vaccaro: all the time
: hmm maybe
David Vaccaro: it is in your blood
: i dunno
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: shut up
David Vaccaro: I know
David Vaccaro: don't say maybe
: ok sheesh
David Vaccaro: there is a force inside you outside of yourself and your own will
David Vaccaro: your maker like raped you all the time
David Vaccaro: before you were born
: hmm
David Vaccaro: that is the way it is
David Vaccaro: I know because I am doing it to my kids now
David Vaccaro: I am like hypnotized
: ah
David Vaccaro: and i can't stop once I pop em
David Vaccaro: once you pop you can't stop
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: I mean
David Vaccaro: relatives suck really
David Vaccaro: I know
David Vaccaro: sometimes in the back of my mind
David Vaccaro: I know I am prgramming my child to do the same activities
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I get a weird feeling out of that
: hmm
David Vaccaro: I mean I am a good man
David Vaccaro: but I have become a freak
David Vaccaro: so
: yeah, i guess that's how i fee like a freak
David Vaccaro: I could like groove for a moment to drive the behavior home to the unborn
David Vaccaro: and then
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I just feel bad
: yeah
David Vaccaro: and I stop
David Vaccaro: but then I ride anyways
David Vaccaro: for me
David Vaccaro: but in the back of my mind I know the rape happens
David Vaccaro: unconsciously
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: the surfing has to be done
David Vaccaro: the blood has to flow
David Vaccaro: and the unborns will be just like pop
David Vaccaro: boy or girl
David Vaccaro: because if I don't have sex
David Vaccaro: my heart dies
David Vaccaro: so
: hmm
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: I have to rape my kids to make them
: that's very interesting
David Vaccaro: it is like I am impregnating them
David Vaccaro: weird convop
David Vaccaro: convo
David Vaccaro: strange but true
David Vaccaro: what do you think?
David Vaccaro: i need some advice
: well.. i am not sure what advice to give
: i really don't know the situation all too well
: i am reading what you are typing
David Vaccaro: well do you hate your hyped up sexuality
David Vaccaro: or do you embrace it?
: i embrace it actually
David Vaccaro: see
: if someone doesn't like it, then oh well
David Vaccaro: I know the rape of the virgin is good
David Vaccaro: I mean
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: like
David Vaccaro: when I was in NYC
David Vaccaro: I was learning about certain surf moves
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I got to the point where I was on the floor like thrusting my hips up
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: it was great
David Vaccaro: but it was a total slave move
David Vaccaro: and so I got into it
David Vaccaro: but then one day I said fuck this
David Vaccaro: this is sick
David Vaccaro: I went for a walk instead
David Vaccaro: and it was sunny
David Vaccaro: and nice
: well i don't think you should try to conceal how you are
David Vaccaro: and the neighborhood was mind fucking me as usual
David Vaccaro: yeah but I am telling you how deep the guilt gets
: trust me, i know the feeling
David Vaccaro: then there was a black SUV
David Vaccaro: and a papa was there with his whole family
David Vaccaro: and there was a kid
David Vaccaro: a girl like
David Vaccaro: shit
David Vaccaro: I dunno
David Vaccaro: I don't know how old she was
David Vaccaro: I was a teacher I know 5 and up
David Vaccaro: she wasn't that
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: the whole fucken family had to wait for the girl
David Vaccaro: because she was clinging to the hubcap
David Vaccaro: doing the slave move
David Vaccaro: standing up
David Vaccaro: and the father looked right at me
David Vaccaro: and he fucken rubbed it in
: wow
David Vaccaro: was he her maker?
: i dunno
David Vaccaro: was it his fault?
: that's strange
David Vaccaro: is it mine?
David Vaccaro: my god
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: everything I do gets hard wired into my double helix
David Vaccaro: fortunately I can also do thousands of interesting effective amazing moves
David Vaccaro: so there is a trade off
: hmm
David Vaccaro: which is why I was sacrificed because I am the kind of guy to even more so balance the rape stuff
: well i am sure there are a lot of women who would appreciate that
: haha
David Vaccaro: and just do gifts
: ah
: yeah
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: I am totally sick in the head from all of this
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: it don't matter if I can spin a 360 and do a no look pass behind my head and back
David Vaccaro: to a guy cutting at 20 MPH
David Vaccaro: and hit him in the chest so hard he drops the ball
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: I still feel like a rapist
David Vaccaro: and the thing is
David Vaccaro: I am a knight
David Vaccaro: and I would never even kiss a girl until the third date
David Vaccaro: and the world takes my gifts
David Vaccaro: away
David Vaccaro: from me
David Vaccaro: blemish
David Vaccaro: totally
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: and they can accept me now because they know I am loser
: yeah
David Vaccaro: they can accept the angel now
: i know what you mean
David Vaccaro: because they made me a freak
David Vaccaro: and even when I am in Hollywood
David Vaccaro: they are going to know I am an asshole fucken child molestor
David Vaccaro: invisible children
David Vaccaro: totally raped
David Vaccaro: I suck
David Vaccaro: life has it's surprises
: i guess so
David Vaccaro: are you ever carried away by an outside force?
: yeah
David Vaccaro: or am I wrong?
David Vaccaro: oh
: no i am
David Vaccaro: shit
David Vaccaro: ok
David Vaccaro: yeah I thought so
David Vaccaro: man
: i dunno it's weird
: i have tried to date guys that look more "acceptable" to society.. you know, short hair, money, alpha male type guys... and i just can't date them
: it's odd, i just find them, no matter how ahndsome they may be, not attractive at all
David Vaccaro: well that is because money is a curse
David Vaccaro: I am happy poor
David Vaccaro: money comes the evil
: well i am not into money
David Vaccaro: no but
David Vaccaro: the shoirt hair
: but those guys to me, when i look at them are empty
David Vaccaro: the clean clothes
David Vaccaro: the nice car
David Vaccaro: it is all cover ups
: yeah i always go for the depressed, dark, goth ones
David Vaccaro: and now I am to be rich
David Vaccaro: and I am one of them
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: the ones who try not to cover up the dark ones
David Vaccaro: are true in tune with the human condition
: yes
David Vaccaro: well you don't know who is an act though
David Vaccaro: humans are very sophisticated
: they have what i need, some more than others, they are what i want
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I am not going to get into that
David Vaccaro: as much as I would like to know about your needs or whatever
David Vaccaro: you are spoken for
: well i know that
David Vaccaro: I mean it would interest me immensely as a writer
: i'm not looking for something else
David Vaccaro: but I am outside of the loop
David Vaccaro: you did however confrim my suspicions of my lifestyle
: well that's good
David Vaccaro: yes
: although i feel kind of unaccepted in a way
David Vaccaro: but what are you getting at anyway
David Vaccaro: you have to speak your mind
David Vaccaro: and I was evil in my mode of thought
David Vaccaro: so I will sit here and take whatever you have to catharsize
David Vaccaro: unaccepted?
: i feel like Smitty doesn't accept my sexual prowess
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: honestly yeah
David Vaccaro: it is true
: he is always complaining about me being horny all the time like its something i can control
: and then i feel bad
David Vaccaro: but you ain't no one trick dog
David Vaccaro: you have many gifts
David Vaccaro: and I told him she is using the animal lure
David Vaccaro: but give her a chance to be a goddess too
David Vaccaro: once she is inside
David Vaccaro: I mean you know how to cook as well as hundreds of other things
David Vaccaro: you got the gifts
: mm hmm
: it's not all about the sex either
: but it's my drive
David Vaccaro: yes I know
David Vaccaro: because the more the sex drive takes over
David Vaccaro: the more it has to be covered with sophistication and complexity of behavior
: yeah
David Vaccaro: so I made him understand that
David Vaccaro: because you feel bad about it
: i do
: i know he doesn't like it
David Vaccaro: and so then therefore you are good also
David Vaccaro: because you feel bad
: and i'm not quite sure why he doesn't
David Vaccaro: I feel like you are my daughter or something
: haha
: well i thank you for the advice
: it is very helpful
: and i try to talk to Smitty about these things, things that he's afraid of and what he doesn't like, so he doesn't tell me because he knows it offensive to me because i can't change those things
David Vaccaro: say it right
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: just the invisible rape stuff
: that's fine
David Vaccaro: because I think no one has ever admitted it in print
David Vaccaro: and it has to be writ
David Vaccaro: definately
David Vaccaro: over
: awesome
David Vaccaro: it was a nice drizzle
: i wish it was raining here
David Vaccaro: no
David Vaccaro: you don't want the
David Vaccaro: at
David Vaccaro: that
: why not?
David Vaccaro: sinning brings rain
: ah
: i guess
: never heard of that before
David Vaccaro: yeah right
: i haven't actually
David Vaccaro: hmmmm
David Vaccaro: maybe I believe you
: i don't see why you wouldn't
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: you are so smart
: well i might be smart about a lot of things, but there are a lot of things i do not know
David Vaccaro: humph
: and that was one of them, although i know now lol
David Vaccaro: well
: lol
David Vaccaro: the whole thing about MArtians and the canals of water and whether there is rain on MArs
David Vaccaro: and what happened to intelligent life on Mars
David Vaccaro: is that
David Vaccaro: if we were scraped up bacteria on a meteor
David Vaccaro: and implanted on earth
David Vaccaro: then
David Vaccaro: the life forms that drove the weather systems
David Vaccaro: all the sinning they did
David Vaccaro: there was left not one virgin to drive the weather systems
David Vaccaro: and then the lack of moisture
David Vaccaro: (which is a good word)
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: there you have it
David Vaccaro: there was life on Mars once
David Vaccaro: and then Earth became inhabited
David Vaccaro: the sCIENTISTS KNOW IT
David Vaccaro: so it goes into theory
David Vaccaro: and speculation
David Vaccaro: and science fiction
David Vaccaro: (breathing)
: hmmm that's very interesting
David Vaccaro: I don't know how long i am gonna stay in Montreal
David Vaccaro: I almost screwed up when it was raining
David Vaccaro: I am so not in control of my body
David Vaccaro: I'm not it is ridiculous
David Vaccaro: I think I am in control
David Vaccaro: I went to shiny uploads
David Vaccaro: to post some pics
David Vaccaro: I surfed for
David Vaccaro: and I got into to it too much
: ah
David Vaccaro: it is so stupid being a man these days
David Vaccaro: I feel like, well that I am actually on a surf board sometimes
David Vaccaro: funny
David Vaccaro: I found a cool pic
David Vaccaro: look at this
David Vaccaro: I won't tell you where I found it though
: ok
David Vaccaro: it isn't like a real person
: that's fine
David Vaccaro: so don't think I am trying to shove porn down your mouth
: haha it's all good
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: it ain't taking
David Vaccaro: ok
: wow that's awesome
: i like it
David Vaccaro: I wish I could put it on GG
: i drew something kind of like that
David Vaccaro: oh
: but it wasn't a silouette and the guy had wings
David Vaccaro: well this one is a werewolf
David Vaccaro: lychen
: oooo i like those
David Vaccaro: or vampire in white
: mine was a vampire
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: bitten angel
: i end up always drawing elves or vampires for some reason
David Vaccaro: goody
: yeah
David Vaccaro: because well I think women have to be taken by force
David Vaccaro: cuz what I am doing has never worked
: haha yeah, that reminds me of that scorpion album lmao
David Vaccaro: there are a variety of forces though
: well i dunno, i don't like to be forced to do something
David Vaccaro: I keep using the same old trick
: hmm which is what?
David Vaccaro: of expecting them to listen to their own heart power
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: I mean like red haired girls
David Vaccaro: they are forced to get with black guys
David Vaccaro: there is a force there
David Vaccaro: the force of freckles
David Vaccaro: freckle force
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I assume there are others
: i guess
David Vaccaro: but rape is not one of them
: i dunno
: no
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: I agree
: i've been there... not fun
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: there are forces that almost have the power of rape but without the guise
David Vaccaro: and the individual goes along with it
: yeah i suppose so
David Vaccaro: I guess in that manner I like getting raped
: haha
David Vaccaro: just like I like getting hustled
David Vaccaro: being hustled makes me feel like a whore
: lmao
David Vaccaro: and feeling like a whore is good
: to you maybe
David Vaccaro: that is the surfing thing
: ah
David Vaccaro: I guess
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: I mean
David Vaccaro: either you are alone
David Vaccaro: or some outside force can take you
David Vaccaro: but I never know when to stop
: yeah, i used to be like that
: then a took a long time off from guys
David Vaccaro: I mean the porn picture program doesn't know how much vitality I have left
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I can't even get close to females
David Vaccaro: so
: why not?
David Vaccaro: I have to rape myself repeatedly
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I am a gentleman
: ah, well that's always a good thing
David Vaccaro: and I say hey you are fucken beautiful that perfume makes me dizzy
David Vaccaro: and then I walk a away
David Vaccaro: another guy would use that perfect [pick up line and get the girl
David Vaccaro: but I am a knight
David Vaccaro: and so all I have is my white horse
David Vaccaro: dumb
*BREAK*
David Vaccaro: you have to stop being a vampire
: how am i being a vampire?
David Vaccaro: staying up late
: oh yeah
: i know
David Vaccaro: I am not talking about sucking bloodline
: it's gotten so bad
David Vaccaro: you have to flip it
: i am an insomniac now
David Vaccaro: well
: i used to be able to sleep at night
David Vaccaro: no
: and now it's really hard for me
David Vaccaro: that is who made you
David Vaccaro: the one who made you
David Vaccaro: your maker
David Vaccaro: she or he
David Vaccaro: prolly it was a he
David Vaccaro: he stayed up late surfing porn
David Vaccaro: and riding fences all night
David Vaccaro: which is why you are horny
David Vaccaro: all the time
: hmm maybe
David Vaccaro: it is in your blood
: i dunno
David Vaccaro: yes
David Vaccaro: shut up
David Vaccaro: I know
David Vaccaro: don't say maybe
: ok sheesh
David Vaccaro: there is a force inside you outside of yourself and your own will
David Vaccaro: your maker like raped you all the time
David Vaccaro: before you were born
: hmm
David Vaccaro: that is the way it is
David Vaccaro: I know because I am doing it to my kids now
David Vaccaro: I am like hypnotized
: ah
David Vaccaro: and i can't stop once I pop em
David Vaccaro: once you pop you can't stop
David Vaccaro: so
David Vaccaro: I mean
David Vaccaro: relatives suck really
David Vaccaro: I know
David Vaccaro: sometimes in the back of my mind
David Vaccaro: I know I am prgramming my child to do the same activities
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I get a weird feeling out of that
: hmm
David Vaccaro: I mean I am a good man
David Vaccaro: but I have become a freak
David Vaccaro: so
: yeah, i guess that's how i fee like a freak
David Vaccaro: I could like groove for a moment to drive the behavior home to the unborn
David Vaccaro: and then
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I just feel bad
: yeah
David Vaccaro: and I stop
David Vaccaro: but then I ride anyways
David Vaccaro: for me
David Vaccaro: but in the back of my mind I know the rape happens
David Vaccaro: unconsciously
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: the surfing has to be done
David Vaccaro: the blood has to flow
David Vaccaro: and the unborns will be just like pop
David Vaccaro: boy or girl
David Vaccaro: because if I don't have sex
David Vaccaro: my heart dies
David Vaccaro: so
: hmm
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: I have to rape my kids to make them
: that's very interesting
David Vaccaro: it is like I am impregnating them
David Vaccaro: weird convop
David Vaccaro: convo
David Vaccaro: strange but true
David Vaccaro: what do you think?
David Vaccaro: i need some advice
: well.. i am not sure what advice to give
: i really don't know the situation all too well
: i am reading what you are typing
David Vaccaro: well do you hate your hyped up sexuality
David Vaccaro: or do you embrace it?
: i embrace it actually
David Vaccaro: see
: if someone doesn't like it, then oh well
David Vaccaro: I know the rape of the virgin is good
David Vaccaro: I mean
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: like
David Vaccaro: when I was in NYC
David Vaccaro: I was learning about certain surf moves
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: I got to the point where I was on the floor like thrusting my hips up
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: it was great
David Vaccaro: but it was a total slave move
David Vaccaro: and so I got into it
David Vaccaro: but then one day I said fuck this
David Vaccaro: this is sick
David Vaccaro: I went for a walk instead
David Vaccaro: and it was sunny
David Vaccaro: and nice
: well i don't think you should try to conceal how you are
David Vaccaro: and the neighborhood was mind fucking me as usual
David Vaccaro: yeah but I am telling you how deep the guilt gets
: trust me, i know the feeling
David Vaccaro: then there was a black SUV
David Vaccaro: and a papa was there with his whole family
David Vaccaro: and there was a kid
David Vaccaro: a girl like
David Vaccaro: shit
David Vaccaro: I dunno
David Vaccaro: I don't know how old she was
David Vaccaro: I was a teacher I know 5 and up
David Vaccaro: she wasn't that
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: the whole fucken family had to wait for the girl
David Vaccaro: because she was clinging to the hubcap
David Vaccaro: doing the slave move
David Vaccaro: standing up
David Vaccaro: and the father looked right at me
David Vaccaro: and he fucken rubbed it in
: wow
David Vaccaro: was he her maker?
: i dunno
David Vaccaro: was it his fault?
: that's strange
David Vaccaro: is it mine?
David Vaccaro: my god
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: everything I do gets hard wired into my double helix
David Vaccaro: fortunately I can also do thousands of interesting effective amazing moves
David Vaccaro: so there is a trade off
: hmm
David Vaccaro: which is why I was sacrificed because I am the kind of guy to even more so balance the rape stuff
: well i am sure there are a lot of women who would appreciate that
: haha
David Vaccaro: and just do gifts
: ah
: yeah
David Vaccaro: but
David Vaccaro: I am totally sick in the head from all of this
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: it don't matter if I can spin a 360 and do a no look pass behind my head and back
David Vaccaro: to a guy cutting at 20 MPH
David Vaccaro: and hit him in the chest so hard he drops the ball
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: I still feel like a rapist
David Vaccaro: and the thing is
David Vaccaro: I am a knight
David Vaccaro: and I would never even kiss a girl until the third date
David Vaccaro: and the world takes my gifts
David Vaccaro: away
David Vaccaro: from me
David Vaccaro: blemish
David Vaccaro: totally
David Vaccaro: you know
David Vaccaro: and they can accept me now because they know I am loser
: yeah
David Vaccaro: they can accept the angel now
: i know what you mean
David Vaccaro: because they made me a freak
David Vaccaro: and even when I am in Hollywood
David Vaccaro: they are going to know I am an asshole fucken child molestor
David Vaccaro: invisible children
David Vaccaro: totally raped
David Vaccaro: I suck
David Vaccaro: life has it's surprises
: i guess so
David Vaccaro: are you ever carried away by an outside force?
: yeah
David Vaccaro: or am I wrong?
David Vaccaro: oh
: no i am
David Vaccaro: shit
David Vaccaro: ok
David Vaccaro: yeah I thought so
David Vaccaro: man
: i dunno it's weird
: i have tried to date guys that look more "acceptable" to society.. you know, short hair, money, alpha male type guys... and i just can't date them
: it's odd, i just find them, no matter how ahndsome they may be, not attractive at all
David Vaccaro: well that is because money is a curse
David Vaccaro: I am happy poor
David Vaccaro: money comes the evil
: well i am not into money
David Vaccaro: no but
David Vaccaro: the shoirt hair
: but those guys to me, when i look at them are empty
David Vaccaro: the clean clothes
David Vaccaro: the nice car
David Vaccaro: it is all cover ups
: yeah i always go for the depressed, dark, goth ones
David Vaccaro: and now I am to be rich
David Vaccaro: and I am one of them
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: the ones who try not to cover up the dark ones
David Vaccaro: are true in tune with the human condition
: yes
David Vaccaro: well you don't know who is an act though
David Vaccaro: humans are very sophisticated
: they have what i need, some more than others, they are what i want
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: I am not going to get into that
David Vaccaro: as much as I would like to know about your needs or whatever
David Vaccaro: you are spoken for
: well i know that
David Vaccaro: I mean it would interest me immensely as a writer
: i'm not looking for something else
David Vaccaro: but I am outside of the loop
David Vaccaro: you did however confrim my suspicions of my lifestyle
: well that's good
David Vaccaro: yes
: although i feel kind of unaccepted in a way
David Vaccaro: but what are you getting at anyway
David Vaccaro: you have to speak your mind
David Vaccaro: and I was evil in my mode of thought
David Vaccaro: so I will sit here and take whatever you have to catharsize
David Vaccaro: unaccepted?
: i feel like Smitty doesn't accept my sexual prowess
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: honestly yeah
David Vaccaro: it is true
: he is always complaining about me being horny all the time like its something i can control
: and then i feel bad
David Vaccaro: but you ain't no one trick dog
David Vaccaro: you have many gifts
David Vaccaro: and I told him she is using the animal lure
David Vaccaro: but give her a chance to be a goddess too
David Vaccaro: once she is inside
David Vaccaro: I mean you know how to cook as well as hundreds of other things
David Vaccaro: you got the gifts
: mm hmm
: it's not all about the sex either
: but it's my drive
David Vaccaro: yes I know
David Vaccaro: because the more the sex drive takes over
David Vaccaro: the more it has to be covered with sophistication and complexity of behavior
: yeah
David Vaccaro: so I made him understand that
David Vaccaro: because you feel bad about it
: i do
: i know he doesn't like it
David Vaccaro: and so then therefore you are good also
David Vaccaro: because you feel bad
: and i'm not quite sure why he doesn't
David Vaccaro: I feel like you are my daughter or something
: haha
: well i thank you for the advice
: it is very helpful
: and i try to talk to Smitty about these things, things that he's afraid of and what he doesn't like, so he doesn't tell me because he knows it offensive to me because i can't change those things
David Vaccaro: say it right
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: just the invisible rape stuff
: that's fine
David Vaccaro: because I think no one has ever admitted it in print
David Vaccaro: and it has to be writ
David Vaccaro: definately
x-dressed cathlic school boys
Forced to wear school girls outfits? Even the boys? I never noticed boys wearing Catholic uniforms, what do they consist of?
I think uniform wearing even by the boys is neccessary for there is more spanking in such institutions of higher learning. However lesbian Nuns should be the ones to administer the spanking, so that the spankings get out of hand, and also so the pure lesbo fantasy is eradicated from young catholic school girl costume wearing boys. There is absolutely no way to score a lesbo chick (unless you are Vampariah) so it is better to have that unfulfilled prophecy eradicated from psyche formulation.
I think the predominant rationale for school girl shootings is because girls aren't allowed to manipulate their costumes, and say put lace or pink trim on their skirts. They aren't even allowed to hike up their skirts as NUns find two reasons to carry rulers measuring thigh size revealage. If more school girls employed their fashionista techiques towards the enhancment of school girl patterns, even to the extent of tiedyes or bleaching, students would be much happier in school with so much to glance at, shootings would be reduced as happiness and unrest would result, and students would alsdo in effect have better grades because they would be so busy trying to hide their animal sides they would thus be closer to god.
I think uniform wearing even by the boys is neccessary for there is more spanking in such institutions of higher learning. However lesbian Nuns should be the ones to administer the spanking, so that the spankings get out of hand, and also so the pure lesbo fantasy is eradicated from young catholic school girl costume wearing boys. There is absolutely no way to score a lesbo chick (unless you are Vampariah) so it is better to have that unfulfilled prophecy eradicated from psyche formulation.
I think the predominant rationale for school girl shootings is because girls aren't allowed to manipulate their costumes, and say put lace or pink trim on their skirts. They aren't even allowed to hike up their skirts as NUns find two reasons to carry rulers measuring thigh size revealage. If more school girls employed their fashionista techiques towards the enhancment of school girl patterns, even to the extent of tiedyes or bleaching, students would be much happier in school with so much to glance at, shootings would be reduced as happiness and unrest would result, and students would alsdo in effect have better grades because they would be so busy trying to hide their animal sides they would thus be closer to god.
Edward Munch
30 Jul 07 1:11 am
Child screams for help.
Kids are to be alloted to make stupid mistakes, then they learn.
I remember having a fight wih some not too long ago and it was a situation where they thought they could strike me and I could never dare to hit them, and when I defended myself and parried and then turned a parry into an offensive maneuver, they had a look in their eye. I don't remember who it was, maybe my mother, I always hang up on her and sometimes she gets drunk, and well, I hang up on her when she asks me to lie about my life, that everything is fine, I am not going to tell her what she needs to hear. I am always going to tell it like it is, and if she wants to be lied to then she gave birth to the wrong boy. It could have been my father too, I mean he sent me away for a month in the mental ward and sometimes he thinks that he has some untouchable power over me, but I am not going to be abused or treated like an insane asylum vitem, as much as I love the places, if you would just tell me what I have to do, instead of telling me never even fuck
um
I hate this life I am in now, I don't care if people look up to me, I am fucked in the head right now, and I feel like I am being abused by the whole world. There ain't no one I can trust, and I am three sheets to the wind, and no one is straigth with me, and to all of you it seems funny, but like today I am rattled, I had to place something in my diary I couldn't show anyone.
Fuck, I am scared alright. I am fucken scared, I don't need overtures of masses showing me the way, I need someone to bring me peace, I want this to end, I don't want to be what I am anymore. Abuse is abuse, and to abuse me just because I have an undeniable power doesn't make me like living more. I am in fucken Montreal because in NYC I would be a vampire with a stake in my heart, and if I keep blowing it I am just going to die. I bump my ankle and there is a pain that shoots through my heart, I am so close to the edge, I am tired, I want it to end, but I can't make it stop, because I have to keep doing things, but there is a line I can't cross, and then I cross it anyways because I am a sicko, and I can't even help myself. Fuck this reborn shit. I am a laughing stalk. I don't mind, it is the pain it is the unknowing, and like I said I am tired I just want normal life. I am fucken normal, I have been turned into a monster and I am just a man with an amazing heart.
Child screams for help.
Kids are to be alloted to make stupid mistakes, then they learn.
I remember having a fight wih some not too long ago and it was a situation where they thought they could strike me and I could never dare to hit them, and when I defended myself and parried and then turned a parry into an offensive maneuver, they had a look in their eye. I don't remember who it was, maybe my mother, I always hang up on her and sometimes she gets drunk, and well, I hang up on her when she asks me to lie about my life, that everything is fine, I am not going to tell her what she needs to hear. I am always going to tell it like it is, and if she wants to be lied to then she gave birth to the wrong boy. It could have been my father too, I mean he sent me away for a month in the mental ward and sometimes he thinks that he has some untouchable power over me, but I am not going to be abused or treated like an insane asylum vitem, as much as I love the places, if you would just tell me what I have to do, instead of telling me never even fuck
um
I hate this life I am in now, I don't care if people look up to me, I am fucked in the head right now, and I feel like I am being abused by the whole world. There ain't no one I can trust, and I am three sheets to the wind, and no one is straigth with me, and to all of you it seems funny, but like today I am rattled, I had to place something in my diary I couldn't show anyone.
Fuck, I am scared alright. I am fucken scared, I don't need overtures of masses showing me the way, I need someone to bring me peace, I want this to end, I don't want to be what I am anymore. Abuse is abuse, and to abuse me just because I have an undeniable power doesn't make me like living more. I am in fucken Montreal because in NYC I would be a vampire with a stake in my heart, and if I keep blowing it I am just going to die. I bump my ankle and there is a pain that shoots through my heart, I am so close to the edge, I am tired, I want it to end, but I can't make it stop, because I have to keep doing things, but there is a line I can't cross, and then I cross it anyways because I am a sicko, and I can't even help myself. Fuck this reborn shit. I am a laughing stalk. I don't mind, it is the pain it is the unknowing, and like I said I am tired I just want normal life. I am fucken normal, I have been turned into a monster and I am just a man with an amazing heart.
fluffy pink menagerie
Rachele Williams: mah i dissagree
vvinterborn: Maynard James Keenan
Rachele Williams: yep
David Vaccaro: fuck that when I get published and they release those 30 documentaries
Rachele Williams: and paul
Rachele Williams: hehe
David Vaccaro: Richard Gere is going to be dethroned
David Vaccaro: I am bringing sexy back
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: really man
David Vaccaro: if I get out of Hell right
David Vaccaro: I might be really fine
Rachele Williams: and what is sexy exactly?
David Vaccaro: I was in a speedo at the pool
David Vaccaro: and it was so egregious they had to call me gay to go away
David Vaccaro: but I stayed
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: sexiness exudes a confidence of come to me and I will satisfy you with an all knowing look
Rachele Williams: wait big word... egregious... what does that mean?
David Vaccaro: like vampness
Rachele Williams: ahhh yes
David Vaccaro: egregious means
David Vaccaro: um
Rachele Williams: i can give that look quite well
David Vaccaro: like almost confrontationally insulting
Rachele Williams: ahh
David Vaccaro: ah
David Vaccaro: Cya
David Vaccaro: C'ya
David Vaccaro: ah
Rachele Williams: are you going somewhere?
David Vaccaro: I am famous for my uh huh
David Vaccaro: cave man response
David Vaccaro: no
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: I ws making fun of you kids
Rachele Williams: mm
David Vaccaro: ah
Rachele Williams: meh
David Vaccaro: ahh
David Vaccaro: heh ehhe
David Vaccaro: forget it
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: it is cool
David Vaccaro: you guys are young and in love
Rachele Williams:
David Vaccaro: don't let me get in the way it is cute
vvinterborn: eh
David Vaccaro: you guys make a good couple
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: we haven't seen each other in real life yet
Rachele Williams: awwwws
vvinterborn: weh ave yet to see how we are
Rachele Williams: i know
Rachele Williams: i know we'll be fine, but paul is cautious
David Vaccaro: um
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: the first thing you do Rachelle
David Vaccaro: when you meet
Rachele Williams: hmm?
David Vaccaro: you find like a bay window
David Vaccaro: or a cubhole
Rachele Williams: ok, and do what?
David Vaccaro: like a foyeur
David Vaccaro: foyer
Rachele Williams: yeah i gotcha
Rachele Williams: and do what?
David Vaccaro: and you stick his hand in your pocket
David Vaccaro: and give him a pocket hand job
David Vaccaro: really quick
David Vaccaro: ly
vvinterborn: lmao
Rachele Williams: haha
David Vaccaro: his pocket
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: im not a quick person dave
Rachele Williams: no he's not
Rachele Williams: and i know what i'm going to do
David Vaccaro: on phone with mom
Rachele Williams: and it involves shoving my hand down his pants... but only to tease
Rachele Williams: okies
vvinterborn: ha
Rachele Williams: don't worry, you'll like it
Rachele Williams: i'll make it all sexy like
vvinterborn: yeah hehe
David Vaccaro: yeah stick the hand in pocket
David Vaccaro: and fish around
Rachele Williams: haha
Rachele Williams: that won't be hard...
David Vaccaro: he'll get hard
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: i'd get hard either way i suppose
David Vaccaro: i will make fishermen out of women
Rachele Williams: i'm thinking a really good kiss will do the trick
David Vaccaro: nah
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: kiss is after the deal
David Vaccaro: and
Rachele Williams: what deal?
David Vaccaro: during
Rachele Williams: well i know what to do, don't worry
David Vaccaro: the hand job
vvinterborn: lol
vvinterborn: brb really quick
David Vaccaro: alright
Rachele Williams: ok
David Vaccaro: pocket jobs don't work on girls so stop trying jello shot girl
Rachele Williams: what?
Rachele Williams: i know they don't, and i
David Vaccaro: hee hee
Rachele Williams: i'm not trying anything
Rachele Williams: and i'm not a jello shot girl
David Vaccaro: yes you are
Rachele Williams: it's not my fault you had a dream i was
Rachele Williams: lmao
Rachele Williams: nope, am not
David Vaccaro: in a black vinyl sirt
vvinterborn: k back
Rachele Williams: i need one of those
David Vaccaro: ostensibly used to snare unsuspecting males
Rachele Williams: yeah yeah i know
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: hows it going all?
Rachele Williams: i still didn't understand what happened after that
Rachele Williams: it's going well
vvinterborn: but yeah
vvinterborn: that idea did sound interesting
David Vaccaro: alright pink vinyl skirt
Rachele Williams: no no pink
David Vaccaro: yes
Rachele Williams: i don't like pink
David Vaccaro: PINK
Rachele Williams: NO
Rachele Williams: BLACK
David Vaccaro: WE WILL MAKE YOU LIKE PINK
Rachele Williams: DAMNIT
Rachele Williams: NO
Rachele Williams: paul... help
Rachele Williams: lol
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: give her a pink ball gag
vvinterborn: i dunno what to do
vvinterborn: haha
Rachele Williams: OH HELL NO
David Vaccaro: and pink fluffy cuffs
Rachele Williams: i hate gag balls
Rachele Williams: alright fluffy cuffs are fine
David Vaccaro: pink fluffy cuffs
vvinterborn: haha
Rachele Williams: fine
Rachele Williams: but no pink skirt
vvinterborn: pink can be sexy with black
David Vaccaro: see we broke her
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: and I did all of that while talking to my mother
David Vaccaro: so easy to break
vvinterborn: HAHA
David Vaccaro: I am a natural dominant
Rachele Williams: well aren't you talented
Rachele Williams: ugh
David Vaccaro: I also gave my mother a hard time
vvinterborn: i give rachele a hard time always
Rachele Williams: yeah i know
Rachele Williams: expecially about my sex drive
David Vaccaro: yeah but her nubbin is too samll to get hard
David Vaccaro: too small
David Vaccaro: penis envy
David Vaccaro: she can't get off
Rachele Williams: what?
David Vaccaro: small
vvinterborn: nubbbin?
David Vaccaro: your clit is too small
vvinterborn: oh
David Vaccaro: nubbin
David Vaccaro: clit
Rachele Williams: you know, i'm so not going to go there
David Vaccaro: same thing
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: there is a bar in Astoria
Rachele Williams: you don't even know what it looks like
David Vaccaro: and they have people lined up outside all the time
David Vaccaro: it is called
David Vaccaro: I am an incubus I have visted your bed and marked it
Rachele Williams: what?
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: anyway the name of the bar is NUBAr
David Vaccaro: and all these young kids are outside
David Vaccaro: and I go by in my dress shirrts and slacks looking like a king
David Vaccaro: and I say Nubbin
David Vaccaro: I want to go to the Nubbin bar
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: and my friends are like no Dave it is called NuBAR
David Vaccaro: and I am like resisting
David Vaccaro: NO NUBBIN NUBBIN
David Vaccaro: NUBBIN
David Vaccaro: I want to go to the NUBBIN BAR
Rachele Williams: i'm gonna go smoke
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: nubbvin
vvinterborn: nubbin
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: strange but true
David Vaccaro: cool word
vvinterborn: kk ttyl rachele when you get back
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: it is a cool word
vvinterborn: very fun to say
Rachele Williams: grrr
David Vaccaro: yeah it rolls off the tounge
Rachele Williams: brb
David Vaccaro: tongue
vvinterborn: yeah haha
David Vaccaro: she missed that one
David Vaccaro: at least I broke her to go and smoke
vvinterborn: yeah haha
vvinterborn: she was trying to quite a few days ago
vvinterborn: but she started up again
David Vaccaro: and now she is implanted with the PINK mind virus because she accepted the PINK cuffs
David Vaccaro: she is screwed
David Vaccaro: sooo scrwed
Rachele Williams: i am not
David Vaccaro: oh shit
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: damn
Rachele Williams: fucker
vvinterborn: LOL
David Vaccaro: I am gonna go to private talk with Paul
David Vaccaro: Rachelle is an imposter
Rachele Williams: uh huh you do that
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: just joking
Rachele Williams: i know lol
David Vaccaro: I anjoy fucking her brain up
Rachele Williams: and i don't care i'm playin with you
David Vaccaro: anjoy
Rachele Williams: enjoy?
David Vaccaro: enjoy
Rachele Williams: lol
vvinterborn: there you go
Rachele Williams: hahah
David Vaccaro: mhy mothers name is Anja
David Vaccaro: alright
vvinterborn: hey Dave
Rachele Williams: alright i'll be back in a few mins
vvinterborn: you ever seen
David Vaccaro: let me calm down for a second
vvinterborn: A clockwork orange?
vvinterborn: ok lol
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: I saw it in the theastre
David Vaccaro: theatre
vvinterborn: did you enjoy it?
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: I was too young
David Vaccaro: Malcom
David Vaccaro: somebody
David Vaccaro: it is amazing how hot guys are when they are young actors
David Vaccaro: then they lose their hair
vvinterborn: and they get a gut
David Vaccaro: no Clkockwork orange is horriying
David Vaccaro: horrifying
vvinterborn: yeah it is
vvinterborn: but at the same time
vvinterborn: it really does make you think quite a bit
David Vaccaro: no Paul that movie is sick
vvinterborn: if you look hard enough
David Vaccaro: no
vvinterborn: eh
David Vaccaro: sick
vvinterborn: why?
David Vaccaro: jockstraps?
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: that is not a good visual
David Vaccaro: top hats and jock straps
vvinterborn: eh
vvinterborn: i suppose you have a point
vvinterborn: i mostly like the parts
vvinterborn: when the main character
vvinterborn: is listening to beethoeven
vvinterborn: and the thoughts that appear in his head
vvinterborn: of madness
vvinterborn: and lust
David Vaccaro: she is smoking a Virginia slimms 120mm
David Vaccaro: hmmm
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: well I never analyzed the movie
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: i normally analyze movies like that
David Vaccaro: I cxan't process something that is only meant to be disturbing
vvinterborn: you ever listen to some classical stuff?
vvinterborn: well
David Vaccaro: I can identify composers if you play a piece
vvinterborn: people are very distrubed individuals
David Vaccaro: even if I never heard it before
David Vaccaro: I hear their signatures
vvinterborn: and the power to be that distrubed
David Vaccaro: they give them selves away
vvinterborn: is the power of god
David Vaccaro: just like if you read VAmpariah
David Vaccaro: you know it is him every time
vvinterborn: yeahw
vvinterborn: i know what you mean
David Vaccaro: signature
David Vaccaro: hallmark
David Vaccaro: identity
David Vaccaro: now if you can escape that
David Vaccaro: which I do do
David Vaccaro: no one has seen my professional writing
vvinterborn: i have seen your other writings
vvinterborn: on gg
David Vaccaro: it is leagues and bounds better than my forum shit
vvinterborn: I read your poetry
David Vaccaro: well
vvinterborn: i enjoy it
David Vaccaro: poetry is also another voice altogether
David Vaccaro: I sculpt paragraphs
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: I wish I could show you the paragraph I amde today
David Vaccaro: amazing
vvinterborn: why can't you?
David Vaccaro: in your face amazing with such cockiness it is almost unpalatable and then
David Vaccaro: ultimately they have to keep reading because they know the quality never diminishes
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: well
David Vaccaro: I got it in spades
vvinterborn: spades?
David Vaccaro: fucken they are going to put a plaque at the pool I was at today
David Vaccaro: just like they used to ignore Beethoven
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: TRUMP spades
vvinterborn: oh
David Vaccaro: my time has come
David Vaccaro: I have arrived
David Vaccaro: spade aces
David Vaccaro: kings
David Vaccaro: spades queens
David Vaccaro: jacks
vvinterborn: time to rape this world huh
David Vaccaro: deuces
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: it is a mind virus
David Vaccaro: an injection
David Vaccaro: I do not absorb
David Vaccaro: but only as a lure
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: I have done my part now send me one woman my way
David Vaccaro: one woman
David Vaccaro: my toy
David Vaccaro: that is all I ask
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: if its a toy your seeking
David Vaccaro: and a Mistress who really understands me
vvinterborn: you could always find a hooker
David Vaccaro: the MAster has to be dominated
vvinterborn: call her sally
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: you want to break into a girl don't you?
David Vaccaro: sally what?
vvinterborn: you want a girl
vvinterborn: whom wil tame the beast
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: whatever man
vvinterborn: who will makes you shatter at any moment
David Vaccaro: I don't know
David Vaccaro: she knows
David Vaccaro: I need a woman who knows what I will want tomorrow
vvinterborn: well
David Vaccaro: she will know
vvinterborn: your not very pradictable
vvinterborn: which is agood thing of course
David Vaccaro: yes I am
vvinterborn: hmm
David Vaccaro: you guys know my every move
vvinterborn: it depends i suppose
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: maybe
vvinterborn: but
David Vaccaro: it is just when I get out of hell that my life will be limitless
vvinterborn: i don't think a women would understand it
David Vaccaro: I think people can read my mind
David Vaccaro: I really do
David Vaccaro: I think they can
vvinterborn: you know what I found when I was feeding on the misery of others?
David Vaccaro: righ tnow
David Vaccaro: my brain overrides theirs
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: yeah
Rachele Williams: ok i'm back
vvinterborn: you have that kind of power
vvinterborn: wb
David Vaccaro: hey
Rachele Williams: thanks
Rachele Williams: hey
vvinterborn: anyways
vvinterborn: i found something
David Vaccaro: but I have suuch really bad thoughts
vvinterborn: while feeding on the misery of others
David Vaccaro: I can't admit to what I think
David Vaccaro: like today
vvinterborn: I woudl take in their pain
David Vaccaro: in the diner
vvinterborn: and i would eat in
David Vaccaro: fro breakfast
vvinterborn: it
David Vaccaro: what are you talking about Paul?
vvinterborn: you said yourself
vvinterborn: i feed on others at times
vvinterborn: and id o
vvinterborn: i disect and consume someone
vvinterborn: whne they are in misery
David Vaccaro: dissect
vvinterborn: i found that it brings me closer to my own
vvinterborn: their pain
vvinterborn: becomes my pain
vvinterborn: their hell
vvinterborn: becomes mine
vvinterborn: and after I consume it
vvinterborn: and dissect it
vvinterborn: i escape it
vvinterborn: so there is one more hell I won't have to worry about
David Vaccaro: well we better learn from others
vvinterborn: yes
David Vaccaro: that is why I write and the only reasdon
vvinterborn: so others can learn from you
David Vaccaro: but they brought me a 11 year old Tamara today
David Vaccaro: she was in the diner
David Vaccaro: sitting there
David Vaccaro: and they had her dressed up with a clear plastic bra strap
David Vaccaro: for me
David Vaccaro: just to fuck with me
David Vaccaro: a spitting image
vvinterborn: hmm
David Vaccaro: and I went up to her and pretended I wasn't being fucked in the head
David Vaccaro: and I asked her how old she was
David Vaccaro: and she spoke only french
David Vaccaro: which blew my mind
David Vaccaro: and I realised that the baby tamara wants
David Vaccaro: she would look like this
David Vaccaro: look at the moon
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: can you speak french?
Rachele Williams: *feels so out of the loop* lol
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: im so tired today
vvinterborn: im not feeling welll
Rachele Williams: aww
David Vaccaro: I went to look at the Moon
Rachele Williams: what's worng pooki?
vvinterborn: i think i have a fever, my mom had one and i was taking care of her nad now im feeling awful
vvinterborn: anyways
David Vaccaro: it was fucken sexy the little Tamara whom my baby with her spoke french
vvinterborn: go on
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: I am goiing to gone gothic
David Vaccaro: bye
vvinterborn: alrite
vvinterborn: ttyl Dave
Rachele Williams: later
David Vaccaro: I will post this
vvinterborn: ok
David Vaccaro: Rachelle is that alright
Rachele Williams: uh...
David Vaccaro: sing the proxy
David Vaccaro: sign
Rachele Williams: i guess so
David Vaccaro: ok
David Vaccaro: you admitted to not liking peeing in your bed and resisting pink
David Vaccaro: which is just that yuou are trying to fight you r bizexuality
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: that is all the pink is about
David Vaccaro: accept it
David Vaccaro: everyone l;ikes femmes
David Vaccaro: bye
vvinterborn: hah
vvinterborn: bye Dave
Rachele Williams: wow..
Rachele Williams: hmm
vvinterborn: ?
Rachele Williams: damnit, i hate it when people make me think
Rachele Williams: lol
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: yes
David Vaccaro: yeah you are a closet bisexual meister
Rachele Williams: well i'm not a closet one
David Vaccaro: ok
Rachele Williams: i have been with girls
David Vaccaro: see
David Vaccaro: in a closet
Rachele Williams: but i just don't like this generation of females
David Vaccaro: bgye, you were talking about Paul's mom.
vvinterborn: Maynard James Keenan
Rachele Williams: yep
David Vaccaro: fuck that when I get published and they release those 30 documentaries
Rachele Williams: and paul
Rachele Williams: hehe
David Vaccaro: Richard Gere is going to be dethroned
David Vaccaro: I am bringing sexy back
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: really man
David Vaccaro: if I get out of Hell right
David Vaccaro: I might be really fine
Rachele Williams: and what is sexy exactly?
David Vaccaro: I was in a speedo at the pool
David Vaccaro: and it was so egregious they had to call me gay to go away
David Vaccaro: but I stayed
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: sexiness exudes a confidence of come to me and I will satisfy you with an all knowing look
Rachele Williams: wait big word... egregious... what does that mean?
David Vaccaro: like vampness
Rachele Williams: ahhh yes
David Vaccaro: egregious means
David Vaccaro: um
Rachele Williams: i can give that look quite well
David Vaccaro: like almost confrontationally insulting
Rachele Williams: ahh
David Vaccaro: ah
David Vaccaro: Cya
David Vaccaro: C'ya
David Vaccaro: ah
Rachele Williams: are you going somewhere?
David Vaccaro: I am famous for my uh huh
David Vaccaro: cave man response
David Vaccaro: no
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: I ws making fun of you kids
Rachele Williams: mm
David Vaccaro: ah
Rachele Williams: meh
David Vaccaro: ahh
David Vaccaro: heh ehhe
David Vaccaro: forget it
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: it is cool
David Vaccaro: you guys are young and in love
Rachele Williams:
David Vaccaro: don't let me get in the way it is cute
vvinterborn: eh
David Vaccaro: you guys make a good couple
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: we haven't seen each other in real life yet
Rachele Williams: awwwws
vvinterborn: weh ave yet to see how we are
Rachele Williams: i know
Rachele Williams: i know we'll be fine, but paul is cautious
David Vaccaro: um
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: the first thing you do Rachelle
David Vaccaro: when you meet
Rachele Williams: hmm?
David Vaccaro: you find like a bay window
David Vaccaro: or a cubhole
Rachele Williams: ok, and do what?
David Vaccaro: like a foyeur
David Vaccaro: foyer
Rachele Williams: yeah i gotcha
Rachele Williams: and do what?
David Vaccaro: and you stick his hand in your pocket
David Vaccaro: and give him a pocket hand job
David Vaccaro: really quick
David Vaccaro: ly
vvinterborn: lmao
Rachele Williams: haha
David Vaccaro: his pocket
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: im not a quick person dave
Rachele Williams: no he's not
Rachele Williams: and i know what i'm going to do
David Vaccaro: on phone with mom
Rachele Williams: and it involves shoving my hand down his pants... but only to tease
Rachele Williams: okies
vvinterborn: ha
Rachele Williams: don't worry, you'll like it
Rachele Williams: i'll make it all sexy like
vvinterborn: yeah hehe
David Vaccaro: yeah stick the hand in pocket
David Vaccaro: and fish around
Rachele Williams: haha
Rachele Williams: that won't be hard...
David Vaccaro: he'll get hard
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: i'd get hard either way i suppose
David Vaccaro: i will make fishermen out of women
Rachele Williams: i'm thinking a really good kiss will do the trick
David Vaccaro: nah
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: kiss is after the deal
David Vaccaro: and
Rachele Williams: what deal?
David Vaccaro: during
Rachele Williams: well i know what to do, don't worry
David Vaccaro: the hand job
vvinterborn: lol
vvinterborn: brb really quick
David Vaccaro: alright
Rachele Williams: ok
David Vaccaro: pocket jobs don't work on girls so stop trying jello shot girl
Rachele Williams: what?
Rachele Williams: i know they don't, and i
David Vaccaro: hee hee
Rachele Williams: i'm not trying anything
Rachele Williams: and i'm not a jello shot girl
David Vaccaro: yes you are
Rachele Williams: it's not my fault you had a dream i was
Rachele Williams: lmao
Rachele Williams: nope, am not
David Vaccaro: in a black vinyl sirt
vvinterborn: k back
Rachele Williams: i need one of those
David Vaccaro: ostensibly used to snare unsuspecting males
Rachele Williams: yeah yeah i know
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: so
vvinterborn: hows it going all?
Rachele Williams: i still didn't understand what happened after that
Rachele Williams: it's going well
vvinterborn: but yeah
vvinterborn: that idea did sound interesting
David Vaccaro: alright pink vinyl skirt
Rachele Williams: no no pink
David Vaccaro: yes
Rachele Williams: i don't like pink
David Vaccaro: PINK
Rachele Williams: NO
Rachele Williams: BLACK
David Vaccaro: WE WILL MAKE YOU LIKE PINK
Rachele Williams: DAMNIT
Rachele Williams: NO
Rachele Williams: paul... help
Rachele Williams: lol
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: give her a pink ball gag
vvinterborn: i dunno what to do
vvinterborn: haha
Rachele Williams: OH HELL NO
David Vaccaro: and pink fluffy cuffs
Rachele Williams: i hate gag balls
Rachele Williams: alright fluffy cuffs are fine
David Vaccaro: pink fluffy cuffs
vvinterborn: haha
Rachele Williams: fine
Rachele Williams: but no pink skirt
vvinterborn: pink can be sexy with black
David Vaccaro: see we broke her
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: and I did all of that while talking to my mother
David Vaccaro: so easy to break
vvinterborn: HAHA
David Vaccaro: I am a natural dominant
Rachele Williams: well aren't you talented
Rachele Williams: ugh
David Vaccaro: I also gave my mother a hard time
vvinterborn: i give rachele a hard time always
Rachele Williams: yeah i know
Rachele Williams: expecially about my sex drive
David Vaccaro: yeah but her nubbin is too samll to get hard
David Vaccaro: too small
David Vaccaro: penis envy
David Vaccaro: she can't get off
Rachele Williams: what?
David Vaccaro: small
vvinterborn: nubbbin?
David Vaccaro: your clit is too small
vvinterborn: oh
David Vaccaro: nubbin
David Vaccaro: clit
Rachele Williams: you know, i'm so not going to go there
David Vaccaro: same thing
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: there is a bar in Astoria
Rachele Williams: you don't even know what it looks like
David Vaccaro: and they have people lined up outside all the time
David Vaccaro: it is called
David Vaccaro: I am an incubus I have visted your bed and marked it
Rachele Williams: what?
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: anyway the name of the bar is NUBAr
David Vaccaro: and all these young kids are outside
David Vaccaro: and I go by in my dress shirrts and slacks looking like a king
David Vaccaro: and I say Nubbin
David Vaccaro: I want to go to the Nubbin bar
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: and my friends are like no Dave it is called NuBAR
David Vaccaro: and I am like resisting
David Vaccaro: NO NUBBIN NUBBIN
David Vaccaro: NUBBIN
David Vaccaro: I want to go to the NUBBIN BAR
Rachele Williams: i'm gonna go smoke
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: nubbvin
vvinterborn: nubbin
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: strange but true
David Vaccaro: cool word
vvinterborn: kk ttyl rachele when you get back
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: it is a cool word
vvinterborn: very fun to say
Rachele Williams: grrr
David Vaccaro: yeah it rolls off the tounge
Rachele Williams: brb
David Vaccaro: tongue
vvinterborn: yeah haha
David Vaccaro: she missed that one
David Vaccaro: at least I broke her to go and smoke
vvinterborn: yeah haha
vvinterborn: she was trying to quite a few days ago
vvinterborn: but she started up again
David Vaccaro: and now she is implanted with the PINK mind virus because she accepted the PINK cuffs
David Vaccaro: she is screwed
David Vaccaro: sooo scrwed
Rachele Williams: i am not
David Vaccaro: oh shit
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: damn
Rachele Williams: fucker
vvinterborn: LOL
David Vaccaro: I am gonna go to private talk with Paul
David Vaccaro: Rachelle is an imposter
Rachele Williams: uh huh you do that
vvinterborn: lmao
David Vaccaro: just joking
Rachele Williams: i know lol
David Vaccaro: I anjoy fucking her brain up
Rachele Williams: and i don't care i'm playin with you
David Vaccaro: anjoy
Rachele Williams: enjoy?
David Vaccaro: enjoy
Rachele Williams: lol
vvinterborn: there you go
Rachele Williams: hahah
David Vaccaro: mhy mothers name is Anja
David Vaccaro: alright
vvinterborn: hey Dave
Rachele Williams: alright i'll be back in a few mins
vvinterborn: you ever seen
David Vaccaro: let me calm down for a second
vvinterborn: A clockwork orange?
vvinterborn: ok lol
David Vaccaro: yeah
David Vaccaro: I saw it in the theastre
David Vaccaro: theatre
vvinterborn: did you enjoy it?
David Vaccaro: um
David Vaccaro: I was too young
David Vaccaro: Malcom
David Vaccaro: somebody
David Vaccaro: it is amazing how hot guys are when they are young actors
David Vaccaro: then they lose their hair
vvinterborn: and they get a gut
David Vaccaro: no Clkockwork orange is horriying
David Vaccaro: horrifying
vvinterborn: yeah it is
vvinterborn: but at the same time
vvinterborn: it really does make you think quite a bit
David Vaccaro: no Paul that movie is sick
vvinterborn: if you look hard enough
David Vaccaro: no
vvinterborn: eh
David Vaccaro: sick
vvinterborn: why?
David Vaccaro: jockstraps?
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: that is not a good visual
David Vaccaro: top hats and jock straps
vvinterborn: eh
vvinterborn: i suppose you have a point
vvinterborn: i mostly like the parts
vvinterborn: when the main character
vvinterborn: is listening to beethoeven
vvinterborn: and the thoughts that appear in his head
vvinterborn: of madness
vvinterborn: and lust
David Vaccaro: she is smoking a Virginia slimms 120mm
David Vaccaro: hmmm
vvinterborn: lol
David Vaccaro: well I never analyzed the movie
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: i normally analyze movies like that
David Vaccaro: I cxan't process something that is only meant to be disturbing
vvinterborn: you ever listen to some classical stuff?
vvinterborn: well
David Vaccaro: I can identify composers if you play a piece
vvinterborn: people are very distrubed individuals
David Vaccaro: even if I never heard it before
David Vaccaro: I hear their signatures
vvinterborn: and the power to be that distrubed
David Vaccaro: they give them selves away
vvinterborn: is the power of god
David Vaccaro: just like if you read VAmpariah
David Vaccaro: you know it is him every time
vvinterborn: yeahw
vvinterborn: i know what you mean
David Vaccaro: signature
David Vaccaro: hallmark
David Vaccaro: identity
David Vaccaro: now if you can escape that
David Vaccaro: which I do do
David Vaccaro: no one has seen my professional writing
vvinterborn: i have seen your other writings
vvinterborn: on gg
David Vaccaro: it is leagues and bounds better than my forum shit
vvinterborn: I read your poetry
David Vaccaro: well
vvinterborn: i enjoy it
David Vaccaro: poetry is also another voice altogether
David Vaccaro: I sculpt paragraphs
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: I wish I could show you the paragraph I amde today
David Vaccaro: amazing
vvinterborn: why can't you?
David Vaccaro: in your face amazing with such cockiness it is almost unpalatable and then
David Vaccaro: ultimately they have to keep reading because they know the quality never diminishes
vvinterborn: ah
vvinterborn: well
David Vaccaro: I got it in spades
vvinterborn: spades?
David Vaccaro: fucken they are going to put a plaque at the pool I was at today
David Vaccaro: just like they used to ignore Beethoven
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: TRUMP spades
vvinterborn: oh
David Vaccaro: my time has come
David Vaccaro: I have arrived
David Vaccaro: spade aces
David Vaccaro: kings
David Vaccaro: spades queens
David Vaccaro: jacks
vvinterborn: time to rape this world huh
David Vaccaro: deuces
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: it is a mind virus
David Vaccaro: an injection
David Vaccaro: I do not absorb
David Vaccaro: but only as a lure
vvinterborn: yeah
David Vaccaro: I have done my part now send me one woman my way
David Vaccaro: one woman
David Vaccaro: my toy
David Vaccaro: that is all I ask
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: if its a toy your seeking
David Vaccaro: and a Mistress who really understands me
vvinterborn: you could always find a hooker
David Vaccaro: the MAster has to be dominated
vvinterborn: call her sally
vvinterborn: ha
vvinterborn: you want to break into a girl don't you?
David Vaccaro: sally what?
vvinterborn: you want a girl
vvinterborn: whom wil tame the beast
David Vaccaro: well
David Vaccaro: whatever man
vvinterborn: who will makes you shatter at any moment
David Vaccaro: I don't know
David Vaccaro: she knows
David Vaccaro: I need a woman who knows what I will want tomorrow
vvinterborn: well
David Vaccaro: she will know
vvinterborn: your not very pradictable
vvinterborn: which is agood thing of course
David Vaccaro: yes I am
vvinterborn: hmm
David Vaccaro: you guys know my every move
vvinterborn: it depends i suppose
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: maybe
vvinterborn: but
David Vaccaro: it is just when I get out of hell that my life will be limitless
vvinterborn: i don't think a women would understand it
David Vaccaro: I think people can read my mind
David Vaccaro: I really do
David Vaccaro: I think they can
vvinterborn: you know what I found when I was feeding on the misery of others?
David Vaccaro: righ tnow
David Vaccaro: my brain overrides theirs
vvinterborn: well
vvinterborn: yeah
Rachele Williams: ok i'm back
vvinterborn: you have that kind of power
vvinterborn: wb
David Vaccaro: hey
Rachele Williams: thanks
Rachele Williams: hey
vvinterborn: anyways
vvinterborn: i found something
David Vaccaro: but I have suuch really bad thoughts
vvinterborn: while feeding on the misery of others
David Vaccaro: I can't admit to what I think
David Vaccaro: like today
vvinterborn: I woudl take in their pain
David Vaccaro: in the diner
vvinterborn: and i would eat in
David Vaccaro: fro breakfast
vvinterborn: it
David Vaccaro: what are you talking about Paul?
vvinterborn: you said yourself
vvinterborn: i feed on others at times
vvinterborn: and id o
vvinterborn: i disect and consume someone
vvinterborn: whne they are in misery
David Vaccaro: dissect
vvinterborn: i found that it brings me closer to my own
vvinterborn: their pain
vvinterborn: becomes my pain
vvinterborn: their hell
vvinterborn: becomes mine
vvinterborn: and after I consume it
vvinterborn: and dissect it
vvinterborn: i escape it
vvinterborn: so there is one more hell I won't have to worry about
David Vaccaro: well we better learn from others
vvinterborn: yes
David Vaccaro: that is why I write and the only reasdon
vvinterborn: so others can learn from you
David Vaccaro: but they brought me a 11 year old Tamara today
David Vaccaro: she was in the diner
David Vaccaro: sitting there
David Vaccaro: and they had her dressed up with a clear plastic bra strap
David Vaccaro: for me
David Vaccaro: just to fuck with me
David Vaccaro: a spitting image
vvinterborn: hmm
David Vaccaro: and I went up to her and pretended I wasn't being fucked in the head
David Vaccaro: and I asked her how old she was
David Vaccaro: and she spoke only french
David Vaccaro: which blew my mind
David Vaccaro: and I realised that the baby tamara wants
David Vaccaro: she would look like this
David Vaccaro: look at the moon
vvinterborn: hmm
vvinterborn: can you speak french?
Rachele Williams: *feels so out of the loop* lol
vvinterborn: haha
vvinterborn: yeah
vvinterborn: im so tired today
vvinterborn: im not feeling welll
Rachele Williams: aww
David Vaccaro: I went to look at the Moon
Rachele Williams: what's worng pooki?
vvinterborn: i think i have a fever, my mom had one and i was taking care of her nad now im feeling awful
vvinterborn: anyways
David Vaccaro: it was fucken sexy the little Tamara whom my baby with her spoke french
vvinterborn: go on
David Vaccaro: and
David Vaccaro: alright
David Vaccaro: I am goiing to gone gothic
David Vaccaro: bye
vvinterborn: alrite
vvinterborn: ttyl Dave
Rachele Williams: later
David Vaccaro: I will post this
vvinterborn: ok
David Vaccaro: Rachelle is that alright
Rachele Williams: uh...
David Vaccaro: sing the proxy
David Vaccaro: sign
Rachele Williams: i guess so
David Vaccaro: ok
David Vaccaro: you admitted to not liking peeing in your bed and resisting pink
David Vaccaro: which is just that yuou are trying to fight you r bizexuality
vvinterborn: haha
David Vaccaro: that is all the pink is about
David Vaccaro: accept it
David Vaccaro: everyone l;ikes femmes
David Vaccaro: bye
vvinterborn: hah
vvinterborn: bye Dave
Rachele Williams: wow..
Rachele Williams: hmm
vvinterborn: ?
Rachele Williams: damnit, i hate it when people make me think
Rachele Williams: lol
vvinterborn: lmao
vvinterborn: yes
David Vaccaro: yeah you are a closet bisexual meister
Rachele Williams: well i'm not a closet one
David Vaccaro: ok
Rachele Williams: i have been with girls
David Vaccaro: see
David Vaccaro: in a closet
Rachele Williams: but i just don't like this generation of females
David Vaccaro: bgye, you were talking about Paul's mom.
Evolution
27 Jul 07 6:10 pm
Evolution of sexual reproduction
Um, as most of you know I have been privilaged to otherwordly wisdom, including glimpses of the future.
In another thread I indicated that I was told that the Asians are "the last copy". I thought that their race was actually dead inside, that there was something they did wrong that made them not such a potent species sexually reproductive-wise.
The truth of the matter the Asians have done a lot right. Their small nose will save the hook nosed westerners.
The knowledge that I have about why Hitler went to war was to sacrifice the Aryans was because the Aryans had achieved evolutionary perfection. They were 7 footers with potentially Wagnerian minds, and it was only the escapes of the Nazis nuclear project whom built the atomic bomb for america, we never would have come up with it.
The point is, you can't get taller than 7 feet and still evolve. Hitler sacrificed hius peoples, and he singled out the Jews and holocausted them for all other human beings to see how stupid genocide is, just as the fake terrorists in the Holy Land and Babylon act crazy to make all other not follow their example. For everyone to be serious some one has to play the fool.
The whole Asian evasion is that someday the short Asians will rise and interbreed to save the earth with their short stature, because they are the last version.
Alright I wsan't going to write, I can have one dissenter, but now temptation feeder also is a naysayer.
Dirk Nowitzki probably got the NBA MVP award, he is from Germany. He is 7 feet tall, he is beautiful smooth in his moves, and his hair isn't scratchy in his loins. It ios angel hair all over his body and yet he is a tough guy in the NBA with finesse moves.
My father was a soldier in World War II he crawled past the dead Germans, and they were giants. You can't keep evolving over 7 feet tall. The Vikings were tha same when they came to the new world, they had monster sized men, and they hgad the accompaning dwarves too.
In the Roanoke Virginia settlement they asked fpor skilled laborers to come from Germany and POland to work with Pocahontas and Captain John Smith.
The skilled workers came off the boat and went running past Pocahontas and headed for California, which wasn't there yet. They began to mate with Indians, and the blue eyed breeed of Indians started to occur then in 1620.
mutatations are breaks in the DNA chain,. disease is also breaks in the DNA chain. 1% of DNA mutations are beneficial, and 9 % are carcinogenic, and the other 90% don't do an damn thing, because breaks in the DNA chain are covered up by whole DNA threads.
People usually mate with their better halves, trying to cover up breaks in the DNA chain that are negative. The only problem is though, DNA is a double helix, so the recessive covered up flaws are transmitted to the offspring, but they lie dormant because they are recessive. The traits are carried and they do come to the fore in the formation of a child sometime in the future.
Variability is the thing that makes natural selecvtion and survival of the sapiens occur. In the future, there might be a plague like AIDS which some gay guys have already shown a resisitence too, and they have had multiple sex partners with full blown AIDS. The gene is carried on because we can do designer gene improvement these days having mapped out the entire gene pool.
So in the future a recessive gene may rise to the surface only because the ones who survive because of it. This is evolution.
If you notice mixed race children always have symmetrical faces, wheras the definition of ugliness is asymmetrical faces, one side of the face a different proportion than th other. This exhibits the fact that when two totally different seeds of the same species overlap there is operfection and symmetry in the offsrping. It goes beyond Phylogenic traits, it also covers the double helix on an unnoticed level, and this is the level that makes the most difference.
This is why inbreeding is always so unsuccessful, the thing that makes eggs of a woman viable or the sperm of a male, is the variability or the differences between the two partners engaged in coitus to make child. Therefore, the more different the race of the parents the greater the chance that the new seed of offspring is more hearty.
Now let me see you guys shoot this down...
Evolution of sexual reproduction
Um, as most of you know I have been privilaged to otherwordly wisdom, including glimpses of the future.
In another thread I indicated that I was told that the Asians are "the last copy". I thought that their race was actually dead inside, that there was something they did wrong that made them not such a potent species sexually reproductive-wise.
The truth of the matter the Asians have done a lot right. Their small nose will save the hook nosed westerners.
The knowledge that I have about why Hitler went to war was to sacrifice the Aryans was because the Aryans had achieved evolutionary perfection. They were 7 footers with potentially Wagnerian minds, and it was only the escapes of the Nazis nuclear project whom built the atomic bomb for america, we never would have come up with it.
The point is, you can't get taller than 7 feet and still evolve. Hitler sacrificed hius peoples, and he singled out the Jews and holocausted them for all other human beings to see how stupid genocide is, just as the fake terrorists in the Holy Land and Babylon act crazy to make all other not follow their example. For everyone to be serious some one has to play the fool.
The whole Asian evasion is that someday the short Asians will rise and interbreed to save the earth with their short stature, because they are the last version.
Alright I wsan't going to write, I can have one dissenter, but now temptation feeder also is a naysayer.
Dirk Nowitzki probably got the NBA MVP award, he is from Germany. He is 7 feet tall, he is beautiful smooth in his moves, and his hair isn't scratchy in his loins. It ios angel hair all over his body and yet he is a tough guy in the NBA with finesse moves.
My father was a soldier in World War II he crawled past the dead Germans, and they were giants. You can't keep evolving over 7 feet tall. The Vikings were tha same when they came to the new world, they had monster sized men, and they hgad the accompaning dwarves too.
In the Roanoke Virginia settlement they asked fpor skilled laborers to come from Germany and POland to work with Pocahontas and Captain John Smith.
The skilled workers came off the boat and went running past Pocahontas and headed for California, which wasn't there yet. They began to mate with Indians, and the blue eyed breeed of Indians started to occur then in 1620.
mutatations are breaks in the DNA chain,. disease is also breaks in the DNA chain. 1% of DNA mutations are beneficial, and 9 % are carcinogenic, and the other 90% don't do an damn thing, because breaks in the DNA chain are covered up by whole DNA threads.
People usually mate with their better halves, trying to cover up breaks in the DNA chain that are negative. The only problem is though, DNA is a double helix, so the recessive covered up flaws are transmitted to the offspring, but they lie dormant because they are recessive. The traits are carried and they do come to the fore in the formation of a child sometime in the future.
Variability is the thing that makes natural selecvtion and survival of the sapiens occur. In the future, there might be a plague like AIDS which some gay guys have already shown a resisitence too, and they have had multiple sex partners with full blown AIDS. The gene is carried on because we can do designer gene improvement these days having mapped out the entire gene pool.
So in the future a recessive gene may rise to the surface only because the ones who survive because of it. This is evolution.
If you notice mixed race children always have symmetrical faces, wheras the definition of ugliness is asymmetrical faces, one side of the face a different proportion than th other. This exhibits the fact that when two totally different seeds of the same species overlap there is operfection and symmetry in the offsrping. It goes beyond Phylogenic traits, it also covers the double helix on an unnoticed level, and this is the level that makes the most difference.
This is why inbreeding is always so unsuccessful, the thing that makes eggs of a woman viable or the sperm of a male, is the variability or the differences between the two partners engaged in coitus to make child. Therefore, the more different the race of the parents the greater the chance that the new seed of offspring is more hearty.
Now let me see you guys shoot this down...